https://www.furaffinity.net/user/banditpecs/
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Hi!! I'm moving accounts because..this is a clusterfuck and I don't go by this handle anywhere.

If you wanna see my work still, pop a follow onto my new place ★★★★★

Seeya there! Maybe. Possibly. Hopefully!

ITS 3AM

how did I let this hAPPEN AGAIN

AAAAAAAAAAAAABOOOOOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII i'm gonna be so TIRED TOMORROW

: (

I catch myself nowadays a lot, letting my mind wander to the thought that I'm not good enough in what I do. Artistically, as a friend, person, life. I don't know.

It's weird, being so completely grief-stricken, so sad and angry and lonely and shattered, but at the same time not feeling anything at all. Just super weird.

It's been exactly 52 days since mom died and the house has never been quieter. 52 days of me just being here in this place that used to be so vividly home and was full of laughing and talking and family- smells of food cooking and decorations being put up and people visiting. Now it's just- silent.

Silent and cold.

My favorite part of the day now is making it through all the way until I get to crawl under the blankets and go to bed, and despite that I'm still always restless, up at 2 or 3 in the morning. Its not like my thoughts are racing or I'm upset or afraid or whatever, like I used to be. It's something different.

Death is a horrible thing. So much besides just the person who died physically goes with them. Nobody will ever tell you that, but it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure that part out.

Opened commissions for the remainder of the summer! >v< Give it a look if you can, trying to make some ends meet currently!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20675342/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20675342/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20675342/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20675342/

so i just realized ive now been awake for 36 or 38 hours straight and i should really

really probably like, sleep- or something.

alright goodnight fa aaaaaaaaaa

Busy busy busyyy

The past couple days got a little more packed than I imagined, so Im just lettin the 4 requestees know that its on the way!

~ Have a good night/day/whatever light period your side of the planet is entering! ~

I wont be uploading the webcomic. Its going to be on hold indefinitely.

Because I feel like at this point I owe an explanation so I dont seem any more incompetent that I already do, my mom was given 2 months to live yesterday after almost 6 years of fighting cancer. I'm just numb.

Life just sort of fell apart on me and I wish I could say when or if I'll ever be back online or posting art or videos or anything. But for now- I just can't. Maybe Ill post some things on and off, but I really just cant say for sure.

I have to take things day by day now.

I'm so sorry this is how things turned out, everyone. I wish I could have shown you all what I can do before this.

I may be back posting little things tomorrow, I may not be back for a year, I might never be back.

But- please, have good lives and stay happy and safe if you can, no matter what happens.

I love you all.

so I no longer have mono

by the way it turns out I had mono


I didnt even make out with any guys to get it how lame is that

ANYWAYS IM FINE THO NOW just super easily tired apparently

tomorrow I'm gonna get a shitload more work done and also I have an early morning appointment to go and turn my hair blue so that's rad

thinking about doing another YCH or general commissions, now that I've been really in the swing of doing full backgrounds and all that and I've got a set style again

anyways, how are you guys?
hopefully doing well!

I start college in a few weeks and I'm kind of super nervous but curious to see what it'll be like living on my own. Happened to get a single dorm room too so I'll be able to get sort of a little space for myself, which is really nice to think of.

I also am starting to really feel the summer coming to a close and that's not too great. My grandpa passed away last week and the past weekend was all just 3 days of funeral home and that was pretty rough, but I'm feeling a little better now I guess the more I distract myself.

I'm really also feeling pretty good about how I as a person am going to be able to improve in the next year overall. I'm excited for my art that's finally picking up a lot improvement wise in a way I actually see, and I'm excited for being able to experience life with a lot less worry now that I'm out of highschool classes and I can actually feel like more of an individual in my own sense.

I'm excited for my life to start taking a direction, I guess- one that I can work towards and feel and go at my own pace with.

Anyways, I'm hella sleepy so I'm gonna go to bed. Seeya guys later! ('v ' )b

im so sick

strep throat probably

or something??

i cant swallow my own spit what in the fuck

oh wellllll i just gotta be a little better by tommarowwwww

juuuust a little

stay cool, FA.

ahhhhh uh hi everyone
so i know I wasn't gonna be pushing my commissions or ych or anything again for a while i said but-
about a week or two ago my mom ended up in the emergency room, and long story short- just got a tumor removed from her brain yesterday. it's been a long week and I'm absolutely exhausted, but that's why I havn't been active or uploading at all for a little while now.

But basically- I'm absolutely tapped out right now in money. I used basically all of it on fuckin fast food because I've only really been at home to sleep or to prepare to leave to the hospital again I guess- and I'm completely out.

So, I'll be pushing a few things out to try and possibly get a little bit saved up to be at least back in my comfort zone financially, if that makes sense.

Sorry for all this!!

I'll be uploading some normal things asap too- I promise.

lav u guysss aaaaa

aaaa im sorry im kind of becoming a giant advertisement page lately everyone

im sorta stressed about money right now and a lot of plans im worried i wont be able to keep up so im resorting to my art to help out as much as I can

so I know its sorta boring and not fun to see, but I promise Ill be drawing more fun personal stuff soon really quick.

thanks for bearing with me!

-Sam (,v, )/;;;;

i am so tired omg

its 2:20 but im gonna make myself get up early and go run

why i do dis
why

dffadsfdafgfdgds

goodnight FA omg

10 Slots open for fast commissions currently! It'd be cool if anyone wanted to give my prices a look!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15937328/

( ˘ ³˘)♥

sorta buzzed rn but i love you guys and this site aaaaaaaaaa

i just came back on here again today after a wierd on and off and forgot i accepted a bunch of art trades and requests and everything holyshitholyshitholyshit

on top of that I also have a list of things I owe people on DA

ohhhhhh man im really really really sorry everyone I promise Ill try to belt things out in the next few days ;o;

holy f u c k my ear all of the sudden just started fucking up thats nice

anyways

hey assholes its 3 in the morning and I'm lurking around FA getting ready to completely pass out from a whole day of doing one thing after another after another

but like- in a good way. A good kind of busy.

I have a few more things to upload that I've been working on before I start anything new, but I only got a few base colors and sketch fixups done with all the stuff going on today. Either way I'm pumped up to post this stuff!

On a side note, I'm thhhiiiinking of making an offsite account somewhere for some pretty nsfw stuff I've been experimenting with, but I don't have any idea where to post that in a furry specific place! >O> If anyone has any ideas that'd be cool. Also- this is an odd request- but if anyone has experience with drawing m/m stuff that would be cool redlining and helping me fit,,nsfw aspects into my style that has never had that before- shoot me a note and I'd love to add people on skype to get help with it.

I'm working on fixing up my tumblr so I can post my stuff there too. I kind of got ran out of my old blog recently by a group of assholes and I'm laying low in a new url for the time being. It's basically just furry reblogs, my art, and pictures of guys but if anyone wants to follow me or have me check out your blog, here it is!- http://charlie-chaser.tumblr.com/

On looking further into the future, I have some plans this year to attend a few cons for the first time ever. I'm more than likely for sure going to Youmacon in October in Detroit, and will be spending some time looking for fursuiters and people to hang out with there! I'd love to go to motor city fur con but I'm still 17 and as far as I know cannot, unfortunately. And if things work out well, the idea has been tossed around of going to JAFAX in Grand Rapids with next summer.

UhhhMMhm

I don't really have anything else to update on or talk about. I've been really interested in getting more involved in FA and all from here on out- and I'd love to make a few new friends on here and possibly add a few more people on Skype. If I mutually watch anyone here and you have a skype you should totally ask me for it or comment it here if you want.

My contacts are down to literately 4 people who are ever online and about 42 people who no longer use the accounts I have them added in.

Borrring times man.

Alright welp
I'm gonna go to bed nowww because I'm exhausted and stayed up waaaay too late working on things.

See you tomorrow FA! ('v ' )b


My arms hurt for some reason and I totally stayed up all night doing,,nothing `~`;;;;;

I wanna try to make some more friends on here tomorrow. I dunno.

Goodnight, FA!

possibley going to youmacon in detroit tommarow.
note me if anyone else is?
I'm curious. <:

I'm considering opening commisions up For about a range of 5-15 dollars for standard stuff. (ie- sketches, lineart, rough paintings, full body whatever) And maybe a bit more for extra features like animation added to it or custom desktops, so on and so on.
...er- and possibley erotic stuff but Im not entirely confident in my abilities to do that. I guess theres a first for everything though!

anyways what Im basically saying is Im wondering how many people would be interested in me opening commisions up, and willing to buy one?

whooooaaa wowza (' v ' )

HEY THERE INFLUX OF NEW BUDS

WHATS GOIN ONNNNNNN

just kidding theres not an emergency

but did you know that if you put a t in front of the word its it says 'tits'?
so itd be all

'TITS AN EMERGENCY!'
ha

swiggity

no but forreal HI EVERYBODY HOW ARE YOU IM GOOD THANKS

its sort of gross outside today so i might as well devote my day to doing things for other people YEAH!!!!!

first three people to comment on this better fuckin request something so i can draw a pathetic little floating loser version of it

go gog og og ogogogogo

so im thinking i should probably go to sleep now yeah
probably

but i wont

AH WELLLLL