so me and  grandpandaman are still looking for space in an existing room or maybe like six other people to start our own room with, we would need the people first though because I cannot really afford to just buy a room and hope it fills up

we have one person who says they will join us if they end up going right now, hopefully something will turn up I guess but if not maybe we'll just try for next year since a bunch of people aren't going this year anyway. if you read this and know people looking for a room or are looking for one yourself I guess let me know?

also rango is a really good movie and everyone should see it, the new pokemon is pretty cool too

here is something those who frequent  gerrark's stream will recognize and either love or hate

https://youtu.be/SQZHz_roncY

so apparently all the AC hotel rooms are booked already, guess I'm an idiot for thinking I would be able to work this stuff out closer to the con

uh so basically me and  grandpandaman are gonna go and we're looking for a room, preferably with reasonably sane people who won't try to fuck us without permission or anything

I will probably tell him to make a journal about this on his porn account because that is more likely to be noticed

WHOOPS ALMOST FORGOT SOME KIND OF ZANY VIDEO

https://youtu.be/KA4on9GncYo

it's by  crayon-chewer and she is a really neat artist and assuming anyone reads this you should all go give her money to make you one also here's a youtube

https://youtu.be/CeN5FZMywTc

hey so guess who is taking some valentine's day commissions it is  grandpandaman/ quixoticallyerotic that's right

they can be porn or not porn or whatever and if you're actually single there is probably still some kind of a deal to be worked out so take a look go here

meanwhile I have a number of commissions I guess I haven't uploaded here and also I am working on writing a couple of things I am sure everyone is very excited about all of this meanwhile here's some music

https://youtu.be/4Rs7j1pu6Zc

got some good stuff, my parents got me a leather member's only jacket and a grooming kit and a lot of underwear and a couple books full of fancy crock-pot recipes, my brother slept through half of opening presents and then said something about how he would never use the hairbrush my parents got him because he wasn't a faggot

BUT ANYWAY some relatives are coming over soon and later I'm going to a party where I get to test out and then own some TOP-SECRET WII AND PLAYSTATION MOVE PERIPHERALS WOOO actually they're not very secret at all there's some sort of magnum remote shell that ties into those awful resident evil movies and then a fishing game and some stuff for move I don't know about cause I don't actually own a ps3 but I'll pass it along to someone

no good steam deals today OH WELL THERE'S LIKE ANOTHER WEEK OF THOSE TOO

there's been a lot of stupid shit going on recently, both here on this website and also in the world of politics at large and probably in everyone's personal lives because people suck sometimes, but hey it's christmas so everyone try and have a good time, we can all go back to hating each other tomorrow

https://youtu.be/Tll5vf1NI3k

MERRY JINGLE CATS Y'ALL

so I guess all the admins got hacked because they're morons who use lame passwords or something and the hackers could see everyone's notes and for some reason this is a big deal?

I mean yeah admin accounts being compromised is bad but who cares about notes

OH NO someone will know the details I gave an artist for a commission or that I asked someone for their msn wait who cares

apparently there are people talking about leaving FA over this, I can't imagine they're the ones important/notable/whatever enough to have had their notes actually looked at

here's a video I think you'll find it is very representative of this whole situation

https://youtu.be/48SfRZKRHa8

oh hey so yeah I guess there's also this whole thing about ferality and zaush and dragoneer. now what I'm going to do is post a clip from always sunny in philadelphia, and the clip is going to be hilarious because it's always sunny, but then you'll realize it's literally zaush.flv

https://youtu.be/MZ1lc6KASWg

seriously I usually hate phrases like "rape culture apologist" and discussions that involve them but this whole situation is pretty fucking awful and indefensible

pros:

- new thrift stores to look for hobo clothes in
- better internet connection than I can get in bend
- bigger tv, hbo
- in n out is still amazing
- probably get to go to a bunch of other restaurants too
- house is bigger/nicer than my apartment in bend, doesn't smell like pot and isn't filled with the sounds of stoned laughter and my roommate yelling at wow
- oh my god I love in n out so much
- cats

cons:

- have to share cool tv with others
- too much in n out will probably make me fat
- brother
- I miss my desktop so much god this laptop is like five years old how am I supposed to get a christmas crate on this thing
- can't really get drunk in my parents' house
- despite my room actually being much more isolated than the one in the apartment, presence of family in the building makes the prospect of sexy talk w/boyfriend way more awkward
- cats barely know me and just get fur all over all of my things and chew through shoelaces then bolt when I get near them

ANYWAY I'll probably be pretty bored out here pretty quickly but my family isn't really that bad and I know they love me and stuff even if sometimes they're kind of lame, I guess that's more than some people can say

MURRY CHRISTMAS AND YAFFY HOLIDAYS YALL

so I was at safeway today and I bought this chocolate wine it's pretty great

what was not great was the coconut water I bought, for some reason it has some kind of sulphur or something in it so it smells like rotten eggs and also tastes like them a little bit do not buy goya brand coconut water from mexico

do buy some chocovine

then watch this video

https://youtu.be/m2d7045bngM

cub porn is banned DID YOU HEAR

and all it took was for glorious paypal alternative alertpay to paypal dragoneer out of a couple thousand bucks

or something, idk

anyway there's a lot of people whining about how they're going to leave FA and retagging everything as midget porn and claiming that this is all just about evil evil capitalism or whatever, it's all pretty hilarious

oh also anyone trying to argue the merits of feral cub porn in the face of the new aup should be deeply ashamed of what they have become

meanwhile, steam is having a pretty ballin thanksgiving sale. I bought alpha protocol and  grandpandaman bought me prototype with some of his crazy commission cash that he's currently raking in from >>>>> THIS PORNO SKETCH DRIVE THING HE'S DOING CLICK HERE<<<<<

actually he probably doesn't even need me shilling for him now that  artdecade's commissioned that dinosaurs porn picture and made a journal about it, that was pretty rad of him to do

HAPPY THANKSGIVING Y'ALL HERE'S A SONG IT ISN'T ABOUT THANKSGIVING

https://youtu.be/o5Q7ZE3jkPM

yes hello hi I am shilling for MY BOYFRIEND again

anyway / is gonna do a hundred tablet sketches for cheap starting at 10 bucks and there will be a banner ad up soon, it will be recognizable by being one of the banners that isn't fucking terrible and advertising THE GAME shirts or FERAL EROTIC wolves in striped socks and it will link >>>>> HERE TO THIS JOURNAL THAT THIS TEXT LINKS TO PLEASE CLICK HERE <<<<<

he has gotten really good at tablet work in recent weeks and the first 20 pictures get the first additional character for free and if you tell him I sent you that won't actually get you any sort of discount or anything but he will probably tell me thanks over skype so you can tell him that if you want I guess

I feel like this should be longer but I guess that's really all there is to say on the matter so go buy art from this guy cause he's amazing and here's a Hilarious Youtube Vid to round off the journal

https://youtu.be/r1iKHweM6ag

went to a thrift store on monday morning, they had a members only jacket for five bucks

now I have two

I also got this amazing blue vest with a yellow stripe down the back, it rules

I also got a hat with some earflaps for 50 cents which was great because today it started SNOWING HEAVILY and being cold and now if I can just find my long underwear I will actually have a decent winter outfit

anyway if you find yourself paying more than five bucks for items of clothing you are shopping wrong, although I guess exceptions can occasionally be made for certain things like that canvas weatherproof longcoat I bought in brighton or maybe some COOL INTERNET SHIRTS if the shirts are actually cool and not terrible and lame

HERE'S A SONG I LIKE I GUESS IT'S STILL COOL TO DO THIS RIGHT

https://youtu.be/5-sl3f0V1bs

https://youtu.be/UACK93xF-FE

the best

https://youtu.be/l2nVMYf441A

neil tennant is in his mid-50s how does this man still have the voice of an angel

look at that it's like something out of a david lynch movie

hey so new vegas is awesome and tf2 still rules and stuff and that minecraft halloween update is gonna drop on halloween assuming retards aren't still hacking notch's website for some dumb reason BUT there is this game Dogfighter on sale right now on steam for a buck fifty and everyone should get it it rules

you fly a plane and shoot other planes and there's powerups and as far as I can tell the only music track consists of what you probably hear in your head when thinking about the phrase "rad guitar"

http://store.steampowered.com/app/42500/ BUY BUY BUY and then we should totally all shoot each other in planes

http://steamcommunity.com/id/smokeyjo OH ALSO HERE'S MY STEAM COME ON Y'ALL

poker chips that game with the game are cool, game is basically fallout 3 but better because it's by the actual fallout guys, hair-rendering technology appears to have advanced since fallout 3, there's a zybourne clock reference

game rules

so hey ~*MY BOYFRIEND*~ is doing some sort of sketch drive or something in the hopes of getting money to draw things, I think he's calling it like a blitz but who cares basically he is gonna take five non-porn sketches on  grandpandaman and five porn ones on  quixoticallyerotic

there are journals up on both accounts with the details or "deets" as I might call them if I was an even worse person than I already am, but basically these are gonna be a few bucks cheaper than his already-low prices and he's seriously a fantastic artist and everyone should commission him now before we actually figure out how much he really should be charging

also that porn account may be filled with gay stuff but he will also draw ladies, it's just mostly full of stuff that I've been making him draw at the moment

SO GO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS AMAZING OFFER YOU JERKS

YOU PROBABLY DO

YOU'RE IN LUCK

HEAD ON DOWN TO  quixoticallyerotic THE HOT NEW PORN ACCOUNT OF EVERYONE'S FAVORITE PERSON WHO IS MY BOYFRIEND,  grandpandaman

HE'S POSTIN PORN AND TAKING COMMISSIONS AND AS A BONUS HE'S REVEALING MY FETISH THAT I AM A LITTLE BIT EMBARRASSED ABOUT

GOOD TIMES FOR ALL

so I got into a horrible argument on irc earlier today and I have a question about food stamps

Basically I do not feel that junk food, such as soda, is an inalienable right that the United States Government is obligated to give people on welfare vouchers for. Does this make me a horrible over-privileged White Devil?

it's my birthday today I guess!!

this is actually the first birthday I am not going to be spending with any friends or family members I guess, because I couldn't go home this weekend and the only friends I had in bend have all either moved or gotten addicted to wow and grown grizzly adams beards or something

OH WELL I guess I am finally completing the process of realizing that my birthday isn't THAT special a day, which started in high school when I had to spend it studying for a test the next day

anyway I got a bottle of sake cause I was almost out and a cake cause safeway had em on sale and a decent frozen pizza cause I don't want to go to a restaurant alone, and I have some birthday money and stuff. probably gonna be a pretty decent birthday, especially if you lump in stuff like the polycount pack and dead rising 2 coming out recently and the sacrifice dropping in a few days

SHOUTOUTS TO  grandpandaman who is workin on some sort of SECRET BIRTHDAY DRAWING for me that he won't tell me about cause he's a big JERK

ALSO TO  gerrark for giving me the pyro sombrero he just got which is fucking rad, and for wanting to get me green paint for my rubber glove and I was going to get him a nametag for his level 100 vintage dead ringer but then it turns out you can't trade paint or nametags so we just bought ourselves those things and pretended we'd gotten them for each other but I still got to help name the watch so it's all good

everyone else reading this I'm very disappointed in you and you have 24 hours to give me something before I quit the internet forever or until I want to look at some porn

so polycount dropped and there are set bonuses and a store and you can buy items now

all I've got to say is that I'm looking forward to getting a nametag and renaming my backburner something that will piss off people even more when I kill them with it, I'm thinkin maybe "THE GOOD FLAMETHROWER" or "FUCK AIRBLASTING YO"

also got the cheater's lament, thinking about naming it "I'M BETTER THAN YOU"

other things I'm gonna do: buy a yacht with a flag that says chillin the most, rock that bitch up and down the coast

okay I guess you just name 30 movies that you remember and do it as fast as possible

adaptation
face/off
gangs of new york
lord of war
demolition man
crank
matchstick men
blue velvet
top gun
the jungle book
let the right one in
crank 2
cobra
bad lieutenant: port of call new orleans
infestation
machete
rocky
first blood
up
catwoman
the godfather
godfather part 2
dirty harry
magnum force
the enforcer
commando
the lost boys
batman and robin
the dead pool

that's just like 30 random movies that I remember I watch tons of them and now I'm goin to bed

man I just caught my best (only) hawaiian shirt on a door handle and now there's a hole in it

I hope I can get this fixed, I got this shirt at a secondhand store and it's super-comfy

fuck

on october 2nd it'll be 23 years on this earth and like 5 since I did anything worthwhile

gonna have to man up, start actually writing things, finally crack open that drawing on the right side of the brain book that I bought like jesus three years ago now or maybe two

either way I gotta accomplish something before I get REALLY old

meanwhile in wasting-my-life news dead rising 2 unlocks tomorrow on steam and I'm pretty excited about that

HERE'S A THING I STOLE FROM  tehaxis WHO I GUESS STOLE IT FROM  cappuccino WHO I CAN ONLY ASSUME VENTURED UPON MOUNT OLYMPUS TO STEAL IT FROM THE GODS THEMSELVES also the doberman used the same title I'm using GOD DAMN IT DOBERFAG

anyway barring characters that have a million tentacle titdicks or something I feel this rates a "dangit bobby" on the hankometer and so HERE IT IS PLEASE RATE MY LOW-END CHARACTER CONCEPT EVERYONE

1. What do you think my character would have a job/career in?
2. What is unique about my character that you enjoy?
3. What are his flaws?
4. What are some changes you would like to see?
5. What would you like to see my character doing in future pictures?
6. How old does my character look?
7. On a scale of 1-10, how attractive is my character?
8. On a scale to 1-10, how sexually attractive is my character?
9. On a scale to 1-10, how well does my character fit me?
10. If you could, how would you personally change him to fit me better?

In light of The Vulva Meme, I feel a rubric should be implemented in order to divide future memes up into the categories of "acceptable" and "oh god why would you do this." Now what I'm proposing here is a Hank Hill-based rubric with the categories of "dangit bobby" and "BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" The idea is that a meme is fine if Hank would just think it was dumb, but probably less fine if it would cause him to freak out.

Also Minecraft is amazing and will probably destroy my life, everyone should buy it.