I just hit 500 total subs on YouTube, the increase was due to Minecraft gameplay I did (maybe im not sure). Probably because Minecraft is still trending on YouTube.

You can check my YouTube channel here --> https://www.youtube.com/@Margevonn
I do gaming content there, I also do SFM animations there.

Get the game before June 9th.
You're welcome~

Time passes so quick, just turned 26 and still breathing :)
I wanted to do one gaming stream but couldn't decide which game, either resuming Borderlands the Pre-Sequel, Forza Horizon 5, or Palworld.
I will chose to play Forza on stream, might not be a long stream but it'll be there

Stream will take place January 20th at 9pm (UTC+7)
Hoping you would show up during stream.

Wanted to start the new year with a stream, yeah the same game again just because I can.
Streaming some Borderlands the Pre-Sequel at 1pm (UTC+7)
https://www.youtube.com/@Margevonn

Stream date: January 1st, 2025
Description: playing as baroness part 3

Stream has been moved to January 5th, 2025 at the same hour 1pm (UTC+7), apparently I got sick and need to deal with it first

Get the game before November 18th.
You're welcome~

I only use Twitter/X only for news and stuff (Steam down, SHiFT down, Server maintenance, SHiFT golden keys, etc.), I never post anything besides test post there. Plus, it is locked due to the amount of bots over there.

People moved to Bluesky due to Twitter new TOS update and block function actually caught my attention, I dunno why the block function changes, it was fine for a while and then this...
More interesting thing is, Bluesky is also trending in my home country Indonesia. Even my fellow countrymen decided to move to Bluesky due to Twitter changes.
Oh yeah, did I mention that in Indonesia, they almost blacklist Twitter/X due to the policy change to allow post NSFW content, they actually didn't lucky enough.

I did check Bluesky because people kept talking about it, it was better than Twitter/X and more chilling.
So what is Bluesky exactly?

Originally, I would post gaming screenshot/clips in SFW and NSFW on Twitter/X but yeah, things changes.

Dated October 17th, 2024, mostly everyone moved to Bluesky due to Twitter/X changes.

Last journal about me stopping posting SFM artwork was almost 2 years ago, I stopped because of 2K dimension limit. Next thing is, I went on focusing college stuff and completely stop posting SFM artwork here. Now that I graduated, its time to change the plan (like about 200 changes total count lul) and bringing back the artwork here. I did a workaround long before my graduation ceremony, you render 4K in PNG first then 2K in JPEG.

I will start posting the SFM artworks I made around year 2023-2024 (excluding the Midna-included) here so that I can catch up again. Upload policy is still a thing tho, I need to re-check the artworks I made a while back before posting.

I just don't want my watchers to create account just for viewing my SFM artworks on IB for those who dislike the site

For artwork, I will post them here in JPEG/JPG format with 2K (2560x1440 or 1440x2560) dimension. The PNG format with 4K (3840x2160 or 2160x3840) dimension will still be posted on IB.
Maybe I'll start posting on Monday.

Good set of reminder

Sites I'm at:
https://www.youtube.com/@Margevonn
https://inkbunny.net/Mar4s

Margevonn wrote:You know, if you don't like them I can just stop.
Inkbunny is getting unbearable to access due to white empty HTML. The content there will be slower to update.

I received my bachelor degree of computer.
There's a lot of bad grades and I had to redo the courses till got minimum grades, almost gave up but I didn't. Was it worth it?, yes.

September 14th, 2024, Mark of the bachelor degree after graduation ceremony.

This new FA improvements is nice, it did give a nice touch and some new features. The upload limit now is working properly and it has extra perks for members.
So much for a downside for me, the FA+ act as a wall for me. Posting a poster now is impossible, but animation I can still post them here.

This change of FA is sort of good
All new poster will be posted on Inkbunny.

Update Oct 5, 2024: I found a workaround how should I post my artworks here, 2K is the limit here so for JPEG/JPG I render at 2K, 4K will be rendered at PNG but only for inkbunny. I don't want to link the 4K, its tiring to do since I use VPN to connect inkbunny (its beginning to be troublesome), plus I don't want you to create account for IB just for 4K resolution. The real question is, should I return posting artworks here or no?, its debating still.

Get the game before June 19th.
You're welcome~

Happy birthday to me..🎉🎉🎉

Good choice?
I was planning to get 3090 before 3080 Ti release, but when benchmark show, it only gives around 1-5% more when using 3090 compare to 3080 Ti, I'm very glad that I grab 3080 Ti instead.
I only grab NVIDIA because I use them for gaming.
I don't think you can integrate both NVIDIA and Radeon in one motherboard (I don't pick, but would love to own both).

GTX 950 is now a history, thank you for the good memories.
For 7.5 years, im using this GPU. Actually little story, before 20 and 30, 1080 Ti was the best choice. When saving still rough during those years, series 20 releases with RTX introduction, I don't know if it's good for use because it has only RTX as a plus. Well it's still rough, when series 30 release I decided to go for 3090 but that was before 3080 Ti release.

Overkill?
Forza Horizon 4 runs at 120 FPS at 4K in Ultra settings, YouTube runs well in 4K, and yet, to try other games later on.

More importantly, was it worth the wait?
_yes

also RX 6900 XT was number 3 on the benchmark list, what?

I use MEGA for a long time
prefer another one instead?, can't decide :()
(there are many, some has limit and some is unlimited)

Catbox no longer blocked, capable to access at September 2024

Flash is gone, does gif work?
not planning using gif later on just because minus audio and small res, and I need to compress the gif till hit below 10mb.

I guess that will be my ultimate objective then.
Counter-Strike, Portal, Left 4 Dead, or could be anywhere.

welp, never thought to be back here again:
YouTube Channel

also it's very old, had time to put some videos on the channel atleast, not the best but it will do for now atleast
my channel has random gaming videos, source filmmaker animations, garry's mod random, left 4 dead 2 custom campaign playthrough, and might be more coming (well it took roughly a month to post new videos about anything, or less)

Happy birthday to me...🎉🎈🎊

Light the fireworks, don't get caught on fire.
Start grilling, or party together.
Wishes you a good holiday and stay healthy.

~Mrdr

25th December, Merry christmas everyone and happy holiday!
Flash is about to end its life.
Steam winter sale is here!

~Mrdr

not gonna say much
I often got sick this year, not because of covid-19, everything was minor sickness due to anger, frustration, tiredness, stress.
I managed to get over it, just need enough sleep to get back, for my frustration, anger, and stress are healed just by gaming together.
Minor sickness is not that serious, but needs to be taken care of first, this whole pandemic actually made my life a bit easier to do.
Health is the top priority, reminding to everyone.
I managed to get some SFM posters done in 4K res, if this site able to upload bigger than 40 mb, I might able to post it. If not, they will be pending.
Hope 2021 will be better than this year.

Originally this year, I had one goal and I managed to do it:
> Make one model

dunno about next year goal though, I'll think about it later...

~Mrdr

Let the spook commence!
The last stand update on L4D2 just got me back playing this game again since it's a good chance to play during halloween.

sorry that there's nothing to share related to halloween for this year

I managed to grab myself a 4K monitor, probably useless thing to do but you know what?, things just need to have something bigger.
Doing a 4K poster is slow, 4K animation is still impossible at the moment.

Some games I played has automated resolution and quality settings in them, not even changing them gives FPS, but I'm glad Minecraft, Terraria, The Crew 2, and Left 4 Dead 2 still playable.
My rating for 4K resolution?, tiny text xD

Server migration happening soon?, the timing lol

December 7th, 2018 hit 100
May 29th, 2020 hit 1000

I didn't expect to hit 1000
tank u

Too much oof on posters and animations, gotta take a break for a day or two. I need to relieve some stress that caused by anxiety, jealousy, and envious (mostly from people's work, but still good). I will do Blender more than SFM this time around just to get used on Blender, but I won't abandon SFM completely.

I'm still gonna post artworks and animations with SFM and hopefully Blender as well. I might be showcasing the models I've done afterwards if I can, but not every models I've done.

Covid-19 is still spreading worldwide, stay at home.

End of journal

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I might leave some words down here:
It seems that my scope of ideas are still relatively very small compare to everyone else, I think I need to widen the scope a little bit after I complete the specific goals ahead later on. General works are in need of more work, I still think that these are the one needed the most scope.

My skills at making posters and animations are balance, they can go bad or good at certain time.

New world will be different than old world.

There's still no way of me doing the texture the right way, or even try to model my own OC because the head structure and the body structure. All of this is just a new challenge with 'Very Hard' difficulty, if I managed to do all of this, that would be a miracle.

Ideas I had often got dumped due to other people's work (broken idea), so that I won't be trying to replicate the works again.

I even stopped watching people's stream just because I can't handle the anxiety I had every time, I don't want to make myself feel bad and worse.

But, I won't give up, there's a saying:
If people can do it, then you can do it too
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!

(im actually crying when typing this..)
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