I managed to grab myself a 4K monitor, probably useless thing to do but you know what?, things just need to have something bigger.
Doing a 4K poster is slow, 4K animation is still impossible at the moment.

Some games I played has automated resolution and quality settings in them, not even changing them gives FPS, but I'm glad Minecraft, Terraria, The Crew 2, and Left 4 Dead 2 still playable.
My rating for 4K resolution?, tiny text xD

Server migration happening soon?, the timing lol

December 7th, 2018 hit 100
May 29th, 2020 hit 1000

I didn't expect to hit 1000
tank u

Too much oof on posters and animations, gotta take a break for a day or two. I need to relieve some stress that caused by anxiety, jealousy, and envious (mostly from people's work, but still good). I will do Blender more than SFM this time around just to get used on Blender, but I won't abandon SFM completely.

I'm still gonna post artworks and animations with SFM and hopefully Blender as well. I might be showcasing the models I've done afterwards if I can, but not every models I've done.

Covid-19 is still spreading worldwide, stay at home.

End of journal

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I might leave some words down here:
It seems that my scope of ideas are still relatively very small compare to everyone else, I think I need to widen the scope a little bit after I complete the specific goals ahead later on. General works are in need of more work, I still think that these are the one needed the most scope.

My skills at making posters and animations are balance, they can go bad or good at certain time.

New world will be different than old world.

There's still no way of me doing the texture the right way, or even try to model my own OC because the head structure and the body structure. All of this is just a new challenge with 'Very Hard' difficulty, if I managed to do all of this, that would be a miracle.

Ideas I had often got dumped due to other people's work (broken idea), so that I won't be trying to replicate the works again.

I even stopped watching people's stream just because I can't handle the anxiety I had every time, I don't want to make myself feel bad and worse.

But, I won't give up, there's a saying:
If people can do it, then you can do it too
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!

(im actually crying when typing this..)
Sorry, no comments allowed

"You were good son, real good, maybe even the best."

https://youtu.be/x2mQmKHgjUI
https://youtu.be/d-eSHPERoPk

(wanted to relieve some stress, and I watch this again xD)

It seems that 14th January is the end of the line for Windows 7, goodbye Windows 7.

Just curious, if you ever played one.

did you know Sven Co-op is free?, just wondering if u didn't know

I just created one model, just basic ones (literally basics).

Created using Blender (2.79 & 2.8) (that's two tho, whatever...)
No textures tho, I can't do them yet.
Can't do export yet, dunno most of the buttons.

triangle counts: 3

Aa

It's about to end, this year is the least fun than last year, I don't know if 2020 will be fun even more than 2019, it's questionable.


Something good
I'm having a good life along 2019, I also able to keep playing games for lowering my stress level.

Something bad
Multiple life and various issues, every month twice. *end my suffering*

Something discovered
I know about UPS (Uninterruptible Power Supply) and it's uses, I can stream now on Picarto, that's it I think.

Something accomplished
Uhh...


Next year incoming...

So I've been searching a game that I've played long time ago, but I can't find it and I forgot the title.

I've gathered a few details about the game if you know them, game details are:

This game is 2.5D or something like that, side scrolling and also had a features of using colored key/keycard to specific colored doors/sealed doors, I dunno if there is combat, and I've forgot what platform it is. The game took place between spaceship or underground tunnels. I also forgot what year it was released.

The game looks similar like 'Dark Matter', but far more expanded view side scrolling 2.5D, I don't think it has more combat than puzzle.
The game is not around 90s, it's around year 2000 and up.

I've played it, but I still can't remember the title.
(it might no longer exist :sadface:)

Let the spook commence!

-

...

felt real

https://youtu.be/ubHLHqPSfwk

Finally it's here, the moment where you waste your valuable money for games on sale.

(Many games, many choices)

I've been thinking it for a while, I've seen people start to make their own models after making too many posters (SFM, Blender, etc.) that they posted. I haven't even made one model yet just because the program's control are very difficult and complicated, it might be easier when you get used to it.

I don't know what 3D Modelling programs are good, some people use 3D Maya, Autodesk, Blender, and more to model. Texturing is also another thing to keep in mind, model without a texture is bad. Rigging is also a thing too apparently, which I got no experience in any of this.

I got zero point zero zero zero zero one percent of experience in 'Modelling' and 'Texturing', I don't know how to start or where to start from (guess I'll try).

Just an update, well there's the question.
(if you're not playing right now, well okay...)

Uhh...

Asking because it's a little quite here, myself I'm doing fine.

20th January, it's my birthday today!

Yey, I guess...

Celebrating...

*poof*

I say to you, Merry Christmas everyone!

Hope you had a great time.

Just reached 100 watchers, that's like 100 people...
I rarely reply to any comments because I just can't tho, I don't want to force myself to comment something that I don't know.

by the way, Thank you.