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Just venting. Don't read if you don't want to hear me whine.
Posted 15 years agoIt seems no matter where I turn, or what I do....sadness is following me. I don't care if it sounds emo, or whatever..But sadly, it's true. I cannot remember, for the life of me...a 24 hour period, where I was happy. It seems every time that I get happy, something brings me down. I get to a point, where I am satisfied with my life...and poof. it disappears. It seems like I've tried everything, seriously. =\
I know...I'm going to get a "keep trying, it's not the end of the world" or a "You're young, things will work out later on"
Y'know what? I don't know if there will be a later on. I've been severely depressed for years now, and I just can't seem to keep it under any sort of control. God, I can't believe I'm telling you all this, but I've been on the edge of suicide three times in the past month. Each time, I get less and less scared...Now I know what he was talking about. =\
I don't want it to come to the point, to where I'm not scared at all....that fear is what has been keeping me here. I don't want the fear of death to go away, but I feel it slipping further and further every day....
I know, if anyone is reading this, they are going to say "It's just a cry for help, he's not really going to kill himself."
Well, guess what? This is a cry for help. I've been trying to deal with this on my own, for so god damn long...But I just can't...I tried to sort out my life, and get things straight. But things keep falling apart. I feel....I dunno...like the odd one out? I guess that's how to put it. I kinda feel like a third wheel, so to speak. People have been telling me not to be so emo, and whiny, and all of that...But I need to be now. I need to let this stuff out. it's destroying me trying to keep it all in...=\
I guess....what this whole thing is about, is that I kinda feel...alone. I used to have people I could go to, but I wore their patience thin with my whining. +Sigh+ A very, very good friend of mine, just yesterday....told me that I've changed, and a lot for the better. Now, I'm not so sure I have, since I'm just going back to my old...whiny habits. He said that I have a wisdom most people don't have.
Hey, if I had wisdom...wouldn't I know how to deal with my depression? Or is it just normal for people to feel....completely lost, and confused while they are depressed? Any input would be appreciated...=\
Sorry that I'm....flinging this out there, but I can't hold it in. I needed to get it out somehow, or it was just going to eat at me, constantly. I appreciate anyone who read this entire thing, and I'm sorry you had to sit there, and read through this entire wall of text, just to find out it's ALL about me being depressed. But hey, the title warned you.
Anyways, I'll stop my rant here. Thanks, to anyone who bothered to listen. Even if you say nothing...at least you listened....
I know...I'm going to get a "keep trying, it's not the end of the world" or a "You're young, things will work out later on"
Y'know what? I don't know if there will be a later on. I've been severely depressed for years now, and I just can't seem to keep it under any sort of control. God, I can't believe I'm telling you all this, but I've been on the edge of suicide three times in the past month. Each time, I get less and less scared...Now I know what he was talking about. =\
I don't want it to come to the point, to where I'm not scared at all....that fear is what has been keeping me here. I don't want the fear of death to go away, but I feel it slipping further and further every day....
I know, if anyone is reading this, they are going to say "It's just a cry for help, he's not really going to kill himself."
Well, guess what? This is a cry for help. I've been trying to deal with this on my own, for so god damn long...But I just can't...I tried to sort out my life, and get things straight. But things keep falling apart. I feel....I dunno...like the odd one out? I guess that's how to put it. I kinda feel like a third wheel, so to speak. People have been telling me not to be so emo, and whiny, and all of that...But I need to be now. I need to let this stuff out. it's destroying me trying to keep it all in...=\
I guess....what this whole thing is about, is that I kinda feel...alone. I used to have people I could go to, but I wore their patience thin with my whining. +Sigh+ A very, very good friend of mine, just yesterday....told me that I've changed, and a lot for the better. Now, I'm not so sure I have, since I'm just going back to my old...whiny habits. He said that I have a wisdom most people don't have.
Hey, if I had wisdom...wouldn't I know how to deal with my depression? Or is it just normal for people to feel....completely lost, and confused while they are depressed? Any input would be appreciated...=\
Sorry that I'm....flinging this out there, but I can't hold it in. I needed to get it out somehow, or it was just going to eat at me, constantly. I appreciate anyone who read this entire thing, and I'm sorry you had to sit there, and read through this entire wall of text, just to find out it's ALL about me being depressed. But hey, the title warned you.
Anyways, I'll stop my rant here. Thanks, to anyone who bothered to listen. Even if you say nothing...at least you listened....
Random lol, check it out! How manly am I?
Posted 15 years agoYes.
I stole this...
=3
01) [] You own tools that you use regularly
02) [] You carry a wallet (generally in your back pocket).
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [x] You spit on the ground when not in a building (it can be mucus or something else)
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [x] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [x] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.
Total So Far: 5
Do you love:
11) [] Video games (more action/more gory = better).
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things.
14) [] Working out at a gym
15) [] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible.
16) [] Football (American)
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [] Wrestling
19) [] Boxing
20) [x] Hunting and/or fishing
Total So Far: 8
Do you shop at:
21) [ ] Home Depot
22) [ ] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall Men's stores
24) [] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [] Hobby shops
27) [] Comic book stores
28) [] Sports supply stores
29) [] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores
Total So Far: 9
Do you say:
31) [] Son (when the person is not your biological child or even younger than you)
32) [x] I can fix it.
33) [] Man-up
34) [] When I was your age - followed by how far you had to walk and in what weather conditions.
35) [] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [] Take it like a man.
38) [x] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] (insert profanity here)
40) [] Here's your (insert profanity and what the person just said)
Total So Far: 13
Do you read:
41) [] Field and Stream
42) [] Bear Magazine
43) [] Playboy
44) [] Sports Illustrated (when there's a swimsuit issue)
45) [] Pro Football Weekly
46) [] Comic books
47) [] Men's Health
48) [] Men's Fitness
49) [] Men's journal
50) [] Private Media Group, Inc.
Total: 13
Multiply your total by 2 and then you have your percent: 23% Manly.....:[
Wait...+Does it again+
...
23%....
:[
Fuck it, I'm girly I guess x3
Comment away, I know its gonna happen.
I stole this...
=3
01) [] You own tools that you use regularly
02) [] You carry a wallet (generally in your back pocket).
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [x] You spit on the ground when not in a building (it can be mucus or something else)
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [x] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [x] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.
Total So Far: 5
Do you love:
11) [] Video games (more action/more gory = better).
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things.
14) [] Working out at a gym
15) [] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible.
16) [] Football (American)
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [] Wrestling
19) [] Boxing
20) [x] Hunting and/or fishing
Total So Far: 8
Do you shop at:
21) [ ] Home Depot
22) [ ] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall Men's stores
24) [] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [] Hobby shops
27) [] Comic book stores
28) [] Sports supply stores
29) [] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores
Total So Far: 9
Do you say:
31) [] Son (when the person is not your biological child or even younger than you)
32) [x] I can fix it.
33) [] Man-up
34) [] When I was your age - followed by how far you had to walk and in what weather conditions.
35) [] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [] Take it like a man.
38) [x] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] (insert profanity here)
40) [] Here's your (insert profanity and what the person just said)
Total So Far: 13
Do you read:
41) [] Field and Stream
42) [] Bear Magazine
43) [] Playboy
44) [] Sports Illustrated (when there's a swimsuit issue)
45) [] Pro Football Weekly
46) [] Comic books
47) [] Men's Health
48) [] Men's Fitness
49) [] Men's journal
50) [] Private Media Group, Inc.
Total: 13
Multiply your total by 2 and then you have your percent: 23% Manly.....:[
Wait...+Does it again+
...
23%....
:[
Fuck it, I'm girly I guess x3
Comment away, I know its gonna happen.
Someone read this.
Posted 16 years agoAn angel to some
A demon to most
The only ones who know
Are the ones who get close
If I am an angel
Then let me protect you
And if I am a demon
Don't let me infect you
There are two choices
Both a beaten trail
One of them will win
But the other must fail
I see the two
Clear in my head
But I cannot choose
Until I am dead
But it is my choice?
Or written in stone?
I honestly don't care...
Because I am my own.
This is my poetry, raw, and unedited. I am looking to start a book of sorts, please send m a message if you are interested in putting something towards it. So far, I only have a few pieces, but I am looking forwards to getting a lot more
A demon to most
The only ones who know
Are the ones who get close
If I am an angel
Then let me protect you
And if I am a demon
Don't let me infect you
There are two choices
Both a beaten trail
One of them will win
But the other must fail
I see the two
Clear in my head
But I cannot choose
Until I am dead
But it is my choice?
Or written in stone?
I honestly don't care...
Because I am my own.
This is my poetry, raw, and unedited. I am looking to start a book of sorts, please send m a message if you are interested in putting something towards it. So far, I only have a few pieces, but I am looking forwards to getting a lot more
No Subject
Posted 16 years ago[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[X] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[X] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[X ] You show up for school late a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ X] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ X] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[X] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[X] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ X] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[X] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 28
And I will also take this journal as a way to announce that I will not be here for a few days as of tomorow.
Gotta go burry my grandfather.
Fun, huh?
See you guys around.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[X] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[X] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[X ] You show up for school late a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ X] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ X] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[X] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[X] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ X] You have been outside of the United States 3 or more times.
[X] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 28
And I will also take this journal as a way to announce that I will not be here for a few days as of tomorow.
Gotta go burry my grandfather.
Fun, huh?
See you guys around.
I would be prostituted for $3,925
Posted 16 years agoNatural Hair Color:
[x] Brown. . . $100
[ ] Blonde. . . $50
[ ] Black. . . $15
[ ] Bald. . . $5
[ ] Other. . . $75
$100
Eye Color:
[ ] Brown. . . $1
[ ] Green. . . $75
[ ] Blue. . . $50
[x] Hazel. . . $100
[ ] Other. . . $15
$200
Height:
[ ] Over 7'. . . $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7'. . . $175
[X] 6'0" to 6'7". . . $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11". . . $75
[ ] 4'9" to 5'4". . . $45
[ ] Under 4'9. . . $45
$350
Age:
[ ] 40+. . . $75
[ ] 31 to 40. . . $100
[ ] 26 to 30. . . $75
[ ] 21 to 25. . . $50
[ ] 19 to 20. . . $25
[X] 0 to 18. . . $100
$450
Birth Order:
[ ] Twins. . . $300
[ ] First Born. . . $300
[ ] Only Child. . . $250
[ ] Second Born. . . $150
[ ] Middle Child. . . $100
[ ] Last Born. . . $100
[ ] Third Born. . . $100
[ ] Fourth Born. . . $100
[X] Fifth Born. . . $100
$550
Drink?
[X] No. . . $400
[ ] Only Holidays. . . $250
[ ] Sometimes. . . $215
[ ] YES. . . $200
[ ] Only Weekends. . . $350
[ ] Every Other Day. . . $50
[ ] Once a Day. . . $15
[ ] Live In the Bottle. . . $BANKRUPT$
$950
Vision?
[x] Perfect Vision. . . $300
[ ] Need/Have Glasses/Contacts, but DON`T Wear Them. . . $200
[ ] Glasses. . . $50
[ ] Contacts. . . $25
[ ] Surgical Correction. . . $1
$1250
Car Color:
[ ] Pink. . . $2,000
[ ] Maroon. . . $800
[ ] Gold. . . $700
[ ] Gray. . . $600
[ ] Blue. . . $900
[ ] Obsdian. . . $800
[] White. . . $475
[ ] Red. . . $400
[ ] Green. . . $350
[ ] Silver. . . $300
[ ] Purple. . . $250
[ ] Metallic. . . $200
[ ] Yellow. . . $100
[ ] Primer. . . $75
[ ] Tan. . . $20
[ ] Rusted. . . $15
[ ] No Car. . . $0
[ ] Other. . . $ 50
$1250
Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+. . . $300
[ ] 12.5 to 13. . . $250
[X] 11 to 12. . . $700
[ ] 7 to 10. . . $500
[ ] Under 7. . . $550
$1,950
Favorite Color:
[ ] Black. . . $450
[X] Green. . . $750
[ ] Red. . . $600
[ ] Yellow. . . $475
[ ] Brown. . . $50
[X] Purple. . . $225
[ ] White. . . $400
[ ] Aqua. . . $350
[ ] Orange. . . $300
[ ] Blue. . . $300
[ ] Pink. . . $100
$2,925
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes. . . $0
[x] No. . . $1,000
[ ] Some. . . $550
TOTAL: $3,925
[x] Brown. . . $100
[ ] Blonde. . . $50
[ ] Black. . . $15
[ ] Bald. . . $5
[ ] Other. . . $75
$100
Eye Color:
[ ] Brown. . . $1
[ ] Green. . . $75
[ ] Blue. . . $50
[x] Hazel. . . $100
[ ] Other. . . $15
$200
Height:
[ ] Over 7'. . . $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7'. . . $175
[X] 6'0" to 6'7". . . $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11". . . $75
[ ] 4'9" to 5'4". . . $45
[ ] Under 4'9. . . $45
$350
Age:
[ ] 40+. . . $75
[ ] 31 to 40. . . $100
[ ] 26 to 30. . . $75
[ ] 21 to 25. . . $50
[ ] 19 to 20. . . $25
[X] 0 to 18. . . $100
$450
Birth Order:
[ ] Twins. . . $300
[ ] First Born. . . $300
[ ] Only Child. . . $250
[ ] Second Born. . . $150
[ ] Middle Child. . . $100
[ ] Last Born. . . $100
[ ] Third Born. . . $100
[ ] Fourth Born. . . $100
[X] Fifth Born. . . $100
$550
Drink?
[X] No. . . $400
[ ] Only Holidays. . . $250
[ ] Sometimes. . . $215
[ ] YES. . . $200
[ ] Only Weekends. . . $350
[ ] Every Other Day. . . $50
[ ] Once a Day. . . $15
[ ] Live In the Bottle. . . $BANKRUPT$
$950
Vision?
[x] Perfect Vision. . . $300
[ ] Need/Have Glasses/Contacts, but DON`T Wear Them. . . $200
[ ] Glasses. . . $50
[ ] Contacts. . . $25
[ ] Surgical Correction. . . $1
$1250
Car Color:
[ ] Pink. . . $2,000
[ ] Maroon. . . $800
[ ] Gold. . . $700
[ ] Gray. . . $600
[ ] Blue. . . $900
[ ] Obsdian. . . $800
[] White. . . $475
[ ] Red. . . $400
[ ] Green. . . $350
[ ] Silver. . . $300
[ ] Purple. . . $250
[ ] Metallic. . . $200
[ ] Yellow. . . $100
[ ] Primer. . . $75
[ ] Tan. . . $20
[ ] Rusted. . . $15
[ ] No Car. . . $0
[ ] Other. . . $ 50
$1250
Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+. . . $300
[ ] 12.5 to 13. . . $250
[X] 11 to 12. . . $700
[ ] 7 to 10. . . $500
[ ] Under 7. . . $550
$1,950
Favorite Color:
[ ] Black. . . $450
[X] Green. . . $750
[ ] Red. . . $600
[ ] Yellow. . . $475
[ ] Brown. . . $50
[X] Purple. . . $225
[ ] White. . . $400
[ ] Aqua. . . $350
[ ] Orange. . . $300
[ ] Blue. . . $300
[ ] Pink. . . $100
$2,925
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes. . . $0
[x] No. . . $1,000
[ ] Some. . . $550
TOTAL: $3,925
RPC
Posted 16 years agois going to fucking go down. The mother fucking admin, Davie, hacked my Yahoo. He wants war.....and he is going to get it.
RPC
Posted 16 years agois going to fucking go down. The mother fucking admin, Davie, hacked my Yahoo. He wants war.....and he is going to get it.
Do iiiiiiiiiiit! I will love you forever~<3
Posted 16 years ago1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?
Um...read please, Imprtant. You ALL need to read this.
Posted 16 years agoOkay.....I want to know how many people even bothered to read the "READ NAO!!!!!!!!! Pwease? *puppy eyes*" journal I posted. Who bothered to read the story? Like....you all read the stupid ass survey, yet you don't want to acctualy read a very good story...? Like...realy guys? Are you illiterate? Or just ignorant? It's a good story, it realy is. Cute, sexy, and well written. The LEAST you guys could do is give it a read. It's not like you have to like it, he just needs input for Christ's sake. That kinda shit pisses me off a little bit. This isn't myspace, kiddies. This is FurAffinity, and this is a place of art, stories, and furries. I mean....yeah, I put up the survey, yes. But it seems like more people read and took interest in that than a good piece of litterature.
And yes, I like to rant about shit that annoys me. And guess what? You guys annoy me. Every single one of you. Acctualy, I take that back. The only real friends I have here are 1) Silibus 2) Ziech 3) Bayard 4) Woolf (I love you guys). Who else? No one. I already know of 3 people that will be offended by this, and try to come across like they care. I honestly don't think any of you other motherfuckers even care, and to be honest? I realy don't care about you guys all too much. Sure, I feel bad that you have problems. But that's it. Sorry to be so rude, but I am so done being nice. But who the fuck even cares about me, honestly? Haha....don't even answer that. You stupid fucks care about my character, not me.You think he is 'cute' or 'hot' or whatever, and that attracts you to me. If I had some ugly fucking animal, like a mole or something, would you even bother talking to me? No, I fucking thought so. You could care less about any of my problems, so don't even front like you give half a fuck.
The entire point of this journal was to point out two things: You guys are lame, and you all suck. I am so done being nice, so.....guess what? The loveable, purple hiared, grey furred wolf is a fucking asshole. Oh, and guess what else? I absolutly love, LOVE being an asshole. So.....which one of you people likes me now?
With much hate and annoyance
Kume, the bastard, asshole wolf.
Fuck you, and goodbye.
And yes, I like to rant about shit that annoys me. And guess what? You guys annoy me. Every single one of you. Acctualy, I take that back. The only real friends I have here are 1) Silibus 2) Ziech 3) Bayard 4) Woolf (I love you guys). Who else? No one. I already know of 3 people that will be offended by this, and try to come across like they care. I honestly don't think any of you other motherfuckers even care, and to be honest? I realy don't care about you guys all too much. Sure, I feel bad that you have problems. But that's it. Sorry to be so rude, but I am so done being nice. But who the fuck even cares about me, honestly? Haha....don't even answer that. You stupid fucks care about my character, not me.You think he is 'cute' or 'hot' or whatever, and that attracts you to me. If I had some ugly fucking animal, like a mole or something, would you even bother talking to me? No, I fucking thought so. You could care less about any of my problems, so don't even front like you give half a fuck.
The entire point of this journal was to point out two things: You guys are lame, and you all suck. I am so done being nice, so.....guess what? The loveable, purple hiared, grey furred wolf is a fucking asshole. Oh, and guess what else? I absolutly love, LOVE being an asshole. So.....which one of you people likes me now?
With much hate and annoyance
Kume, the bastard, asshole wolf.
Fuck you, and goodbye.
Hmm......SURRRRRRRVEYYYYY TIME!
Posted 16 years agoStolen from Bayard. And I'm too lazy to link his profile, and I dunno how so.......deal!
Dudes:
[x] You woke up with a boner.
[x] You're taller than 5'5".
[ ] You don't hesitate to hit a bitch.
[ x] You like to get drunk and fight.
[x ] You drink beer.
[ x] MEAT!
[] There are tissues close to your bed.
[ ] You wear clothes that are larger than they need to be.
[x ] You like dinosaurs.
[ ] You love sports. Always.
[x] Video games are better than the mall.
[x ] You curse like a sailor.
[ x] You scratch your nuts in public.
[x] Your favourite colour is either Black, Blue, Green, or Red. (
[ ] Your father (or father type) told you about sex.
[x] You can grow facial hair.
[ ] You like going to strip clubs, to see titties.
[ ] You used to/still do collect pokemon/digimon cards, but not because they are "cute".
[x] You can lift over 60 lbs from the ground.
[x] You tend to be the one people call when there is a bug in the room.
[x ] You attended prom to get laid. (So what? I was a virgin!)
[ x] You devise complex plots and schemes so that you can see boobies (I used to, back when I was straight)
[x] You show off bruises like badges of honor. (I love to! *points to one on his chest* My sister totaly hit me testerday and....*trails off into a probably bullshit story of how he got the briuse*)
[ x] You've had at least one dream about Chuck Norris (He kicked my ass, and I enjoyed it)
Boy Score - 17/24
Babes:
[ ] You get a period.
[] People say you're short. (6'1", BITCHES!!!)
[x] You call attractive females "sluts". (Because most are.)
[] You take an hour (+) to get ready for the day. (No.......more like 10 minutes. Maybe 15 if I need to shave.)
[ ] You act like you can drink with the guys, but typically pass out. (Nah.....I out-drink ALL the guys. The girls are the one's that out-drink me!! XD)
[] You don't eat unless someone else eats as much as you do, or more. (No. I'm a pig XD)
[ ] You wear make-up daily.
[ ] You care about what you look like. (Hell no)
[ x] You can cook and clean. (I cook like no other, but I hate to clean........fuck it, it's marked)
[ ] You NEED like more than 2 pairs of shoes. (Um.....no. I need one pair.)
[ ] You like to spend money with your friends.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume.
[ X] Your favourite colour is Pink or Purple. (Hence my hair!~<3)
[ X] Your mom told you about sex.
[x] You looked at yourself in the mirror and questioned your beauty, or lack there of. (People say I'm cute......but I honestly don't see it. Why is that? =/)
[x ] You use tits to your advantage. (Girls seem to love my pecs :D)
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] You have multiple purses, to match outfits.
[ ] You freak out when you see bugs in the room.
[ x] You consider spending money a hobby. (Skateboarding, motha fuckah!)
[ ] You attended prom, to dress up.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. (I admit, I played with Barbies. Not those GI Joe action figures. I know, I'm so gay XD)
[ x] You had a dream you dated Johnny Depp. (Among other things.....>_>)
READ, NAO!!!!!! Pwease? *puppy eyes*
Posted 16 years agoHello pervs, and perv-etts. Please direct your attention to http://www.furaffinity.net/view/217...../#cid:17495520 <---this story----
My good friend Ziech needs love. He is an awesome author, and he deserves some attention!! This is his first work of any sort of adult nature, so....read!!! It's cute, sexy, and......let's just say it will keep you guessing, and wanting to read the next chapter!!! Very, very good story, you better put him on +watch, or deh wuffie is gunna come getchu!!!
Oh, and update: I HAVE FOUND LOVE!!! FINNALY!!
Me and a good friend of mine on a roleplay site I go to got to talking alot, and....well, I kinda admited to having a little crush on him. He admited the same, and we started talking about that some. We decided that it wouldn't be a good idea to be together, so we decided to hold off. But.....I said fuck it, and decided to take a chance. And now? I am sooooooooo happy!!! Haha, I'm glad I decided to take a chance, I love my big ol', cuddly, teddy-weddy Richie!!!! ~<333333
Anyways, I will let you guys get on with your lives. So, the wuff says: GO FORTH, AND FAP MY FREINDS!!!! *fistpump*
Later guys
Your wolven friend
~Kume~
My good friend Ziech needs love. He is an awesome author, and he deserves some attention!! This is his first work of any sort of adult nature, so....read!!! It's cute, sexy, and......let's just say it will keep you guessing, and wanting to read the next chapter!!! Very, very good story, you better put him on +watch, or deh wuffie is gunna come getchu!!!
Oh, and update: I HAVE FOUND LOVE!!! FINNALY!!
Me and a good friend of mine on a roleplay site I go to got to talking alot, and....well, I kinda admited to having a little crush on him. He admited the same, and we started talking about that some. We decided that it wouldn't be a good idea to be together, so we decided to hold off. But.....I said fuck it, and decided to take a chance. And now? I am sooooooooo happy!!! Haha, I'm glad I decided to take a chance, I love my big ol', cuddly, teddy-weddy Richie!!!! ~<333333
Anyways, I will let you guys get on with your lives. So, the wuff says: GO FORTH, AND FAP MY FREINDS!!!! *fistpump*
Later guys
Your wolven friend
~Kume~
Emotional Bullshit, again >_>
Posted 16 years agoLife, is always up and down
It can turn a smile, right to a frown
Just accept it, let it be.
I can't, because its killing me.
Its ripping, tearing me apart,
Breaking, and smashing my fragile heart.
Its burning, tearing me down.
I feel like Im about to drown
But no, I won't let it do so.
I will never, ever let go.
I will succeed, watch me get there.
Climbing my way up life's little stair.
When I break through this at the end,
I can't say that my heart will mend.
All I can say, is that Im trying my hardest.
And when Im done, I can say I went farthest.
If I take one lesson from all this, its going to be:
Ill do whatever it takes, just to stay true to me.
Cool, more emotional bullshit. Its like rape, but for your eyes. Enjoy fuckheads.
It can turn a smile, right to a frown
Just accept it, let it be.
I can't, because its killing me.
Its ripping, tearing me apart,
Breaking, and smashing my fragile heart.
Its burning, tearing me down.
I feel like Im about to drown
But no, I won't let it do so.
I will never, ever let go.
I will succeed, watch me get there.
Climbing my way up life's little stair.
When I break through this at the end,
I can't say that my heart will mend.
All I can say, is that Im trying my hardest.
And when Im done, I can say I went farthest.
If I take one lesson from all this, its going to be:
Ill do whatever it takes, just to stay true to me.
Cool, more emotional bullshit. Its like rape, but for your eyes. Enjoy fuckheads.
Downhill ride! Who wants to join?
Posted 16 years agoEver since my birthday, it seems as if everything is declining. And its picking up speed. First, my love life. Then, my homelife. And now school? What the fuck! I can't get single fucking thing to go right for me. Well, acctualy, I got ONE thing to go for me. I learned a new song on my guitar.
It just seems that the water is getting deeper, and colder, and its starting to get hard to keep my head above the surface. If anyone's got a life-jacket, feel free to throw it out here. (No, I don't want your fucking donations, Im not a charity, Im asking for some moral support, in case you missed that, or I failed to point it out properly, whatever the case may be.)
Now for a little rant:
I fucking HATE how people try and use you (well, me, not you). This guy (who will remain anonymous out of respect, even tho none of you know him) came up to me and asked me for my number. At first, I was flattered, and gave it to him, thinking we could become friends. Well, he calls me, and asks if anyone is at my house. I said no, and asked why. He said because he wanted to come over so we could get a little closer. At that point, I asked him why the fuck he was asking me this, and he said "Oh, I thought you just wanted to fuck!" Aaaaand, thats when I hung up on his ass. When he called back, I said: "Call me back, and Im calling the police on you for sexual harrasment." He never called back, but my point still stands: How can people just use each other for sex? Its not right.....
Now, you may begin the ensuing "D'awww" fest over my pathetic life......only I wish you wouldn't, because Im not looking for sympathy. Again, all I want is some friendly support.
Oh, and thanks to you people who acctualy read this. I realy don't give a shit if you post a comment or not, because I don't need a gigantic e-penis like most on this site.
It just seems that the water is getting deeper, and colder, and its starting to get hard to keep my head above the surface. If anyone's got a life-jacket, feel free to throw it out here. (No, I don't want your fucking donations, Im not a charity, Im asking for some moral support, in case you missed that, or I failed to point it out properly, whatever the case may be.)
Now for a little rant:
I fucking HATE how people try and use you (well, me, not you). This guy (who will remain anonymous out of respect, even tho none of you know him) came up to me and asked me for my number. At first, I was flattered, and gave it to him, thinking we could become friends. Well, he calls me, and asks if anyone is at my house. I said no, and asked why. He said because he wanted to come over so we could get a little closer. At that point, I asked him why the fuck he was asking me this, and he said "Oh, I thought you just wanted to fuck!" Aaaaand, thats when I hung up on his ass. When he called back, I said: "Call me back, and Im calling the police on you for sexual harrasment." He never called back, but my point still stands: How can people just use each other for sex? Its not right.....
Now, you may begin the ensuing "D'awww" fest over my pathetic life......only I wish you wouldn't, because Im not looking for sympathy. Again, all I want is some friendly support.
Oh, and thanks to you people who acctualy read this. I realy don't give a shit if you post a comment or not, because I don't need a gigantic e-penis like most on this site.
Mad World
Posted 17 years agoAll around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervouse
No one knew mw
No one knew me
Hello teacher what's my lesson
Look right rhough me
Look right rhough me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world
Mad World-Gary Jules
Good song
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervouse
No one knew mw
No one knew me
Hello teacher what's my lesson
Look right rhough me
Look right rhough me
And I find it kind of funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best Ive ever had
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, it's a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world
Mad World-Gary Jules
Good song
One Hearts Fire
Posted 17 years agoThis one thing, that my heart desires
It burns hotter than all the sun's fires
Its burning and burning, making a hole
A hole right through me, into my soul
As I sit here, I think, and I think
This feeling, pushing me to the brink
I sit alone, looking into my mind
And I am amazed, at what I find
All I see, is this one thing
Its making my heart, want to sing
I wonder to myself, what will I do next
This whole thing, has me very perplexed
Is this real? Or is it fake?
Its driving into me, like a wooden stake
I dont know, how this came to be
But this feeling, is overwhelming me
I dont know how, I dont know why
But my mind, is stuck in the sky
This one thing, I dream about
Makes me want to scream and shout
All I know, is that this one thing
Makes my heart, want to sing
It burns hotter than all the sun's fires
Its burning and burning, making a hole
A hole right through me, into my soul
As I sit here, I think, and I think
This feeling, pushing me to the brink
I sit alone, looking into my mind
And I am amazed, at what I find
All I see, is this one thing
Its making my heart, want to sing
I wonder to myself, what will I do next
This whole thing, has me very perplexed
Is this real? Or is it fake?
Its driving into me, like a wooden stake
I dont know, how this came to be
But this feeling, is overwhelming me
I dont know how, I dont know why
But my mind, is stuck in the sky
This one thing, I dream about
Makes me want to scream and shout
All I know, is that this one thing
Makes my heart, want to sing
Random :/
Posted 17 years agoOne fine day, in the middle of the night
Two dead boys got up to fight
Back to back, they faced each other
Drew their swords, and shot each other
A deaf Policeman heard the noise
Came over, and killed those two dead boys
If you dont believe that this story is true
Just ask the blind man, he saw it too.
^_^; I Dont now why. but this suddenly popped into my head.
Two dead boys got up to fight
Back to back, they faced each other
Drew their swords, and shot each other
A deaf Policeman heard the noise
Came over, and killed those two dead boys
If you dont believe that this story is true
Just ask the blind man, he saw it too.
^_^; I Dont now why. but this suddenly popped into my head.
100 questions!!! Read me :D
Posted 17 years ago001. Name → Robert
002. Nickname(s) → Kume, Fox
003. Status → Horny
004. Zodiac sign → Taurus
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → I dont remember
007. Middle School → Will Rogers
008. High School → La Entrada Continuation school
009. Smart → I don't think so
010. Hair color → Brown :/
011. Long or short → Medium to long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Both...
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → Yes, and no.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Nope.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Very much so
018. Eating or Drinking → Both!
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos →Soon to be!
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → I have yet to do so
024. First best friend → Hmm....Id say my neighbor Ricky
025. First award → I dunno
026. First crush → Carly, Ew.....
027. First pet → Nikka! T_T I miss that pooch.....
028. First big vacation → Went to Japan. It was awesome.
030. First big birthday → Ive neer had a good birthday honestly :/
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Ricola's
050. Drinking → Hot tea
052. I'm about to → Sleep, and dream a wonderful dream, I can tell :)
053. Listening to → I dunno, my cousin is listening to some random shit
054. Plans for today → Sleep! :P
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → No.
059. Want to get married? → I dunno
060. Careers → Cook!! :D
SOMETHING ABOUT SEX:
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensative, because I tend to get loud sometimes ^_^;
075. Hook-up or relationship → I want a relationship dammit! :D
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → Troublemaker!
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. Ran away from home → Yep.
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes...and Im sorry
085. Been arrested → Yep hehe
087. Cried when someone died → Yes, my cousin...I cried for 24 hours straight....
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes.
090. Miracles: No
091. Love at first sight → Yes.
092. Heaven → No
093. Santa Claus → No...
094. Sex on the first date → I dunno, usualy its kinda hard to get me into bed :/
095. Kiss on the first date → Yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes, very badly.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life →Not so far
099. Do you believe in God → What the fuck? I AM God!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: :D
002. Nickname(s) → Kume, Fox
003. Status → Horny
004. Zodiac sign → Taurus
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → I dont remember
007. Middle School → Will Rogers
008. High School → La Entrada Continuation school
009. Smart → I don't think so
010. Hair color → Brown :/
011. Long or short → Medium to long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Both...
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera
015. Health freak → Yes, and no.
016. Drink or Smoke? → Nope.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Very much so
018. Eating or Drinking → Both!
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos →Soon to be!
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → I have yet to do so
024. First best friend → Hmm....Id say my neighbor Ricky
025. First award → I dunno
026. First crush → Carly, Ew.....
027. First pet → Nikka! T_T I miss that pooch.....
028. First big vacation → Went to Japan. It was awesome.
030. First big birthday → Ive neer had a good birthday honestly :/
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Ricola's
050. Drinking → Hot tea
052. I'm about to → Sleep, and dream a wonderful dream, I can tell :)
053. Listening to → I dunno, my cousin is listening to some random shit
054. Plans for today → Sleep! :P
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → No.
059. Want to get married? → I dunno
060. Careers → Cook!! :D
SOMETHING ABOUT SEX:
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensative, because I tend to get loud sometimes ^_^;
075. Hook-up or relationship → I want a relationship dammit! :D
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → Troublemaker!
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope.
081. Ran away from home → Yep.
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes...and Im sorry
085. Been arrested → Yep hehe
087. Cried when someone died → Yes, my cousin...I cried for 24 hours straight....
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes.
090. Miracles: No
091. Love at first sight → Yes.
092. Heaven → No
093. Santa Claus → No...
094. Sex on the first date → I dunno, usualy its kinda hard to get me into bed :/
095. Kiss on the first date → Yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes, very badly.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life →Not so far
099. Do you believe in God → What the fuck? I AM God!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: :D
Looking into the night
Posted 17 years agoAs I look into the stary night sky
I wonder when I will die
When I will return to the night
At the end, of this one long fight
The fight to stay sane
Through tears, and even pain
Help me sift through the sand
Please, take me by the hand
Guide me to where I need to be
That is what I ask, from you to me
Now, this may seem an odd request
But, with your help, I will do my best
My best to make a difference to everyone
Or at least, to be heard by anyone
All I ask is that you be there
Be that one person, to truly care
Be the one, in which I can confide
From which secrets, I do not hide
Be the one, to be guiding me
Even when I cannot see
Be my light, that never dims
Be the one to grant my whims
Be the carpet on which I fly
Teach me, to never cry
At the end of this journey, all I see
Is the one thing, that matters most to me
It may not be much, it may not glisten
But all I want, is someone to listen
Hear my cry, hear my roar
I will never hit the floor
I will never give up, you will see
All I ask, is that you help me
As I look into the stary night sky
I wonder when I will die
When I will return to the night
At the end, of this one long fight
This is something I came up with, random inspiration ^_^; I hope you guys like it!! Give me your honest opinion, cause Im thinking about changing it.
I wonder when I will die
When I will return to the night
At the end, of this one long fight
The fight to stay sane
Through tears, and even pain
Help me sift through the sand
Please, take me by the hand
Guide me to where I need to be
That is what I ask, from you to me
Now, this may seem an odd request
But, with your help, I will do my best
My best to make a difference to everyone
Or at least, to be heard by anyone
All I ask is that you be there
Be that one person, to truly care
Be the one, in which I can confide
From which secrets, I do not hide
Be the one, to be guiding me
Even when I cannot see
Be my light, that never dims
Be the one to grant my whims
Be the carpet on which I fly
Teach me, to never cry
At the end of this journey, all I see
Is the one thing, that matters most to me
It may not be much, it may not glisten
But all I want, is someone to listen
Hear my cry, hear my roar
I will never hit the floor
I will never give up, you will see
All I ask, is that you help me
As I look into the stary night sky
I wonder when I will die
When I will return to the night
At the end, of this one long fight
This is something I came up with, random inspiration ^_^; I hope you guys like it!! Give me your honest opinion, cause Im thinking about changing it.
My Bio
Posted 17 years agoOk, Im gonna tell you a little bit about my fursona!
Name: Kume Ameta
Species: Fox
Fur Color: Orange-red
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Birthday: May 9th, 1992
Astrological Sign: Taurus
Chinese Zodiac Sign:Monkey
Orientation: Bisexual
Height: 6' even
Weight: 163 lbs
Build: Athletic
Eye Color: Left:Green Right: Blue
Favorite Species: Wolfs, white tigers, huskies, foxes, and dragons ^.=.^
Other Info:
Home: Sacramento, California
Interests Guitar and skateboarding
Likes: Hugs, funny people, and honest people
Dislikes: Liars, cheaters, and egotistical bastards.
Fears: Heights, open water.
Goals: Graduate highschool, and become a Marine!
Psychological condition: Stable
Positive characteristics: Loyal, strong-willed, and fun loving
Negative characteristics: Quiet, sometimes moody. I DO bite! You dont want to piss this fox off.
And that oretty much sums me up!
<3
The Fox
Name: Kume Ameta
Species: Fox
Fur Color: Orange-red
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Birthday: May 9th, 1992
Astrological Sign: Taurus
Chinese Zodiac Sign:Monkey
Orientation: Bisexual
Height: 6' even
Weight: 163 lbs
Build: Athletic
Eye Color: Left:Green Right: Blue
Favorite Species: Wolfs, white tigers, huskies, foxes, and dragons ^.=.^
Other Info:
Home: Sacramento, California
Interests Guitar and skateboarding
Likes: Hugs, funny people, and honest people
Dislikes: Liars, cheaters, and egotistical bastards.
Fears: Heights, open water.
Goals: Graduate highschool, and become a Marine!
Psychological condition: Stable
Positive characteristics: Loyal, strong-willed, and fun loving
Negative characteristics: Quiet, sometimes moody. I DO bite! You dont want to piss this fox off.
And that oretty much sums me up!
<3
The Fox
Everyone else was doing it
Posted 17 years agoExtraversion |||||| 22%
Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Orderliness |||||| 22%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||| 38%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||| 16%
Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Family drive |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Activity |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Honor |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Thriftiness |||||| 30%
Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange
Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Orderliness |||||| 22%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||| 38%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||| 43%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||| 16%
Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Family drive |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Activity |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Honor |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Thriftiness |||||| 30%
Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange
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Posted 17 years agoLook how fast it goes
Here today, gone tomorow
Thinking I could make it last
But every time, I break it.
Some way, or another.
It doesnt matter what I say
Or what I do
No matter how much I try
That one little thing gets in the way.
No matter how much I say I love you
They are just words, arent they?
Words that I take to the heart.
Let these huge stones
That have been hurled at me
Over and over,
Let them become my wall
Let them be the stairs
Let them help me
Be who I used to be
Let them be my light
In the darkest of nights.
My side is empty
And so is my heart.
So let them fill the spaces.
And turn it back to stone.
Here today, gone tomorow
Thinking I could make it last
But every time, I break it.
Some way, or another.
It doesnt matter what I say
Or what I do
No matter how much I try
That one little thing gets in the way.
No matter how much I say I love you
They are just words, arent they?
Words that I take to the heart.
Let these huge stones
That have been hurled at me
Over and over,
Let them become my wall
Let them be the stairs
Let them help me
Be who I used to be
Let them be my light
In the darkest of nights.
My side is empty
And so is my heart.
So let them fill the spaces.
And turn it back to stone.
