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I'm currently broadcasting a live stream to show you guys what I'm working on. The picture I'm making is an alternative version of the last one I made of Nikki. Please note that the stream is NSFW.

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It's been a while since I've updated my journal and even though I haven't been very active lately, I just thought I'd give a heads-up on the current situation.


I've been in and out of the hospital for the last couple of weeks. Tomorrow, I have to go back and I'm feeling quite anxious for the results. The prognoses didn't look very positive the last time I visited and ever since then, I can't really set my mind on other things. Still, I don't want to get ahead of things and try not to worry too much about it. Surgery will take place soon and hopefully, that'll be the end of it. I try to work on my drawings and story whenever I can. I still got a new picture of Ceylan and a new chapter in the making that's been put on hold ever since so hopefully, I'll be able to finish it soon.

It's that time of the year again. Man, how time flies by... I always have mixed feelings during the holiday seasons. And I'm usually not the one for sharing my feelings, but I feel I need to write this off my chest.

At this time of the year, I look back and see the things that were gained and lost. Sadly, a lot of things were lost over the years and sometimes I felt like giving it all up. And I'd like to say something to those who still feel that way.

For the last couple of years, things have been pretty rough on me. This year also had its ups but mostly downs. You try to find a way to make it through but your whole life and everything you do seems pointless. But the truth is... You can't change the direction of the wind but you can adjust your sails to get to your destination. Most people don't like changes in their lives but changes can be a good thing. And even though people tell you not to change who you are, I feel that changes are necessary in order to become a good person. If you ever feel that your life is pointless, please remember that you're the one who can change it. The actions that you do and the decisions you make reflect back on yourself. And only you can give those decisions a purpose. Only then will you give meaning to your life.

You can't go on living with the idea that you can take on the world on your own. Because you can't. You need people around who have unconditional love for you. But sadly, not everyone has family and friends to call their own. Don't be shy... Don't be afraid... Find people to call your own friends and family... They need you just as much as you need them. Some people might take that for granted. Some people might not even realize it. And some people simply think it's not meant for them. Sometimes, we're too caught up with everything that life throws at us that we forget the most important. What's most important to you in order to live a good life. But I can tell you that it's never too late to tell someone that you love them. It's never too late to show that you care. Only then will you be able to take on the world. Not just by yourself, but together, with the people you love. No matter how grim life might seem, the people around you give you that spark of hope and determination to make it through. And even though that spark of hope might be a tiny little speck in a seemingly endless black void, it's still hope nonetheless. And sometimes, that's all it takes to take on another day and everything that life throws at you.

That's what I did. I made changes for myself over the years. I realised I couldn't continue the way I lived my life. It was scary at first but I made it through. I know I'm not alone anymore. And I finally have a place to celebrate Christmas with the people I can call my family now. It will be a long and bumpy road for me, but which ever direction I might take, I know I'm not going down that road alone. Trust me when I say it's all worth it. And maybe one day, you might be writing a similar journal in the hope to inspire others.

I would like to thank everyone who gave me words of inspiration and the motivation to keep on drawing and writing. Without you, I would've stopped years ago. It's not until several years ago that I found out what writing really means to me. It's not just a hobby, but it is also a way to tell a story of someone who can not. And I feel that is my purpose in life. All the more reason for me to keep on going...

I wish you all a merry Christmas and a fantastic New Year.

Even though i was able to finish several pictures last week, I keep having computer problems. Main board kept having problems and after a long time of troubleshooting, the problem seems to be solved after a BIOS firmware update. Sounds great, right? Well, it would be if another problem wasn't showing up. Currently, I'm having BSOD's, stating that there's a problem with either my graphics card or its drivers. But it can also be caused by faulty RAM, a bad PSU, overheating, etc...

So right now, I'm doing several tests in order to determine my system's stability and to find out what's causing the problems. Latest thing I've tried was to edit the Windows Registry by adding a new key in order to delay the TDR by 8 seconds. System seems to be running stable at the moment, with several benchmark tests completed succesfully and playing Battlefield 4 for several hours on max settings. It didn't overheat and everything ran smoothly so that's been ruled out.

Until I'm absolutely sure my system runs stable, I won't be working on new pictures or chapters for a while. I don't want to risk data loss, and 36 gigabytes of drawings is a lot. Luckily, it's all been backed up on my NAS server. I'm gonna run several benchmark tests for the next few days to see if any problems still occur. Hopefully, this is finally the solution I've been looking for. Fingers crossed! =3

Hey everyone,

I'm currently doing a live stream so feel free to join by clicking the link below if you're interested. The picture I'm currently working on does contain mature content. =3

http://www.anymeeting.com/xwbnvyinyjofmn

Too funny not to be sharing with you guys.

You know those translator things, where the entire website is translated in your own language? There's this website that translate entire webpages and documents to "gangsta". The website is http://www.gizoogle.net/tranzizzle.php. Simply paste a website or a bit of text and it translates it for you. I tried it just for the hell of it and translated one of my stories to that. I never laughed so hard at a bit of text before.... Here's a small fragment of what I got when I translated a chapter where Ceylan had a nightterror:

I spaced up again... Just like that, tha bustin up like a biatch stopped... I took a gangbangin' few deep breathes n' stared at mah dirty ass up in tha mirror again. "Fuck, I be a cold-ass lil complete mess..." I be a gangsta yo, but y'all knew dat n' mah eyes was red from all tha bustin up like a biatch I did so I splashed mah grill wit gin n juice n' rubbed mah eyes ta make it go away. They was still red, except not dat bad anymore... I unlocked tha door of tha bathroom n' made mah way back ta Samz room where I sat on her bed ta let it all sink down. I aint talkin' bout chicken n' gravy biatch. But Sam wasn't up in her room.. fo' realz. A few minutes later, I heard dat thugged-out biiiatch came up tha stairs. Da moment she opened tha door of her bedroom, I lay down on her bed n' made mah back grill her, so dat her dope ass didn't peep mah face. I tugged mah dirty ass under her blankets... Right back up in yo muthafuckin ass. Biatch sat on tha bed as I heard she placed suttin' down on her nightstand...
'I gots you some bangin' cocoa...'
'Thanks...'
'Did yo dirty ass gots a funky-ass bad dream...?'
'Yeah...'
'Here, drank up while itz still hot. It might muthafuckin help you catch some chill again...'
'I don't be thinkin I be bout ta be catchin much chill anymore... But I be bout ta be fine...'
'Fuck dat shizzle yo, but-'
'I be bout ta be fine, Sam, honestly... Thanks...'
'This aint gamey, Ceylan...'
'Just drop dat shit... It aint nuthin but aiiiight'
'No! It aint nuthin but not aiiiight n' you know it son! This aint phat fo' you, nahmean biiiatch, biatch? If you saw what tha fuck I saw you'd be sayin tha same stupid-ass thing!'

Hi everyone,

For the next upcoming weeks, I won't be working on my submissions. Why? Well, I finally got a house of my own and there are a ton of things to be done so I wouldn't have much time to be working on pretty much anything. Unfinished sketches will be put on hold until I'm settled in my new home. I suppose it's also nice to take a long break from drawing. I'll try to write the next chapter of Ceylan's story whenever I can but I think it might take a while before that's finished. I do occasionally pop in and respond to comments if you'd ever feel like having a chat. =3

So while I'm on my break, perhaps it's a good idea to know what you'd like to see my characters doing in the next picture. More of Ceylan pole dancing? More pin-up pictures of them or more of every day life? Or would like to see more smut? It's a good thing to know what you'd like to see. So let me know and I'll work on it once I'm settled down! =3

Until then!

Hey everyone, just thought I'd give a heads-up for anyone who's interested.

Things have been rather slow lately, mainly because I had several hospital visits. Nothing serious, but it does get in the way of being productive. However, I do have a drawing in progress at the moment which involves Ceylan being tangled in a little predicament...

I did something completely new and drew her muzzle style differently as practice. I honestly think it's one of the best Ceylan pictures I ever did and since I got a new tablet, the shading would be a lot easier. The line-art however, was still made in MS Paint with a mouse (!!) which took a lot of time but I really like the overall result. The line-art is done and it's coloured. All I need to do is to shade it and I'll hopefully have it ready this weekend. It's something I never did before...

Curious to see? Stay tuned... ;3

Figured I haven't written something in a while. Just a little update for those who are interested. =3

So... I think I'm finally through that block I had. Haven't been this productive in a while and I always try to find something else to do instead when things don't really work out while all it takes is to be persistent and just continue. Thanks to everyone who helped me got through! But I guess there are several things to blame though... Skyrim, for example.

I'm not a hardcore gamer and I play 6 hours a week tops but Skyrim has been the most time draining game I've ever played...
I'm new to RPG games and I didn't understand a single bit about magicka and enchanting stuff and all that, but that's where the Wiki's come in. Seriously, the first time you had to fight a dragon at the Western Watchtower, my mind was blown with awesomeness. XP

In other news, I managed to expand my car collection! I now own a Ferrari 599 GTO and since today, a Ferrari 250 GTO! Their not real cars of course because I wouldn't even be able to purchase the muffler of a Ferrari.... No, these are 1/18 scale models and their collector items. Only 5000 of the 599 GTO were made. The 250 GTO has a limited edition of 6060 cars. I own modelnumber 1788. =3 The most beautiful about it is the paintjob, which is cherry red metalic. Both of the cars have upholstered interiors and the level of detail on those cars are awesome... They look absolutely beautiful next to the Mclaren F1, F1 LM and the F1 GTR Longtail... ^w^

There used to be a time where lots and lots of pictures were forming in my head that eventually got drawn out. It used to be so much fun to doodle and to see how a sketch got turned into a full picture of one my characters. But for some reason or another, it just doesn't work out any more for me.

What's particularly frustrating for me is the lack of motivation and ideas. I thought it was just some kind of block and that I'll get over it or something but it has been going on for months now and nothing really changed. I really have to force myself to finish a picture or even come up with an idea to start with. What's even worse is that it also starts to happen with my stories and it feels as if I'm losing grip on my characters. It's the reason why I envy and look up to the people who are doing commissions for their creativity. They make it seem so easy to draw an idea out...

I really, really don't want this to be end of my drawings and writings but it feels as if it already ended months ago and I'm really desperate to go back to the way it once was. Perhaps this block takes a lot longer than any blocks I've ever had before but it feels as if I've already drawn out everything I can about my characters, like theirs nothing to draw out any more. And I know that's rubbish because there's always something I can try but the lack of motivation and inspiration makes it just so much more difficult...

So perhaps its wise to take a break and leave it alone for a while and maybe ideas start coming back. Or not... Either way, it certainly isn't fun... If anyone who is reading this have tips to beat this major block, please share them with me.

Also got a friggin' headache right now because of all this... Bah...

Alright, had a few responses to my last journal and damn... They're all too good, really. Mostly feet related stuff which I simply just CAN'T refuse but uh... There can be only one. Several people submitted their ideas but now I'm closing it because no one is submitting them anymore. The thing I'm looking for is something a little different than usual and even though it was so hard to choose, I picked one that really caught my interest. Should be a lot of fun to do. But it remains a secret until I finish it! X3

I'm already looking for ways to get the job done because it's not going to be easy. Doing some researches on poses and everything and I hope the piece itself will turn out the way the person has requested it. I'm not gonna tell, ya'll just hafta wait! X3

Until then!

For the last few months, I'm not really drawing anymore. Mainly because I don't know what to draw!!!!1

*ahem*

And it's a little frustrating to say the least because I can't really focus on anything else. My girlfriend and I broke up nine months ago and ever since then, I'm a little lost I guess. Playing games and finding a new hobby (RC helicopters ftw) don't really add to the whole "inspiration" thing even though its a lot of fun. I can't really imagine Nikki flying an RC helicopter or Ceylan dressed up as Ezio Auditore. Or... Maybe I can imagine but that's not the point!!! The point is, ever since we broke up, I feel as I'm missing some kind of an inspirational source and it's affecting my drawings. And I don't want that. And maybe I should try something different instead. And if that gets your attention, read on. =3

So here's the deal. Sent me several ideas that you want to have drawn out. Be descriptive, explain the scene, what they're doing etc. It can be anything, your own characters, my characters engaged in pretty much anything. Naughty or nice, it doesn't matter to me. The idea that fancies me the most gets drawn out, absolutely free. If it has your own character in it, feel free to post the pic on your own gallery as long as I'm credited for the piece. =3

But!! (Yes, there's a but, lol) There are a few rules to this thing.

1# I'm perfectly fine drawing R rated pieces as you might know by now but I'm not drawing Nikki or Ceylan having it off with your character, period. I don't mind drawing Ceylan as a dominatrix again with your character or something similar in nature though. Any other character of mine having it off with your character is perfectly fine with me. =3

2# Drawing two males intertwined in a passionate embrace is most likely not to get picked by me. Not because I have a problem with gay people but it's because I can't draw males to save my life. I'm still practicing my male characters Terry and Blain but they really look like shit each time I did a sketch of them. It's the truth... Blain's face is the only one that was reasonable...

3# I don’t mind to try my hand at different species but felines and canines are the only ones I can draw out without them looking a like a diseased mutant. You can request it but don’t expect a masterpiece then… =3

4# Two characters max. (Yours, mine or a combination of them with mentioned rules above)

5# There's only going to be one and the idea that fancies me the most gets picked. Please don't feel offended when your idea doesn't. For now, I'm only doing one but if this turns out well, I might do this in the future again.

And well, that’s pretty much it. Basically, a free request if your idea gets picked. Feel free to post any ideas either here or PM me. I’ll let you know when the idea is picked and when I’m working it. =3

Just don’t make it too hard for me. XP

Figured I’d update my journal. It gets boring seeing that same old message again…

I haven’t been drawing in a while but two days ago, I finally managed to finish a picture again. Lately, I haven’t really been in the mood to draw since there were a lot of things going on. One of those things was the breakup between me and my girlfriend 3 weeks ago. Things weren’t going well for the two of us and had a lot of fights. She didn’t talk about the things that were bothering her and at some point, I just didn’t know what to do anymore. So we went our separate ways for a couple of weeks and I really missed her. I talked to her on the phone and took a day off from work to spend the day with her to talk about everything that was happening. And then she finally confessed that she was seeing someone else for the last two months. I just got up and left… What else was I supposed to do?

Several days later, she called me and tried to explain herself. Even though she’s not seeing the guy anymore, I just didn’t think it could work out anymore. After all, you trust someone and then this happens. What frustrated me the most was that she never talked about the things that were bothering her. I didn’t understand why she didn’t talk to me if she really felt so shitty about our relationship for the last couple of months. She hurt me deeply by doing that, because not only did it led to our breakup, but it’s also because she’s the one who felt so shitty for so long while its totally unnecessary. And of course, I really miss her and wished things would’ve gone different. But I did absolutely everything I could to help her out but she just didn’t tell me. And at some point, it actually made me believe that I was the one to blame. In the end, I was so pissed at her that she made me feel so guilty about it while it wasn’t my fault in the first place. So, a relationship that lasted for 2 and half years went down the shit drain like that. And it’s all because someone wasn’t speaking up her mind… And I know you’re probably thinking “Shit happens”. Well, no. It takes a reason for shit to happen. There’s always one…

So a word of wisdom from MrGimp21: Never bottle your thoughts up. Always speak up your mind to the people you love the most. It saves a lot of things in the end...

Now, on a more brighter side… (Yes, not all is dark and melancholy)

On February the 18th, I welcomed a new member of the family. Is it a baby? Fuck, no. It’s not. It’s a new car. I bought a brand new 2011 Citroen C1 Ambiance in metallic light blue. And it’s everything my old car isn’t… Double the horsepower… (Reaches 100 km/h in second gear… X3) Driving that thing is a blast… Ever since I own it, I only visited the gas station just once to fill it up. It’s just a 3 cylinder engine with 68 bhp made by Toyota but damn, that thing accelerates… I’m a huge car freak and I love to drive around, and the C1 is an absolute jewel to drive around in. Nowadays, I drive alone but… That’s actually the best, especially now that the weather is getting better. Put your sunglasses on, some good tunes and hit the road. That’s what life is all about… It sucks when you get in a traffic jam, though. And we have a lot of them…

So yeah, my life is pretty boring now compared with what it used to be but at least I now have more time to draw and to write, which are the things I love to do the most. Just getting back up is so damn difficult…

Last night, I drove home in the snow in the middle of the night, at around 3:30 AM. Was hanging out with friends and it really was a blast. I couldn't drive that fast really because the road was slippery. And while I was driving, my mind drifted off... It got me thinking ever since and I just can't find a way to vent what's on my mind. Maybe it'll get off my chest after I write it down, which is why I'm making this journal...

Because while I was driving, I thought of something that I'm terribly afraid of. I'm not talking about depression, loneliness, death or my fear of clowns but about time. Whut? Yush, time...
It seems the older you get, the faster time seems to go. To me, it feels as if I can't get a grip on anything because everything goes by so fast. The days blur and yesterday is nothing but a vague memory... Sometimes it feels as if things go too fast for me and before I know it, it's already past. The things I enjoy goes by way too fast which makes me believe I can't enjoy my life to the fullest. Sure, there's always another day, but for how long will that last? We all make our lives difficult enough than it already is so I'm trying not to think about these kind of things too much. But sometimes I can't help but to wonder... If I ask myself these questions at the age of 23, then what will I ask myself in 10 years? 20 years? Maybe even in 30 years...? Hell, maybe I don't live long enough to question it at that age... The thing is, in the first six months of this year alone I've attended 8 funerals. I saw 8 people I knew buried to the ground... It makes me believe that you should enjoy everything life has to offer and I really do. I have a wonderful, loving and supporting girlfriend, a good job, great friends and family but... How's it possible you enjoy it when everything goes by so fast...?

Hmm... I have to admit that I love gaming. Especially FPS games like Battlefield Bad Company 2 and Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. What makes these games so damn addictive? Everyone got their own opinion about it but to me, it's about the gameplay. It's just the way it's presented that makes the difference whether it's good or not.

Now I don't play games much. Whenever I do, I play for at least two hours. I only played Modern Warfare 2 online for 23 hours in total since I bought the game on the release date. But I feel a little rant coming up. Seriously. There hasn't been a single match without people calling each other names. "G18 Akimbo n00b", "N00btube". Dual wielding two automatic pistols is PART of the game and believe it or not, you can actually EQUIP yourself with it. I can’t help it that people get their ass kicked so hard by running like a retard towards someone with the intention to knife them… Things like grenadelaunchers mounted on an assault rifle and dual wielding automatic pistols are all part of the game. Campers are too! I mean, I don’t see a soldier going in a war towards an enemy sniper and go like “Lulz, camper n00b”. It’s all part of the damn game and if you don’t like it, then go play something like Tetris… Geez…

And another thing. Who’s the genius who came up with IW net? Whoever thought up of that idea, should be shot, and then hanged by a rope and then shoot the rope to make him fall down again in a big steaming pile of donkey poo. I know a lot of people already ranted about this topic and whined against Infinity Ward but… Holy crap, that system sucks… I thought it wasn't that bad, but I've been experiencing more trouble lately with this so called “match making” system. I experience long wait times for people to join a lobby and to actually play a match. Most of the time, you connect to people with a crappy internet connection and experience one hell of a lagfest. And there’s of course the occasional “picking new host” whenever someone changes their names or something, causing the game to pause and resume if it’s even possible… But despite all those flaws, I keep playing it. Why? Killing people online while dual wielding two automatic pistols is funny. Especially when you sometimes see their reaction to it… ¬w¬

I returned from Turkey! Which is a shame, really, because i really wanted to stay there...

When we boarded the plane, i had no idea what to expect. I´ve seen pictures of Turkey on google images and stuff, and the majority of pictures showed rocks, boulders, sand and hills, much like a desert with the occasisional tree. And believe it or not, it was very beautiful to see. I saw Huge forests on the mountains, crystal clear oceans and rivers, the starry night sky with the moon shining bright over the mountains and forests at night. It was amazing to see, and its something you dont get to see every day, seeing as i live in Holland and the most spectacular thing to witness here is the Gouda Cheese-market. And i don't even like cheese.

So yeah, we spend a lot of time roaming around. The locals are very friendly, big hearted people. Everywhere you looked, you saw them smiling and laughing, and everyone was very laid back. Way different than what i'm used to here, so i had a bit of a culture shock to see all those people smiling at us and at each other.

Food was very good too, and again, way different than here. I had no idea what most of the plates we got shoved in front of our noses were, but it was really good. Mostly grilled meat, which consisted out of beef or lamb, but they also had rice, chips, spiced potato wedges, grilled fish and all that. But the best thing i ever ate was Kofte and Adana Kebap. Seriously, as if an angel was pissing on my tongue or wiping my ass with a 500 euro bill.

But the most beautiful thing i experienced while i was there, was a thunderstorm, miles away from us. We had a view over the ocean, and one night, there was a thunderstorm going over the waters. Lightning bolts were flashing all over the place, and illuminated the dark skies. I consider myself very lucky to have witnessed that, and i sat for hours on the balcony watching it. Too bad i don't have any pictures of it...

But yeah, it was an amazing experience, and i dont really know what else to say except that it has been an amazing experience. I took a shitload of photo's, and i'll upload some to give you an impression of what it must been like. I cant find a way to tell it. You had to be there to see it. And now im back in this rainy, cold country... Bah, i wish i could go back... ¬_¬

After the male died last evening, the other one kicked the bucket too this morning. Budgies and parrot like birds tend to die when they get seperated from their mates after being together for such a long time, which happened in this case. Maybe he committed suicide or something, i dont know. Cut his wings with a razorblade while listening to Simple Plan.

So the two of them were burried in the backgarden while life continues for the other birdies. I still have a peach headed african lovebird, who's pretty old by now and acts like an old fart, but is still really sweet and a canary who's actually happy with the demise of the other two, with that kind of "Haha, you guys are dead and im not" attitude.

Every bird has their own personality, just like cats. Just gotta love those winged fluffballs.

Meh birdie died. Just like that. He was always so energetic and alive and very sweet and well, i never noticed what was wrong with him. I went upstairs for a moment and he was just climbing and cuddling with his brother and when i got back, he was dead. It's strange how you can get attached and to love such a small ball of fluff with wings. It's even stranger to realize that he's not there anymore.

Well, thought i'd do one, because it gives me a reason to update my journal. =3

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1 - I like snowboarding.
2 - Went paragliding. ( Was really cold, something like -20 degrees celsius and wasnt wearing gloves... )

3 - I have a serious Ice-tea addiction
4 - I love to sleep in
5 - I want to go Zandvoort next year to drive an Aston Martin V8 Vantage, Lamborghini Gallardo and a Porsche 911 GT3 at Raceplanet.

6 - I smoke waaaay too much...
7 - Had a car collision 2 days after receiving my drivers license. ( Wasnt my fault, by the way. )
8 - Love doing sketch meme's

And no, i'm not gonna tag anyone because i'm too damn lazy at the moment. =3

Well as most of my mates know, i collect these 1:18 scalemodels. Got quite a few, including Ferrari's, Maserati's, Jaguar's, Dodge Viper's, Porsche's, BMW's, Aston Martin's and a whoooooooole bunch of others i cant be assed to name right now.

But now, i got a new one to add to my collection... And not just a "Ferrari" or... Whatever but... I got in the possesion of a McLaren F1 LM... Yes!! A McLaren!! 8D

I was looking for a McLaren for a loooooooong, looooooooooooong time. I always wanted one, seeing as a McLaren is like… THE definition of an exotic super car. McLaren basically invented that term, and ever since I was just a little drooling dude, I gawped at pictures of the McLaren F1… And ever since I started collecting scalemodels, I vowed I’d be in the possession of a McLaren one day. So I searched the interwebz for a looong, long time. And the finally found it… But it was already sold… And after a long, loooooooong time searching the interwebz again... I found another one! But the left outside mirror was missing… ¬_¬

And then… I found another one after searching for a loooong, loooong time again. But this time, it was in perfect condition. So I send an email to the dude and basically went like “GIMME GIMME GIMME” and he replied: “Yeah okay”. So I visited the dude and inspected the McLaren to see if it had any damage but… I couldn’t find anything! It was in absolutely perfect state! Seriously… The moment I first held it in my hands felt as if I was losing my virginity all over again. =3

What's so special about a McLaren scalemodel you ask...? Well, basically, McLaren's aren't being made anymore. The model i own is made by UT Models, but the company is now out of business and was turned into AUTOart models. But The McLaren series never got produced anymore. Back when UT Models were producing the McLaren series, BMW provided the custom made 6.1 litre S70/2 V12 engine for the McLaren F1 series, while there were only 106 F1's ever made. After the production of the F1 series stopped, McLaren decided to end the contract with BMW, and went in business with Mercedes-Benz instead. So the fact that these 1:18 McLaren F1 models aren't being made anymore is most likely because of a copyright thing, seeing as McLaren ended their contract with BMW. =3

Only 5 McLaren F1 LM's were ever made in real life, and a prototype called the F1 XP1 LM. I now own the prototype version and encase you're wondering, it looks like this:

http://www.popularcars.us/mclaren-f.....ren-f1-lm4.jpg

The McLaren looks absolutely stunning next to the Ferrari F50 and the Bugatti Veyron 16.4... *drools*

Meh, need to update my journal more often.

Soooooo... What happened the last couple of months?

First of all, i lost my job a couple of weeks back. After working for a year for some IT company with good results, they said "Thank you very much. Now get you're things and GTFO". And i was like "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!1" Imagine how Spongebob would be if he gets fired from the Crusty Crab.

...

Did you imagined it? Yes? Well, that's basically how my reaction was. And it really, really, sucks. But i found a lot more job thinglies, so in the end, it's their loss. But worst of all, i need to turn in my car...... *cries*

On the brighter side, i went to a themepark last saturday with my girlfriend. Rode all the rollercoasters there was, and it was a lot of fun. Except one, where the rollercoaster went backwards, and i was crapping seven colours in my pants. Seriously, i normally enjoy a rollercoaster, but this one was fucking scary. I thought that thing could fall apart any second and i could imagine things, like the dude in Twilight Light Zone.

But i surived, and the two of us stayed in a nice hotel afterwards.... Oh yeah, that was fun. A lot of fun... X3

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We played Monopoly. *shifty eyes*

She's gonna kick my ass for saying this, but i told her she makes chicken noises in her sleep. Luckily, she has a good sense of humour, otherwise, i wouldnt be alive right now and typing this useless journal.

And that's about it i guess. I dont know what else to type. =3

Booya!!

Later!!

MrGimp21

... ( Did i just say booya...? ) O_o

Hey everyone!

As you can guess, i'm new to this site and all so... I hope i get to meet a lot of people here, and look at other peoples art to improve my own, considering im fairly new to the whole furry thing. I still have a lot to learn.

I have a couple of characters who used to be a Sonic OC, but they are "converted" to furries, because once i tried out to draw one of my characters as a furry, it immediately got my attention. So i tried some more and made a couple of practise drawings of just one character. I'm trying to design the other characters as an anthro as well, but like i said, i still have a lot to learn.

And... That's about it. I'm always open for an arttrade or request, so if you want, just drop a line and i'll most likely say "of course!". I'm not charging anything for an arttrade or request, so you're always welcome to ask.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand... That's about it for now. =3

Cya around!