heeyyy haven't really been active here lately, my apologize. life been busy with work and doing the ol con runs, my next stop is anthrocon, been wanting to go to this cons since i started in the fandom(14 years ago) and finally be able to go for the first time, come say hi and stuff i'll be in my suit. also the link to my twitter isnt gonna work cause i made it into a AD, note me if you want that and for art...idk haven't been really in the need or want for art other then a new ref and a few badges i got for cons.

i have a twitter www.twitter.com/makaiwolverine

So i havent post a journal in a long time but anyway im hitting these cons this year:
Fur the more 17
Blfc 17
Anthrocon 17
Furrydelphia 17
And maybe furpoc or mff i havent decided yet. So come say hi if u at any these cons

about you guys being at anthrocon, have fun walking around 5000+ furs in a compact place and finding anybody.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=axCCAUUnUPU My reaction to people saying they're leaving cause of the ad

I usually don't do this but my friend/sis apartment got robbed and needs a bit of help. her account is  audiofile or  Thoesdamnuniskys anything ya can do to help her find a hotel for the night or just to get back on her feet would be great, just note her and said I sent ya.

so if some might not know , im switching my main fursona to  mrgo1 , gippy from now on I will be my 2nd fursona. why? cause I don't connect with gippy at all, it was mainly just a character to just have one. it wasn't based on my personality or body traits or anything...it was just there. I made Makai about 2-3 years ago but never really made anything out of it and I got a ref made and a design that resembles me personally and I felt more connected to him then I did to gippy and it resulted me into switching. so what happens to gippy? nothing at all if ppl want to call me by this name that's fine, just don't expect to see much more art from him. now on that note mostly you wont see art of my fursonas in a good while, why? can't afford it.

now onto fwa 2015...my overall reaction to it? meh

Thursday: was the worse, everything sucked from the moment we walked into the hotel, a mix up in the email and the hotel in which we thought it was already paid afterall wasn't and had to use our rent money to pay the hotel room after talking to the bank and the hotel for a good hour. after that we rest for a bit and ordered pizza and went to the Carolina party for a bit, but it was too awkward and crowded for our taste so we left to go register and OMG that line was ridiculous(apparently the pre registration and the ones who need to register were in the same line so they were suppose to split them up and no one knew about it) so we was just gonna wait till the next day but that means we cant go to any events till then so we crashed in our room for the night

Friday:it was a slow day nothing much happened, we got our registration early in the day,picked up our badges from  ifus and from  chibi-marrow met some friends and went to the floor wars which it was entertaining and then went to pick up our roommate to our room then we hung out with some more friends and went to the dance Friday night and lets say "special" cookies was kicking in hard xD and resulted me passing out wayyy to early for my taste.

Saturday: more of the same really except this time we went into a weed van late at night and that was a interesting moment xD

Sunday: we left early, we got tired of the con and the situation.

overall, it was disappointing, all the people I wanna meet up with I didn't get the chance to see or felt like I was getting blown off for some reason. the hotel was a mess at one point they were trying to charge us for parking and we didn't even park at the hotel. though the hotel did look cool and all but the elevators was a complete mess (maybe as bad as fwa 2013) ppl were trying to fit in where there's no room. the place wasn't really handicap accessible(apparently there was a elevator that goes down to the dealer's / artist den but when we asked someone on the staff the didn't know either) event times felt like it was messy (a lot of panels was about writing, did any one thought the same?) but it just felt like "meh" and made me think is it worth going to cons anymore, why go somewhere and spend all this money to not make or hang out with most of your friends? we usually go to cons and wing it, but this year that concept failed and made me feel like crap. when ya expectations was higher then the result then it just have to give yourself a second though. how ever I did see Ludacris on Thursday and my mate got pics of it so that was cool but next year fwa is up in the air, only going if people want us to go and hang out with them though that's a year from now so things can change.

Rating : C
anyway this will be posted on my other account also, laters.

I just noticed that I have 100 watchers, thanks guys (and gals) ^_^

my pet ant died today. I called him Stevie cause he walked around blindly. im so sad he was the world to me I had him for 2 seconds and I accidently squished him. why does life have to be so cruel to me UGH im going to bed ;~;

Just no