Fuck the admins
Posted 8 years agoI'm leaving FA because of the cocksucking admins..you want to talk to me, you know where my DA is. Good Luck all
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Posted 8 years agoWhat Mortal Kombat X character is Atemu?
Just to Say....
Posted 8 years agoI want to say with the new year as I almost forgot, may a good person and lovable engineer, furry, bondage lover, and good dear friend rest in peace.
JasenTamiia who sadly passed away a year ago on 12/31/15 v-v. Althought I was not totally friends with him, the few times I spoke to him I was quiet happy and confident in his presents as interesting and close friends.
May god bless him upon this day, and his family. When god called him home finally after 27 years of life. Rest easy,and may god have mercy on the souls of me..who were honored to be in his presence...

May god bless him upon this day, and his family. When god called him home finally after 27 years of life. Rest easy,and may god have mercy on the souls of me..who were honored to be in his presence...
2016....
Posted 8 years ago2016 PLEASE LEAVE V0V ................
Seriously guys have a awesome new year, hope you get to change and adapt to better yourself and others around you. I wish all my friends a happy year and good luck with some shout outs, with some of my closest friends new and old. Good well onto you guys
Yobee
shades1220
spiritwolf06
DashTheInterstellarWolf
StealthWolf.IMF
ShibaIntel
Zennikens
Thunderstreak
Umbralfeline
darkorangereturns
bt123456789
HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!! :)
Seriously guys have a awesome new year, hope you get to change and adapt to better yourself and others around you. I wish all my friends a happy year and good luck with some shout outs, with some of my closest friends new and old. Good well onto you guys











HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL!! :)
PAY PAL I NEED YOUR HELP :o
Posted 8 years agoif anyone is interested in giving me money as a holiday gesture or just if they wish for me to model in certain clothes *blushes* send some money to my pay pal I set up. Thanks all, have a safe and wonderful holiday
paypal.me/Alexander789
paypal.me/Alexander789
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Posted 9 years agohttp://www.ebay.com/itm/Womens-Merm.....item25ca7d03c9 me want for Christmas
The Time Has Come
Posted 9 years agoHave you ever felt the need to lay down and accept defeat, told your lesser then what you think, your not what the world wants? That can describe my life to easily, to instinct it cuts me like a sharp knife through butter, a duller knife through my heart and soul. A longer for more then me, a redemption and change more to fix the broken parts of my shattered life...
Today it hit me in a tidal wave of alcohol and self abusing drugs that I wasn't what I hoped to be. In a instinct I try to change me..the shell of me...but not the core..the real reason I'm depressed...the real reason of anger and hate towards the world..is the fact of the true insanity ..the fear and insanity levels of my abundant lonely self..all my life left behind and alone sincerely to myself and the world.
My sad story started before I was even born, the mistake and plan I was. Being the only child of a terrible pair of dare I say man adults. The mistake smeared on the black chalk board of life as a half erased answer. Abused and beaten, told I was nothing more. The first love that grows the plant of humanity and life in everyone's time was missing in my life. My heart and love for the world, the yearning for love was shattered through missing teeth, police raids, and bruised everywhere. All was planted was a seed barely growing through tears of sadness and total loss of hope.
It was grade school the isolation kicked in, so deep and true that surgeons cant cut away. Called names and beaten, a battlefield where I stood out numbered by the others..not a back up..not a support..my hatred began....when people cheered for the victory of the monsters that wrecked the sanity and hope of me. So desperate I cried everyday, I fought toughly back and tried to kill all those stood in my way. To show I could be more then "a pathogen, a freak, a mistake" fighting to stand my ground while people bury under my ground. I fought through middle school, high school, and now till my true self alone fights against the world....me against all..my hatred grew from the tears and prayers oh my younger self..the spilled blood from the attempts to cut my wrists and strangle myself as the world cheers on your demise.
This is why I am the way I am, the way I grew. I want to cut down that tree that was planted and misshaped through these dreadful and hellish years. Can everyone forgive me for my sins...my actions of hate and death...of anger and true pity ..no mercy...as those years piled on me..it crafted me to be a hideous monster the exact thing I was feared and coward away from. Why people leave me, I see why now. I see the change and why I truly am alone...the way I was raised..the surrondings of a terrible world....now I see the blue sky over the prison wall.
Please....help me. My friends and loved ones in this holiday season. Help me pull these roots and this tree of hate and disgust..and replace in the new,clean, and heavenly paradise. The true new man I dream and white to be..the white knight of love and justice and hope. I need your help now more then ever, and I want you to stand with me. I need and love you all, please help me change for the better of the world and the human race.
Thank you and god bless you all, I will not fail.
Today it hit me in a tidal wave of alcohol and self abusing drugs that I wasn't what I hoped to be. In a instinct I try to change me..the shell of me...but not the core..the real reason I'm depressed...the real reason of anger and hate towards the world..is the fact of the true insanity ..the fear and insanity levels of my abundant lonely self..all my life left behind and alone sincerely to myself and the world.
My sad story started before I was even born, the mistake and plan I was. Being the only child of a terrible pair of dare I say man adults. The mistake smeared on the black chalk board of life as a half erased answer. Abused and beaten, told I was nothing more. The first love that grows the plant of humanity and life in everyone's time was missing in my life. My heart and love for the world, the yearning for love was shattered through missing teeth, police raids, and bruised everywhere. All was planted was a seed barely growing through tears of sadness and total loss of hope.
It was grade school the isolation kicked in, so deep and true that surgeons cant cut away. Called names and beaten, a battlefield where I stood out numbered by the others..not a back up..not a support..my hatred began....when people cheered for the victory of the monsters that wrecked the sanity and hope of me. So desperate I cried everyday, I fought toughly back and tried to kill all those stood in my way. To show I could be more then "a pathogen, a freak, a mistake" fighting to stand my ground while people bury under my ground. I fought through middle school, high school, and now till my true self alone fights against the world....me against all..my hatred grew from the tears and prayers oh my younger self..the spilled blood from the attempts to cut my wrists and strangle myself as the world cheers on your demise.
This is why I am the way I am, the way I grew. I want to cut down that tree that was planted and misshaped through these dreadful and hellish years. Can everyone forgive me for my sins...my actions of hate and death...of anger and true pity ..no mercy...as those years piled on me..it crafted me to be a hideous monster the exact thing I was feared and coward away from. Why people leave me, I see why now. I see the change and why I truly am alone...the way I was raised..the surrondings of a terrible world....now I see the blue sky over the prison wall.
Please....help me. My friends and loved ones in this holiday season. Help me pull these roots and this tree of hate and disgust..and replace in the new,clean, and heavenly paradise. The true new man I dream and white to be..the white knight of love and justice and hope. I need your help now more then ever, and I want you to stand with me. I need and love you all, please help me change for the better of the world and the human race.
Thank you and god bless you all, I will not fail.
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Posted 9 years agoWell got my wisdom teeth all removed.....man was I high as a fucking kite....that and some beers..man I feel great XD
I Swear...
Posted 9 years agoSomedays I just want to fucking kill someone..i mean holy fuck...this time of year every asshole in the world needs something. I need this and that..the new phone..or the new tv or game station or fucking video game..and there's me...people who just want to die....want to fucking get something good for once in there life..and we get no help at all.
I'm totally done with the furfag community...ive been cheated, harassed, abused and teased like a fucking child. My self esteem and love life are at a record low, and I for once in months feel the need to curl up and cry or end it all because of cock sucking assholes known as the human race. I'm never right, I'm always the minority, a pee on...so fuck this site..fuck the admins here..and fuck the vast majority of dickheads on here.
Tis the season to be a cancerous tumor of fucking trans freaks looking for someone being "sexual harassing them" even though they cant pick a gender to begin with, weird assholes, trolls, BLM extremist which are nothing more then dirty scummy niggers looking for a excuse to hate white people. And most importantly...the lying, cold hearted, fur fucks who deserve nothing more then to be fucking fried in there fursuit orgies and served with whatever they got left of there humanity all on a fucking platter.
Fuck the holidays, fuck people..there is no good will and good hearted people anymore...just selfish and back stabbing pricks...2016 aint it nice way to go out....with a bang..with the failed abortion of a year this has been....so glad I'm getting thrown out soon..i can beg like everyother freak in this god damn world........
I'm totally done with the furfag community...ive been cheated, harassed, abused and teased like a fucking child. My self esteem and love life are at a record low, and I for once in months feel the need to curl up and cry or end it all because of cock sucking assholes known as the human race. I'm never right, I'm always the minority, a pee on...so fuck this site..fuck the admins here..and fuck the vast majority of dickheads on here.
Tis the season to be a cancerous tumor of fucking trans freaks looking for someone being "sexual harassing them" even though they cant pick a gender to begin with, weird assholes, trolls, BLM extremist which are nothing more then dirty scummy niggers looking for a excuse to hate white people. And most importantly...the lying, cold hearted, fur fucks who deserve nothing more then to be fucking fried in there fursuit orgies and served with whatever they got left of there humanity all on a fucking platter.
Fuck the holidays, fuck people..there is no good will and good hearted people anymore...just selfish and back stabbing pricks...2016 aint it nice way to go out....with a bang..with the failed abortion of a year this has been....so glad I'm getting thrown out soon..i can beg like everyother freak in this god damn world........
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Posted 9 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FpF8Wa2yQH0
metallica made a 180 with there music...holy fucking shit 0-0
metallica made a 180 with there music...holy fucking shit 0-0
Fuck Thanksgiving
Posted 9 years agoOh I can't wait...spending thanksgiving alone AGAIN cause my god damn family can drink bleach and die....honestly I got nobody....stupid fucking idea....some fuckers could ever deal with me...blocked by some cocksuckers for no reasons.....and I thought I had friends on this shithole
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Posted 9 years agoReminder to all, going away this weekend on a hunting/ campout trip with the guys .....seeya all sunday morning :p
Well Folks
Posted 9 years agoDonald Trump has won the presidency..as a supporter and first time voter for him I can say I'm happy...I know many dislike him..but lets be honest..if he lost..is Hillary any better? Perhaps, she has more experience..but after 8 years of Obama I feel most the country dislikes democrats to go anywhere.
States such as Ohio, Florida, Arizona, and Michigan among others voted Trump even though they were to be the winnings of Clinton.
Along with new votes from Latinos,Blacks, LGTB, and blue and white collar workers.....this shows how even some minorities are fed up with the corruption and fault of both the failed liberals and even some republicans in this nation.
They now have a new conservative nation...with both the house and senate in republican control..a new president..and soon appointed new republican judges...this will be the first time since the 1920's the republicans have control of all 3 branches.
The greatest concern now is, in 2 months when elected..what will happen to us?
*sigh* as everyone knows (as do I) Trump is not the best, he is a arrogant business man who can be horribly honest. However, his plan for economic reform has proven to work,it may take time and money....perhaps alittle off..but it has been proven to work. If he can come this far people odds are he's doing something right.
17 candidates in the republican party and came on top against Clinton...maintaining a close in the popular and CRUSHING in the electoral means he can be qualified and picked by the people.
It's time to give the guy a chance, the election is over...we may not like him. But wait, we have 2 months of Obama left then he is moving in. 4 years ahead with some issues, but if you give him a chance and trust him ..he might shock you.
As stated in his victory "I will not let you down..and do my best". Although brutally honest, hes HONEST. And if he is saying is true, we must stand behind him together as Americans and hope our country can change for a better..for everyone.
If we gave Obama 8 years, surely you can all rally atleast 4 behind him. Thanks all, god bless us all
States such as Ohio, Florida, Arizona, and Michigan among others voted Trump even though they were to be the winnings of Clinton.
Along with new votes from Latinos,Blacks, LGTB, and blue and white collar workers.....this shows how even some minorities are fed up with the corruption and fault of both the failed liberals and even some republicans in this nation.
They now have a new conservative nation...with both the house and senate in republican control..a new president..and soon appointed new republican judges...this will be the first time since the 1920's the republicans have control of all 3 branches.
The greatest concern now is, in 2 months when elected..what will happen to us?
*sigh* as everyone knows (as do I) Trump is not the best, he is a arrogant business man who can be horribly honest. However, his plan for economic reform has proven to work,it may take time and money....perhaps alittle off..but it has been proven to work. If he can come this far people odds are he's doing something right.
17 candidates in the republican party and came on top against Clinton...maintaining a close in the popular and CRUSHING in the electoral means he can be qualified and picked by the people.
It's time to give the guy a chance, the election is over...we may not like him. But wait, we have 2 months of Obama left then he is moving in. 4 years ahead with some issues, but if you give him a chance and trust him ..he might shock you.
As stated in his victory "I will not let you down..and do my best". Although brutally honest, hes HONEST. And if he is saying is true, we must stand behind him together as Americans and hope our country can change for a better..for everyone.
If we gave Obama 8 years, surely you can all rally atleast 4 behind him. Thanks all, god bless us all
10 Good Movies For Halloween
Posted 9 years agoHey all, with tomorrow being Halloween I can see everyone is getting in the mood. And channels are playing the same movies over and over...(some even playing Christmas already!! -_-) So today, the mummy fox master of horror decided ....if you are home on a rainy...wet..cold day with nothing to do....if your not going out....if your not passing out candy...what can you do? Watch a horror movie of course :p. So today, I'm counting 10 of my favorite must see on Halloween horror movies. Some are alittle blan to others....but there all unique and somewhat creepy. Enjoy, and happy haunting
10. Night Of The Living Dead (1968)
9. Trick Or Treat (2007) *this movie was a flop when it came out...but its absolutely amazing!!
8. Creep Show (1982)
7. The Exorcist (1973)
6. Psycho (1960)
5. Silence Of The Lambs (1991)
4. The Evil Dead (1981)
3. Nightmare On Elm Street (1984)
2. House Of Wax (1953)
1. Halloween (1978) *duh!! and no...never watch the remakes -_- *
So this is just 10...don't get butthurt if you seen these or think this list is dull, this was just some for you to choice and watch. I find them all good, a good combination of atmosphere and eerie feelings. But again, there are SO MANY MORE to choice from. This is just some for you to like and perhaps decide. Thanks all, and happy watching
10. Night Of The Living Dead (1968)
9. Trick Or Treat (2007) *this movie was a flop when it came out...but its absolutely amazing!!
8. Creep Show (1982)
7. The Exorcist (1973)
6. Psycho (1960)
5. Silence Of The Lambs (1991)
4. The Evil Dead (1981)
3. Nightmare On Elm Street (1984)
2. House Of Wax (1953)
1. Halloween (1978) *duh!! and no...never watch the remakes -_- *
So this is just 10...don't get butthurt if you seen these or think this list is dull, this was just some for you to choice and watch. I find them all good, a good combination of atmosphere and eerie feelings. But again, there are SO MANY MORE to choice from. This is just some for you to like and perhaps decide. Thanks all, and happy watching
Well.....Fuck
Posted 9 years agoWell, with my bday coming up I'm beginning to pack and turn everything in. Basically I'm planning to move out and go to a nearby apartment on my own. So I can dictate my own life. As a then legal adult (turning 18) I can move away from my parents and grandma who I despise with all my heart and soul. With some work here and there and a good back system I should be ok for awhile.
I wanted to say this, so if I'm offline days at end (I doubt it, but I'm just saying) so you all know whats going on. School,Work, and now moving in. It will be tough, maybe busy but I'm getting everything set up so I can move in BY my bday.
Please don't worry, lately ive been sorta down. My bday meaning nothing but more work. Only Halloween is gonna seem to make me happy, but anyways my play is being a pain. School and being alone as always its gonna be a change.
Alone by myself in my apartment. Shit.......ive lived and depended on myself so we'll see. Maybe I'm overreacting and being a depressed little twat. But we'll see.
So anyways thanks guys, sorry for being down lately. I just got hit hard and basically got nobody in rl to kinda guide me or help me out.
Thanks all, stay classy
I wanted to say this, so if I'm offline days at end (I doubt it, but I'm just saying) so you all know whats going on. School,Work, and now moving in. It will be tough, maybe busy but I'm getting everything set up so I can move in BY my bday.
Please don't worry, lately ive been sorta down. My bday meaning nothing but more work. Only Halloween is gonna seem to make me happy, but anyways my play is being a pain. School and being alone as always its gonna be a change.
Alone by myself in my apartment. Shit.......ive lived and depended on myself so we'll see. Maybe I'm overreacting and being a depressed little twat. But we'll see.
So anyways thanks guys, sorry for being down lately. I just got hit hard and basically got nobody in rl to kinda guide me or help me out.
Thanks all, stay classy
Fuck this Country
Posted 9 years agoI swear some people are assholes, riping up my sign in my front yard. I don't even want to vote anymore, I honestly can't stand this country. Fuck this, and fuck the election. Trump is gonna lose anyways.
Scary Story....
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, its raining hard here and cold and ....fall weather for once. I figured with everyone getting in the Halloween mood I should do some more Halloween things here. So I decided to share a creepy story that happened to me on a campout a few years ago. I figured it would get you in the mood, maybe not...maybe its good to read at night. Maybe you feel the need to turn off the light or sit outside in the dark cold night with a big moon overhead. :P Anyways enjoy, and btw...this is all true...idk what I saw...or what it was but I got a idea. As a believer in the paranormal and ghosts, along with the area I can believe what I say. Lets see if you do............
This story begins back in October of 2013...this weekend is the 3rd anniversary of the event that happened to me. I was on a campout as usual only instead of a cabin, me and my 7 friends were in tents. We were camping on the Indian Reservation as guests for a fall event regarding archery and culture of the Natives that lived there. This was more for rookies but we went as leaders and hunters as we were shooting bow.Both me and my best friend, Grant are Native. He is about half (very noticeable) Seneca Indian. While as some of you may know I am bout 5 to 10 percent Mohawk Indian on my mother's side. Although I'm a lot whiter because of my more European blood (thanks dad :/)
I say this because as some of you know, nature....and magic of Native Americans is a force not to reckon with. I don't practice it or really believe in it. But I do respect nature and believe everything has life and a soul. And we both knew many demons and ghost stories from the tribes. Keep this in mind....
So we arrive there Friday night about 5pm or so, still light out and we set up camp and build a fire. For safety reasons we call made our tents in a circle. Our campsite in the middle of a empty field,on all sides there was thick woods. I share my tent with Grant, because me and him are like brothers. Everything from dank memes to being Trump supporters and hunters. Nothing happens that night, we play cards as a group and have dinner.
Go to bed, get up....do the daily events and kid around. Night falls, fire now getting big..the weather is perfect, cool but not freezing...dry. Its now Saturday, 8 or 9 pm. Very dark and quiet, fire crackling. All of us are around the fire on our chairs or logs. And this ....idiot...Matt...had to start with the worst night ever.
Matt is this kid, who believes that he is the best ever. That he shoots the best,cooks the best, builds the best fires. And is as arrogant as fuck. Everyone can't stand him, every campout we prank him and fuck with him. So me and Grant as fucking around smoking (surprised?) and being weird as always joking around with them.
Tom, who is basically the peace keeper brings up ghost stories and Halloween. And we all go round telling stories, Grant talks about his old house and I talk about the legends of the land we were on. More so, the Skinwalker.
For those who don't know what that is, its more so a Native American demon of the forest. They prey on people who they find. There as tall and thin and sticks, and run faster then any animal. They are demons who take form of animals such as deers,wolves,foxes,bears,etc. They originate from the Navajo Indians, but here in Ny there as some to exist to. They can be anyone who practice witchcraft and then die, come back as demons and reap souls. In otherwords, not something to blow off and go against. Or in Matt's case...taunt. They can stalk,attack, and cause nightmares too.
And so he does, saying its stupid and fake as fuck. Me and Grant are sitting there like...."No no...don't....fucker don't....nope"
Well we shut him up, this idiot might as well cast it upon us. And after this we sorta quietly relax. We all go to bed early for we have to get up at 6 or so to pack up,eat, and go home. So its like 11pm or so, everyone is joking around in there tents. Being boys to each other, making nasty jokes. And me and Grant fall asleep.
I can remember everything after this, like it was yesterday.
I wake up a few hours later to go pee, I look at my watch its 3am. So I get up and go out quietly to the tree line, armed with a pocket knife and lighter for light.(couldn't find flashlight). And as I'm walking its quiet, I mean really quiet. I can't even hear crickets. So I do my business a few feet in the woods, and as I'm standing there and looking into it I see something move. And I gaze at it. Its crossing over, going past me. I would say, 20 to 30 feet in front of me. Its so dark I can't see it. I didn't say anything...I didn't even breathe. I all could imagine was a bear or a big deer or one of the natives crossing over. No....
I then saw this thing, or atleast what I could make out of it. Big, tall more so..... id say at least 6 1/2 feet...maybe 7. Skinny..its legs like deers. But it was standing up right like a man. It's breathing is the only noise it made, weezing like a man who had run for along time. But somewhat animal, like It was hurt. It didn't see me, and I quiet backed off. If it was a skinwalker, the best thing to do was to leave it alone. It has its eye set on someone or something, and if you don't bother it..it wouldn't bother you. So I didn't cry out, just backed away.
It walked quietly, like tip toeing. Like a deer, it had a long snout. But that was it...the shape of it. I couldn't see fur or features. But it looked like a anthro deer with if I could guess more skeletal and demented figure.
I walked back quietly, checking over my shoulder. It wasn't coming out. I went back to my tent, and fell back asleep saying a prayer.
When i woke up, and we were home. I guess everyone said later on they had nightmares. Matt even admitting it....Everyone one of them.....that some animal was eating them alive. Not human at all, but yet it was. That was there description. Only me and Grant weren't effected, and we both had a idea, and I told him what I saw. He believed me...
I went home, said some prayers. Blessed myself with some sage. And that was that.... and to this day..... I believe I saw a skinwalker, and I was spared due to me being both Native and true of heart.
What do you think? Did you think I saw what I saw? Was it someone human, was it a animal, was it a weird idea that I saw something that wasn't there? Or that everyone had nightmares out of fear? You decide, thanks for reading. Hope I entertained you my little tale. :)
This story begins back in October of 2013...this weekend is the 3rd anniversary of the event that happened to me. I was on a campout as usual only instead of a cabin, me and my 7 friends were in tents. We were camping on the Indian Reservation as guests for a fall event regarding archery and culture of the Natives that lived there. This was more for rookies but we went as leaders and hunters as we were shooting bow.Both me and my best friend, Grant are Native. He is about half (very noticeable) Seneca Indian. While as some of you may know I am bout 5 to 10 percent Mohawk Indian on my mother's side. Although I'm a lot whiter because of my more European blood (thanks dad :/)
I say this because as some of you know, nature....and magic of Native Americans is a force not to reckon with. I don't practice it or really believe in it. But I do respect nature and believe everything has life and a soul. And we both knew many demons and ghost stories from the tribes. Keep this in mind....
So we arrive there Friday night about 5pm or so, still light out and we set up camp and build a fire. For safety reasons we call made our tents in a circle. Our campsite in the middle of a empty field,on all sides there was thick woods. I share my tent with Grant, because me and him are like brothers. Everything from dank memes to being Trump supporters and hunters. Nothing happens that night, we play cards as a group and have dinner.
Go to bed, get up....do the daily events and kid around. Night falls, fire now getting big..the weather is perfect, cool but not freezing...dry. Its now Saturday, 8 or 9 pm. Very dark and quiet, fire crackling. All of us are around the fire on our chairs or logs. And this ....idiot...Matt...had to start with the worst night ever.
Matt is this kid, who believes that he is the best ever. That he shoots the best,cooks the best, builds the best fires. And is as arrogant as fuck. Everyone can't stand him, every campout we prank him and fuck with him. So me and Grant as fucking around smoking (surprised?) and being weird as always joking around with them.
Tom, who is basically the peace keeper brings up ghost stories and Halloween. And we all go round telling stories, Grant talks about his old house and I talk about the legends of the land we were on. More so, the Skinwalker.
For those who don't know what that is, its more so a Native American demon of the forest. They prey on people who they find. There as tall and thin and sticks, and run faster then any animal. They are demons who take form of animals such as deers,wolves,foxes,bears,etc. They originate from the Navajo Indians, but here in Ny there as some to exist to. They can be anyone who practice witchcraft and then die, come back as demons and reap souls. In otherwords, not something to blow off and go against. Or in Matt's case...taunt. They can stalk,attack, and cause nightmares too.
And so he does, saying its stupid and fake as fuck. Me and Grant are sitting there like...."No no...don't....fucker don't....nope"
Well we shut him up, this idiot might as well cast it upon us. And after this we sorta quietly relax. We all go to bed early for we have to get up at 6 or so to pack up,eat, and go home. So its like 11pm or so, everyone is joking around in there tents. Being boys to each other, making nasty jokes. And me and Grant fall asleep.
I can remember everything after this, like it was yesterday.
I wake up a few hours later to go pee, I look at my watch its 3am. So I get up and go out quietly to the tree line, armed with a pocket knife and lighter for light.(couldn't find flashlight). And as I'm walking its quiet, I mean really quiet. I can't even hear crickets. So I do my business a few feet in the woods, and as I'm standing there and looking into it I see something move. And I gaze at it. Its crossing over, going past me. I would say, 20 to 30 feet in front of me. Its so dark I can't see it. I didn't say anything...I didn't even breathe. I all could imagine was a bear or a big deer or one of the natives crossing over. No....
I then saw this thing, or atleast what I could make out of it. Big, tall more so..... id say at least 6 1/2 feet...maybe 7. Skinny..its legs like deers. But it was standing up right like a man. It's breathing is the only noise it made, weezing like a man who had run for along time. But somewhat animal, like It was hurt. It didn't see me, and I quiet backed off. If it was a skinwalker, the best thing to do was to leave it alone. It has its eye set on someone or something, and if you don't bother it..it wouldn't bother you. So I didn't cry out, just backed away.
It walked quietly, like tip toeing. Like a deer, it had a long snout. But that was it...the shape of it. I couldn't see fur or features. But it looked like a anthro deer with if I could guess more skeletal and demented figure.
I walked back quietly, checking over my shoulder. It wasn't coming out. I went back to my tent, and fell back asleep saying a prayer.
When i woke up, and we were home. I guess everyone said later on they had nightmares. Matt even admitting it....Everyone one of them.....that some animal was eating them alive. Not human at all, but yet it was. That was there description. Only me and Grant weren't effected, and we both had a idea, and I told him what I saw. He believed me...
I went home, said some prayers. Blessed myself with some sage. And that was that.... and to this day..... I believe I saw a skinwalker, and I was spared due to me being both Native and true of heart.
What do you think? Did you think I saw what I saw? Was it someone human, was it a animal, was it a weird idea that I saw something that wasn't there? Or that everyone had nightmares out of fear? You decide, thanks for reading. Hope I entertained you my little tale. :)
Reminder
Posted 9 years agoHey just a reminder I'm going away tomorrow till sunday afternoon. So if you need to talk to me you will have to wait. I might reply if I got time or single....although idk (goes in mountain with fucking sprint that can't do SHIT) seeya all then :p
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Posted 9 years agoSo as you all see I'm very upset with this site. The people are so fake here and everyone just loves to hate. I think DA will be my main site from now on, this site will stay up, but with the lack of friends and trust here I wont upload much. From people ive lost to the rudeness and hate on my personality and art. I can't do this anymore.
So to say, I'm not quitting FA or deactivating..i just wont be here much often. With the exception of a few good friends who I have on DA as well. Fuck this site and its people, the administration are pricks, the furfags are all 20 something losers who live in there mom's basement. And nobody can ever just say hi or lift you up.
"Oh this fandom is great" the people ive met are assholes....all of them...so honestly fuck this fandom. I swear, this is why I can't deal with things like this. Cause now I'm the "bad guy"........whatever...this is why I'm leaving this site to begin with.
So to say, I'm not quitting FA or deactivating..i just wont be here much often. With the exception of a few good friends who I have on DA as well. Fuck this site and its people, the administration are pricks, the furfags are all 20 something losers who live in there mom's basement. And nobody can ever just say hi or lift you up.
"Oh this fandom is great" the people ive met are assholes....all of them...so honestly fuck this fandom. I swear, this is why I can't deal with things like this. Cause now I'm the "bad guy"........whatever...this is why I'm leaving this site to begin with.
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Posted 9 years agoWelp home after surgery, went In at 4 am got it done.....was in hospital all day. Good so far, numb...sore...but alive :)
Halloween Contest
Posted 9 years agoHey guys got a contest for you....more so for Halloween drawing Atemu :D read if interested .......
SO, WANNA ENTER EHH? HERE ARE SOME GUIDELINES AND GENERAL RULES.
IF YOU CAN DRAW ATEMU AND SOMETHING REGARDING HALLOWEEN. YOU WILL BE THE WINNER AND RECEIVE OF PRIZE OF 2 OPTIONS A. GET A DRAWING AS HIS NEXT VICTIM OR ....B. A LONG STORY REGARDING HIM AND A OC OF YOUR CHOICE. WANNA KNOW HOW HERE ARE THE RULES
RULES
1. MUST BE ABOUT HALLOWEEN AND ATEMU (YOU MAY ADD IN ANYTHING ELSE..INCLUDING BONDAGE OR YOUR OC BUT THOSE 2 ARE A MUST)
2. MUST BE SUBMITTED BETWEEN NOW AND OCTOBER 30TH (WINNER ANNOUNCED ON HALLOWEEN DAY)
3.JUDGE BY MYSELF BASED ON CREATIVITY AND THE SCENARIO (SO PICTURES AND STORIES HAVE A BALANCED CHANCE AT WINNING)
4.SUBMIT AS MANY AS YOU WANT BUT CANNOT REPEAT THE SAME DESIGN ...SUCH AS RECOLORING A ALREADY SUBMITTED PIECE (MORE IN BETTER CHANCE OF WINNING)
5.TELL ME VIA NOTES OR COMMENT PIECE....LEAVE LINK SO I MAY READ AND APPROVE IT FOR THE CONTEST
ANYWAYS GOODLUCK,THANKS...AND HAPPY OCTOBER :)
SO, WANNA ENTER EHH? HERE ARE SOME GUIDELINES AND GENERAL RULES.
IF YOU CAN DRAW ATEMU AND SOMETHING REGARDING HALLOWEEN. YOU WILL BE THE WINNER AND RECEIVE OF PRIZE OF 2 OPTIONS A. GET A DRAWING AS HIS NEXT VICTIM OR ....B. A LONG STORY REGARDING HIM AND A OC OF YOUR CHOICE. WANNA KNOW HOW HERE ARE THE RULES
RULES
1. MUST BE ABOUT HALLOWEEN AND ATEMU (YOU MAY ADD IN ANYTHING ELSE..INCLUDING BONDAGE OR YOUR OC BUT THOSE 2 ARE A MUST)
2. MUST BE SUBMITTED BETWEEN NOW AND OCTOBER 30TH (WINNER ANNOUNCED ON HALLOWEEN DAY)
3.JUDGE BY MYSELF BASED ON CREATIVITY AND THE SCENARIO (SO PICTURES AND STORIES HAVE A BALANCED CHANCE AT WINNING)
4.SUBMIT AS MANY AS YOU WANT BUT CANNOT REPEAT THE SAME DESIGN ...SUCH AS RECOLORING A ALREADY SUBMITTED PIECE (MORE IN BETTER CHANCE OF WINNING)
5.TELL ME VIA NOTES OR COMMENT PIECE....LEAVE LINK SO I MAY READ AND APPROVE IT FOR THE CONTEST
ANYWAYS GOODLUCK,THANKS...AND HAPPY OCTOBER :)
Help A friend
Posted 9 years agoIf any of you got some extra money on your credit cards...go to www.gofundme.com/2rseprw@ to help our awesome friend and bro
shades1220 he needs our help now. Donate anything you can

So......
Posted 9 years agoAnyways guys, this is hard for me to explain. I feel very weak and fragile. And I don't know how to put it without being embarrassed or humiliated. But I don't even feel like a guy anymore. I'm gonna try to explain as best as I can so you can follow. Maybe to you not a big deal but to me now I'm scared shitless and have no idea how to chill out or deal with this....so here we go.
About a year ago I went into my physical healthy and strong. No problems. Was sexually active already but I had no diseases or any problems with my.....parts down there. I did however had a slight problem with my urine track. That was it, take some meds so it didn't start a infection. Got cleared up and after that it was ok.
Last month I started having blood in my urine, went in. Same thing, this time all along I STILL had it. Turns out It spread to my testicles. Infected, minor pain nothing major required..no meds...or ice packs. Keep in mind I wasn't sexually active so this was going on for awhile.
Went in a few days ago last week, right after my job interview...test comes back. Advanced
Epididymitis!!! like what? To keep it from spreading to infect or get involved with my blood stream they requested a surgery down there v-v.
Now first week of October I'm going in, they plan to cut off the bad infected part. Not the whole thing. If its super bad they might cut them out. I'm just super scared now, I am under a lot. And friends and people who ive talked to lately know I am. I didn't want to say cause of embarrassment. So I'm sorry, now you know. I want to keep my friends and followers informed.
It's a painful surgery where I might lose my man parts. So I'm sorry everyone if I won't talk or post much for awhile. I just need to hope I don't lose them. And possibly make a quick recovery. My sex drive and horomones screwed up, and my whole life up and down. It will be a huge barrier for me.
Thanks a lot guys and thanks for reading v-v
About a year ago I went into my physical healthy and strong. No problems. Was sexually active already but I had no diseases or any problems with my.....parts down there. I did however had a slight problem with my urine track. That was it, take some meds so it didn't start a infection. Got cleared up and after that it was ok.
Last month I started having blood in my urine, went in. Same thing, this time all along I STILL had it. Turns out It spread to my testicles. Infected, minor pain nothing major required..no meds...or ice packs. Keep in mind I wasn't sexually active so this was going on for awhile.
Went in a few days ago last week, right after my job interview...test comes back. Advanced
Epididymitis!!! like what? To keep it from spreading to infect or get involved with my blood stream they requested a surgery down there v-v.
Now first week of October I'm going in, they plan to cut off the bad infected part. Not the whole thing. If its super bad they might cut them out. I'm just super scared now, I am under a lot. And friends and people who ive talked to lately know I am. I didn't want to say cause of embarrassment. So I'm sorry, now you know. I want to keep my friends and followers informed.
It's a painful surgery where I might lose my man parts. So I'm sorry everyone if I won't talk or post much for awhile. I just need to hope I don't lose them. And possibly make a quick recovery. My sex drive and horomones screwed up, and my whole life up and down. It will be a huge barrier for me.
Thanks a lot guys and thanks for reading v-v
Dora's Rescue... :P
Posted 9 years agoHey all this is a short story for a contest for
darkorangereturns involving my oc with his oc Dora who is a very pretty police dog -w- . His character belongs to him I take no credit for Dora or any other name of character in this story besides Atemu. Thanks all and enjoy :3
The shoes of the German Sheppard clanked loadly on the dark and hard street. With only a few minutes left on patrol, Dora wanted nothing better to do but get off work and go home to relax. Or possibly go over to her amazing boyfriend Grisha's and crash for awhile till her next 12 hour shift. She looked down and her belt of all sorts of weapons and tools to use in case of a crisis. Pulling out her notebook for giving out tickets and taking notes. As she turned onto the next corner, not a street light lay in site....this would be one dark and unhappy night for her.
As she walked down to the squad car at the end of the street , now alone as her normal partner and best friend Victor was already at the station. As the chief of the Griffon City Police knew that Dora was a tough and strong officer who could handle herself with a gun, he didn't make Viktor go with her on a parking duty check of the cars. The worst that could possibly happen was someone giving a hard time over a parking ticket. Which they all knew Dora would be ok to handle and address.
Dora humming and swaying her tail behind from side to side went up to a Blue pickup and scribbled a ticket that was for parking next to a "NO PARKING" sign. She crossed the deserted and empty street. No cars on the road within sight, with 4 street lights only on the route it was mostly lit by cars on the once busy road. Now in a run down part of town where everyone was either working or inside asleep at nearly. In fact, it was so dark Dora needed to use her light up app on her watch to see the time, it read 2:37...7 minutes past her shifts end. "God...what a night" Dora said taking her cap off and wiping the sweat of her forehead. Her hair in a pulled tight ponytail. "Welp better get back before Cody and Giselle make a fit over me being late for there turn to go out and serve there patrol hours"
Dora walked backed to her squad car, as she turned to the car and reached for her car keys to open the door. BAM!! A sharp pain hit her right in the back of the head...."OHHFFFF!!" She fell to the ground, now on her hands and knees and sight dizzy and going black she begin to look up at her attacker. All she could see was someone in a black coat, before she could open her mouth the attacker pushed her to the ground and sat on her while holding a rag to her face. The feeling of a large animal about 250 on her chest. ''nmmmm..." the funny smelling white rag made it hard to see...she began to feel numb and somewhat....comfortable. Before long, she passed out........
Dora awoke sometime later, her head hurting and eyes feeling sore or swollen like black eyes. No idea what time it was.She was sitting in the trunk of a car...no her car...her squad car. Her hat off and hair a mess. A pillow at her head's comfort and belt off and nowhere to be seen. Along with her keys or phone, or any way of communication. The attacker also not seen in sight, not a soul in fact. And the trunk closed with the car shut off.
As Dora now gained full attention and could see a lot more clearly.She attempted to sit up and seeing she was bound with ropes all over....her ankles,knees,thighs,arms,paws,breasts and even her crotch was roped good into a tight set of bindings. Her arms fastened into a reverse prayer hold, there was no way she could use them to sit up. She tried desperately to use a sit up exercise motion to sit up. But to her whimpering surprise, she found she was fastened tight to the floor with another rope at her stomach. Now forced to lay down..she could see no light or where she was exactly. She could only feel her position and know it was gonna be rough.
She muttered to her self and felt her mouth stuffed. A sour taste, something...a cloth...socks or underwear!!! "EWMMM!!" she began to feel around and see that she was now gagged with layers of tape and a large thick white cloth over her muzzle to match her ropes. Now a damsel in distress with no one to save her she cried in her state for help..."HLLLMMMP...SMMMOMMM!!!....ANMMMOMMM?" She kicked and jerked around in her state small and uncomfortable in the trunk of her own car. Who did this? Why? Was it a friend, a joke? Grisha? Dora thought to herself looking out into the darkness.
All Dora could do was wait for someone, friend or foe to find her and hope they could free her. No phone, no key, no way to really cry out. If someone doesn't stop by or find the dark on the dark side street. Nobody could really know what would happen to her.
After awhile, Dora unknowing the exact time heard footsteps approach the car. With a click it opened. There stood in a leather jacket,jeans and black combat boots stood a fox about 6 foot and a somewhat muscular built "Morning Hun" He had a deep and devilish yet charming voice to her. Behind him she could she was in a garage. "I think you and me will have some fun, hahahah" He chuckled to himself, smiling his sharp teeth showing. "Don't worry Dora, I'm a friend of Grisha..I just moved here from Egypt. Names Atemu" He flashed her his license to show who he was. "Your cuddly Tiger set me up to do this, I'm sorry if I hurt or frightened you" Dora now angry at her childish boyfriend smacked her feet at the side of the car. "Oh and you're squad knew bout it too, they took the squad car and know what is going on" With a sigh she began to fidget with her boots. Trying somehow to get undone,yet she saw how well the knots were tied. "Whmmm mm I'm gmmt ommt?" Dora replied gagged. "As soon as he comes to get you, and we all have a laugh" Atemu said "Wait till he gets a loud of you. " Atemu smiled taking off his coat and sitting down next to his other car.
"You might want this. " Atemu said tossing the phone on the her lap, as she gazed down at it glowing with the number of her boyfriend. "Better pick it up, he might decide to bring over the girls to look at you too if you don't answer." Atemu grabbed a magazine and began to read waiting for them. As Dora growled and began to fiddle around for the phone .....she would get them all on way or another :p
Thanks all hope you enjoyed, thanks to Dingo for letting me in the contest and submitting this story. I really am a fan of his work and wish to get my character involved in a side story with his amazing and unique characters. That is with his permission, and when he is free :3 Check out his stuff its absolutely amazing and please wish me luck in the event. :p As always stay awesome.

The shoes of the German Sheppard clanked loadly on the dark and hard street. With only a few minutes left on patrol, Dora wanted nothing better to do but get off work and go home to relax. Or possibly go over to her amazing boyfriend Grisha's and crash for awhile till her next 12 hour shift. She looked down and her belt of all sorts of weapons and tools to use in case of a crisis. Pulling out her notebook for giving out tickets and taking notes. As she turned onto the next corner, not a street light lay in site....this would be one dark and unhappy night for her.
As she walked down to the squad car at the end of the street , now alone as her normal partner and best friend Victor was already at the station. As the chief of the Griffon City Police knew that Dora was a tough and strong officer who could handle herself with a gun, he didn't make Viktor go with her on a parking duty check of the cars. The worst that could possibly happen was someone giving a hard time over a parking ticket. Which they all knew Dora would be ok to handle and address.
Dora humming and swaying her tail behind from side to side went up to a Blue pickup and scribbled a ticket that was for parking next to a "NO PARKING" sign. She crossed the deserted and empty street. No cars on the road within sight, with 4 street lights only on the route it was mostly lit by cars on the once busy road. Now in a run down part of town where everyone was either working or inside asleep at nearly. In fact, it was so dark Dora needed to use her light up app on her watch to see the time, it read 2:37...7 minutes past her shifts end. "God...what a night" Dora said taking her cap off and wiping the sweat of her forehead. Her hair in a pulled tight ponytail. "Welp better get back before Cody and Giselle make a fit over me being late for there turn to go out and serve there patrol hours"
Dora walked backed to her squad car, as she turned to the car and reached for her car keys to open the door. BAM!! A sharp pain hit her right in the back of the head...."OHHFFFF!!" She fell to the ground, now on her hands and knees and sight dizzy and going black she begin to look up at her attacker. All she could see was someone in a black coat, before she could open her mouth the attacker pushed her to the ground and sat on her while holding a rag to her face. The feeling of a large animal about 250 on her chest. ''nmmmm..." the funny smelling white rag made it hard to see...she began to feel numb and somewhat....comfortable. Before long, she passed out........
Dora awoke sometime later, her head hurting and eyes feeling sore or swollen like black eyes. No idea what time it was.She was sitting in the trunk of a car...no her car...her squad car. Her hat off and hair a mess. A pillow at her head's comfort and belt off and nowhere to be seen. Along with her keys or phone, or any way of communication. The attacker also not seen in sight, not a soul in fact. And the trunk closed with the car shut off.
As Dora now gained full attention and could see a lot more clearly.She attempted to sit up and seeing she was bound with ropes all over....her ankles,knees,thighs,arms,paws,breasts and even her crotch was roped good into a tight set of bindings. Her arms fastened into a reverse prayer hold, there was no way she could use them to sit up. She tried desperately to use a sit up exercise motion to sit up. But to her whimpering surprise, she found she was fastened tight to the floor with another rope at her stomach. Now forced to lay down..she could see no light or where she was exactly. She could only feel her position and know it was gonna be rough.
She muttered to her self and felt her mouth stuffed. A sour taste, something...a cloth...socks or underwear!!! "EWMMM!!" she began to feel around and see that she was now gagged with layers of tape and a large thick white cloth over her muzzle to match her ropes. Now a damsel in distress with no one to save her she cried in her state for help..."HLLLMMMP...SMMMOMMM!!!....ANMMMOMMM?" She kicked and jerked around in her state small and uncomfortable in the trunk of her own car. Who did this? Why? Was it a friend, a joke? Grisha? Dora thought to herself looking out into the darkness.
All Dora could do was wait for someone, friend or foe to find her and hope they could free her. No phone, no key, no way to really cry out. If someone doesn't stop by or find the dark on the dark side street. Nobody could really know what would happen to her.
After awhile, Dora unknowing the exact time heard footsteps approach the car. With a click it opened. There stood in a leather jacket,jeans and black combat boots stood a fox about 6 foot and a somewhat muscular built "Morning Hun" He had a deep and devilish yet charming voice to her. Behind him she could she was in a garage. "I think you and me will have some fun, hahahah" He chuckled to himself, smiling his sharp teeth showing. "Don't worry Dora, I'm a friend of Grisha..I just moved here from Egypt. Names Atemu" He flashed her his license to show who he was. "Your cuddly Tiger set me up to do this, I'm sorry if I hurt or frightened you" Dora now angry at her childish boyfriend smacked her feet at the side of the car. "Oh and you're squad knew bout it too, they took the squad car and know what is going on" With a sigh she began to fidget with her boots. Trying somehow to get undone,yet she saw how well the knots were tied. "Whmmm mm I'm gmmt ommt?" Dora replied gagged. "As soon as he comes to get you, and we all have a laugh" Atemu said "Wait till he gets a loud of you. " Atemu smiled taking off his coat and sitting down next to his other car.
"You might want this. " Atemu said tossing the phone on the her lap, as she gazed down at it glowing with the number of her boyfriend. "Better pick it up, he might decide to bring over the girls to look at you too if you don't answer." Atemu grabbed a magazine and began to read waiting for them. As Dora growled and began to fiddle around for the phone .....she would get them all on way or another :p
Thanks all hope you enjoyed, thanks to Dingo for letting me in the contest and submitting this story. I really am a fan of his work and wish to get my character involved in a side story with his amazing and unique characters. That is with his permission, and when he is free :3 Check out his stuff its absolutely amazing and please wish me luck in the event. :p As always stay awesome.
Sometimes....i am so two faced
Posted 9 years ago"You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain." Not another quote like this that means so deep.....so close to me. Some days I'm someone, other days I'm a total monster :(