45 mins till stream :D
Posted 10 years agoHey there everyone I'm doing a fundraiser for the BC Childrens hospital in 1 hour! Through my link here at. http://www.extra-life.org/index.cfm.....ipantID=186358 The BC Children's Hospital has helped me many a time as well as my sister. When my right leg grew too fast and the muscle hadn't grown along it it was constantly tugging at my knee and after seeing a doctor there I had to do the invisable chair at least once a day till the muscle stretched. They helped me again for many other things when doctors couldn't figure it out and they could. Now, that being said. I wish to give back to the community of my hometown by doing this. I'm hoping to get 500$ in donations. And yes, you'll recieve and email so you can download tax receipt to use on your taxes!
If i make over and beyond my donations that'd be awesome! This is my first year doing it and I didnt want to strive for too much all at once. But I do hope that people see the good and want to help out. They help many families in need and they offer many many many programs and speacialties to children who need it. Hell they're doctors for kids and who better to know what's wrong then them? They've always been so professional and caring when I was there and tried to keep everyone happy or the best they could given the situations. But they were always better then normal hospitals.
I also want you to know i will be staying up for 24hours streaming at http://www.twitch.tv/msshinra playing video games from 12am sat to 12am sunday, so pop in and say hello or whatever! I myself have donated. Its not much but its something i could put into it. And i'm happy to be doing this! Its going to be tough, but its going to be for an amazing cause and i will do what it takes to stay awake and give you the content you want to give back to such and amazing hospital. Thank you for listening.
Kayla
xoxo
If i make over and beyond my donations that'd be awesome! This is my first year doing it and I didnt want to strive for too much all at once. But I do hope that people see the good and want to help out. They help many families in need and they offer many many many programs and speacialties to children who need it. Hell they're doctors for kids and who better to know what's wrong then them? They've always been so professional and caring when I was there and tried to keep everyone happy or the best they could given the situations. But they were always better then normal hospitals.
I also want you to know i will be staying up for 24hours streaming at http://www.twitch.tv/msshinra playing video games from 12am sat to 12am sunday, so pop in and say hello or whatever! I myself have donated. Its not much but its something i could put into it. And i'm happy to be doing this! Its going to be tough, but its going to be for an amazing cause and i will do what it takes to stay awake and give you the content you want to give back to such and amazing hospital. Thank you for listening.
Kayla
xoxo
GETTING READY FOR SATURDAY
Posted 10 years agoHey there everyone I'm doing a fundraiser for the BC Childrens hospital through my link here at. http://www.extra-life.org/index.cfm.....ipantID=186358
One of my friends Daniel brought it to my attention and we were going to be a team.
But after somethings came up he's unable to do it so I'm going to do it solo.
The BC Children's Hospital has helped me many a time as well as my sister.
When my right leg grew too fast and the muscle hadn't grown along it it was constantly tugging at my knee and after
seeing a doctor there I had to do the invisable chair at least once a day till the muscle stretched.
They helped me again for many other things when doctors couldn't figure it out and they could..
Now, that being said. I wish to give back to the community of my hometown by doing this.
I'm hoping to get 500$ in donations. And yes, you'll recieve and email so you can download tax receipt to use on your taxes!
If i make over and beyond my donations that'd be awesome! This is my first year doing it and
I didnt want to strive for too much all at once. But I do hope that people see the good and want to help out.
They help many families in need and they offer many many many programs and speacialties to children who need it.
Hell they're doctors for kids and who better to know what's wrong then them?
They've always been so professional and caring when I was there and tried to keep everyone happy or the
best they could given the situations. But they were always better then normal hospitals.
I do want you to know i will be staying up for 24hours streaming video games on november 7th,
so pop in and say hello or whatever! I myself have donated. Its not much but its something i could put into it.
And i'm happy to be doing this! Its going to be tough, but its going to be for an amazing cause
and i will do what it takes to stay awake and give you the content you want to give back to such and amazing hospital.
Thank you for listening.
Ms Shinra
xoxoxo
REMEMBER 24h stream on NOVEMBER 7TH 2015
One of my friends Daniel brought it to my attention and we were going to be a team.
But after somethings came up he's unable to do it so I'm going to do it solo.
The BC Children's Hospital has helped me many a time as well as my sister.
When my right leg grew too fast and the muscle hadn't grown along it it was constantly tugging at my knee and after
seeing a doctor there I had to do the invisable chair at least once a day till the muscle stretched.
They helped me again for many other things when doctors couldn't figure it out and they could..
Now, that being said. I wish to give back to the community of my hometown by doing this.
I'm hoping to get 500$ in donations. And yes, you'll recieve and email so you can download tax receipt to use on your taxes!
If i make over and beyond my donations that'd be awesome! This is my first year doing it and
I didnt want to strive for too much all at once. But I do hope that people see the good and want to help out.
They help many families in need and they offer many many many programs and speacialties to children who need it.
Hell they're doctors for kids and who better to know what's wrong then them?
They've always been so professional and caring when I was there and tried to keep everyone happy or the
best they could given the situations. But they were always better then normal hospitals.
I do want you to know i will be staying up for 24hours streaming video games on november 7th,
so pop in and say hello or whatever! I myself have donated. Its not much but its something i could put into it.
And i'm happy to be doing this! Its going to be tough, but its going to be for an amazing cause
and i will do what it takes to stay awake and give you the content you want to give back to such and amazing hospital.
Thank you for listening.
Ms Shinra
xoxoxo
REMEMBER 24h stream on NOVEMBER 7TH 2015
streaming video games come watch :D
Posted 10 years agohalloween stream XD
Posted 10 years agoHalloween Edition of RE4/biohazard :D come join
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streaming re4
Posted 10 years agoStreaming as a cat tonight on the stream since its national cat day o.o
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game streaming
Posted 10 years agostreaming fable
Posted 10 years agothe fable of the one who went evil. The story continues!!
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im streaming games :D
Posted 10 years agoPLAYING ALEXADER THE GREAT CAMPAIGN! CIV 5
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Corganda needs rent! help them out
Posted 10 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:46920814
^ the journal to get the info on pricings!
Coricommissions[at]aol.com <-- email them for a commish :)
Helping your fellow artists is awesome! whether its a journal shout out or a purchase :)
she does super cute things <3
go check them out
^ the journal to get the info on pricings!
Coricommissions[at]aol.com <-- email them for a commish :)
Helping your fellow artists is awesome! whether its a journal shout out or a purchase :)
she does super cute things <3
go check them out
FRIEND'S STREAMING RIGHT NOW
Posted 10 years agoUpdate
Posted 10 years agoI've been having pelvic pain. Still waiting on results.
Aug 1st is my birthday and I'm on my cell seeing as I'm waiting for the bfs mom to give me a place to set up my computer so I can continue streaming and stuff.
The move sucked. Missing one of my cats v.v
And living with the bfs parents so the bf can go to school. But we've got a nice little room and stuff. Getting things unpacked ^^
That's an update.
-yalena
Aug 1st is my birthday and I'm on my cell seeing as I'm waiting for the bfs mom to give me a place to set up my computer so I can continue streaming and stuff.
The move sucked. Missing one of my cats v.v
And living with the bfs parents so the bf can go to school. But we've got a nice little room and stuff. Getting things unpacked ^^
That's an update.
-yalena
Popcorn Panic
Posted 10 years agoPopcorn Panic is an amazing artist, Go check them out <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/~popcornpanic~/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/~popcornpanic~/
WIN A LOOT CRATE FOR A YEAR!!!
Posted 10 years agostreaming games
Posted 10 years agoIm streaming games i play :D
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http://www.twitch.tv/msshinra
RIP
Posted 10 years agoRIP SIR Christopher lee! You were 93, and you did such amazing things in your life.
Not only did you kill nazi's, but you made music, wrote books and acted in movies to help keep you going.
You truly are an inspiration to all.
May you rest in peace and hope that your family goes on peacefully
Not only did you kill nazi's, but you made music, wrote books and acted in movies to help keep you going.
You truly are an inspiration to all.
May you rest in peace and hope that your family goes on peacefully
CHEAP PWYW (NOT MINE)
Posted 10 years agoMy friend needs help making rent money and is doing PWYW's
thanks <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6738489/
thanks <3
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free raffle *not mine*
Posted 10 years agoA friend of a friends is having a raffle!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6668521/
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Free raffle
Posted 10 years agoGo to my friends page from the linke below! she does awesome things!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16315757/
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Thank chu
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Thank chu
Hey my friends friend
Posted 10 years agoThis is her journal below
"Thank you very much for stopping by!
My friend is currently facing some fierce stomach pain due to some cysts in her stomach, and she needs help getting them surgically removed!
The only way I can help her out is to start a fund raiser to save her poor belly!
Please check out and forward the journal found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6594783/
Even if you are unable to donate towards this cause, simply getting it out there will definitely help in her time of need!
Every single penny raised is going towards helping her through her surgery, so please, be generous!
Anything and everything that anyone can spare will be deeply appreciated!
If you would like to make a donation, please send any amount to: wintergarde.arts[at]hotmail.com
I am forwarding every cent to her directly via bank transfer!
Save a belly today, and help stop the forces of pain from upsetting a perfectly good tummy!
Each belly badge costs 20USD via PayPal, though all proceeds will be going directly towards the fund raiser for my friend's surgery.
*Additional items or detail-heavy customisations may cost an additonal 10USD
Male characters may absolutely apply!
Buy a slot today by dropping a character reference in the comment slot below!"
"Thank you very much for stopping by!
My friend is currently facing some fierce stomach pain due to some cysts in her stomach, and she needs help getting them surgically removed!
The only way I can help her out is to start a fund raiser to save her poor belly!
Please check out and forward the journal found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6594783/
Even if you are unable to donate towards this cause, simply getting it out there will definitely help in her time of need!
Every single penny raised is going towards helping her through her surgery, so please, be generous!
Anything and everything that anyone can spare will be deeply appreciated!
If you would like to make a donation, please send any amount to: wintergarde.arts[at]hotmail.com
I am forwarding every cent to her directly via bank transfer!
Save a belly today, and help stop the forces of pain from upsetting a perfectly good tummy!
Each belly badge costs 20USD via PayPal, though all proceeds will be going directly towards the fund raiser for my friend's surgery.
*Additional items or detail-heavy customisations may cost an additonal 10USD
Male characters may absolutely apply!
Buy a slot today by dropping a character reference in the comment slot below!"
le sigh
Posted 10 years agoSo i had surgery everything looked fine but they didn't know what was the cause. this passed month has sucked.
on and off the pain has come and gone. But since march 25th its been non stop.. Ranging from a pain level 7 or 5. Sat was the only 4 day but its now back up to a 6. And its constant. Day and night, no relief. Tylonol 3's don't work.. This sucks.. Can't wait for the dr appointment on the 9th :/
Just wanted to update you guys on my comings and goings and why I've been hiding
on and off the pain has come and gone. But since march 25th its been non stop.. Ranging from a pain level 7 or 5. Sat was the only 4 day but its now back up to a 6. And its constant. Day and night, no relief. Tylonol 3's don't work.. This sucks.. Can't wait for the dr appointment on the 9th :/
Just wanted to update you guys on my comings and goings and why I've been hiding
good news
Posted 10 years agoOK SO, GOOD NEWS!!!!
THERE IS LITTLE TO NO SCARRING! WHICH MEANS I CAN HAVE KIDS! JUST 3 MONTHS BEFORE TRYIGN GO ON PRENATAL TO MAKE SURE IT GOES WELL! EVERYTHING IS TIP TOP! They dont know why i get the hard core pain and they dont know what it is but there isn't any other infections or anything else to suggest anything bad. Everything looks normal even the gall bladder colon, everything in that region is good!
THERE IS LITTLE TO NO SCARRING! WHICH MEANS I CAN HAVE KIDS! JUST 3 MONTHS BEFORE TRYIGN GO ON PRENATAL TO MAKE SURE IT GOES WELL! EVERYTHING IS TIP TOP! They dont know why i get the hard core pain and they dont know what it is but there isn't any other infections or anything else to suggest anything bad. Everything looks normal even the gall bladder colon, everything in that region is good!
I had surgery
Posted 10 years agoSo yesturday was one full day of healing has been a struggle but hey, its something and like a number of things.
1) I'm uncomfy from all the gas that's in me. I was pumped with air so they could see properly with the camera scope.
so I gutta shuffle around the house which brings me to the second point
2) I get hella nausea! which makes me want to lie down. but hey I gutta stay sitting.. ugh but i had a resting moment for an hour almost 2. it was nice...
3) Its a struggle to get out of bed, off the toilet, off the chair, couch etc.
Little by little I'm learning how much of your stomach and your pelvis is the center of you doing ANYTHING! like holy bananas. I can't get my pj pants or panties on if I have a shower or get up because I can't bend down to get them @,@ thank god for my boyfriend <3
My roomie has had to lend me his waist for me to life myself up from shit cause i hurt too much to do it on my own!
4) I have 2 incisions in my belly button and again one in my pelvic region which is about 1-1.5 inches? I can't remember from last night when hopped up on meds.
I had a scare that i may have ripped a stitch out due to my one cat bella decided as I tried to pee (which was hard to do for the first time last night after being released due to being cut open there) she reached out with a minor claw and i wasn't expecting it and i jumped up in being startled to where the bf picked up bella put her in the bedroom and talked to her. thus she came back and apologized(yes was still there stupid muscles ) and Clawdia she jumped onto the couch and she's pree fat lol. and then the jostling from the car didn't help so I went to the hospital and they bandaged me up and all is well
5) I iced it today and fuck did it hurt after I got up after icing >< a ziploc bag covered in a tea towel so i was protected but ugh i think it froze the little dried blood in my belly button area cause it leaked while I slept a bit.
6) anyways i'm doing well i just need to take my t3's regularly.. i only had two doses cause yeah.. i was being good and bad..
7) other then this my healing is going well ^^ i had a shower and i feel a wee betters
1) I'm uncomfy from all the gas that's in me. I was pumped with air so they could see properly with the camera scope.
so I gutta shuffle around the house which brings me to the second point
2) I get hella nausea! which makes me want to lie down. but hey I gutta stay sitting.. ugh but i had a resting moment for an hour almost 2. it was nice...
3) Its a struggle to get out of bed, off the toilet, off the chair, couch etc.
Little by little I'm learning how much of your stomach and your pelvis is the center of you doing ANYTHING! like holy bananas. I can't get my pj pants or panties on if I have a shower or get up because I can't bend down to get them @,@ thank god for my boyfriend <3
My roomie has had to lend me his waist for me to life myself up from shit cause i hurt too much to do it on my own!
4) I have 2 incisions in my belly button and again one in my pelvic region which is about 1-1.5 inches? I can't remember from last night when hopped up on meds.
I had a scare that i may have ripped a stitch out due to my one cat bella decided as I tried to pee (which was hard to do for the first time last night after being released due to being cut open there) she reached out with a minor claw and i wasn't expecting it and i jumped up in being startled to where the bf picked up bella put her in the bedroom and talked to her. thus she came back and apologized(yes was still there stupid muscles ) and Clawdia she jumped onto the couch and she's pree fat lol. and then the jostling from the car didn't help so I went to the hospital and they bandaged me up and all is well
5) I iced it today and fuck did it hurt after I got up after icing >< a ziploc bag covered in a tea towel so i was protected but ugh i think it froze the little dried blood in my belly button area cause it leaked while I slept a bit.
6) anyways i'm doing well i just need to take my t3's regularly.. i only had two doses cause yeah.. i was being good and bad..
7) other then this my healing is going well ^^ i had a shower and i feel a wee betters
~meme thingy
Posted 10 years agoRULES:
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions as if you were your OC.
3. Tag other people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged.
I'll be using Yalena
1. What is your name? yalena
2. Do you know why you were named that? Well My mother was part russian and she figured it'd be a good thing to have.. Russia, Snow, snow leoprds.. sounded pretty nifty
3. Single or taken? I haven't the slightest idea any more. Had a mate, but we play still. ~shrugs~ Scooby snacks me thinks??
4. Have any abilities or powers? Uhm, ~blush~ there is one that i have but i do not wish to speak about it. But my fluff makes people feel better.. and i'm quite motherly o.o
5. Stop being a Mary Sue! I dont see how I am one.. I didn't say i have telepathic abilities and that i'm with lets say Sesshomaru and Levi..
6. What's your eye color? Amethyst
7. How about hair color? Silver and some form of coloured bangs
8. Have you any family members? I did... He poofed. I think that he went to become one with the life force
9. Oh? How about pets? Well depends on what we're talking about... I had a goat but then he didn't want to be what he asked for.. I have a couple cats
10. That's cool. Now tell me something you don't like. Stupid people... Liars..
11. Do you have any hobbies that you like to do? Play video games! and swim. and cook bake, and please my partner.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? As far as I know, no.
13. Ever... killed anyone before? And why would I say yes or a no to this question? People will have their already formed opinions ~files claws~
14. What kind of animal are you? Snow Leopard
15. Name your worst habits? Being bored, and having a hard time playing with peoples if i dont have a connection o.o
16. Do you look up to anyone at all? My friends and many of the artists here that I support ^^
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? Bisexual.
18. Do you go to school? I did once, many years ago
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day? Oh yes, what female doesn't want to have little kittens ~looks a little sad~
20. Do you have fangirls or fanboys? I'm unsure. I think My friend
but other then that I haven't the slightest clue, wished they'd tell me T.T
21. What are you most afraid of? Wind storms.. Having no kittens of my own.. and dunno what else, I'm sure there are more
23. What's one food that tempts you? Only ONE?! Hmm, I've found a loop hole, but I wont exploit it... Steak
24. Am I annoying you? Whom? The one who I got the questionnaire from or the random bubble asking me questions?
25. Well, it's still not over! So it would seem
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)? Well last I checked I was a secretary for a CEO of a company sooo.. High? But I act, not so much ~smirks~
27. How many friends do you have? I have a few really good friends
28. What are your thoughts on pie? I would prefer cake, but if i have to have a pie... It would need to be... Lemon meringue me thinks
29. Favorite drink? Does vodka count? ~chuckles~
30. What's your favorite place? Somewhere cozy with my favorite people
31. Are you interested in anyone~? Yes, a few. But as to where my situation is not an idea.
32. That was a stupid question. Now so?
33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean? Lake, oceans are much to salty for my soft fluffy fur. And I've only ever been around lakes
34. What's your type? I tend to lean a lot to wolves.. ~shrugs~ I dont know why, but i tend to attract them
35. Any fetishes? Rope, D/s, roleplaying ~ponders~ There are many more
36. Seme or uke? Depends on the situation. When I was with my mate me thinks I was very uke which most wouldn't have expected of me.
37. Camping or indoors? Camping or indoors.. doesn't matter
38. Tag people!
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions as if you were your OC.
3. Tag other people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged.
I'll be using Yalena
1. What is your name? yalena
2. Do you know why you were named that? Well My mother was part russian and she figured it'd be a good thing to have.. Russia, Snow, snow leoprds.. sounded pretty nifty
3. Single or taken? I haven't the slightest idea any more. Had a mate, but we play still. ~shrugs~ Scooby snacks me thinks??
4. Have any abilities or powers? Uhm, ~blush~ there is one that i have but i do not wish to speak about it. But my fluff makes people feel better.. and i'm quite motherly o.o
5. Stop being a Mary Sue! I dont see how I am one.. I didn't say i have telepathic abilities and that i'm with lets say Sesshomaru and Levi..
6. What's your eye color? Amethyst
7. How about hair color? Silver and some form of coloured bangs
8. Have you any family members? I did... He poofed. I think that he went to become one with the life force
9. Oh? How about pets? Well depends on what we're talking about... I had a goat but then he didn't want to be what he asked for.. I have a couple cats
10. That's cool. Now tell me something you don't like. Stupid people... Liars..
11. Do you have any hobbies that you like to do? Play video games! and swim. and cook bake, and please my partner.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? As far as I know, no.
13. Ever... killed anyone before? And why would I say yes or a no to this question? People will have their already formed opinions ~files claws~
14. What kind of animal are you? Snow Leopard
15. Name your worst habits? Being bored, and having a hard time playing with peoples if i dont have a connection o.o
16. Do you look up to anyone at all? My friends and many of the artists here that I support ^^
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? Bisexual.
18. Do you go to school? I did once, many years ago
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day? Oh yes, what female doesn't want to have little kittens ~looks a little sad~
20. Do you have fangirls or fanboys? I'm unsure. I think My friend

21. What are you most afraid of? Wind storms.. Having no kittens of my own.. and dunno what else, I'm sure there are more
23. What's one food that tempts you? Only ONE?! Hmm, I've found a loop hole, but I wont exploit it... Steak
24. Am I annoying you? Whom? The one who I got the questionnaire from or the random bubble asking me questions?
25. Well, it's still not over! So it would seem
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)? Well last I checked I was a secretary for a CEO of a company sooo.. High? But I act, not so much ~smirks~
27. How many friends do you have? I have a few really good friends
28. What are your thoughts on pie? I would prefer cake, but if i have to have a pie... It would need to be... Lemon meringue me thinks
29. Favorite drink? Does vodka count? ~chuckles~
30. What's your favorite place? Somewhere cozy with my favorite people
31. Are you interested in anyone~? Yes, a few. But as to where my situation is not an idea.
32. That was a stupid question. Now so?
33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean? Lake, oceans are much to salty for my soft fluffy fur. And I've only ever been around lakes
34. What's your type? I tend to lean a lot to wolves.. ~shrugs~ I dont know why, but i tend to attract them
35. Any fetishes? Rope, D/s, roleplaying ~ponders~ There are many more
36. Seme or uke? Depends on the situation. When I was with my mate me thinks I was very uke which most wouldn't have expected of me.
37. Camping or indoors? Camping or indoors.. doesn't matter
38. Tag people!


Christmas list and update
Posted 11 years agoI've had a few people ask me what I'd want for my christmas list or whatever...
I can say that i'd just love to have some art with my lover. Any kind really
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15144142/ <- SFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15144116/ <-- NSFW
But for the update for my friend who know that I've been battling with some health issues...
I was told that I might not be able to have kids... this is increased from the health issues and many other things like being a celiac as well..
I want to have my own little kittens... But it might never happen and i may have to have someone carry my egg.. thus making it not 100% my own.. But last its something... But to be 24 and to have this choice taken from you... is different.. And some friends on my fb list hve bee insensitive,. I dont normally cry but ... this was something i didn't want to hear.. and I knew that they were hiding something from me and welp I found out...
Not going to have a high chance of having MY own kitten
going to be on constant pain from the PID (pelvic inflammatory disease, which i got from a bacteria)
just a random bacteria that decided to have a party in my uterus ><
and many other things....
I'm not begging or anything.. just making a quick journal to my friends before heading to see my sick grandma.
well i'll go and pack now... toodles
Yalena
I can say that i'd just love to have some art with my lover. Any kind really
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15144142/ <- SFW
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15144116/ <-- NSFW
But for the update for my friend who know that I've been battling with some health issues...
I was told that I might not be able to have kids... this is increased from the health issues and many other things like being a celiac as well..
I want to have my own little kittens... But it might never happen and i may have to have someone carry my egg.. thus making it not 100% my own.. But last its something... But to be 24 and to have this choice taken from you... is different.. And some friends on my fb list hve bee insensitive,. I dont normally cry but ... this was something i didn't want to hear.. and I knew that they were hiding something from me and welp I found out...
Not going to have a high chance of having MY own kitten
going to be on constant pain from the PID (pelvic inflammatory disease, which i got from a bacteria)
just a random bacteria that decided to have a party in my uterus ><
and many other things....
I'm not begging or anything.. just making a quick journal to my friends before heading to see my sick grandma.
well i'll go and pack now... toodles
Yalena