yami_ryushi might be doing something dangerous now, since he saw his chances of immigrating to the US gone, according to his latest journal.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10660277/

If anybody has contact to him, please do so. They whiped my Telegram chatlog and don't respond to my attempts to contact them, neither via telegram, nor calls.

I just hope he is allright.

Yeah, great title.

But I could not come up with anything whitty right now. I am just pissed and sad right now.

My paternal grandmother was diagnosed with cancer last year a bit before Christmas. She had had breast cancer a few years prior, but she found the lump early on, so they could easily remove it. Then several years went by where she had several post-surgery examinations, as you normally do after one had cancer. For years nothing showed up, but then for some reason, they found a small growth in her liver. It seems a tiny tiny amount of her breast cancer cells have been hiding in her liver until a moment when her imune system was a bit weaker and it could start to grow.

As sad, it was found as a small growth, so I thought there would be again a small surgery. Keyhole operation, cut out the growth, done.

But the head physician at that hospital was like 'We don't do that anymore for that kind of cancer, medication has advanced enough these days to take out the cancer cells on its own without harming healthy tissue.' Sounded strange to me, but I am not a doctor, so I trusted these words.

As far as I know she had several examinations since then, but now she was feeling weaker again and also lost a few kilos of weight, so my dad insisted that she got that looked at right now, instead of at the end of August at her next examination.

The result? Apparently that wonder-drug that the doctor praised so much did not work at all!!

WTF???!!!

What kind of shitty doctor is this that hands out such a 'miracle' drug and then does not more examinations, just to make sure it really works?

Maybe I am overreacting right now, we will get more information tomrorow, but right now, I am both sad and angry at the same time. I want my grandmother to be around for a longer time stil, fuck that stupid cancer. Fuck that stupid disease.



Which brings me to my second thought. I kind of...yeah, well, I wanna write a book. Nothing grand, nothing big. A silly sci-fi story, about an alien salesman that accidentally lands in our solar system and is forced to interact with us weird natives to repair his ship to get jumping around the galaxy again. And by doing so causes a bit of cultural clashes, as one could expect from such an encouner.

Why do I talk about this now? I dunno, but I kind of had this idea for this story in my head for a longer while now, and I kind of...well...I wanna write the book and maybe have it published in a small volume, to sorta show that to my grandmother. Kind of showing her what I can do.

Yeah, I really wanna sit down even more to do that, and finish the book.

And it's title would be something like 'Toys are my ticket back home' , as the alien salesman would try to barter to him primitive alien toys for ressources he could use to repair his ship, yet these alien electronic toys would be leagues ahead in computation technologies compared to us...

So yeah...gonna go and get into writing again...seriously this time.

Just got nearly scammed into a phishing attempt on Telegram.

A 'friend' contacted me and said their account got reported and they needed help to unreport it. But I was a bit suspicious from the start, as I could not find any procedures online about something like that, and when they asked to send a screenshot to another official bot-channel by telegram, about a verification code, I got super-suspicious. So I asked them to reply to me via an FA note, where they then whined why I was making it so complicated and promptly deleted my friend's telegram timeline and logs with me.

So yeah, I am quite pissed now.

  GothicKhaldia is having surgery soon to have several lumps removed from them, that seem to have spread from a previous cancer. Maye some of you can help, some of you can just spread the message around.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10575679/

The story here is that a furry here needs help to gather enough money to free the possessions of their recently passed mate, which are locked up in a storage unit, before they get auctioned off.

More information can be found in the journal seen here.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10499654/

As well as here in the fundrauser link.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/dizzys-storage-unit-and-apartment?utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1&utm_content=undefined&utm_medium=social&utm_source=instagram&utm_term=undefined

Just saying to those that have me as friends on Steam and got a message from me.

Do NOT click on the link 'I' sent there. My account got briefly hacked and sent the same message at random to people on my contacts list.

I quickly changed my password of course, so there should hopefully be no damage done.


Fuck people who do that stuff. And fuck me for not realizing this quicker. Because I started that whole thing by clicking on that very same link myself.

May you all have a great time with friends, with family, with anybody you hold dear.

If you have a dear wish for a nice gift, may you get it.

If you wish for something sweet to happen, may it come true.

But most importantly.

May you have a lovely day, where you can eat until your belly is round like a ball!

You know, I say I am shy and all, and up until a several years ago I was, I was horribly shy.

I was so afraid of interacting with people, be it comments on Furaffinty, or chatting via any kind of messengers. But through the Furry Fandom, I met so many people, so many amazing person that helped me, big and small, old and young, wild and timid, and I cannot thank everyone of them enough.

But you see, I try to keep contact with so many of them, and if I fail, it makes me feel bad, really bad.

Sometimes , or maybe even more often, I see people post art on their FA galleries, and sometimes then something strikes in my mind, and I contact them, which often then resulted in us starting a contact on Telegram, or Discord. This goes much more easily nowadays than when I was more a youngling in the fandom.

And I know, people come and go, some relationships just fade and sizzle slowly aways, I know that.

Yet when it does it stil hurts.

Like with   Ryukash .

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37657695/

This is the only pic on FA I could find of him now, as he locked his FA account.

I think it might have been this very picture that drew me to contact him. What impressed me even more was when he told me that he incorporated something from himself IRL into his sona. Will not tell though what it was.

When we chatted via Telegram, it was just sweet, really nice to chat here and there. And I know that he told me once that he felt overwhelmed with chats and everything. So he wanted to take a break. Which I could totally understand.

Fast-forward to now, it took me a bit to even recall his FA-name as he only mentioned it once. Finding out that he just...vanished, his Telegram account deleted, his FA account locked...I dunno why, but it just made me really really sad.

Really hope you are doing well, Ryukash. Hope you are safe and sound.

Yeah, with quite a delay I finally caught the bug now as well, though not really sure where. Maybe from that friend of our family, who got tested positive today too? But so far the symptoms mostly resemble the flu, no lack of taste or scent so far, luckily.

But yeah, guess I will stay at home for a while now.

Hey folks.

How are you all doing? Just wanted to do a little shoutout for a friend and artist here on FA, namely   Graventhax

Just lemme show you a quick collection of art he did for me.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48602342/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44652127/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40067494/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36143640/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32102256/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31177119/

So you see he is super flexible, drawing various kinks and situations and positions. So you should totally commission him! You will not regret it.


https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48998237/


And he has so many tiers of commissions, so there is something for everybody there.



So what are you waiting for? Just hop in there and get yourself a slot, who knows how fast they will fill up?

Hey there everybody, how is it going?

My good friend   Blindman12 is currently open for commission, and I wanted to help him a bit making people aware of what he offers.

He offers linearts like this one here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48872138/ for 40 British Pounds.

And also offering Coloured Art like here https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47647716/ for 55 British Pounds.

So if any of you are currently looking to get some art, especially Transformation Art, then my friend Blindman here is your man!

Hooray, got a brand-new Samsung phone from my family for my Bday.

Buuuuuuuuut, my old phone is a Huawei P40 Lite, that specific model by Huawei which is heavily under sanctions (it got sanctioned like a month after I got it).

So, I wanted to transfer the data I had on the old phone to the new one. First tried to do it via a program on my PC, did not work (it wanted money for each pic I transfered) , tried Samsung Switch, it did not work wirelessly for some reason. Tried it with a cable, for which I got an adapter for.

Was denied again, because the adapter is not a Samsung product.

So, I am now waiting for that Samsung adapter to come in from Amazon. In the meantime I transfered my whatsapp folder from the old phone to my PC and right now transfereing it from my PC to my new phone, which will take a few hours. I tried to use a Micro-SD card before, but...I only realized then that my hold Huawei phone only take nano SD cards by Huawei!

But even that won't meant that I can use Whatsapp immediately on the new phone, because I initialized it so often on both phones now, I need to wait 40 hours until I can get a confirmation SMS again.




So yeah, I am curretnly a biiiiiiiiiit frustrated with technology atm.

Yup, as the title suggests, I am 33 years old now. Born in August of 1989, I am a true 90s kid, and at times I stil feel like I have not left that era or mindset. Stil thinking or behaving like a teenager.

But hey, I try my best at adulting. I have a stable job, am building a house, now I only need tl figure the whole relationship thing out. But I am working on that too, or at least I try.

May all of you out there have a lovely day as well.

Oh right, I forgot that a lot of you folks don't know that I am kinda in the process of building a house, kind of.

You see, after the passing of my grandaunt a few years ago, my mother inherited the property with the house on it, that is right next to ours. The two houses litterially share a wall, so they are neck to neck, you could say.

After a year long battle with an architect that sued us (it is a really long story, but TLDR is, we wanted to enlarge this house to have a few small condos in it, to rent them out to tourists, while on the very top there would be two new floors, and also the house of my parents would get another new floor. Each of me and my two siblings would get their own apartment in that new large double house. But the architect did not deliver what we truly wanted, even making plans that would not have been legal for many things, because it exceeded many parameters, which would have required more security measures, etc. Yet she demanded the first big payment of her salary, which we refused, so she sued us, and two appraisers took her side, stating that sure the plans are not properly done yet, but they stil couuuuld be changed at a later date. So, there is that.) , we gotten in another architect, who is also an engineer, as far as I can recall atm, so we felt more safe that he would deliver what we wanted.

What we decided on now was that my sister would get the house in its entirety for her to live in, while I build an additional floor on top, with no changes done to the house of my parents.

And so far, with a few hickups, it goes really well. Only in the last week or so did we have a few more things that were more than just hickups. Too much to list here, and also too much now to translate properly. Let's just say, my dad and my sister, who are mostly overviewing the construction site, are both more than just a bit angry. Though nothing that cannot be resolved, it will just take a loooooooot of effort.

And yeah, I put my own share of effort into this house project too, like the floor where I will live, will have wooden panels all around it, and me and my family painted all of these things ourselves, to save on money. If we would have hired the company that provided the panels, to paint them, we would have had like surely 5K or 6K € to get that done. So we did it ourselves.

And now these panels are getting attached to the house, and also the first floor layer in my condo was being poured in a few days ago, next week the floor heating and final layers will be added as well.

If all goes well, and no major delays will come up, I might be a proper homeowner by the end of this year.

All fingers crossed for that!

Going online today, browsing through FA and Twitter, reading various journals and tweets and whatnot, just getting your day started and reading tjen suddenly that a furry named   BearasaurusRex has passed away during a surgery... I don't know why, but this hit me quite hard somehow.

I did not know him, only through the art he commissioned on furaffinity and some of his tweets. But it once again made me realize how quickly it could all end.

You know, about a month or so ago, I was on something we in my town call a 'Village walk', where people both from in town and outside can go together on a littlee tour through our village and visit some farmers or other folks and take a look at their profession. It was initiated and managed by an elderly woman from my village, a really nice and joyfull person. I was on the walk and also exchanged a few friendly words with her.

And about a week later she was gone. Hit by a bus, heavily injured, just barely enough time to rush her into surgery, but not enough to save her, just enough for her family to come over to say goodbye...

And it also again reminded me of my dear friend and draconic father figure Arakaraath, who also passed away way too early, for stil unknown reasons..

So please, if you need a reason to be happy, remember that it could all end at every moment. A heart attack, a traffic accident, some disease or illness, we could slip in the shower amd break our neck, a meteor could strike at any moment, there are so many things that could happen.

So please...if you have even one thing in your life that makes you happy...cherish every moment with it. Because nobody knows how many moments there are left for each of us.

I am sad and angry because various computer games I own now I won't be able to play in 20 years anymore, because I only own them digitally, or if I own them on CDs, it is likely the online patches won't be around at that time anymore.

I am sad and angry because I myself have once again spent and wasted another day, another week, without uploading, without writing my stories, my ideas, my books I want to write down. Why ? I don't know, I just come home from work, plant myself down in front of my PC and watch youtube and surf Furaffinity for hours, eat dinner, game some, chat lots, more surfing, but barely any productive time.

This makes me angry at myself, there is only so much time one has during one's life, but thinking about it all the time makes me want to think about it even less...what a viscious cycle...

Damnit....

Hey folks.

How is it all going for you around the world?

Now I have a question for you all, and maybe some of you know the answer.

See, I wanted to know if there is a possibility that when you download a picture from Furaffinity, can one download at the same time the information people post alongside the picture, either in a seperate file, or maybe inside the picture-file somehow?

*shrugs*

Just something that popped into my mind today.

May the Easter-Bunny bring you a bountyfull easternest full of joy and pleasure.

But don't eat too many, or you might end up as a bunny yourself.

Hops aways

Enough said!

Just one brief thing to say.

If you work with wood that has a lots of nails in it, make sure you wear shoes with some safety meassurements, like a steel plate inside or anything to prevent a nail going up your foot...like it did for me today. Worked at the renovation of our house next door to the one I currently live in. Ripped out a lot of wodden planks, to cut them up into firewood. Lots of them had nails inside and I did not watch out for a second and boom, when through the shoe and up my foot.

Don't worry, it did not go in deeply. Though I just noticed my Tetanus shot was about 10 years ago, so on monday I will get a booster shot for that.


So yeah. When working in such an environment, make use of all the safety gear you can get!

Hey folks, just a quick question here, as I just noticed it.

  ZCarterZ just put his account here for deletion , and also his Discord was deleted without any kind of notice. Is anybody else here in contact him in other means, or know what happened to him?

Thank you for your help.


Edit at 24.7.2023 Found him again at   carterdragn

As far as we know at this moment, Russian leadership has ordered the deployment of 'Peacekeeper troops' into Eastern Ukraine. Seems there is a war now in Eastern Europe.

https://www.reuters.com/markets/eur.....ne-2022-02-21/

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2022.....ssia-live-news

I know we are not supposed to talk anything political here, but I think this is too important to not spread out.

Let's please that things will not escalate to full out war.

  tyroheartnote is in a tight spot right now and needs every help they can get.

More information here right now.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10135552/

Every help is appreciated.

It seems that   see-saw has disabled their account a while ago, which is a pitty, his art is really awesome.

So my question is, does anybody know why he did so and if he is okay?

Thank you for anybody that knows more.

Just a short small message to you all.

You are all great people, there are people that like and love you.

I wish you all a great new year 2022 and may you have a successfull one.