This day is starting off f***ing fantastic
General | Posted 11 years ago
So im getting ready for work and someone knocks on my door. This guy is here to tell me hes taking my car because im a week late on my payment. I even got the guy i talked too on the phone who said i had till the 31st to pay it and he was basically sorry i changed your mind and didnt fucking tell you.
Ok so problems are i have ten days to get too much money or i loose my car. I loose the way to work, the way to the doctor, i loose my personal space. Like i dont have anyone else to ask for rides so im going to have to start walking again.
Im going to have to call some relitives that dont like me and hope that maybe they would help me out even tho i know they wont.
Idk i thought things were turning around
Dont worry about your commissions i still have my computer and i can still do those
Im just in a bad mood i guess
Sorry for the rant
I needed to rant to someone and i didnt have anyone too
big announcement
General | Posted 11 years agoim not sure if i spelt that right but im just excited
ive been doing some soul searching and ive come to the conclusion that im genderfluid bisexual.
also that im genderfluid male pronouns <3
im going to be using my sonas male version for a little while to see how it fits me!
of couse you can call me fayola or toya or kari
i wont be getting rid of fayola
here is toya tho : http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/fursona-toya.html
so i just wanted to tell everyone
thank you!
please ask any questions youd like~Im going to be streaming soon, but
General | Posted 11 years agoits to get back into the groove so i can work on some commissions tomorrow!
ive been depressed and i dont want to fustratingly practice on someones commission
im sure it wont be anything spectacular, but just some doodles to release some steam @@
also tomorrow i have a big announcement about my fursona!Im going to be noting everyone individually
General | Posted 11 years agoBecause i dont think anyone saw my journal
Thanks to those who noted me already!
Others please expect a note within 2-6 hours
Thanks to those who noted me already!
Others please expect a note within 2-6 hours
COMMISSIONS RESUMING TOMORROW
General | Posted 11 years agoWorks had me doing like 12-16 hour shifts these past two days because people quit
So ive just been coming home and sleeping
But im off tomorrow so im going to be busying out some commissions
Sorry for the few days delay!
So ive just been coming home and sleeping
But im off tomorrow so im going to be busying out some commissions
Sorry for the few days delay!
Going to be working on commissions [Stream Later]
General | Posted 11 years agoim at work currently e.e
but when i get off im going to have a drawing session with my friend for about an hour then ill be working on more commissions in stream!
will prolly be nsfw
working on two YCHS
maybe
will do it with me AGAIN
pls dont make me do it alone
so prolly around 11pm CST [12PM SERVER]
SOME ADOPTS PRICES LOWERED!
General | Posted 11 years agoIM SO CLOSE TO MY GOAL I NEED
FOR MORE INFO SEE PREVIOUS JOURNAL
FUU HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $85

FREYN HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $35
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/freyn.html
MY FERRYMAN HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $15
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....37640_orig.jpg
LUNARSNAKE $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15278765/
MY LUNARSNAKE $8
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/nathaniel.html
Cebelle: HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13345046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13448300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329934/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329841/
Tart: $8
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14394755/
My Stigan: $10
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....71542_orig.png
Pony: $8
http://i.gyazo.com/2adb855ba3f09c4d.....a5f3769eb7.png
FOR MORE INFO SEE PREVIOUS JOURNAL

FREYN HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $35
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/freyn.html
MY FERRYMAN HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $15
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....37640_orig.jpg
LUNARSNAKE $5
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15278765/
MY LUNARSNAKE $8
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/nathaniel.html
Cebelle: HAS BEEN LOWERED TO $20
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13345046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13448300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329934/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329841/
Tart: $8
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14394755/
My Stigan: $10
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....71542_orig.png
Pony: $8
http://i.gyazo.com/2adb855ba3f09c4d.....a5f3769eb7.png
[rant, feel free not to read] just need to type it all out
General | Posted 11 years agoso my family life has been dysfunctional at best. my family on my fathers side is abusive and my father has convinced them im a boy reguardless of how i look. he is the most racist person i know and hates that he had to marry and asian and hates his children for being half japanese. He only loves my step brother and i realized early on that i wasnt going to be special to him. after a while it became ok.
it became fine that my parents didnt like me and i was ok with it. i left to go live with my uncle and i had a fairly decent childhood.
after my uncle died i was homeless for two years. i got two jobs and worked my ass off till i got a crappy little apartment. i saved up enough to go to school and eventually i graduated. life was ok and i was getting by.
fast forward a few years and i hadnt spoken to my parents in years. five or six to be exact, but part of me longed for a family. i had no one to turn to when i needed help or a hug. i got used to being on my own and being without everything. i just wanted a family and in my mind it wasnt a selfish request.
so i tried to communicate with them. my dad basically pretended that he didnt know me. i didnt expect any more from him so it wasnt too much of a shock, but my mom. she acted like she wanted to be a part of my life again.
we went out to eat and talked for a long time. then i went back to alabama from cali and spoke with her every now and then on the phone and emails.
fast forward to last year, i went back to cali because my grandparents had died and it was time for the revisiting. me and my aunt spent most of the time together, but for a little while my mother spent time with us. she was acting a little funny but we were used to her being like that.
fast forward to this month. i havent checked my bank account because i know whats there. i dont do frivilous spending because i dont have the money too. so when my aunt called me and asked me to check my account i was a bit nervous. apparently my mother had stolen some checks and cashed them.
im not mad at her. im dissapointed mostly. my aunt is dealing with the banks and is going to have my mom arrested and get our money back, but its going to take time. the bank wants at least a few weeks to do the investigation.
but she took quite a bit from me and because of it im most likely getting an eviction notice tomorrow.
im just mentally tired and upset
i want to cry, but im just so scared of being homless
im mostly in shock
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i just needed to get this off my chest
thank you to all who listened ;w;
just needed to rant
it became fine that my parents didnt like me and i was ok with it. i left to go live with my uncle and i had a fairly decent childhood.
after my uncle died i was homeless for two years. i got two jobs and worked my ass off till i got a crappy little apartment. i saved up enough to go to school and eventually i graduated. life was ok and i was getting by.
fast forward a few years and i hadnt spoken to my parents in years. five or six to be exact, but part of me longed for a family. i had no one to turn to when i needed help or a hug. i got used to being on my own and being without everything. i just wanted a family and in my mind it wasnt a selfish request.
so i tried to communicate with them. my dad basically pretended that he didnt know me. i didnt expect any more from him so it wasnt too much of a shock, but my mom. she acted like she wanted to be a part of my life again.
we went out to eat and talked for a long time. then i went back to alabama from cali and spoke with her every now and then on the phone and emails.
fast forward to last year, i went back to cali because my grandparents had died and it was time for the revisiting. me and my aunt spent most of the time together, but for a little while my mother spent time with us. she was acting a little funny but we were used to her being like that.
fast forward to this month. i havent checked my bank account because i know whats there. i dont do frivilous spending because i dont have the money too. so when my aunt called me and asked me to check my account i was a bit nervous. apparently my mother had stolen some checks and cashed them.
im not mad at her. im dissapointed mostly. my aunt is dealing with the banks and is going to have my mom arrested and get our money back, but its going to take time. the bank wants at least a few weeks to do the investigation.
but she took quite a bit from me and because of it im most likely getting an eviction notice tomorrow.
im just mentally tired and upset
i want to cry, but im just so scared of being homless
im mostly in shock
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i just needed to get this off my chest
thank you to all who listened ;w;
just needed to rant
Ocs for sale! ALMOST ALL CHARACTERS 4 SALE + $10 Ref Sheets
General | Posted 11 years agoLong story short my mother stole some money from me and i NEED to make it before the office opens tomorrow so i can keep my apt ><
sooo
here are some other babs for sale:
scroll down to see their egxtra art please
Elias: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/elias.html
Mayu: $60 Pending
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/mayu.html
Freyn: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/freyn.html
Dorn: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/dorn.html
Other Misc Characters: ASK
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/other-characters.html
My Ferryman: $25
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....37640_orig.jpg
Lunar Snake Leftover: $6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15278765/
My Lunar Snake: $12
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/nathaniel.html
Cebelle: $30 OBO
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13345046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13448300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329934/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329841/
Tart: $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14394755/
My Stigan: $15
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....71542_orig.png
Pony: $10
http://i.gyazo.com/2adb855ba3f09c4d.....a5f3769eb7.png
*SPEND OVER $30 ON ADOPT PURCHASES AND GET A COLORED SKETCH FOR ALL PURCHASED ADOPTS*
=============
I am also offering $10 Ref Sheets
They will be on a base and sketched
They will include front, back, one clothing example, & one sketched expression
=============
I am also offering expression sheets for $5 per expession + buy four get two free.
Expressions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15081800/
Example of finished: https://www.weasyl.com/submission/6...../shes-all-that
============
and 50% off my regular commissions
thank you for looking!!
sooo
here are some other babs for sale:
scroll down to see their egxtra art please
Elias: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/elias.html
Mayu: $60 Pending
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/mayu.html
Freyn: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/freyn.html
Dorn: $50 OBO
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/dorn.html
Other Misc Characters: ASK
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/other-characters.html
My Ferryman: $25
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....37640_orig.jpg
Lunar Snake Leftover: $6
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15278765/
My Lunar Snake: $12
http://ocstoodoki.weebly.com/nathaniel.html
Cebelle: $30 OBO
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13345046/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13448300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329934/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13329841/
Tart: $10
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14394755/
My Stigan: $15
http://muchtoodoki.weebly.com/uploa.....71542_orig.png
Pony: $10
http://i.gyazo.com/2adb855ba3f09c4d.....a5f3769eb7.png
*SPEND OVER $30 ON ADOPT PURCHASES AND GET A COLORED SKETCH FOR ALL PURCHASED ADOPTS*
=============
I am also offering $10 Ref Sheets
They will be on a base and sketched
They will include front, back, one clothing example, & one sketched expression
=============
I am also offering expression sheets for $5 per expession + buy four get two free.
Expressions: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15081800/
Example of finished: https://www.weasyl.com/submission/6...../shes-all-that
============
and 50% off my regular commissions
thank you for looking!!
closed ty bbys
General | Posted 11 years agobut just a human
for some warm up
and i dont wanna look through my freebie journal cause i looked at like ten and no humans yet
i wanna draw a humanoids [nofuzzpls] tho
preferably a girl, but i will look at boys
e.e
post awayyy
i will pick someone
++++++
- simple hairstyles
- prince/princesses
- httyd au characters
and stuff like that xD
I want an eeray so bad
General | Posted 11 years agobut i cant bid on them and she only opens MYO's when im broke
e.e
and no one sells their slots /tear
/justmindlesspoutingat2amcauseicantsleep/
on another note
i slipped on ice today and twisted my ankle
i shouldnt be let outside ffffffffMessage for Commissioners
General | Posted 11 years ago
Hello everyone! This is Kari's friend uzai here to deliver a message from Kari.
Kari wants to greatly apologize to all her commissioners.
She is very sick right now, but she says she'll try to work on commissions tomorrow.
We both thank you for your patience! If you wish to contact her, you are absolutely
free to message either me or jay for Kari's convenience.
Internet is down
General | Posted 11 years ago
Hiya! This is Jay, Kari's friend. She asked me to make a journal for her that
her internet will be (estimated from internet provider) until tomorrow morning because of the local tornado.
If you need to reach her, you're welcome to message me, my account is allijaytor T v T/
Tornado in my town
General | Posted 11 years agoSo everyone around me in the greensboro/tuscaloosa area take cover
I prolly wont be on much tonight if we have to take shelter
I prolly wont be on much tonight if we have to take shelter
ive been noting people art instead of posting
General | Posted 11 years agocause im sick and dont wanna type
e.e
no engergy to tyyppeeeee
so there will be a flood somtime when i feel better
feel free to post before me tho <3
e.e
no engergy to tyyppeeeee
so there will be a flood somtime when i feel better
feel free to post before me tho <3
ALABAMA FOOTBALL FANS COME HITHER [FREEEBS]
General | Posted 11 years agoAS TRADITIONS SHOULD BE CARRIED ON SINCE ALABAMA GOT INTO THE PLAYOFFS [AND ANOTHER IF THEY GET INTO THE CHAMPIONSHIP!]
FREEBIES ABOUND
BUT ALSO AS TRADITION GOES ITS ONLY FOR THE PEEPS ACTUALLY WATCHING!
FREEBIES:
1) GUESS THE SCORE AT THE END, CLOSEST WINS FULL BODY COLOR SKETCH! GUESS THE /ACTUAL/ SCORE AND GET A FULL COLOR
2) FIRST TOUCHDOWN COMMENT! ALABAMAS FIRST TOUCH DOOOOWWWWNNNN GETS YOU A CHIBI SKETCH!
3) IS ALABAMA 20 POINTS OVER OHIO? COMMENT FIRST AND GET A CHIBI SKETCH!
4) ALABAMA WINS!! COMMENT WITH THE ENDING SCORE AND GET A FULL BODY COLORED SKETCH! COMMENT WITH THE SCORE AND PLAYER WHO SCORED IT FIRST AND GET A FULL COLOR!
THESE ARE FIRST COMMENTS OR ACCURATE GUESSES
YOU CAN TRY FOR ALL SPOTS, BUT ONLY ONCE!
PLEASE COMMENT UNDER SPOTS
THANK YOU!
ROLL TIDE ROLLOK, finished four commissions but...
General | Posted 11 years agomy shoulder is starting to cramp OTL
so
im going to finish two more tomorrow
then post them up
thank you guys for being so patient <3WORKING ON COMMISSIONS
General | Posted 11 years agosorry guys i should have some out tonight!
ive been fighting off strep & bronch & and a bit of upper resp
im about 85% better i think
but i dont want you guys to wait any longer sooooo
im going to be pulling an all nighter to get this stuff done!
if you have questions
COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL DONT NOTE ME UNLESS ITS URGENT THEN JUST BE LIKE I NOTED YOUHEY EVERYBODY!
General | Posted 11 years agojust wanted to let you all know
that ill be working on commissions tomorrow
ive had this cut inside my mouth in the back on my gums and it hurts so bad
so i went to the doctor and they said its my tooth cutting into my gums e.e
so they gave me some medicine
and its making me so like numb @@
but the pain is gooone so xD
i wont be working tonight like i thought e.e
but i have 5 commissons ready for inking and i intend to do them all tomorrow!
so keep an eye out ;D
thats all!!
oh well also
go see this awesome picture featuring yours truly and the hos
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15328833/#cid:91008377Idk how to feel about this
General | Posted 11 years agoSo today im working in the print department and this lady came in asking us to design a birthday invite for her five year old girl
Theme is bacon and unicorns
What?
Theme is bacon and unicorns
What?
ATTENTION EVERYONE - PLEASE READ - IMPORTANT
General | Posted 11 years agoso i work at officemax and our merger with office depot finalizes this month. i was supposed to get paid today the 26th, but we got a memo informing us that we wont get paid till the 5th of January to sync with their pay schedule.
this leaves me without food, electric, and internet money
that are all due today
this situation is nothing but stress for me as the last time i was paid was on the 12th and theres no food in the house and if my power is off for three days ill get an eviction notice from my apartment.
Goals:
Electric + Reconnect Fee: MET!
Internet/tv/phone: 33/155
Food 25/100
To commissioners: i will do my best to finish everything i owe tonight or tomorrow before the power gets cut. im going to be doing an all nighter
To xmas commissions: yours are going to be priority since they were do yesterday. i just had a stress/panic attack because of this situation and i passed out from stress and did not have enough energy to draw after i woke up.
im going to be posting some ocs for sale of mine soon to try to make the money
I am going to keep my Christmas special open. they dont have to be Christmas pictures of course. if you would like a commission on the cheap please go here: http://www.furaffinity.net/controls/journal/
Also me and
still have some collab chibis open, if you'd be interested they are here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15232306/
and you can note me since shes on holiday.
i am also taking donations ;w; as much as i hate to ask for it
even $1 helps.
my paypal is utaumydokidoki[at]gmail.com
if you would like to treat your donation as a pwyw i will gladly oblige. just send me a note with how much you sent
thank you for reading
if you feel generous, but have no cash, spreading the word would also help ;;Merry Christmas~
General | Posted 11 years agomerry xmas to all those that have celebrated this year!
for all of you who didnt (like me xD) i hope you had a good day none the less!
someone asked me what i wanted for xmas and tbh i just want everyone to have a good one xD
maybe some giftart for my friends >w<
lol and a myo eray otl
/waits patiently for them to be open again/
i hope you all had tons of food
plenty of naps and candy canes
<3
ill be working on my xmas stuff due today!
so i wont be on much to answer notes <3
Sick
General | Posted 11 years agoSorry guys i think i have the flu or some sort of bug
But im not going to be on the computer much at all today
But im not going to be on the computer much at all today
[CHRISTMAS SPECIAL COMMISSIONS] OPEN
General | Posted 11 years agoNeed an xmas gift in a hurry?
Dont want to do your secret santa?
FORGOT ABOUT CHRISTMAS?!?
well i got a special just for youuuu~
Couples for $15 FLATS $20 FULL
want a group pic? note me!
Dont have a mate? thats fine! HOW ABOUT A FRIEND!
it doesnt have to be romantic
Dont have a friend? thats fine! HOW ABOUT ONE WITH ME?!
[sfw of course! you want nsfw? i got some charas you can use!]
Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15180580/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15199894/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15174976/ [nsfw]
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15278214/ [nsfw]
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15277699/ [nsfw]
Slots
1)
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3)
4)
5)
*to raise funds for new glasses and/or contacts! id appreciate it if you spread the word!
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