It's insaneee.
But I can do this.
because I'm doing it for me! Yeayea!

On a side note;
I'm going to kill all of my animals.
because they are driving me nutz. >▪<

Anyways, gonna go do chores then get to drawing..!

Okay so my previous journal was getting out of hand with the comments.

Theme challenges are a fun way to refine skills and find shit to do when you're bored as hell! The current people doing theme challenges with me are;

 lunatiri
 furryjacket
 echoarcticwolf
And  muffinboo (myself)

If you are interested please note me or lunatiri and we will brief you on how the game works.

Current challenges;
Theme; Bullies in school-  furryjacket,  lunatiri
Theme; something cute-  muffinboo [pending]

Hai.
Anyone else interested in doing theme challenges?

To sum up what I'm talking about,
It's a drawing challenge between two people that both take part in.

An example would be as follows:

 lunatiri gave me first pick so I challenged her to a Halloween theme with bo the our characters. So I finished mine really fast and uploaded it.  furryjacket then challenged me to a similar one involving creatures.
Between me and luna, she chooses the next theme and which characters to draw.

If anyone else is interested, just send me a shout! Or comment to this. It's a fun little game, and definitely helps refine your skillz!

I don't want to beg. And I don't want to stalk random people to find fursonas to draw or practice or anything.

I've hit a stalemate guise. And quite a huge blow has been directed at what little ego I have.

Yes, I know, practice practice practice. But no one really seem remotely interested in my stuff. Is it because I'm still too novice? Or am I doing something wrong?..

Even my friends irl are like "...eh. I don't want you to draw me anything.."
When I offer... I know I'm not horrible. So what am I doing wrong? Am I expecting too much or being too eager?

I feel like.. no one is interested in traditional art anymore. :(
/sadpandaface

So I need honest opinions.
I know I'm not the best but I think this would help practice. For like $1 or $2 per character or something. Pretty cheap because I'm new at this but also to help attract people to my art.

So please take a look through my gallery, and scraps, and let me know your honest opinions. I feel bad constantly using the same four furrs in my stuff even if they are gifts.. and cute.

Help!

Attended a friend's party lastnight. To make a REALLY long story short; friend got trashed, felt up my thighs, put her hands up the back of my shorts, made - out with my shoulder (only coz I wouldn't let her have my face mind you), and left a hickey on my shoulder lol. The whole time, her boyfriend was trashed and kept repeating that he was a potato,  and my boyfriend just laughed his ass off.

Party was good overall. My love and I get home, change, climb into bed,  and just talk like we used to before we were a couple.. the night ended at 5 this morning with the most amazing sex ever.

Holy. Shit.

I love people in general regardless of sexual orientation.

Am I straight? No.
Am I gay? No.
Am I myself? Yes.

I have dated predominantly males. I've never had a girlfriend, but that doesn't mean that I haven't fallen for a girl before. Yes, I've kissed boys and girls. I have loved both.  The fact is, when it comes to sexuality and "labeling" it, I guess I would be everything and nothing. In fact I have quite a few homosexual friends and we get along great. Please don't assume that because I can successfully flirt with both sexes that i must swing both ways. There are no ways! People like what they like.
 Love knows no gender, race, or sex.

To simplify, I am a girl who has liked boys and girls. I can't stand terms like homosexual, gay, lesbian, straight. They are useless labels. Just enjoy what you like.

NOW THEN, I have nothing against putting my fursona Muffinboo into sexual commissions. You wanna do a sexy commission with my cabbit? That's fine. Just let me know details. Anything degrading crosses the line though. I felt like that's the reason why no one has taken any offers on doing multi-character commissions because maybe they thought I would be offended? Or maybe I was offending them?

I just wanted to apologize.
Oh, and one taste of cabbit just isn't enough! :p

So yesterday I had my implanon (birth control stick) removed from my arm,
Which included quite a bit of lidocaine, a quick knick with an Xacto knife, and some pulling/scraping to remove it from my right arm. My love was withe me the whole time.. but began to feel faint so I released him from my side until the nurse removed it.

Now it's time to put the new version of it called nexplanon into my left arm. Not nearly as bad as removing the previous one but still not comfortable. My love actually watched this part and was intrigued on how easy it was to put in despite the needle size.

For anyone who has gauges, they took a 14g hollow point needle that was a little under two inches long , stuck it right under the surface of my skin between the outer and inner dermal layers and injected another inch long birth control stick which is roughly a 16g ( the size of your average lip ring) into my arm.

They bandaged me up and sent me home.. I was useless and sore the rest of the day.

Well I finally removed the bandages and gauze and slapped on two little bandaid's since the puncture sites aren't healed yet and omgggg my arms itch. So I don't know how drawing will go the next couple of days.. so bear with me. Love yall!

9.13.2014

Curled up into a ball,
I don't want to feel a thing.
Hidden underneath my blanketed fortress
The tears keep on trickling.

I don't know what brought this on,
But I know it will go away eventually.
The cold seeps in,
Settling in my bones.
It seems to be worse when I'm alone.

You can't have the rainbow,
Without enduring the rain.
It's the same, I guess,
When you're depressed,
There's always some kind of pain.

I'll be alright, I'll be just fine,
Just gotta survive this storm.
I'll come out alive and stronger,
In some way, shape, or form.

Feeling a bit lost.
I have all these things in my head,
All these pictures that I want to draw..

I feel like I'm not able to.
Feeling down.

~SPOTLIGHT OF THE WEEK~
 lunatiri is my newest furr friend and favorite artist! We made a deal, on a cute licking icon she made for me, and now here I am Willingly advertising for her!

Some of my favorite pieces by her are listed below:
1. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14423794/ Zula
2. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14050570/ Megaplex Badges
3. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13521774/ Zane Commission
4. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13380804/ Magical Girl Zula
5. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13332010/ Magical Girl Ixxi
ANDDDD Here is all her info:
 lunatiri Also does crafting as well! Which are allllll adorable!


I am currently open for Commissions, please note me with a link of your reference.
Badges:
Single Bust : 8.00
Couples Bust: 14.00
Full body Single: 12.00
Full Body Couples: 20.00

Detailed Hand Drawn Reference Page : 30.00
example:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13295098/
Digitally Drawn/Colored Reference Page 50.00
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13406548/
Image of your Character with a simple background 30.00, Digital 45.00
Add another Character for 5.00
Example here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13307295/
Depending on the colors, most of mine will be done in water colors, copics or pencil. I tend to use all three with a touch of acrylics( for traditional)

A pencil sketch will be shown before inking and coloring to attain approval, after completion item will be posted and mailed within three business days.
A digital lineart will be posted for approval.
Some badges I have done can be viewed here.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13294797/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13294866/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13294897/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13295068/

knightoffenrir Couples Badge Done
:iconcallioperabbelle : Image with Simple background done.
ixxi Couples Image done
Spot 1: nickk2057 done
Spot 2: kieraa done
Spot 3
Spot 4:
Spot 5:
I am also happy to do trades after viewing your work!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13294797/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13294866/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13295068/

Please swing by  lunatiri ‘s page, and check out her lovely work!
thanks<3!
XOXOXOXOXOXOX,
Muffinboo

Update!

Hey, it's been a while! Just letting you guys know that some things have come up (like me becoming employed, and playing FFXIV in my only free time recently) and that my yearly lake trip is next week.. So I will have more time to draw, color, and upload like last time. :) yaaaaayyyy! Thanks for watching<3

AKON 25!

I will be posting the majority of my new pics from my FIRST CONVENTION EVERRRR mainly on Facebook. Any furry or decent cosplay photos will be uploaded on here! I'm having SOOOOOO much fun guys! AND IM LOVING THE FURRY LOVE! Still here for two more days! So if you're in akon 25 in Dallas, come find me for photos! :D

Hey all, I'm still kicking. Had a lot going on recently and I've become more focused on my drawing and a few other hobbies of mine so I haven't been on much and I apologize for that. Will be uploading some new stuff real soon thanks for watching.

Sorry I haven't been on in a while! I decided to make a dA account and have been working hard on my drawings. So I've been busy with that. A lot of what I've been practicing isn't furry related so I don't post it on here but I will leave my dA addy below so you can check it out! To those who care, yes I'm still alive and kicking.. And will most likely post pics of my new puppy! I'm a fur-mommy! :D

Ttyl<3

dA: Kirei-boo.deviantart.com

Things have been pretty hectic for me lately.
Between breaking off a five year relationship And moving things been difficult and I haven't had as much time to work on any of my drawings for this site. I will be leaving on a trip with someone sort of special and since I'm going to be gone for about a week I'll have plenty of time to work on some new stuff and then when I get back and should have new stuff to post on the site.

I missed posting to the site so I plan on having some interesting stuff for you guys even if they just hand-drawn and not done on the computer or anything like that lol.
Miss you guys!!!<3

I really enjoy drawing and showing people what I'm capable of.
So I apologize in advance if not all my drawings are furry related.
I've met some really nice people on here and I'm glad to have done so.
I appreciate honest comments and constructive criticism as I am still learning.
However, I will not tolerate being slammed. If you don't like my art, then go elsewhere.
No one has made rude comments so far, but I figured I might as well be upfront with everyone to keep anyone (myself included) from getting butthurt. :3

Like I said everyone has been so kind, and I appreciate it. :3

6.4.13
Often I wonder,
What a great tragedy,
The loss of my life would be,
To my loved ones of whom,
I've held so near to me.

Oh woe is me,
I wish to see the great beyond,
As if there's nothing left here,
As if I don't belong.
Temptation beckons me,
But I know, these thoughts are wrong.

So I will learn to laugh,
And love all things,
And trust in He who is not seen.
Because He has saved me,
And through His son, He strengthens me.