What do I need to do? Lower my prices? Draw porn? (I don't want it to come to that) Just please I'm desperate, I just can't understand what I'm doing wrong that I'm getting no bites for any of my art or crafts. I feel like a failure and feel like crying.

Welp Cameron and I moved into our newer and better apartment in surprise Boise yes we did move alllll the way to Idaho on Saturday. These last 4 days have been exhausting but great we almost have everything unpacked and put in place. We literally got internet/wifi an hour ago but I've been caught up with everyone thanks to my iphone.

I really didn’t want to say this outloud but apparently my boyfriend and i are stupid and didn’t look up reviews of the apartment complex we first got. The night before we were suppose to move last Friday, Cameron’s mom wanted to see pictures of the places so they went online and noticed terrible reviews everywhere. Criminals living there, children dumpster diving, terrible management, rooms falling apart, etc. I can’t believe the lady lied to us, showing us a beautiful room and saying it was safe. So we canceled the next day when were suppose to take off. We lost the deposit which was 150$ we didn’t want to argue with her, she took it pretty easy and didn’t deny the police constantly coming over there. Anyways over the weekend we found 2 places we really liked but only sent in one application and finally today we were accepted to move in on this Saturday. So Friday morning we are setting out again, this place is a little more expensive but it’s bigger, safer and close to the little mall. So I have no idea when we will get everything settled in and wifi and all that good stuff but I will have my phone which is an iphone so you’ll see things here and there.

TLDR got a sketchy apartment, found a better and safer one, driving to Boise Friday morning and moving in Saturday morning, don’t know when I’ll have full access to wifi/laptop

Welp arrived at Dakota's family's place at midnight Monday and I haven't been able to get my laptop and connected to their wifi, so yeah not else to say but I'm getting to know his family for the first time and everyone is so nice and awesome. We'll be leaving here to Idaho 3/15? That's when our apartment is ready.

Welp the day is almost here , Dakota and I are debating on whether to leave tomorrow 3/2/2014 or 3/3/2014 and this isn't even moving to Idaho, we are going to stay with his mother and family till 3/15/2014 is when the apartment is going to ready for us to fully move in. It all depends on the weather;stupid rain had to be here of all weeks. So yeah as soon as we get to his mom's I won't have internet but I'll still have my phone. Not that anyone cares...

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Commissions

Prices:
*Sketch: $1
no examples

*Inked: $2 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11312953/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11185806/

*Colored (Watercolor or Sharpies): $5
no examples at the moment
(watercolor)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11024187/(scribble style)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11099606/ (regular marker style)

Perler Beads:
*$3 simple things/small http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11218340/
*$5 custom Earthbound style of character/medium http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11180397/
*$10+ complex/big (banks) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11180282/
*$20 custom Earthbound couple stand
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11014367/

Scarves:
*$20 basic one color http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11210866/
*$25 basic one color w/fringe http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11210808/

Bracelets:
*$3 Twisted (2-5 colors you can have)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11059362/
*$4 Chevron (2-5 colors)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11757502/
*$5 Diagonal Stripe (2-5 colors you can have)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11059378/

Soaps:
*$5 Simple
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11205378/

*$6 Babby Soap Inside
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11205527/

Trades

I don't want to sound rude but please take a look at your art first and ask yourself if you close to my skill level and I don't want to trade with someone who will spend 5 mins on a lined paper w/little to no effort when I use my nice supplies and spend hours, think before asking please!

This was the most fun I've ever had on a "vacation" but then again I did spend it with just my boyfriend and was not forced to do things I didn't want to do and take our time. So man Idaho was fantastic ; the people, the atmosphere, the weather REAL WEATHER, the community just everything! Like I was scared of course that they would be like "eww California people" but Cameron and I were being are true selves aka polite. And there was diversity; I wasn't the only POC as my mom thought and there were ALOT of Mexican restaurants which was funny, I guess they like the food? It seemed so fast yet so slow. Boise was so energizing; I felt so positive there. People and me included think Boise / Idaho has nothing that it's a speck on the US but they actually had everything! They even have their own stores of course and unfortunately I couldn't fully experience Fred Meyer's it's like a TJ Max and grocery store combo. And everything connects; the freeway we were already getting use to it and getting to downtown. And of course the biggest news Cameron and I actually got an apartment and are expecting to move in around March 15. It's a cute little place $690 for 2 bedroom apartment.Just wow I can't believe this happening this would never happen/ be able to in California.

This is for ideas for people who i get commissions from and I can't decide what to get they could choose what to draw for me xP

My Husbandos: Solid Snake/Iroquois Pliskin (MGS), Snake Plissken (Escape From NY)/ Kurt Russell, Hoss Delgado(Billy and MAndy), Bigby Wolf (Fables/The Wolf Among Us), David (The Lost Boys)/ Kiefer Sutherland,Wolverine (X-Men)/ Hugh Jackman, C.L.U. (Tron:Legacy)/ Jeff Bridges, Marty McFly (Back To The Future)/ Michael J. Fox, Clint Eastwood, Thor/ Chris Hemsworth, Detective Dick Gumshoe (Phoenix Wright), Byron (Pokemon), Jecht (FFX),Snake Jailbird (The Simpsons), Brock Pearson (Monsters U),Equius (Homestuck), Soldier (TF2), Boss (Hamtaro), Rawk Hawk (Paper Mario:TTYD),Cassim(Aladdin King of Thieves), Flint (Mother 3), Korben Dallas (5t Element), Funky Kong (Donkey Kong Country) Johnny Bravo, Nathan Explosion (Metalocalypse), Apollo, Marshal (Animal Crossing), Chanticleer (Rock-A-Doodle), King (Tekken), Tygra (Thundercats), Francis(Left4Dead)

Fav Characters(Non Romantically): Meryl Silverburgh (MGS), Wario, Jimmy T. (WarioWare), Bowser, skipsqueak, buzzy beetles, chain chomps, pokeys (Mario), Apu , Dr. Nick, Homer (The Simpsons), Storm (X-Men), FlutterShy, AppleJack, TwilightSparkle (MLP:FiM), Snow White, Boy Blue (Fables/The Wolf Among Us) Pocahontas, Esmeralda(Hunchback), Princess Kida (Atlantis), Goofy (Disney), CatWoman (Batman), Nepeta (Homestuck), Kumatora, Mr Saturn (Earthbound), PeeWee Herman, Freakazoid,Ganondorf (Legend of Zelda)

Couples: Meryl and Snake (MGS), Leeloo and Dallas (Fifth Element), Rocky and Adrian (Rocky), Macho Man and Miss Elizabeth (Wrestling), Wolverine and Storm (X-Men), Alyx and Gordon (Half Life 2)

^this is for my boyfriend and I to be drawn as these couples/ cosplaying as

Interests: 1940's, 1980's, manly men, Solid Snake, Kurt Russell, Metal Gear Solid, kittens, corgis, hamsters, Pokemon, Marvel/ SuperherosDisney, Earthbound, Wreck-It Ralph, Rise of the Guardians, Thundercats Tron, TF2, Homestuck, MLP, Doctor Who,The Office (U.S.), The Walking Dead, Nintendo, Harry Potter, The Simpsons, zentai, perler, drawing, knitting, Plants Vs Zombies

I see many of my old friends and watchers from my previous account and I have an explanation for this sudden change. As alot of you my know I lost my stepfather early this year and during the process I came up with Meryl and in a sense I think it's a part of me growing up and dealing with a huge part of my life and being a bird of sorts is like me spreading my "wings" and wanting to get away. So yeah I'll still have Nyow but Meryl will be here for the long run and it will take a while for others to get use to? So yeah I won't get mad if you still call me Nyow but I want to be called Meryl for the most part. I love you and thanks for being there for me my friends <3

 polarflare is doing free art for bird characters go over here to check it out ;>

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4945368/

I see many of my old friends and watchers from my previous account and I have an explanation for this sudden change. As alot of you my know I lost my stepfather early this year and during the process I came up with Meryl and in a sense I think it's a part of me growing up and dealing with a huge part of my life and being a bird of sorts is like me spreading my "wings" and wanting to get away. So yeah I'll still have Nyow but Meryl will be here for the long run and it will take a while for others to get use to? So yeah I won't get mad if you still call me Nyow but I want to be called Meryl for the most part. I love you and thanks for being there for me my friends <3