Its an empty journal with a straw poll
http://www.strawpoll.me/14131302

Also 32 ppl said less horses on one of them.... I mean... my main is kind of a horse, soo... yeeeah right...

SOTD: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9B_gzrwd6jY

Well with september 11 uni resumed, which usually means from 11 the 5 6 7 ish and the 12 13 14th weeks are busy. Being busy is one thing but one huuuge mistake I made last year was a high level of stress pushing on my back which I did not end well on the long run mostly because I was somewhat pretend to be happy. One thing I happily admit that I push myself here to my limits which I keep assuming its endless but this is sometimes the question between quality and quantity alright? And its one of those times where the quality does not matter for me. Except if it comes to certain things like art. I wont drop that... but I did take quite a few subject and I still have somehow a tuesday and mostly a friday free. Everything piled up on wednesday and thursday. And if it goes through on monday. Right now its one lesson.... the point of this journal? Well people that still care about my state of sanity probably read it and those probably also read what happened before, and gonna understand that I need a friend not someone that will give me a boost of happiness for an evening.

Like seriously tho. I have a lesson called artifactial intelligence. You know the thing that you talk to to have fun and tries to convince you that you are a robot... the teacher was talking shit about comparing Angela Merkel to soviet russia and about 9/11 bullshit like its a fact and nukes and how will AI will make humanity a home cat... and about his cats... i dont think I learned anything at that lesson. The comparison lesson I had back at my other uni which teached about the good side about the cooperation between biology and computers sounded bullshit and brought up stuff, was useless in my future but 10 more interesting... and it was not part of my main studies... like sweet Jesus some people have no idea how stressing this is in some ways and how stressing can it be when you know you cant do it and the friend all it says "you will do it I believe in you!" Feel like almost an extra person you let down. Well practically you did. Now I made myself feel bad...

Not that I hate words of encouragement but after the 2nd time you just wanna hear something like "you dont give up and thats all it matters because eventually it leads to success".

I honestly have no idea what I wanted to say with all of this... I guess something along the line of: my work state wont change, I might be grumpy or slightly depressed or tired from uni but please dont be afraid, and I hate everything that uni at this time stands for...

*disclaimer: some people seems not being aware that uni is often used here as the short version of university. Which is a different kind of college.

This was longer than I wanted it to be...

Eh just have the song of the day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhdNa3iy5rw

Update: offically terrified... the last thing is with a teacher that teached about how publication is dropping and said everything but nothing... what will be in the test? That our uni has 781 publications?...

all the summer stuff. I have finished all my vacations. uni starts in September. LONG STORY SHORT I'm full heartily open for commisions again and I don't have to say "you'll probably have to wait till the end of august or the beginning of September".

Oh man but this was awesome. I enjoyed myself, met with peeps, seen furries at a wee convention. Abunai to be precise. It was cool. Oh man... I also got a wolf tail and ear? and a husky tail and ear.

Anyway. For the future? I working on two characters for myself working towards something more.... anthro. as well as to extend Night's story with a puppy and add some modification to himself. I like how he is but I like the slight differences a bit more start to grow on me for the matter of fact.

I have nothing else to say.... check out the polls on my profile page if you have not. second one might actually determine if I give YCH another go after all.

sotd: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEzqndjwwIA
contact me about further info about commissions. have a nice day.

few months ago said the pokemon stuff is on hold? My apologies but cancelled.
Uni sent me a love letter about requiring money to continue my studies. So as I said before, I would rather spend my time on myself, or on people that can give me some founding. Sounds a bit dickish and I'm not afraid to admit it, but surprise surprise I also have feelings, I try to be happy myself but everything that I do recently just point into opposing directions, Uni included.
Well to be fair besides that bleep from uni and some friends pushing hands up into each others rump and using the other as hand puppet in a meeting to get 50% vote rating no-matter what completely ignoring what others say, the camp was nice, My father being unnaturally nice, and apparently the 1st day in the Netherlands what I'll have will be spend by going to a birthday party where I will be an awkward drinking guy among loads of people that speak english but mainly will dutch.... Or I will be the spotlight because I'm not dutch...
But if there is alcohol I guess things will be okay since it will help me relax in a group of unknown people.
Speaking of which, I most probably going to be completely radio silent from the 21st to 28th I could probably get wifi in the netherlands and roaming is dead so it's the same mobile network price inside here as outside there, but I go there to be with friends and I would like to express that I go without a laptop. My only communication device will be my phone, and I won't constantly check it. Maybe in the evening but not for FA purposes no.

Two more things. A new strawpoll: http://www.strawpoll.me/13732201
I gonna put these to my profile as they probably always stay relevant.
and the song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofFckFUqYxU

Well my summer was no as restful so far as I wanted it to be. I think I have less energy in general than during uni.
I hope August gonna change that.

Tomorrow I leave for a camp till Sunday. How restful it will be? eh. it's a studying camp. And Imma teacher there practically. Fortunately people don't usually come to destroy people sanity.

Then If I count it right, I will be restless and after coming home I gonna go to my capital in quite a... restless haste I'll be at my father's place for a week. (hopefully it will go better than last time.)

And the nail of this summer's coffin is a trip to the Netherlands for a week. Visiting a friend and then attend at abunai. (sort of an anime con)

So as I told to multiple people privately already as I recall, this going to be a busy month. These events just melt together so nicely and pretty much cover my august.

there's no much else to add...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5EMrTq0Vqs
have the song

Well it was clear that sooner or later this will happen, and well it still 3 and a half year away, so I'm not ready to panic just yet.
Maybe won't even panic, But I do have to bring up the question... Where to from here?
Not just FA but DA also offer SWF possibility and the only way to make interactive animations or upload mini games and such.
Not to mention if the alternative aint fun to work with, I aint jump onto the bandwagon and roll away.
I can see something like an avi player implementation, and it's been in place in the competitor's site so to say (DA) but the problem with that is the lack of interactivity.
Any other choices? I'm not sure how it would work. HTML5? WebGL? Unity?

I guess you could use HTML5 but certain limitations for bitmaps comes in play, Unity has multiple files to upload and etc. HTML5 also would have multiple file issue but that's why I said, limitations like bitmaps are not accepted.

this waiting and seeing just annoys me more than it should...
I guess we will see some actions taken by FA and DA (maybe) by these news looking for alternatives.

edit2.: Also I would like to point out I'm not concerned about what the industry say I'm concerned about artist platforms and reduced possibilities. That adobe kills flash by 2020? I could care less. But interactive art what made some galleries... different. than being just something on a wall in a large building. (games are also art after all,)

Also I checked the Beta option on FA see if uploads are actually different there in some form, and I have to say I start liking what is happening with the beta a bit. Looks much friendlier than when I last time checked,

edit.: actually one thing for the beta... they could like... restore the preview for the gallery and the favourites. And separate the featured artwork from the "gallery" tab. annnd maybe some possibility for page layout for users?... maybe?... please?...

Also if you have not yet,

http://www.strawpoll.me/13499246

I'm still curious about people input.

http://www.strawpoll.me/13499246

Strawpoll!
it does not really going to have a complete weight on what I gonna make or post unless there is some sort of overweight somewhere maybe... I still like to do what I do. But I'm curious from the ones that read and watch. What are they interested in really. Feel free to also comment it here if you want.

Soooo the past 2 months, and who managed to follow my journals appearing and disappearing would know, was quite a journey to me for several different reasons. Exam periods. friendship problems, financial problems, my father being a dick, instead of waiting for one to calm down they topped one or the other. I don't insist on the fact that one of my issue came out thanks to stress, but I did went to a doctor with it pointing it out to me. And I cant really ignore the fact. I was quite unhappy with what was going on for this period and weirdly enough the doctor said my back gave in to it. Nothing unfixable fortunately but it lasted long enough to ask a doctor if this is alright and if something can be done about it. He said yoga or soft stretching that puts some weight but not too much onto my back. So nothing like cut wood and lift heavy weights. When I asked him what should it be then like sit ups? he said not even that or if I would have no choice not full sit ups but only ones that squishes my belly a bit. Or swim.

I came to the conclusion that I like swimming sounds like a great option. I like to do that in cold water more specifically. Well "cold" about 22-27 °C nothing higher. So most probably my weekends will be spent with that or some weekdays to at least swim for a hour or something as a rehab. if can't do just some Yoga tho I'm no expert on it. But if it's too much I will feel the pain.

Also what I try to say to it, Obviously I can't just say "oh hey people made me a boo boo and now my back is bad cus the stress they generated." what I try to say it might have added broke a system that was weakened. Which would make sense. I had time to take some care of myself. This year was not that year. I had time to move my legs and arms but biking as I learned from my doctor does not actually moves my back.

Should not break my productivity tho. but if it does well I guess this is a heads up as well to answer the "why".

Also Kass might return to a round 2

obligatory song of the day:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOpgLhg8XBQ
(now that I think about it. Rayman was running for doctors to help Globox. Hehe.)

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Commission info:
http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....s/multimagyar/
This should be still pretty accurate. but for convenience sake:

sketch: 15€ - 25€
shaded sketch: 20€ - 30€
flat vectors: 20€ - 30€
shaded vectors or inked drawings: 25€ - 35€
Painted: 40€ - 60€
Animation: 40€ -

All of those are base lines in value a sort of "step in" for me to see it as "worth it"
all values are in EURO and the invoices will be send accordingly
nothing has a hard ceiling especially not animation. It's just an estimate of how high I might go... unless your character has so much detail I just gonna hold my head for a few hours to see what did I miss...

If you pack them in a bundle in a form of comic, it will be necessary to discuss the details.

Themes I would willing to take:
-still life
-landscapes (not gonna be uploaded as they are not allowed on FA)
-portrait (full body, upper body)
-tasteful nudity
-vore (soft)
---endo
---digestion (mostly implied visible ones are hard to make with flash consider that.)
---absortion etc.
---Macro/Micro
---Same size
---unbirth

I will consider:
-sexual themes

I will not do:
-diapers
-Transformation
-Visual morbid themes (blood, cut off limbs, hard vore)
-cock vore
-There might be a few not on the list, that I don't mention but it would be pretty open for attacks if I would put it out here. And I simply not in the mindset atm to deal with something like that.
...

If something comes to mind I'll edit it. As well as probably I was not able to propose all the possibilities here.



...


Animations closed for a good while.


Oh yeah song of the day.:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pS7yQ9M63M

So I know I don't usually get much comment on journals, but I'm a bit fascinated by the fact, that the comic did... relatively well by watchers here. Maybe even better than on Deviant art and that meant to be my SFW place.

So here is the thing. Tho I guess no-one really will respond, but I have my attempt, Would you like to see every now and then some non-vore related things like the recent comic? Some story based things maybe even in comic form or just a character with a calm background and such?

I would be relatively happy providing those kind of content along with the usual, as well as for experimenting.

Well I would not mind to do try different things. not necessarily upload it if it's gets a bad sound but I'm kind of looking towards the unbirth directions and general... interactions of the backside area. in a straight way tho. Obviously these would be labelled accordingly with ratings and warnings and such.

So the questions are obvious. Would you like to see tamer and/or wilder themes as well which can includes some non visual fatalities?

Other than that. I'll be away from home for a week or two, still be around just not in some terms.

As for the song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oeDlgevzmdw
Truly a great artist in the fields of music. Even if his earlier themes were... pony themed. I liked most of his works when he was more active. Maybe just less active visually did not follow him on social media just youtube.

I should really stop writing these things

{Drama stuff on}
I know people are like probably tired of this sit because hue drama. But this is just I guess a new set of goal with an actual clean head instead offf anything since I know theres now probably a group of people -1 that watches me and judges me for being a shitty person in the distance. If not 1 then more. Lets put one thing out there. I certainly went too far by deleting stuff, saying fuck you and everything but at some way I think it was for the better. While we were friends heee. Gave me too much attention he was good in one way but when it came to actual personal problems he just agreed to everything and sent me to drink alcohol. Alcohol does kind of helps if you are an uni student but not in the long way. He was my right hand and while I sent him away with harsh words in the last one and while I ment what I said to wish him the best, i cant really forget he existed. Mostly because no-one gave me that much attention for this long and... yeah. I just had a special feeling. The whole melt down had to happen sooner or later because of it but could have ended in better conditions. Having a complete "oh hey I'm not happy I choose others and i feel uncomfortable" in a middle of... this kind of griefy feeling is a step closer to suicidal thoughts. I fortunatly did not had those. (Or unfotunately if you are one of them.) He probably want to hear about me right now just as much as I want from him so about nothing. Heck the reason why I deleted the submissions related to him because it almost made me cry every time I seen it. And I knew it will do that to me. I'm just so sad all I can do is almost burst into tears each time I see a fragment of the past that was connected to us. We wont really contact anymore I guess, so of someone wants to in my name tho he is the one has to forgive my complete change, I have to say I forgive everything what he done to me. With the drop and the tickets... and everything. I guess thats what friends do. Which in this concept is... not a concept. In anyway it does give him more time with others.
{Drama off}

Soo whats for the future. As much as I hate to do it I have to massly redesign my little world and story so I can break certain connections that is now in past and probaly stays in the past. That might comes with some character redesign aswell as I might focus something else than endos more. Like non visual digestion and stuff. I enjoyed making that part of that panftr enemy so it would make sense to differentiate from it as it has loads of connection to the past, as well as... I enjoyed so why not more. I also experimented with something more dirty? But I dont think I want to make animated sex... unless I really desprate to make money but I dont think I'll upload it.
In one of my submissions I said like... after that it will be the last I'll make then I'm done. Whiiich will not be the case.
Next week on tuesday it will be decided how my future goes and how much time I'll have. I'll have a really hard test deciding if I have to pay 1000€ per half year for studying or not. Which will come with a necessary job and less time to... well either study or work on art. And since I wont get away with not studying thanks to my family its probably art.

The... profile info also needs overhauling as I... completely destroyed it...

Also 2 Metroid games from nintendo announced within 1 hour?!
That needs to have a song of the day: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atDxqQiczq4

(I know I'm a few days late but hell I had some depressive days behind me)

First, my apologies for the three waiting member of the pokemon animation I said I would rather not do commissions till I'm done with them, so the commissions would not take priority. Well I guess it does end up being parallel with them in the end anyway. I'll get them done even if they will once again take longer than expected.

So some issues came up, regarding some plans I wanted to do in the summer. Not to mention some equipment issues as my tablet using an outside charger and trusty mouse was not as trusty as I expected... + uni not going to make my life easier. there is some chance that I'll have to pay for it to continue my studies than the normal "oh the country pays for it" mostly because not many want to teach what is necessary rather than teaching stuff that is.... hard for no reason. But that's more about our dumb system of teaching than anything. Complicated and can be mentioned from two sides. let's not go into that.
Thing is I need some additional funding for these or well get a job. Both works but a job would mean even less art and/or animation. Not that I going to stop doing what I doing god no if I want to make something that appeals to me I'll do.
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TL;TR:
I need money for equipment, maybe school but certainly for summer plans,
pokemons will not stop but slow down in favor to get stuff around,
you get art for paying for it win-win


Anyways. not-yet-emergency commissions? I guess?
I'll keep it open till I feel overwhelmed.
http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....s/multimagyar/
^info here

Some additional note. let's keep the animations at minimum. Pixel styled or flash but short animation. If I would take a 3 minutes long animation I would be just back in some other trouble something like a mouth snapping on a creature or anything is fine. short simple okay.

let's avoid hard vore and I would rather keep the digestion implied if there is.
Tho there are certain things I might going to say no to if it's too extreme to my taste. You know... uuuh some standards... not gonna like stand in the corner of the street to do stuff for money.

(That is if this gets anywhere rather than nowhere.)

IF SOMETHING UNCLEAR FEEL FREE TO ASK

v applicants there and in comments/PMs/skype/discord etc.

OH HEY LOOK ANOTHER UPDATE. no-one cares.

Those who do, congrats. Have a cookie.

First of all, my drawing tablet iz ded. Like real ded. I don't have the wireless receiver and the cable I used to use isss.... softly put, out of order. In the cable heaven. I already ordered a Wireless unit HOWEVER.... Place only promised it to be here between March 1st to March 30th anywhere between. As an estimate more like... So don't really expect anything hand drawn for a while. I expect most of the users watch for animations probably anyway... Maybe not. Dunno.

AAAAYEEE part two. 2nd half of winter. Honestly? I like it winter is great, too bad I was mostly busy during it. But soon my half year is over and I can get back into rollin' those anims in one way or another. Regarding those,
I have a backlog of pokemon ones, and one dragon for panftr that can be expected at somepoint I know panftr enemy was on hold since a good while, but I was hoping some sort of dialog system comes out for the engine sooner or later, annnnd it did not so. Meh. And me for myself I would rather not invest time into engine improvements on it as I have other things to do besides that.

Honestly? this is just an update to mostly note that I'm still alive I'm just being overwhelmed by uni and some other things which is not unusual but unfortunate. Now I go and cure a sudden headache.

so yeah 1st one down a few more to go. I was planning to make a stream tonight but uuugh stuff came up consistently saying like "hah you wanna make a stream? heck no." so I was like "awwww okay maybe next week... So I would propose a stream rigging a certain lopunny next weekend Saturday most probably from 6 PM CET which I don't know but according to google 5 hours ahead of ET so 1 PM ET. but I will try and put out a notification an hour before it. through journals. I'm not sure which one people still prefer, if they get they stream notification through journals or art but I guess the next one will make this one clear. else I just dun bother till a while. :P

now about the pokemon animations? they still open even if I'm a bit busier than before. One thing I would rather not make 15 scenes for each of them? considering I have a bit of a back log already here and one of them still don't have a single puppet read for it. Not saying not gonna make it quality. I will always try to do my best, just that I want to try to finda sweet spot between 15 (Zoroark) and 4 (Charizard) scene animations.

Tho once again I have to make it clear once again, Animating Ceres? it was dam fun. I have no clue what I have done but animating that rig was more fun than animating my own lil' pony or gryphon. So I'm satisfied to a certain degree.

And to end it up here, I also decided to make a discord a while back Multi#7190
If want to ask a thing, advice or play or just chill and talk add me if you wish.
If I'm online I'm supposedly available unless internet is derping... you will know when my internet is derping...

Next pokemon is lopunny if I don't finish rigging her till next Saturday she will be the next one during the stream getting a nice lil' rig.

Till then cya!

first of all unrelated note this was edited a few times: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7766888/

I might have written somewhere before I'm not quite sure I'm looking forward to a busy year or at least half year back at uni half or over the half of my subjects are p-.... practice marks? uuuh I have to do a thing with the stuff and I get a mark ranged from 1 to 5.
IExplaineditgudplsduneatme.

But some of these last ALL half year. One of the subjects demands us to group up and make meetings and make a pseudo thing. like a game. only documentation no code. or if there is code then pseudo code so it can be written in any language that can handle it.

So that's that what should not be too much until you consider it I... also applied to a job? I always called these kind of teaching sessions "teaching toddlers how to walk" I gotta teach people how to program but this time instead of using my own methods I also get some papers how to do so. Which I would say conveniently inconvenient. It is a special programming language like a dumbed down flash with drag and drop which later on goes into C# but sometimes I feel like drag and drop hurt more than helps <Hypocritically learned his first steps of coding in Game Maker from 5.3 era> Not that bad but I keep meeting people that cant move on from one language to another because they only have practice in high level languages and pushing them lower or pushing them to another high level branch is just not as easy because they get used to the functions they used to have but have no idea how it's called in others or how it works so they can replicate it if necessary. ugh. this section lasted longer than I wanted.

Besides this I also have an indev jobish thing. I would call it a hobby till it makes money.... it made me a drawing tablet does that count as payment?... and abunai. that was also fun.

tr:tl; not ded just gonna be slower a bit. (which sometimes bursts out and I just finish multiple things a day)

there was one more thing... uuuh oh yeah

the pokemon thing is a FCFS system (First Come First Served) so who applied first gets first, second gets it the next etc. any unclaimed pokemon comes after it. (slightly hyped to work on Feraligatr and Arcanine tho ^^;)

I think that's all. Just an update journal. Not gonna make it primary tho. (it's 9:48 AM I gotta go to uni AAAAAAAAAA)
(panftr creature on hold)

I mentioned the pokemons I wanted to make similary to charizard as well as you or your friend or anyone you practically know will be able to apply to the spot

for reference to the previous journal related to this: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7766394/

Order:
pred.Charizard - Done
pred.Zoroark - Done
pred.Lopunny - Done
pred.Milotic/prey.Glaceon - Preparing
prey.Pikachu - Not started yet

All the pokemons will be made in order of request recieve.

Fit for preds:

Milotic - Taken (Mira
Zoroark - Done (Ceres
Charizard - done
Arcanine - Taken (Eris
Feraligatr - closed for now
Lopunny - Done (Fleur
Braviary - closed for now

Fit for preys:

Glaceon - Taken (Korra
Pikachu - Taken (Pika Flakes

as I said you can apply to these. as long as they are not done. but they most probably gonna be made anyway. Sooner or later atleast.

Edit.: oh yeah it's here because I accidentally found it on my laptop I did not expected to find it.

Edit2.: it was missing "suicune" my appologies

Edit3.: I edited on the list a bit. Added some that in my head fit for preys but that does not mean they have to nor the pred ones. (Just personal preference) As well as some pokemons moved to maybe. As I am not as much interested to make them but if there is an interest for the spot I might as well make it.
^I've been thinking about adding this since a while but only this morning I came to the conclusion as "you know what? I want this to happen". So uhh yeah.~

Lets keep it cultured tho so one person may only apply to one slot. However I might allow 2 different people to go together as long as one is from prey the other is pred. I'll see about that.

I decided to close the slots that I still wanna do till I'm done with the ones I have already given out.

So I have 153 watchers here - x where x is a short integer between 153 and 0. HOWEVER I do wish to give or take something from my active follower base mostly replies or reactions, comments, some critisism always nice not too much I don't want comments only saying THIS IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD no artist want that but if you have an idea why the animation or drawing feels wrong I will take it nicer if you state it along with reasons and everything. There is always space for improvement, said my ex drawing teacher, and I'm 100% into it. (as soon as I get out from that charizard)

As for the future there is a project I have to finish which will hopefully won't take long and I hope the idea what I will have people will like it as much as I do at the moment. You can expect but I won't promise a comic that comes along with the monster itself.

About the charizard. It is not just as random as it sounds as I just found it in my folder for a started entity once then I got a brick to my head and started animating. partially it is however it is part of a series I wanted to do since a while. I have written down ALL the pokemons I wanted to make in this special way. This is sort of an offer for everyone this charizard was completely random however In the close future I will present a list of pokemons I want to make sooner or later after the other project is done. Now I know there is not many, but whoever has a pokemon OC I am willing to take those pokemons that fit the list as a request and actually make a fully capeable flash puppet of them along with the animation. So if you don't but you know someone or you have a friend that has someone who would fit the requirements, writes to me here or in private, And I like it's differing design or the change is not huge, I am willing to take it as a request but I will not differ from my plan just apply his character to the situation with his personality. Feel free to tell anyone about this. It is an opportunity for free art.

Speaking of free art, I plan to have a 2nd one of these however quite different still. And for this idea I would need some feedback. I want to do a YCH. CALM DOWN I said free but it's not completely free. it cost you to show me art.... Yes you heard that right art. My idea for this special YCH is to recieve art because I want to see your characters. in a return for the most interesting one recieve the spot on the art. SO my idea is and I will give some details for the idea to get some general response to it:

- Everyone can enter with any art. Drawing you made, Requested art work, commisions, anything the only thing I don't take is stolen.
- Your character cannot contain heavy nudity. No penises or vaginas. boobs with or without nipples, or muscular upper bodies are fine.
- You only can send one art of the one character you try to apply to it. If you have different characters with different art you can have that but only one will be applied.
- The YCH will only end when I feel like I have seen the art that satisfies the idea of the pretty character I would imagine there.
-Character design matters not high art practice however bare in mind better art sells better than others.
-Pixel art is fine.
-You are not allowed to apply for someone else.
-I check the applications on every sunday. but only would decide only the end of the month. If I don't feel like one would deserve it, it continues on till the art title says -closed-
-be nice to everyone in the comments and toward me.
-Any rule breaking will disqualifies you from further or past application to the position. (does not applies to the next or the previous only the current)

That is my idea to it I like art I not always necessary looking for money mostly because I'm stable (for now) and I feel like it's a way to repay for people that watches me.

Expect some updates to the charizard animation tho, it is done but missing sounds, and if I feel like to the sequence where the pony struggles, some extra animations will may be added. I had loads of fun to animate that.

I only can display the mentioned pokemon list tomorrow. stay patient and nice! ^^

edit.: okay the the YCH sounds a bit confusing maybe. I want your word as you would wish to participate here or not overhere and when it pops up I want the art. The art is a character design that shows off personality and generally how your character is designed to see if I like it or not. which goes to the respected YCH to the respected post to fulfill. I hope this is slightly more clearer. (but also adds that the ones who colour they character gets some advantages for obvious reasons)

Heya!

So my last journal is a month old and was mostly about TF2. But for some reason I feel the need to mention why I'm going slow on a certain flash creature.

But before that I would like to mention that TF2 still giving me a hard time to like it and from daily play it went back to weekly or bi-weekly(every second week) play. Which is somewhere good somewhere bad. It shows a bad tendency for me about TF2, and I have a strong feeling that it won't change till the end of the war update. That's all I say bout it.

Okay well previously I mentioned it but I feel it necessary to mention it again, that the monster will be finished slow progress is being there because it's summer I feel less motivated and when I do I also have other projects for other purposes to work on. So it does not quite fit this profile. (not that I would not show it off if there is interest among other things, but it's classified.) This include quite a bit of... HEAVY engine work from my end. I can say as much as it is a 3D engine reworked from ground up as well as other projects for commercial purposes.

Besides that I did have in mind before release a bit of a "TF2 update" style comic for our little grey and blue dragon friend however that is something I don't see happening. Mostly because there would be no point without an event, and I don't feel the need to go out there and ask people as well as myself to let's make this happen. :P

I'm not completely unmotivated from all angle, But do expect that might some drawing like one of the sketches already uploaded, will get a bit more Colour or, one that is in my folder I did not uploaded yet get some Colour and gets uploaded sooner than the Dragon being finished.
(mostly because I'm done with one of those sooner than some other.)

if there is a question feel free to ask in the comment section. I'm happy to answer as long as it is in limits.

Man this one is horrible. I don't know what to add to it... I just feel like I going to quit. it's so terrible.

People waited for this so long. It seems like a lot of work... But does not feel like enough though went into it...

It does not seem like people ended up being happy with this idea after all. Should just revert it and continue with the previous iteration.

It just insanely dumb. I mean look at it!

Now that everyone is confused enough. I talk about TF2. I dun like it... so I probably gonna quit if valve does not do a thing about it. It works in CS:GO but that's not a free to play game. Here just every 10 year old plays even tho there is a certain age you need to be. Also I like to play as long as I want and leave when I want and play on the map which I want.... Steel is just horrible no pls.

let's say that I'm not happy with this. I'm happy if you are but I cared like 9 years by now bout TF2? it was like something I did always when I had nothing to do, and enjoy a bit of gameplay of it. seen it evolve in such ways but like... this is like.. pls. no.

Also means I may be a bit faster now with that certain thing that people are more curious about maybe possibly than about me ranting about some silly old game with a "neato" update.
On that matter digging. People seemed pleased the displayed idea.... in the comments however digging here and there some people I know were not as happy with it as you may see the inside struggle but some wanted to see what happens outside. which makes it slightly harder.... I try to explore the possibility to not redo everything BUT may have the chance to have what both party want. if not well it might be a mismatch. (still a better match than the other.) This is all I can say. if there is something to show it will be said, or an image will be shown.

Have a nice evening.

Soo uuuh I might have been fiddling with game maker fir the last few months instead of flash or anything and also that I mean in my free time not in general. General it's mostly uni taking my time. And kind of still do since I managed to put some 3D engine for my own liking in Game Maker Studio,
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....7/lightmap.png
^ proof of concept
I kind of find it amazing personally it does run smooth on my hardware not sure about others but it's not ready yet anyway to be given out like that. I mean people generally say it's not made for 3D but I'm actually satisfied what I have here. even if the water does not look amazing yet. it loads from .map format even managed to load a Team Fortress 2 map aswell previously that I decompiled/converted for testing purposes. so yeh. I having stuff here going on.~

You people have fun don't worry I gonna make more art soon enough.~

I ment to make a flash animation related to Halloween, 'n' all but life said no pretty nastily while I was looking in a different direction and decided to drop Halloween in favour to make a gift art for someone I love. besides this little side step Uni as usually (university or college however you would like to call it) said HOLD IT to it I have written down my little plans accordingly and made some things to make it more Halloween like but I unfortunately going to scrap it because of Halloween I missed, I do not actually celebrate it in real life and the fact that TF2 Halloween made me sad. Regardless the drop of the event flash animation, I gonna continue making it taking out the general Halloween theme may or may not leave some Halloween elements in it I'll see. But won't be the theme. As for the topic of it probably vore. it'll be done when it will be done though I won't give certain dates. Cus I don't even know some myself. I kind of experimenting with the relation between panftr and my general style of flash animation + AC3.0 Since a long time I wished to make an enemy for it. I don't really have something original to add. and probably have to get rid of some of the gradient else it will lag as hell. I'm mostly interested in the project because of my view of this well... rather nasty topic. We have an undigestable protagonist and enemies that appear all around. I like it. Maybe because my liking to the related topic is VERY limited. this is getting personal though so amm yeah... I'll write more if I feel like it's necessary to add to this.

I dun wanna bite by default cuz of it, but I feel like it will be a consistent problem. The first few times I did not mind it but for Luna's sake. If you want something want to talk want to ask how are thing fine. But don't send a note pre-actively like an instant message on Steam or Skype that just says "hi". If you want to take these kind of conversations with me, I'm quite sure my steam account is on my profile page, send me a message on my dash board that you would like to talk with me or anything, steam will give me the notification, along with your friend request and I'll most probably accept it unless you are black listed but you have to do something for that. If you don't feel comfortable with that you can send me a note with you want my skype instead. Just don't send me notes that only contains "hi" take it as a distance letter. like formalities:

Hi/hello there, etc...

I would like to talk to you because your art is Shit/avarage/advanced/cool/awesome/stolen etc. blablabla
How are things over there?
<in this case you could send what's up on your end cuz I gonna ask it anyway,>
I hope you are (done with art)/(never make more)/(soon able to see more from you)/(able to do something about that stolen art) etc.

best wishes

Now I don't say follow the formula but I am gladly gonna respond to that for instance then something like a "hi"

with that I gonna answer the LAST note that came in with that and then I would like you to not have messages like this just saying "hi" and that's it.

Clear? clear. I hope.

Duun... aaaaah! (Now queen's flash song is in your head.)
Regarding to flash projects I've been working on, you maaaaaaay notice there's no sound.

I personally did not find fitting or sounds that reaches a certain level of quality. There fore I just did not use any instead. I would say having no sound is better than having unfitting ones.

Another thing I tried to use music in flash project previously. As you see I'm still not 100% sure how to use sounds best without cuts. I'll test a few things.

I personally being a bit busy with a few things, Mostly uni. I would like to say sorry for the lack of activity.
I somehow did ended up make the DA page and the FA page kind of seperate, mmmmaybe for the better. But seriously though. I running low on ideas, and as uni continued with this year's second half year, I kind of feel like I became unproductive. You can point out that I just recently uploaded something to DA, but one is only a practice drawing the other, took me more than 3 weeks to finish. but spent like 8-9 hours on it in total (counting in breaks and distractions. sketching colouring everything).

TL;TR: sorry I'll see what I can do ^^'