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Who tf is Murder / Coco / SakiWuff???
Posted a year agoHey, Its been a while since I've posted anything about myself so I should probably start by saying I do not go by Murder anymore, It's SakiWuff now aka Saki.
When I went by Murder I was unhappy and didn't even know if I would survive to be see the age of 21. I was also not aware that I am a trans woman so I had no feeling of self confidence or self awareness and no Idea who I would even want to be remembered as let alone who I wanted to be.
A lot of life changing events happened while I was growing as an artist and it changed everything for me multiple times over. So I tried to find myself and my place in the furry community after being exclusively an MLP artist for the longest time. I felt that if I only drew what I thought people wanted to see I would be happy, but in the end I burnt out several times and eventually had to find other work to survive on my own.
As Coco I started to explore my own sexuality and gender identity a bit more, but I still didn't know the full extent of who I was. And being homeless for a while until I found my wife did not help me find myself any faster. I lost my drive and the passion for any artistic avenues and it made me lose sight of the work and career I was building up. In the end, I went to sex work as a new hobby to also make money from because its what I knew.
Seeing what I thought was success led me to believe that if I committed to sex work more, I would find a place in that community to thrive. To be honest, I don't think I'll ever get there AND be as happy as I was making art for myself. I wanted to just be successful, but I didn't even have any goals or metric for what that success looked like. I was chasing a fake goal line with no medals at the end.
So now I'm SakiWuff, I still have a lot to learn about who I am and what I want to do with my art but I feel like I'm so close to the answer. Its not about being successful its about being content with the choices you make and the work you put in. Eventually achieving the goals you set before yourself and finding a way to survive in this beautiful and unforgiving world.
So with that being said, you can call me Saki. I am a Sex Worker/Musician/Artist. Please message me if you have any questions regarding old commissions or new ones, check out where I post more recent artwork and if you would like to continue to support me I would love to keep providing some good art to y'all. <3
When I went by Murder I was unhappy and didn't even know if I would survive to be see the age of 21. I was also not aware that I am a trans woman so I had no feeling of self confidence or self awareness and no Idea who I would even want to be remembered as let alone who I wanted to be.
A lot of life changing events happened while I was growing as an artist and it changed everything for me multiple times over. So I tried to find myself and my place in the furry community after being exclusively an MLP artist for the longest time. I felt that if I only drew what I thought people wanted to see I would be happy, but in the end I burnt out several times and eventually had to find other work to survive on my own.
As Coco I started to explore my own sexuality and gender identity a bit more, but I still didn't know the full extent of who I was. And being homeless for a while until I found my wife did not help me find myself any faster. I lost my drive and the passion for any artistic avenues and it made me lose sight of the work and career I was building up. In the end, I went to sex work as a new hobby to also make money from because its what I knew.
Seeing what I thought was success led me to believe that if I committed to sex work more, I would find a place in that community to thrive. To be honest, I don't think I'll ever get there AND be as happy as I was making art for myself. I wanted to just be successful, but I didn't even have any goals or metric for what that success looked like. I was chasing a fake goal line with no medals at the end.
So now I'm SakiWuff, I still have a lot to learn about who I am and what I want to do with my art but I feel like I'm so close to the answer. Its not about being successful its about being content with the choices you make and the work you put in. Eventually achieving the goals you set before yourself and finding a way to survive in this beautiful and unforgiving world.
So with that being said, you can call me Saki. I am a Sex Worker/Musician/Artist. Please message me if you have any questions regarding old commissions or new ones, check out where I post more recent artwork and if you would like to continue to support me I would love to keep providing some good art to y'all. <3
EMERGENCY COMMISSION SALE
Posted a year agoIt's getting really rough for me right now and I dont have a lot of time before a bunch of bills including my gas and electric might get shut off. I am getting back on my feet slowly but I dont know how much more I can take being so stressed and unstable financially.
Color sketches - $15
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48627357/
Base color - $30
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56547187/
Full color $60
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46766833/
Color sketches - $15
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48627357/
Base color - $30
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56547187/
Full color $60
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46766833/
LOST ART FILES / OLD COMMS
Posted a year agoI lost 90% of my old art files. I'm going to be starting from scratch moving forward so if anyone had a commission from me they were waiting on pls PM me here <3
Old Commissioners pls PM me!
Posted a year agoI am returning to commissions and art soon so please hit me up if I still have a comm you're waiting for!
As of now, I'm available here through notes, on discord naemurasaki and Twitter murderousart2
As of now, I'm available here through notes, on discord naemurasaki and Twitter murderousart2
Cheap Color Commissions open!!!
Posted 3 years ago$30 per character commissions open! send me a not, DM me on twitter or send me a request on discord Nae Murasaki#9166
NEW NEw Commission Form
Posted 3 years agoTiddy stream
Posted 3 years agoStereammm
Posted 4 years agoLooking for commissions to do because im broke
Posted 4 years agoCommission form: https://forms.gle/AMixJhHd57xfr3Qw5
