My life fucking sucks TT_TT
Why the hell does everything have to be like this?
I regret being a furry

I know I don't like it, but I can't give up. I shan't.

I have it on my Seagate Portable Drive now.
Yeah, I have to tackle my autistic torment sooner or later, don't I?

Oh, what a good feeling this is! I've started overcoming my autistic fears about a week ago so as to have a better life. One of my former pet peeves is pronouns. I know that's pretty ridiculous, so I thought I'd stop trying to avoid it. So anyways, it's Neurodiversity Celebration Week this week. I've learned today that the creator of Pokémon is autistic, and that Justin Bieber has ADHD. So yeah, happy NCW, everyone!

So apparently I poop every two days now. I don't know how I feel about that.




Also my life is terrible.

I know 16000 isn't a very special number, but it was in the exact thousands value and so I had to make this journal.

I love all you fantastic people :)

It was that bad I felt like I was gonna die TT_TT

What's all this bullshit going on about anthroing up emojis? Is this a new trend? And if so, will it be as popular as the Gris swimsuit?

I kinda wanna draw an axolotl now

Fuckin' internet problems again.

My birthday falls on April 2, and that's in a month. So just like last year, I'm making a wish list in case any of you guys wants to draw some nice art for me as a gift. Here's a list of characters I would like art of, including Murray, my fursona:

My OCs:
Bernez the Drunkard Dog: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45025005/
Lyosha Vilovich: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44409579/
Beruri the Alien: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42985474/
Unnamed stuffed bunny: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45121690/
Jaime Galvez (my most recent OC): https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46376439/

(Tough Bippy) Bippy: https://i.imgur.com/Nhz7KXT.png
(Bunny Maloney) Bunny, Jean-Francois, Stan Ookie:
https://bunnymaloney.fandom.com/wiki/Bunny_Maloney_(character)
https://bunnymaloney.fandom.com/wiki/Jean-Francois
https://bunnymaloney.fandom.com/wiki/Stan_Ookie
(31 Minutos) Juan Carlos Bodoque, Juanin Juan Harry, Huachimingo
https://31minutos.fandom.com/wiki/J.....Carlos_Bodoque
https://31minutos.fandom.com/wiki/J.....ADn_Juan_Harry
https://31minutos.fandom.com/wiki/Huachimingo
(Chiaroscuro) Bandit: https://ksr-ugc.imgix.net/assets/030/616/191/3567feeefc44a0547c0669c5224434c2_original.png?ixlib=rb-4.0.2&w=680&fit=max&v=1600210100&auto=format&gif-q=50&lossless=true&s=3b0580ccc9a6cf63cc81f63338f818ad
(Uglydolls) Ox, Wage, Ugly Dog, Lucky Bat
https://uglydollsmovie.fandom.com/wiki/Ox
https://uglydollsmovie.fandom.com/wiki/Wage
https://uglydollsmovie.fandom.com/wiki/Ugly_Dog
https://uglydollsmovie.fandom.com/wiki/Lucky_Bat
(Super Looter) Looter, Masaru, Lizard Wizard
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EuJjt2LVgAE3uaj.jpg
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/EuJje13VgAE2or3?format=jpg&name=4096x4096
https://64.media.tumblr.com/279eb85.....zgco1_1280.png
(The Lingo Show) Dyzio: https://the-lingo-show.fandom.com/wiki/Dyzio
(Fun Factory) Jim O: https://youtu.be/STMfHUy_V2A
(Mao Mao: Heroes of Pure Heart) Mao Mao, Adorabat, Honey
https://maomao.fandom.com/wiki/Mao_Mao
https://maomao.fandom.com/wiki/Adorabat
https://maomao.fandom.com/wiki/Honey

Well, that's all of the characters I can think of. I may think of more next year. But anyway, if you can draw any of these characters for me, that would be great.

Apparently,   peterheat (a user I used to watch) likes this and he showed me an example in his recent artwork. I just don't get how bulge fucking works. Sticking your penis in someone's ass is okay, but I wouldn't want to get shit stains on my panties if I ever did any so-called bulge fucking.

What are your thoughts?

I think Whoopi Goldberg was in it, but that's neither here nor there.

If you have a shitty internet connection, do not try to download anything until it gets better.

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I've had three beers today and I'm pretty pissed

I have the shittiest internet ever :(

I hate hating stuff.

I forgot to do that a while ago. The reason I cancelled the commission is that it was starting to get time-consuming, and plus I did the base on Medibang Paint, which would NOT have been easy to edit the base on as I would in Blender and its Grease Pencil tool. So, sorry for that.

Apparently, Inkbunny has been under a distributed denial-of-service attack and blocked over 4000 IPs. What really worries me is that the attack might resume, and that Inkbunny is going to block even more IPs.

So many bad gateways... so little patience...

...

Words cannot express how much I hate the English language right now.

Stephen Hawking is 80 today

Also I'm drunk af

I resolve to not be offensive to those I love, as it results in being blocked. I also resolve to not drink too much and end up puking in the toilet.