I'm trying this for the first time heheh-
What you'll need is a cashapp and discord

5$ for a head shot
10$ for a half body shot
15$ for a full body shot

No extra charges for anything xddd I'll alter or redo the art if there's anything you're not satisfied with xddd and if you get tired of waiting (either it be five days, a week or more, you can just let me know and I'll send you your money back xddd)

I will NOT draw NSFW! I also will NOT draw... (scat, watersports, musk, diapers, things like that)

You also have to be 18 or older!

My cashapp is: $Gabetripodmorph
My discord is tripodattack

I'm currently sick, was sick during new years xdddd, and it's getting worse, I'm feeling miserable lmfaooo but I did something I haven't done in.... actually I don't think I've done at all xdd, I hate myself, I feel ugly, and weird, and feel disappointed and ashamed whenever I look in the mirror. I was in the bathroom just earlier, looking down at the sink in pain, and then I looked up at the mirror xddd and Idk why but, I got a good vibe from it. I didn't feel self hatred or creeped out lmao, I fr felt an good, comforting feeling, I didn't even get bothered by the pain of my sickness during that xdddd
I hate how puffy my face is, and my weight, and just- usually feel like an annoyance, I started getting that feeling from 2021 up to 2024, and now I sort of feel like 2025 is going to be a fresh new year, like things are going to get better lol
This is probably dumb and small, but I still feel like sharing this xddd, I feel better now after that xddd

Apples

I'm about finished with my horror comic, going to be back to fat things for a little while (Until I start working on my next project :p)

So I'm taking a break from fat characters and such, as I feel it's holding me back from doing other things that I REALLY want to do. I'm not QUITTING, but I am taking a break.
I'm still going to be active on YouTube (Deviantart too), which I'll give links to at the bottom of the journal.
I really want to do comics and other projects, including music and scoring, but I just feel like I keep distracting myself cause of the fat thoughts and such.
I'm going to return eventually though, once I settle down I'm going to come back.
I might also disable my account during the break, as my ocs, art and stories are still very precious to me, and I want to protect them. I dunno when I might or if I even will disable my account, but I'm just letting yall know real quick.
Here are the links to my YouTube and Deviantart:
YT: https://www.youtube.com/@RadioSnakeInvasion6333
DA: https://www.deviantart.com/mutatedspider2005

So, my laptops been destroying itself very slowly no matter what I've done to keep it healthy and happy xddd
and well- if I am unactive for a veeeery long time, it's not cause I'm dead or cause I've deserted or anything, I've just been unable to come on here and such.
This laptop is my only way of connecting as of now due to my tablet being broken (my fault) and currently I'm trying to get a head start on my comic career, as I've been for the past few weeks been working on a little horror creature feature comic called Metamorphosis
HEAVILY inspired by Leviathan (1989), except it's not some infecting stuff, it's just a monster slowly growing the more it feeds.
I'm hoping to sell copies and maybe if I save up enough, I'll get my tablet fixed first, before then getting a new laptop. This will take LOTS of time as obvious, but I hope yall don't feel abandoned or anything if I'm suddenly unactive and such xddd, yall are frigging awesome, and honestly I made so many awesome friends from here.
I might also be taking a break from the fat fetish stuff, MAYBE... but that doesn't mean I'm going to for sure quit it. We'll see. Anyways, I hope yall have an awesome day, and take care! ^^

Sorry for spam you guys, I just want to get all the adoptables I've designed out here real quick

So, I've finished watching The Tripods for the kazillionth time, and I swear to god I still get upset from that ending >_< crazy how my favorite show ever has a down beat ending xd

Finally found a satisfying name for my Master oc, Jovius was kind of-... not satisfying for me-

Marz sounds neat tho xddd

So I'm going to try to bring back Alvin, I feel I didn't have him do much action, and since he's one of the main protagonists (well sort of now I guess-), I MAINLY want to bring him back as human, but I'll just ask this

prefer him back as human, or back still as a scourgian?

I found a black widow spider by my pool, and I tried to hold em :D

don't forget how cool you are ^^

Don't worry, I have NOT forgotten the comics and written stories here, I do intend to finish them (and some art for a few friends)

but here's also some non kinky and normal comics I have planned (they will be released on my YouTube channel and Deviantart account)

Shima (The Island)
The War of the Worlds
Nova Domus
Untitled story about fantasy creatures somehow ending up in the 20th century (imagine gta 5 but with fantasy creatures such as goblins and such ending up in our world)

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCH.....cJLB1RVYYIf0Gg
Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/mutatedspider2005

so I'm back on Deviantart, Furaffinity is still my main but I will post my non fetishy and kinky art there

heres the link:
https://www.deviantart.com/mutatedspider2005

there's very likely to be no art at all until I buy a new computer, as I am terrible at drawing with a stylus, and it keeps going wherever it wants to go when I even draw a simple line on the screen, sorry...

SO... how do I say this

I may not be able to draw much again, if I do, the weird... bad low quality aesthetic in my art might change (atleast until I get a new computer, which actually could be sooner than yall might expect as I have a crazy plan to earn extra cash >_>)

SO... I did all this on a school computer, which means that before I give it back, I'm going to have to delete EEEEEEEEEEVERY little thing I've done (don't worry I have a flash drive for my stuff, which Ima keep safe til I get a new computer)

LUCKILY I have a tablet, which I am transporting all of my accounts and such to, and then removing them from this computer.
(Means I can still talk to my friends! YAAAY! :D)

ANOTHER THING... when I said I have a plan to earn extra cash, means Im gonna do another thing for money besides a normal job.... PLASMA DONATING! Shit man I heard you can make a lot from doing it daily for each one or two weeks or month (idk how it works lol) but yeee, my fear of needles isn't as bad anymore, and I heard the plasma helps people so hey! Im happy! ^^

so yeah, might be busy a lot, I hope this doesn't cause issues (I need to stop worrying so much xdd)

anyways thank you for reading this, you guys are the best! seriously! aaaand... take care! :3

Honestly it was a good ending to the og show ^^, sad Glenn didn't make it though-

I've seen C. Fucking Thomas Howell and Robert Patrick, AND NOW, ON EPISODE 13 OF SEASON 11 ON THE WALKING DEAD, MICHAEL BIEHN?! Holy shit dude xddd, lots of old movie actors I'm seeing

The base in New York is an building that fell down into the ground xddd, just wanted to put that out there if anyones confused xddd

wew im 19, like one year away from FLIPPING 20, idk how the hell i made it this far lmao

So I just finished a episode of The Walking Dead, it ended with Eugene and Rosita hiding in mud as a herd of walkers pass by, I kid you NOT! There were WALKERS TALKING! NOT "AHHH" OR "GRAHHH" OR "HRHAHAHRHAHHHA" they literally said "WHERE ARE THEY?"

Honestly, I never thought I'd actually even feel one ever xddd, that was kinda strange, but it wasn't bad xddd, just slight shakes, Zarrah probably fell

So it's been years since I've watched The Walking Dead, I was probably 13 or 14 (probably even younger) when I last watched (last time I remember watching was around season 8) I kind of lost interest since my boi, Glenn was killed xddd

I've given the show another watch, I'm on season 6, episode 11, and honestly... I've noticed... this sounds like the A Bugs Life plot LMFAO, like Negan is literally Hopper, and the saviors are literally just the grasshoppers, when they're forcing the ants to collect food for them, Negan and the saviors are making communities hand over half of their supplies in exchange for not attacking them. I'm pretty disturbed I'm nearing Glenns death but honestly I'm gonna keep watching because I feel weird for not continuing, and since the show is pretty much finished... yeah :p

FUNNY to say, Hilltop is literally like the ant colony, and Rick and the gang are literally the circus bugs, and Jesus is literally Flik, and the saviors are the grasshoppers, with Negan being Hopper

I still hate Negan for killing my man, though! >:T Glenn was the best xddd

Got my keys fixed finally xddd (hopefully I improve more with my writing, grammar and telling the story xddd)

I hope you guys are having a better start than I am xddd Im super sick rn, but that wont stop me from drawing xddd, anyways happy new year everybody x3

Im hoping this year I can try to be brave (I get scared easily from so many things xddd...) and Im hoping I can finish my stories, comics, etc, and hopefully, I find a job xppp (thats the bit where I need to be the most brave cause I get rlly scared when Im alone or away from people I know in a far away place lmao), I also am hoping to learn how to drive and know where Im going, so I can actually do things myself lmao without getting scared.

anyways I hope yall have a great year, and ill see yall later xddd byebye