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5 years...semi update? new art coming~
Posted 3 years agoA lot has happened in the past 5 years, I mainly disappeared for quite a long while. Things got crazy, hectic, especially last month. Those who talk to me regularly still know the hell that has been May 2022.
I'm really trying to turn stuff back around and become more social once more. I haven't used any social mediums aside from Telegram and Discord. Recently found myself back on f-list, at least until this last month had happened ^^;
Regardless, I shall begin uploading pieces here once more :D
Dri has been aged to match my own, I am quite fond of it :3
Best wishes and hope you all a safe and pleasant 2022 summer ^.=.^
I'm really trying to turn stuff back around and become more social once more. I haven't used any social mediums aside from Telegram and Discord. Recently found myself back on f-list, at least until this last month had happened ^^;
Regardless, I shall begin uploading pieces here once more :D
Dri has been aged to match my own, I am quite fond of it :3
Best wishes and hope you all a safe and pleasant 2022 summer ^.=.^
Story writing (if interested in stories please take a look!)
Posted 7 years agoSo...I haven't written a story in quite a few years, probably like 6-7 or so. I have been hankering to get back into the scene again but my inspiration has come a bit dry on what to write.
So here's where I'd like some help from you all! I need a little aid in direction~ whether it be ideas for stories, opening for a few (dirt cheap) story commissions to get the ball rolling again, or linking a (nonverbal/nonlyrical) song and a random idea for a scene.
I hope to get at least SOME feedback if anyone even looks at journals and/or watches me still xD;
thanks in advance!
~Drion/Zelphus~ Journey to the sunshine state
Posted 8 years ago Just left Pennsylvania this morning around 730 and am almost at my destination in Florida!
I grew up in PA but in the short time that I'm likely here on the peninsula, I hope to make some more memorable moments! Fredrik and I are getting married!....someday
Posted 10 years ago Fredrik and I have been together since 10/20/10 (fun numbers, eh?) and this year will be our 5th together!
We've been discussing quite heavily what we're going to do and for the longest time, it was him moving here to the US...now we both see...that's not optimal for either of us.
SO! We're now working towards moving me to Sweden so he and I can finally be married and live together!
only problem is...it costs...and with me having to get a new car, insurance, pay my school loans...it leaves me very little to save so we can finally start our lives together.
All I can do is turn to humanity and see if the people out there will help us towards our cause but...I'm skeptical and I hate asking for help...
My question is...what would you guys think would be the best way for he and I to collect money so we can make this dream of ours finally come true?
I've thought of gofundme or asking artists to hold auctions to benefit us...but I feel like it'd be asking too much...I don't know...
it's just so hard living on my own away from him anymore...a computer screen isn't cutting it anymore and it hurts... v.=.v
thoughts?Birthday AGAIN!?
Posted 10 years agoI swear I just had one of these things...where the hell is all this time going~
I remember when the summer used to last F O R E V E R ... and now they're gone with the blink of an eye...
though so far this year I've made a LOT of positive changes in my life and if things go well it should only get better! (hopefully)
I hope you're all staying cool in the northern hemisphere and warm in the southern <3
~paintbutt over and out~
I remember when the summer used to last F O R E V E R ... and now they're gone with the blink of an eye...
though so far this year I've made a LOT of positive changes in my life and if things go well it should only get better! (hopefully)
I hope you're all staying cool in the northern hemisphere and warm in the southern <3
~paintbutt over and out~
Ice Dragon Birthday :D
Posted 10 years agoFor those who don't really know us, and those that do!
Today is 
's birthday! Go Leave a shout and show him how special he really is! ^.=.^
Also I hope everyone has had a good Easter and such :DSo...much...love D:
Posted 11 years agoI can honestly say...I NEVER expected to get sooooo many birthday wishes as I did yesterday!
Everyone made me feel so incredibly loved <3 I really couldn't be happier with the people I know and have befriended!
I apologize if anyone on my skype feels left out, I'm normally just tired from work but just know that I honestly cherish anyone and everyone that is on my contact list, which is growing still ._.;
I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer and hope it continues to be a good one or begins to be a good one! :D
Thank you soooooo much to anyone and everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
Much love from the paintbrush dragon~ <3 :D ^.=.^
Everyone made me feel so incredibly loved <3 I really couldn't be happier with the people I know and have befriended!
I apologize if anyone on my skype feels left out, I'm normally just tired from work but just know that I honestly cherish anyone and everyone that is on my contact list, which is growing still ._.;
I hope everyone is having a wonderful summer and hope it continues to be a good one or begins to be a good one! :D
Thank you soooooo much to anyone and everyone who wished me a happy birthday!
Much love from the paintbrush dragon~ <3 :D ^.=.^
Birthday Soon! D:
Posted 11 years agoYea...it's coming fast this year. It's kinda funny, I really don't FEEL older at all but the fact of the matter is...In june I'll be hitting that milestone birthday year of 30 D:
hard to believe I've been here on FA for 8 years ._.; where did the time go x.x;
I hate my birthday generally, it vastly goes unappreciated and unnoticed (and no this isn't a 'pity me! or give me stuff!' journal...though I wouldn't be against gifts! xD) It's always just been lonely and boring and means little to me.
Maybe this year will be different? I don't know...but regardless yea, June 24 I'll be hitting 30 x.x;
...I feel old...;-;
hard to believe I've been here on FA for 8 years ._.; where did the time go x.x;
I hate my birthday generally, it vastly goes unappreciated and unnoticed (and no this isn't a 'pity me! or give me stuff!' journal...though I wouldn't be against gifts! xD) It's always just been lonely and boring and means little to me.
Maybe this year will be different? I don't know...but regardless yea, June 24 I'll be hitting 30 x.x;
...I feel old...;-;
50k D:
Posted 11 years agoWow...I don't know why as many people are following me as there are. I'm just a boring paintbutt D:
who just happens to be in love with a hot dragon, and getting porn of such...normally of his big-self in action with me
well, regardless I can't thank you all enough for the following and such :D
(just 5 away from hitting 50k views)
wish I could do some kind of kiriban but I can't really draw and my writing hasn't been existent in a long long time lol
much loves to all <3
who just happens to be in love with a hot dragon, and getting porn of such...normally of his big-self in action with me
well, regardless I can't thank you all enough for the following and such :D
(just 5 away from hitting 50k views)
wish I could do some kind of kiriban but I can't really draw and my writing hasn't been existent in a long long time lol
much loves to all <3
Broke down: Twitter
Posted 11 years agoPeople have been bugging me to make one for the longest time...I just didn't want to but now I did
sooooo...I guess if you WANT to follow me on there, by all means~
https://twitter.com/DrionEclipse
can't say I'll be particularly exciting but who knows! I make random silly comments in general so I'll probably get to show some of my real colors on there =P
sooooo...I guess if you WANT to follow me on there, by all means~
https://twitter.com/DrionEclipse
can't say I'll be particularly exciting but who knows! I make random silly comments in general so I'll probably get to show some of my real colors on there =P
New Skype
Posted 12 years agoIf you have me on skype, I made a new one to go with the 'new' me and just...well I wanted to start over fresh too~
so if you wanted to add my new skype, or want to talk to a paintbrush~
the new skype is drioneclipse
<3
so if you wanted to add my new skype, or want to talk to a paintbrush~
the new skype is drioneclipse
<3
First pimp ever!
Posted 12 years agoFigured why not, was asked if I wanted to participate since they're both friends of mine, so sure!
just hit his first mark on FA of 300 watches and is hosting a little raffle to celebrate!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5016517/ is the journal :D
I know I won't win this thing but eh, never win if you never try -shrug-
Peace out y'all~ <3
just hit his first mark on FA of 300 watches and is hosting a little raffle to celebrate!http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5016517/ is the journal :D
I know I won't win this thing but eh, never win if you never try -shrug-
Peace out y'all~ <3
Very Merry Unbirthday
Posted 12 years agoEh...I hate this time of year =\
people will most likely notice that I'll be a little more...depressed when it's the middle of June...why is that?
It's my birthday. I know most people are happy on their birthday but I just don't feel that joyous over that.
1) I despise the fact that I'm getting older
2) It's never acknowledged...my entire life before the notifications on things like skype, facebook w/e no one ever remembered my birthday. I just...feel so unimportant when it comes to my birthday.
3) I know it sounds selfish but I just...I guess it'd be nice to get presents for once, if it's supposed to be a joyous day...then why not do something to celebrate it? I've always had to ask for something and I dunno...I don't think it should be that way.
4) I'm so tired of people promising to do something...and then as time goes by I never hear of it again and when I bring it up it just gets pushed aside...
I'm tired of having false lies and false friends...if you really want to show you care...then do something that's actually meaningful and not just misleading...spend time with me, even if it's only a short while...don't just say 'happy birthday' and then don't talk anymore for the rest of the day, your words are meaningless to me then...simply for the fact that Skype notifies you that it's my birthday...
every year it's the same and every year I hate my birthday approaching because I feel like I'm worthless
sorry for the rant...but...I dunno...if anyone wonders or really cares, my birthday is next week: June 24th
have a good day all~Inspiration
Posted 12 years ago So...anyone who enjoys my writing knows that I've been going through one hell of a dry spell, hardly writing anything and with the comic coming to a complete stop...
well it doesn't seem like it's going to pick back up as it's near impossible now to get all the missing parts that are needed for the completion of ANY of the comics on Germees.
So...I was hit with inspiration thanks to 
the other day and my spark for a new story has hit my mind...I'm thinking of making each chapter illustrated by someone as it gets posted (already have a few artists accepting to do a piece for me and work with me on it)
Incest seems to be a big favorite here on FA. Though I hate being cliché...so I'm doing a bit of a spin
here's my question for y'all
should I use my account here? Or post them up on Germees to give those who enjoy a good read, something to look at AND have a story behind it too? 
Profile Revamp
Posted 12 years agoDoubt anyone has noticed since I just did it but...
I just removed most of the old pictures of when I was a tigon. Why?
He was a me that no longer exists. He was a teacher, my goal as a person. Since I no longer am inspiring to be that, I didn't want to see a constant reminder of what I wasn't going to be anymore. Anything that is in scraps that involves Fredrik, I'm keeping...simply because it's like a timeline of our lives together :3
All my poems, stories and story-related pictures I placed in scraps. Now it's all me and my other characters :D
Drion is the new me, ofc if you're used to calling me Myd, feel free, it doesn't bother me...it WAS my name for at least 6 years =P
I just removed most of the old pictures of when I was a tigon. Why?
He was a me that no longer exists. He was a teacher, my goal as a person. Since I no longer am inspiring to be that, I didn't want to see a constant reminder of what I wasn't going to be anymore. Anything that is in scraps that involves Fredrik, I'm keeping...simply because it's like a timeline of our lives together :3
All my poems, stories and story-related pictures I placed in scraps. Now it's all me and my other characters :D
Drion is the new me, ofc if you're used to calling me Myd, feel free, it doesn't bother me...it WAS my name for at least 6 years =P
Blueberry Birthday
Posted 12 years agoToday is my dear, sweet 's birthday :D
Everyone, if you haven't already, go give him birthday wishes! He deserves the very best~ <3<3<3Friends
Posted 12 years agoLately I've been wondering...
What exactly IS a friend? What do they do? How do you classify someone as your friend?
What do -you- think a friend means? Being a friend? Having someone as a friend, what do you expect of them?
tell me what you think possible breakthrough?
Posted 13 years agoso a friend of mine shared this link with me
http://www.washingtonblade.com/2012.....ional-couples/
I am keeping my fingers crossed majorly for this to go through >.<;
I love like no other and it kills me to see how much he is constantly struggling where he lives...I hate not being able to console him physically and just...make him happy forever...
if this passes then I will be soooo ecstatic ;-;
-crosses fingers- come on America! Get with the program and stop being such a biased prejudiced place to live!
http://www.washingtonblade.com/2012.....ional-couples/
I am keeping my fingers crossed majorly for this to go through >.<;
I love
like no other and it kills me to see how much he is constantly struggling where he lives...I hate not being able to console him physically and just...make him happy forever...if this passes then I will be soooo ecstatic ;-;
-crosses fingers- come on America! Get with the program and stop being such a biased prejudiced place to live!
FA, you should be ashamed of yourself
Posted 13 years agoFirst off...I don't give two flying fucks what you think of me for knowing and being friends with 
I'm well aware of his 'horrible' past and everything, but y'know what? Unlike those of you who cause drama and just make people out to be scum on the earth instead of seeing someone who is in dire need of mental help...I talked and got to know him
All in all he's a great kid and real sweet and polite, always has been and opens up to me about everything. I helped him get away from all this drama in his old life and start anew
and y'know what? Continuing to bully and simply be a a huge dick over somethings that someone horribly regrets and wants to make himself a better person. Why would you go through SO MUCH effort to ruin someone's life and make them feel even worse about themselves?
Because you know what? That makes you a much worse person in general for doing such a thing
he messaged me today, and showed me a link of dire nature (it's broken now so I took it down)
THIS IS TO FA OFFICIALS AND OTHERS WHO SEE THIS
this shit has got to stop! What kind of gratification do you get for making some sick twisted ass thing like that!? If you look at his REAL fa page which he abandoned...you'll see that someone deliberately went OUT of their way to make this.
His last message to me was this: 'Like I said, you're too late, I will be going to sleep soon and if everything goes like I want it, I will not be waking up'
If this kid is found dead...those who had any point in torturing him to the point of doing this
You're a murderer and you deserve to burn in hell.
(if you read this please show it to others because stuff like this needs to STOP)
I'm well aware of his 'horrible' past and everything, but y'know what? Unlike those of you who cause drama and just make people out to be scum on the earth instead of seeing someone who is in dire need of mental help...I talked and got to know him
All in all he's a great kid and real sweet and polite, always has been and opens up to me about everything. I helped him get away from all this drama in his old life and start anew
and y'know what? Continuing to bully and simply be a a huge dick over somethings that someone horribly regrets and wants to make himself a better person. Why would you go through SO MUCH effort to ruin someone's life and make them feel even worse about themselves?
Because you know what? That makes you a much worse person in general for doing such a thing
he messaged me today, and showed me a link of dire nature (it's broken now so I took it down)
THIS IS TO FA OFFICIALS AND OTHERS WHO SEE THIS
this shit has got to stop! What kind of gratification do you get for making some sick twisted ass thing like that!? If you look at his REAL fa page which he abandoned...you'll see that someone deliberately went OUT of their way to make this.
His last message to me was this: 'Like I said, you're too late, I will be going to sleep soon and if everything goes like I want it, I will not be waking up'
If this kid is found dead...those who had any point in torturing him to the point of doing this
You're a murderer and you deserve to burn in hell.
(if you read this please show it to others because stuff like this needs to STOP)
F-list made~
Posted 13 years agoRemade an f-list for my new self!
Fredrik and I have been talking about RPs and stuff lately. Normally he hasn't been too big into it but...well...he's bi, he likes his females that I cannot provide. I love and trust him, as he does me! I dunno who all that watches me actually cares but~
This is it: http://www.f-list.net/c/drion
Fredrik has made one too, but more for the female aspect~ if you're a gal then go check him out! ( http://www.f-list.net/c/fredrik/ )
here's my f-list =D I'm open for RP with people if it comes to it, just for fun :3 Plus it's a good way to make new friends! ^.=.^
feel free to send me a note here or there if ever wanna discuss ideas or anything of the sort~
Cheers!
-Dri (formerly Mydnyte)
Fredrik and I have been talking about RPs and stuff lately. Normally he hasn't been too big into it but...well...he's bi, he likes his females that I cannot provide. I love and trust him, as he does me! I dunno who all that watches me actually cares but~
This is it: http://www.f-list.net/c/drion
Fredrik has made one too, but more for the female aspect~ if you're a gal then go check him out! ( http://www.f-list.net/c/fredrik/ )
here's my f-list =D I'm open for RP with people if it comes to it, just for fun :3 Plus it's a good way to make new friends! ^.=.^
feel free to send me a note here or there if ever wanna discuss ideas or anything of the sort~
Cheers!
-Dri (formerly Mydnyte)
Please Help
Posted 13 years agoI'm doing this without Fredrik's opinion...not that I don't respect it but I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING!
I don't know how many will read this but if anyone does...please...Fredrik's in a lot of trouble, and if any of you know us, we're deeply in love with one another. I made a GoFundMe for him to help hopefully earn some money for his cause. Not that you all haven't helped him enough but...the situation calls for more than what he has available to him currently. I'm so scared for him and feel so powerless...may his father rot in hell for eternity.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3734633/ here is his journal about what's going on...
http://www.gofundme.com/12ibps I hope people will help his situation and that things will start to get better for him.
Thank you for taking the time to read...
I love you with all my heart Fredrik and I'll do anything to help you, even if it costs me everything.
I don't know how many will read this but if anyone does...please...Fredrik's in a lot of trouble, and if any of you know us, we're deeply in love with one another. I made a GoFundMe for him to help hopefully earn some money for his cause. Not that you all haven't helped him enough but...the situation calls for more than what he has available to him currently. I'm so scared for him and feel so powerless...may his father rot in hell for eternity.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3734633/ here is his journal about what's going on...
http://www.gofundme.com/12ibps I hope people will help his situation and that things will start to get better for him.
Thank you for taking the time to read...
I love you with all my heart Fredrik and I'll do anything to help you, even if it costs me everything.
Happiest month in my life
Posted 13 years ago
(forewarning: this journal is a bit corny but it's for my soulmate: )
I never thought it'd happen
especially to me
To have my heart liberated
let it be free
My heart, it pounded
throbbing so hard
the moment I saw you
so near and yet far
I got to the airport
nervous as hell
I'm sure you also
felt it as well
You came down the walkway
coming towards me
I thought to myself
'Is it him? Could it be?'
Your time spent here
I only can say
It felt so natural
in every possible way.
I now know you are mine
and now I am yours
You're the key to my lock
of my so many doors.
You made me so happy
that words can't explain
Not a moment of doubt,
regret or disdain.
The last day I cried
Not wanting to show
The tears that I shed
it was a hard blow.
For me to let go
of someone so rare
a person so genuine,
amazing, who cares
I love you so much
I won't let you down
I promise to keep you happy
and never make you frown
We both know
we're made to be
I chose you
and you chose me
I will wait for you
until you return
The times we have shared
in memory, they're burned
I thought true love was a myth
at least in my eyes
I'll forever be yours
even when everything dies.
-I'm sorry for the corniness of this...but...I wanted to say something a little more for the guy who made my life whole, for the most amazing month in my entire life...and the happiest I've ever felt. To say goodbye was by far the hardest thing, he didn't want to leave, and I didn't want him to go. We're going to work towards a path together, that path being getting him a VISA to the U.S.A so we can live together. I love you so much Fredrik, I'll always be your special blackberry tigon-That time of the year again
Posted 13 years agoyea...another birthday, coming this Sunday, I'll be turning 28
I never really look forward to my birthday, this year is different because I have it with the man of my dreams <3
I just don't look forward to it, almost to the point where I hate my birthday...I've always been miserable...last year my birthday was pretty much spent alone at AC, in the hotel room...not the most memorable
that and I hate the idea of getting older...I know, I know~ 28 isn't THAT old...but I still don't like the idea
regardless, June 24th I turn 28AC Report
Posted 13 years agoMine probably won't be as long as others just because so much went on and I really don't know what to say xD;
This year was far better than last year <3 Still a little drama happened but because I got to spend it with my amazing boyfriend everything was simply amazing and I had such a great time with him.
We had a large group that we went out with almost everywhere:
was great to see him again, even though I helped through a few times but all in all it was so much fun to hang with ya again
got to see you YET again lol soon we'll be real roommates =P
& 
it was great to finally meet thor and meet panzar for the first time, gawd you guys are so much fun~ and I will keep a tight hold on these memories and bother you both more often
got to meet for the first time as well, pretty chill guy and was great finally getting to meet as well :3
Was really glad we had as a roommate, almost everynight the three of us sat in the main bed and just watched TV :3
always great to see and hang out with, good friend of quite a while now and need to see more often.
can't even dare to forget the Bink, It's always a blast hanging out with you,seriously one of the funniest people I know. I reeeaaaallly need to visit between the con xD;
I won't lie either, the biggest surprise (which makes me feel like an asshole) was meeting
his character seems so...well if you know Chark you know how his character comes off as, which is bad for making assumptions so I deserve a slap on the wrists for that. When he met my bf then me, he's a really awesome guy, very good sense of humor and we actually had a lot in common. We look forward to seeing you again in the future :D
there were many others that I hung out with and so many and am glad I did :D
sulferdragon 
bean222 
distortedgirl66 
arashiin 
morto 
sarustreeleafwolf 
zharr18 and if I missed people I apologize if you know me well you know my memory sucks or I just don't know what your FA is ^^; (but I have the memories which are more important)
We can't wait until next year :D thanks for an amazing AC'12 <3
This year was far better than last year <3 Still a little drama happened but because I got to spend it with my amazing boyfriend
everything was simply amazing and I had such a great time with him.We had a large group that we went out with almost everywhere:
was great to see him again, even though I helped through a few times but all in all it was so much fun to hang with ya again
got to see you YET again lol soon we'll be real roommates =P
& 
it was great to finally meet thor and meet panzar for the first time, gawd you guys are so much fun~ and I will keep a tight hold on these memories and bother you both more often
got to meet for the first time as well, pretty chill guy and was great finally getting to meet as well :3
Was really glad we had as a roommate, almost everynight the three of us sat in the main bed and just watched TV :3
always great to see and hang out with, good friend of quite a while now and need to see more often.
can't even dare to forget the Bink, It's always a blast hanging out with you,seriously one of the funniest people I know. I reeeaaaallly need to visit between the con xD;I won't lie either, the biggest surprise (which makes me feel like an asshole) was meeting
his character seems so...well if you know Chark you know how his character comes off as, which is bad for making assumptions so I deserve a slap on the wrists for that. When he met my bf then me, he's a really awesome guy, very good sense of humor and we actually had a lot in common. We look forward to seeing you again in the future :Dthere were many others that I hung out with and so many and am glad I did :D
sulferdragon 
bean222 
distortedgirl66 
arashiin 
morto 
sarustreeleafwolf 
zharr18 and if I missed people I apologize if you know me well you know my memory sucks or I just don't know what your FA is ^^; (but I have the memories which are more important)We can't wait until next year :D thanks for an amazing AC'12 <3
Fredrik's here~
Posted 13 years agoAs some of you are aware of, I picked Fredrik up from the airport today.
The feelings I have...they're surreal...I mean...people know how I am in person...I'm -not- very sexual and I love laughing and all that...
I...don't know what to say almost. He's sleeping upstairs right now, and I can't sleep (and work in 3 hours). I got one hour of sleep before I left to pick him up.
My heart won't stop pounding, my mind won't stop racing...I want to touch him, hold him, hug him..cuddle him...but with this being his first time in this kind of scenario with another person...I'm giving him his space so he can adjust on his own. The moment I saw him, sexual feelings and thoughts I've never had around anyone else emerged...I don't know how to handle it.
This isn't how I am, I don't know what's come over me. (He looks so peaceful right now...and really cute)
Sorry for the random journal...just had to get these thoughts out.
The feelings I have...they're surreal...I mean...people know how I am in person...I'm -not- very sexual and I love laughing and all that...
I...don't know what to say almost. He's sleeping upstairs right now, and I can't sleep (and work in 3 hours). I got one hour of sleep before I left to pick him up.
My heart won't stop pounding, my mind won't stop racing...I want to touch him, hold him, hug him..cuddle him...but with this being his first time in this kind of scenario with another person...I'm giving him his space so he can adjust on his own. The moment I saw him, sexual feelings and thoughts I've never had around anyone else emerged...I don't know how to handle it.
This isn't how I am, I don't know what's come over me. (He looks so peaceful right now...and really cute)
Sorry for the random journal...just had to get these thoughts out.
