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General | Posted 13 years agoAnthrocon Meme!
How do you want to be addressed?
Myd or Mydnyte is preferable
Gender?
Male since day one (unless there's something -I- don't know)
Age?
27...I'm getting old =\
What do you look like?
Tall, spikey hair mostly, probably won't shave so might be a bit fuzzy =P
I have a pic in my scraps I believe...I don't remember though lol
Where/how can I find you?
If you have my number, just text :3 otherwise I'll likely be hanging in the Zoo and
How are you getting there?
I will be driving :D and taking
and 
:3 will be a fun drive <3
Where are you staying at?
DoubleTree
Which days will you be attending?
Thursday -> Monday
Do you do requests?
I don't really do anything worthy of requests =P
Do you do trades?
^^^^^ but with trades.
Do you do commissions?
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Will you have prints, CDs, or merchandise?
N/A
Will you have Art in the Art Show?
N/A
Who will you be with?
My mate:
What is your main purpose for attending?
To see my friends and to give Fredrik a wonderful time <3
Can I talk to you?
Of course~
Can I take pictures with you?
I don't mind it if I'm in suit :3
Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
I don't mind hugs :3 but cuddle? no
Can I hang out with you?
I love company :3
Do you go to parties?
not really D:
Do you fursuit/costume?
Why yes, yes I do :3
What is the best way to reach you?
Cellphone or just look for a tall guy. Or fredrik lol
Anything else?
There will be absolutely no flirting or hitting on for either of us. Unless one of us says something jokingly, which we do. No snuggles, cuddles, and most certainly no kisses. (not explaining)
How do you want to be addressed?
Myd or Mydnyte is preferable
Gender?
Male since day one (unless there's something -I- don't know)
Age?
27...I'm getting old =\
What do you look like?
Tall, spikey hair mostly, probably won't shave so might be a bit fuzzy =P
I have a pic in my scraps I believe...I don't remember though lol
Where/how can I find you?
If you have my number, just text :3 otherwise I'll likely be hanging in the Zoo and
How are you getting there?
I will be driving :D and taking
and 
:3 will be a fun drive <3Where are you staying at?
DoubleTree
Which days will you be attending?
Thursday -> Monday
Do you do requests?
I don't really do anything worthy of requests =P
Do you do trades?
^^^^^ but with trades.
Do you do commissions?
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Will you have prints, CDs, or merchandise?
N/A
Will you have Art in the Art Show?
N/A
Who will you be with?
My mate:
What is your main purpose for attending?
To see my friends and to give Fredrik a wonderful time <3
Can I talk to you?
Of course~
Can I take pictures with you?
I don't mind it if I'm in suit :3
Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?
I don't mind hugs :3 but cuddle? no
Can I hang out with you?
I love company :3
Do you go to parties?
not really D:
Do you fursuit/costume?
Why yes, yes I do :3
What is the best way to reach you?
Cellphone or just look for a tall guy. Or fredrik lol
Anything else?
There will be absolutely no flirting or hitting on for either of us. Unless one of us says something jokingly, which we do. No snuggles, cuddles, and most certainly no kisses. (not explaining)
Help Support Fredrik's Music
General | Posted 14 years agoBy purchasing his new chill out album and/or his Christmas sale! Lots of great music for a cheap price!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3017643/
Thanks in advance <3Why is it...(Artist Pimp)
General | Posted 14 years ago...so many of the truly talented artists are ignored and underviewed here on FA?
Fredrik and I were shown this artist: 
kitsunia the art here is simply stunning and very worth the look and watch!
kitsuniaFredrik has...
General | Posted 14 years agoprobably been the biggest inspiration in my life~ :3
That isn't to say that there aren't other very important and inspirational people in my life...
but for obvious reasons, he is the one who drives me beyond the limit to improve myself daily the most <3.
Thank you babe for being you~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Love you much! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
[/babble of a love stricken tigon]
I just felt like sharing xD
He's just incredible and I wouldn't want anyone else =^-^=
ok now I'm really done lol
P.S. I can't wait until AC'12Does this sound like me?
General | Posted 14 years ago So I saw someone's journal and decided to do this, I always wondered how accurate these things are...
so...you tell me, does this sound like a good representation of who I am? ^^;
Outgoing
You are more interested in interacting with others than in being by yourself. For you, it is a boring waste of time to sit around, alone, and analyze why you are the way you are.
You don't prefer your own company to being with friends; you're not so interested in what's going on in your mind that you don't need to interact with others. And you get no pleasure out of sitting around, alone, trying to figure out what makes you tick.
Upbeat
You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
Tender
You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things. More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.
You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.
Empathetic
You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.
You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.
Conscientious
You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.
You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.
Calm
You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.
You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.
Sympathetic
You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.
You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Poised
You tend to feel at home wherever you find yourself, even in unfamiliar settings, with new people. It takes a lot to rattle you, and when rattled you recover quickly and gracefully.
You are usually not self-conscious or nervous when you're in an unfamiliar environment or with people you don't know.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Hmm...anyhew~ this was taken from here: http://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
So...tell me, those who know me...is it fairly accurate? ^^; In the end
General | Posted 14 years ago I'm getting help. I don't quite have the money to seek a psychiatrist irl...but I did a lot of thinking...I need to do something and when I saw 
pop on MSN...I knew he had his master's degree in Psych and he is going to be counseling me once a week. It may not be physical but he's still qualified and we're making it professional and legitimate...
I really want to work towards a bright future, one where I can strongly stand aside my love and have more control over my emotions and better understand myself...not just for me but for the sake of fredrik and our relationship...I am willing to do whatever it takes
Just sharing for anyone who actually cares and/or gives a damn to read this stuff.
Wish me luck! xP
A Declaration (Help wanted)
General | Posted 14 years ago I'll start this up by saying...
I'm a fucked up guy.
There are things in my psyche that have really messed up my internal chemistry and have made my emotions run amok.
I was diagnosed with clinical depression when I was 14 when I suddenly lost my closest friend to cancer. When I was 13 he was perfectly healthy and then within a year's time...the cancer spread so far through his body and he died. I locked in all of my emotions at that time. I stopped showing any kind of emotion in public, for a year I did everything in silence.
Ever since that day...I stopped showing any kind of negative emotion and I don't handle things as well as I could. I keep getting told by people that I need to handle my emotions better...I want to know...how can I? I keep them inside of me for a long time then one thing happens and I just start thinking negatively....and it just builds and builds and builds.
My biggest fear with this...is that my beloved has to deal with it...and I can tell it's hard for him to. I have never felt myself more complete by anyone in my life. Anyone who knows him, knows that he abhors drama. I want to know...how can I better myself, how can I deal with these emotions that keep coming and boil up in a pot...constantly ready to overflow.
He's been really sick lately and I want him to focus on recovering. I honestly think though...that this last month when I had no net...being separated from him for so long...I think it really did a lot of damage to my mind and made me more unstable again. I feel it's not right for him to have to put up with me being like this often, as of late...
It's not fair to Fredrik that I'm like this, and I honestly want to better myself. I want to be someone better that he can be with, someone that he doesn't need to deal with this kinds of things with...where do I start?
My past relationships have all torn a piece out of me and what is left is a broken tigon. My last relationship only hurt so much because it was 3 1/2 years devoted to him just to wind up tearing a large chunk out of me. It wasn't his fault as it was also my own, I suppose. I just don't want to get into much detail as it is a private matter and the last thing I want to do is to stir up drama.
and for Fredrik:
You are such an amazing guy, I bless every single day that I've been able to call you mine.
Soon enough we'll be hitting 1 year together and I can tell you...you're my world. I have many dear friends and others that I cherish but...none of them have wedged themselves into my heart like you have. I love you so dearly, you are my snowflake, the cool wind sweeping across my face. You are the sun that lifts the fogs in the valley of my mind. You being with me gives me strength...the only thing I ask of you is to remain by my side. Hold my hand through this so I don't have to overcome this alone. I thought about what I want...I thought I needed to know how much you love me, or reassurance that you do. All I need is your support and patience with me, to continue taking me as the damaged piece I am...and to hold my hand and stand by my side as I try hard to win over my short comings.
I'm sorry for pinning this down on your guys...it makes me feel weak. I needed to get this out though somehow, and to my deepest love. At the risk of sounding redundant: I love you more than life itself, I wouldn't even be wanting to do this, to better myself if it wasn't for you. You give me the strength I need...and I hope you can forgive this journal.
Maybe...to get these negative thoughts out now and again, do you think I should post venting journals like this?Finally! Regained access!
General | Posted 14 years agoWhat a month of tribulations xP
It may have been a needed break from talking to Fredrik on a daily basis...but let me tell you...
it was pure hell for me =\ anyone who saw me dipping real low mentally would know what I mean xP
I know I have emotional issues to work out...but that's why I'm so fortunate to have such wonderful friends and an amazing boyfriend by my side to keep me sane and stable :3
ANYways...I thank you all for being patient with me and giving me comfort when I needed it
emotionally, I'm a very weak person...my strength comes out when I have my friends and my beloved with me
thank you all <3
It may have been a needed break from talking to Fredrik on a daily basis...but let me tell you...
it was pure hell for me =\ anyone who saw me dipping real low mentally would know what I mean xP
I know I have emotional issues to work out...but that's why I'm so fortunate to have such wonderful friends and an amazing boyfriend by my side to keep me sane and stable :3
ANYways...I thank you all for being patient with me and giving me comfort when I needed it
emotionally, I'm a very weak person...my strength comes out when I have my friends and my beloved with me
thank you all <3
Fredrik Here: Myd Has No Internet
General | Posted 14 years agoHi, this is fredrik speaking ~
Myd wont be able to have internet access for a long while. I wont say why due to personal reasons.
So those who is working comics or something else with him, be patient :3
He is able to get online on msn through his phone though and he is wondering.
Is there any app's or so for him to get on skype example and voice chat?
or any way at least he could get voice chatting on his phone for cheap.
Oooor if there's a way to use the phone as a "internet router" for the laptop?
The phone he has is a Nokia Neuron.
Otherwise, he doesnt have internet access for a long while.
Again, this is fredrik speaking~ if you know any way to let him use skype on his phone
or use it as a "router" for his laptop. Please PM me on my account -
fredrik speaking ~ Myd wont be able to have internet access for a long while. I wont say why due to personal reasons.
So those who is working comics or something else with him, be patient :3
He is able to get online on msn through his phone though and he is wondering.
Is there any app's or so for him to get on skype example and voice chat?
or any way at least he could get voice chatting on his phone for cheap.
Oooor if there's a way to use the phone as a "internet router" for the laptop?
The phone he has is a Nokia Neuron.
Otherwise, he doesnt have internet access for a long while.
Again, this is fredrik speaking~ if you know any way to let him use skype on his phone
or use it as a "router" for his laptop. Please PM me on my account -
AC, the results are in!
General | Posted 14 years agoSo yea, I know I don't really post journals all that often xD many don't bother reading them anyways =P and this will just most likely get lost in the flood of 'HOME FROM AC' journals that are pouring in at this moment xD
I am very grateful for 
karmakat and 
zura_rozier for allowing me to stay with them at the Westin this year. The beginning kinda sucked, my birthday was meh but whatev lol
What was really amazing was the final two days, I met so many amazing people...so many I can't even possibly list just because I don't want to run the risk of making someone feel left out. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THAT I MET! and I am extremely lucky and happy to have met such amazing people this year <3
Next year will be even more amazing when I'll get to be there with my amazing boyfriend
Peace everyone and all that is left to be said is:
OH LOOK, BEES!
and
BLUE NIKE~
but without making ANYONE feel left out...a very special thank you to and 
because they made me feel an excitement that I haven't for a long long time and helping me achieve one of my dreams here :3
karmakat
zura_rozier
Help my Ice Draggy~Auction!
General | Posted 14 years agoHe has a lot included in it and what he ends up making will go towards getting a better/stronger music PC so he can work on his music with out it taking up all his CPU (his computer is about 4-5 years old). Also He is going to save some of it to come to AC next summer! \o/ So if you're interested take a look! We both would greatly appreciate it!
AUCTION >>> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2397330/ <<< AUCTION Moving sucks ><
General | Posted 15 years agosome of you who are watching my roommate 
already know of him moving home to arizona. It's my fault (if you wanna say that) that he is. Due to health complications for a good part of 2010, my medical bill is too high and with me still getting treatment and therapy, I can't afford to live on my own anymore...SO! the past week I've been tearing my apartment apart in an attempt to move back home to my parents...
thankfully it's only 10 miles away and even closer to the school actually, but moving DURING school is a bitch.
So if any of you try to contact me and I either a) don't reply or b) am very slow to reply, you know why ^^;Fredrik wants a female (contest/lottery) [CLOSED]
General | Posted 15 years agoSO HE CAN SCREW HER BRAINS OUT!
Nah, not really lol.
he IS looking for a female to share a picture with though.
>> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2064481/ <<
the contest he is holding
this is for FEMALES and MALES WILLING TO BE GENDER BENT!
good luck to any/all who decide to enter :3 everyone has an equal chance of winning!Cheap music commissions~
General | Posted 15 years ago Check out my ice dragon snow cone (aka 
)! =P
He's doing his own version of the Iron Artist...but with music!
For more details:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1902338/
He's trying to earn enough to help with a possible trip to AC in June =D
♥Help him out~♥
He's not taking anymore for the time being, but still check him out~ :D 
Awesome Artist
General | Posted 15 years agoSo I know I told her I would do this like...a week and a half ago but I finally am getting around to it now.
cbh who has done my new reference and the classroom pose pic is open for commissions. She's really incredible and I highly recommend if anyone has 20-25 to spare for a fully colored pic and a little bg, hit her up!
She may be running low on slots but she's open fairly often for commissions! =D
Here is her journal for more details:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1781434/
Peace all! =^-^=
~Mydnyte~
cbhFree Gay Porn Comic!!!!
General | Posted 15 years agoYea, so what if I'm advertising myself? xD I gotta get our name out there somehow =P
So for those of you who are following me for the porn I get commissioned, I'm collaborating with two other artists 
easyspark and 
lightdevil to create....
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
>
germees <
^^^^^^^^^^^^^
if you haven't already, make sure you follow along! those two are amazing artists and all together we're really hoping to make a comic for all to enjoy! =D 
easyspark
lightdevil
germeesWriting Commission Question
General | Posted 15 years agoSo I'm going to be opening commissions now since I've been getting bothered by people to start doing so. So if anyone sees this and even bothers to look at it, I'm seeking for writers and how they charge so I can come up with my own Commission fees and such =3
Thanks a bunch to any/all who read <3
Thanks a bunch to any/all who read <3
wooooo?
General | Posted 17 years ago...and one again I come out from nowhere lol
yea I don't make many journals I know, mainly cuz they'd just go off ignored and it's of no interest to anyone ;P
just realized today that I hit 5000 pageviews, sure that's not a great amount in 2 1/2 years =P but wooo anyways~
I just started school this semester, so nothing really exciting has happened...am gonna work on/finish a story for my good friend
Bogrim this weekend, just hope he likes it...it's been AGES since I really wrote a story ^^;;
soo...thanks to those who look at my profile and the pics of me, more than likely the naughty ones xD :: shrugs:: doesn't bother me at all =P
maybe once I hit another number -depending on what time of year it is- I'll write a story for someone or something, who knows~ we'll see =3
yea I don't make many journals I know, mainly cuz they'd just go off ignored and it's of no interest to anyone ;P
just realized today that I hit 5000 pageviews, sure that's not a great amount in 2 1/2 years =P but wooo anyways~
I just started school this semester, so nothing really exciting has happened...am gonna work on/finish a story for my good friend
Bogrim this weekend, just hope he likes it...it's been AGES since I really wrote a story ^^;;soo...thanks to those who look at my profile and the pics of me, more than likely the naughty ones xD :: shrugs:: doesn't bother me at all =P
maybe once I hit another number -depending on what time of year it is- I'll write a story for someone or something, who knows~ we'll see =3
3 weeks...
General | Posted 17 years agoI guess you can say this is my 'special' year...turning 24 on the 24, I dunno...I never really look forward to my birthday like others do, it's just nothing real special, never celebrated it like a lot of others have :: shrugs::
oh well =P just another step closer to being with my mate I suppose =P ~<333
I feel old D=
oh well =P just another step closer to being with my mate I suppose =P ~<333
I feel old D=
ZOMG he speaks!
General | Posted 18 years agoyea...I'm just not real interesting to really say much of anything about xD -plus stalking is much more fun >=D -
but more than likely, I'll actually start using this more often :3nod: but usually will be for input or what not :: shrugs::
anyhew~ Thursday's coming up quick and that means only one thing!
January 17th marks ONE year that my mate fwuffers and I have been together =^w^=
-for anyone who even cares xD-
might be a few times I won't know what to get for a commission...or I'll just ask y'all who you think, and what kind of pose/situation =P
maybe sometime...do something in return for a good idea ;3
Hope you're all having a good New Year thus far~
~Myd
one last thing...got some new stuff comin out soonish, so keep your eyes open!
but more than likely, I'll actually start using this more often :3nod: but usually will be for input or what not :: shrugs::
anyhew~ Thursday's coming up quick and that means only one thing!
January 17th marks ONE year that my mate
fwuffers and I have been together =^w^=-for anyone who even cares xD-
might be a few times I won't know what to get for a commission...or I'll just ask y'all who you think, and what kind of pose/situation =P
maybe sometime...do something in return for a good idea ;3
Hope you're all having a good New Year thus far~
~Myd
one last thing...got some new stuff comin out soonish, so keep your eyes open!
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General | Posted 19 years agoFinally worked up enough courage to post a some of the things I have done...only because I wanted to show myself off ((in my friend's version of me that is))
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