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▌ I am currently not doing waitlists. This is just for clients to know where I'm at on a weekly basis.

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[ ▌█ General Information █ ▌]
▌ Any and all owners of the characters within a commission piece must agree to allow the use of their characters within the commission piece (this includes consent to any kink material as well).
▌ If a commission is meant for a gift for friends or loved ones let me know in advance to guarantee discretion.
▌ If a commission is meant to be private (non-posted) let me know in advance to guarantee discretion.
▌ I tend to work around a canvas size of 2000x2000 to 3000x3000, if a client needs a canvas to be a particular size for particular purposes, than it needs to be discussed beforehand.
▌ Under no circumstance will I remove my signature from my work. Nor do I condone of its removal.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Payment █ ▌]
▌ Payment is to be paid through Paypal (usd).
▌ Any type of payment through crypto-currency will not be accepted.
▌ An invoice will be sent only after a preliminary sketch is approved of by the client.
▌ No progress will be made past preliminary sketch phase until payment is paid as negotiated with the client.
▌ If no payment is made within a discussed timeframe with the client, the spot is forfeit.
▌ Full payments in advance or partial payments can be discussed for larger projects (i.e reference sheets).
▌ Tips of any kind can be sent via an additional payment and will not be included or prompted in the invoice sent.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ References █ ▌]
▌ Include a proper visual reference when sending a commission inquiry.
▌ Written reference will be accepted but please include visual reference for desired traits. I may have a completely different idea to what I view as muscular than what my client does, as an example. Any and all detailed visuals to help give me the clearest picture are welcome.
▌ Written references while accepted will have their own additional fee associated with them.
▌ Any real-life visual reference of human or animal genitalia is prohibited.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Editing █ ▌]
▌ Please, do not edit the image yourself unless it has been discussed in advance as having the go ahead.
▌ Simple edits or errors will be corrected without payment (i.e missing markings, missing glasses or missing jewlery).
▌ Major edits will require additional payment and will vary depending on the severity of the edits to the commission.
▌ No further edits will be made once a commission is completed and uploaded.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ How to Order█ ▌]
▌ E-Mail / Payment Address for Invoice
▌ SFW / NSFW
▌ Commission Type (Linework, Flats, Shaded)
▌ Visual References (Both of characters as well anything else important)
▌ Written description of any important information (height differences between characters, pronouns of the characters, etc.)
▌ Level of credit (private commission, anonymous commissioner or proper credits to sites such as FurAffinity, Twitter, Inkblot, etc.)
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Turnaround █ ▌]
▌ Once payment is made, a piece will take me no more than a month to complete on average.
Time is also subject to change based on how many projects I have on my plate and the complexity of the piece.
▌ WIPs will be provided based on sketch phase, linework phase, flatwork phase and fully shaded phase.
The linework phase is the longest phase for me, so expect long pauses between sketch and linework phase.
▌ Please, do not rush me. I cannot guarantee something to be done on a particular date due to medical reasons that are out of my control. If a piece is needed to be done by a particular day with limited time given, do not commission me.
▌ Do not spam me for updates if it has only been a few days. I will send updates when I have them. Be patient.
▌ I will notify clients if there are any major expected delays.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Cancelations█ ▌]
▌ I hold the right to refuse any commission at any time for any reason.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Refunds █ ▌]
▌ Full refunds will be made if the commission has not been started.
▌ Partial refunds will be made if the linework of the commission is completed but further progress is not made.
▌ No refunds can be made after a piece is completed.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Uploading █ ▌]
▌ The client(s) may upload the watermarked piece to their galleries with proper assigned credits in the description.
▌ I do not condone my work being uploaded to sites such as e621, Pinterest or F-List (unless it is the clients approved account(s).
▌ Any use of my work for artificial intelligence (AI) generation or training is prohibited.
▌ Any use of my work (unless discussed with the client ahead of time) will not be uploaded for intended commercial use.
▌ Not all commissions that I make will be uploaded. What I upload is at my discretion.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Copyright █ ▌]
▌ I retain all copyright to any and all work that I produce, including commercially.
▌ Any and all unclaimed preliminary sketch poses for a client default to me and can / will be used for other projects.
▌ Unless otherwise stated with the client, any custom stand-ins or one-off characters that a client entrusts me to design will default to my ownership. (In example, body-less genital designs, tentacle designs, parasitism designs, etc.)
This rule does not apply to any custom designs that a client is asking for, this only applies for the niche circumstance of free rein over particular designs.
▌ Under no circumstances may my work be used for commercial purposes, unless previously agreed upon with the client.
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[color=#d3bea1] [ ▌█ Terms of Service are subject to change as I see fit. █ ▌]
▌ Any questions or concerns can be directed via DM.

Some day, some day, I would just love to click on the FurAffinity news and see them implement a proper blacklisting system.

That's all I ask for.

I understand that there is a block.
But, all that does is make sure the user does not contact you.
It does not block out images made for them with their name in the description.
It does not block out images they post from showing up on the front page or from artists they commission in my submission feed.
It does not stop them from being able to see your content.
It is the most basic band-aid block system ever.

For someone with PTSD / Traumas from folks in this community, it fucking sucks.
I'm just so tired of getting my hopes up of seeing the news feed and getting disappointed.
I would love to be able to browse this site and support amazing artists without the worry of re traumatizing myself.
A shiny new toy is great; but, honestly, not something that I feel was inherently needed.

Just needed to vent that out in to the void.
I've been on this site for too damned long to not see something implemented to protect those with PTSD / Traumas.

Also to anyone that comments that Firefox has a blacklisting system, yeah, I've used it and it does not work.
Please, do not comment below suggesting it when it has never worked properly.

Really weird title.

But I'd like to practice my anatomy with dicks and vaginas.
Just because you can never go wrong with getting better at a particular subject.
Plus, with my art block, its easier for me to draw things that don't frustrate me, and genitals never fail!

If you'd like for me to draw your characters genitals, I'd love to use it as practice!
Dicks and vaginas are great! I can draw some butts too! Or enlarged clits for the trans folk out there!
Preferably humanoid, although I'm willing to take some alien designs. Just nothing animal based, please.

Just respond below with the following;
Ref: (can be a fullbody reference of your character, not just their genitals)
&&
Specifics: (foreskin or no foreskin, any scars, pubes or not, enlarged clits or not, anything you feel is important for me to know to get it right)
**Please no real life photos as example or reference for this**

Thanks for taking the time to read my journal and for anyone that wants to participate :)


No more submissions!
I'll still be working on these, but please, no more submissions.
I've gotten plenty of offers and I really need to chew through the list.
Thanks so much for the interest, everyone!


Just because a lot of folks are sharing their ArtFight accounts.
I figured I would also share mine as well, in case anyone wants to brawl.

https://artfight.net/~SignifiedSatyr

I'll try to participate this year!
Maybe it will help me get out of my art block.
Give me those gorgeous OCs to both break out of it, and admire!

Hope to see you around this July if you participate!

I'm really tired of having to deal with this.

A lot of people whom know my attacker have either heard this story, or theirs.
Their side of the story, as it is summed up, is that it was a miscommunication
And that I'm trying to twist this tale to make myself look better.

Neither of those make sense to me, and I'm not going to try to understand it.
Instead, I'm going to write out the gory details of what happened, as best as I can remember.

Warning, that this will involve rape.
If you don't like it, or get triggered by it. Please, move along.

I moved in to their place around April of 2015.
I was kicked out of my father's place due to miscommunication on our part.
I suffer from a deep depression, and I have since I can remember.
It got worse, around September of 2014, and spiraled out of control to lead to the events of April of 2015.
Mainly, he doesn't understand what depression is.
Doesn't believe me, since its something you cannot see and doesn't show any physical symptoms.
Besides the symptoms of him seeing me lock myself in my room and be lazy.

I moved in with Person of Interest, as I said, in April of 2015.
They were nice, offered me their place, when I had no where else to go, and I took it.
It was my only option, and it was one I was willing to take, just to get out of my father's house.

We set ground rules.
Because we had been dating previously, for a short while, but it didn't work out.
I told said person, that I was not interested in physical activity with them.
If I was, I would let them know, by verbally addressing it, with a, "I would like to have sex."
They agreed to these terms, knowing about my past, and how worried I was moving in with them, for past events.

This wasn't my first rape.
So I wasn't new to this rodeo.
But I was new to the events that would follow afterwards.

I reminded him of these rules constantly, might I add.
I joke, a lot, and talk about sex, a lot, because I am very open about my sexuality and sex life.
We would do that, but, any time it got on the topic of us getting intimate, I turned him down.
Saying that I was not interested, but, it was nice for him to ask, at least.

The first time I was hinted of something happening, it was around the time I started dating my partner whom I am currently with.
I was laying on the floor, still, at that time, because I did not have a bed.
They, on the other hand, liked to sleep naked in their bed.
I never objected to this, because I was more of a guest, than anything else.
I didn't want to intrude on their life, or change it around all that much if I didn't need to.
I woke up to feeling them climb down from the bed and wrap themselves around me.

Which, breached our rules.
No physical contact, unless I asked for it.
I have an issue with physical contact.
Mainly I freak out over it, especially when I'm sleeping.

So I was half awake, feeling him climb down from the bed, at around 7am.
Light just beginning to pour in that I could see my surroundings well enough.
I freaked out, internally. Heart racing. Questioning what they were doing.
But, my brain worked out not to freak them out. Play it cool.
I grumbled, rolled away slightly, and looked back at them, muttering a, "What the hell? No, dude."
Or something along those lines. Honestly, it's been over a year now, I won't remember all the words perfectly.

They laughed, in an almost, "Oh shit" kind of a way.
Guilty as ever. But, I brushed it off, as they excused themselves, saying they must have fallen off.

Mind you, as well.
That I am laying on the floor near the bed.
So them squeezing between me, and the bed frame, is near impossible to do half asleep.
You'd fall on top of me perfectly, at this rate.

They climbed back on the bed, and I got up and went about my business.
Trying to ignore it, and playing it off that it won't happen again.
Having put trust in a friend that I had had for so long.

Damn was I wrong.

The actual rape happened after my partner and I started dating.
They knew at this point I wouldn't want to do anything physical with them.
All bets were off, at this point. And I acknowledged it to them, at our change of rules.

I woke up again, one morning, half dazed, to an odd feeling.
I realized they were eating me out. Having pulled my underwear to the side to do so.
At this point in time, they'd allowed me to sleep in their bed.
We normally had opposite sleeping schedules, so it was fine.
I slept, most of the time, vertically opposite of them.
And the floor, and my papasan chair, simply were doing a number on my back.

I suffer from scoliosis, so sleeping on bed was a blessing in comparison to the floor or a bowl shaped chair.
So no, I wasn't going to pass that opportunity down.
Especially when I knew I'd have the bed mostly to myself, due to opposite time constraints.

Also, the feeling was odd, because, I don't feel a lot down below the belt.
So it took me a bit at first to realize what they were doing.
I freaked out, internally. Wondering what I was supposed to do.
Flashbacks, of what happened to me before, my previous rape, before moving in with them, resurfaced.
Same scenario. Take me in my sleep.
Why would I object?
It's not like I can say no in my sleep.

I didn't know what to do.
Only thing I could think of at that time was their jealousy to my current partner.
So I tried to play that card.
Because of my issues below the belt, I'm pretty damned good at faking sexual sounds.
So I pretended, in my 'sleep', to moan out my partners name, multiple times.
I don't know if they just got bored, or if they heard, but they stopped.

I stayed 'asleep' for some time, before finally getting up and playing it off.
I didn't know how to bring it up to them.
I didn't know what to do or what to say.

There could of been a lot of things I could of done better, but I just didn't do them.
There are a lot of things I wish I would of done.
Like punched them in the face. Or left right then and there.

But I could not leave.
I had no home to go to.
Absolutely no place beyond staying in this home.
It was my only option that I knew of, so I had to commit to it.

I did call them out on it, eventually.
I'm not sure if this was before, or after, the second actual rape.
They apologized, profusely, saying they didn't mean for it to happen, and that they were sorry.
I didn't accept the apology, not completely.
I told them this. Told them that you cannot forgive a rape.
You cannot forgive someone taking a part of you.
Taking the little control I had left of myself.

I especially didn't accept it after what happened afterwards.
But I will get to that part of the story later.

The second actual rape, is more vague than the others.
I try to block all this out as much as possible.
But there are small little reminders, and flash backs, that cause me to go in to a panic and remember this crap.
The second rape consisted of them fingering me.
Again, with me being half asleep, or, well, them expecting me to be asleep.
I'd been having some pleasant dreams, with my partner and I, only to wake up to them touching me.
I don't remember much of what happened afterwards.
I do know, during that time, I had been enjoying it.
Simply because, I thought my partner had been doing it.
So to speak.
My dreams are quite vivid.
Lucid dreams. Where I can touch, taste, smell, everything.
So I had thought it was a part of the dream and probably looked it to boot.

Nothing happened after that, physically, to me.
Besides them denting the side of my car, and leaving a large gash in it, and playing it off like someone else did it.
Even though I know for a fact that they hit a pillar, or some large object, to leave that mark.

But, the worst part about all this, is the lies they have been feeding people.
Many people, their exes included, and my friends, have stated that they tell people their side of the story as,
"It was all just a miscommunication, and Aden is just taking what happened and twisting it to their advantage."

There is no advantage in this for me.
What would I get out of it?
Pity points? I don't want pity from this.
I have never wanted pity from this.
I have never wanted attention.
Or remorse, or some sort of charity for this.
Nor have I ever wanted ill will to come to them from this.

I forewarned my friends about them, yes, of course.
If I had a rapist among my ranks, I would want to know about it and act upon it.
But never have I verbally outed them on this site.
Not like the site would even allow me to.
Besides, obviously, forewarning people when they want to be.
Because, safety is what I strive for in me telling my story.
Safety for myself, and safety for others, in case they strike again.

I posted a journal, around December, after I moved out.
My partner, whom I am currently dating, allowed me to move in with them.
Took a bit of begging, and a Christmas together, but they accepted me moving in.
The journal that I had posted was my hope to end my pain of what they had done.

I posted a journal saying I wanted nothing to do with them.
That anyone that associates themselves with this person I would have to unfortunately remove.
Because I did not want any reminder, any sort of remembrance to what happened.

It's been good. So far.
I've been healing quite beautifully from it all.
I sometimes still get flashbacks, due to the front page showing off their content from time to time.
Or friends of friends being close to this person still. But, I cannot force everyone to not be friends with this person.
This person deserves friends.
But their friends, don't deserve these lies.

I'm tired of being made out as the bad person in all of this.
That there was some sort of 'miscommunication' in my rape.
That I asked for this. That I wanted to make this in to a story.
In to a part of my life and make drama out of it.
The only thing I want, is for it to not be a miscommunication, to all of you.
And just, to have it all go away at some point in my life.

But I worry that they slander my name.
Making it out like I'm doing all of this for my personal gain and ruining my career.
Because this site, all of you, mean a lot to me.

Sometimes, I want to kill myself because I feel its my only escape from everything.
It's really hard not to. Trying to find some other answer to all of this beyond hurting myself or blackening my life.
I have friends, who keep me going, and I have things that keep me distracted.
I'm healing, slowly, day by day.

But I am so sorry, to all of you that have been lied to.
To all of you that I cannot talk to anymore or do business with because of what this person has done.

This person has lied to you, and is known for lying.
They are habitual about it, to no end.

Lied to their family. Stolen money from their family.
Lied about taking their medications for their mental health issues.
Lied or evaded talking about losing their job, or dropping out of college.

They lie, constantly.
I lived with them, I should know.
Ask their parents even, its in their mental health records of this person.
Their parents even believe me when I told them about what happened to me.
They even agreed that I should go, just so that I can find somewhere safe for me to be.
Not that they didn't mind the money I was giving them to pay for my place under their roof.

I know I wasn't the best roommate.
I was depressed, and kept a hoard of soda cans and the like around me.
Still do, it's a hard habit to break.
Mainly because it's 'my nest' and it makes me feel safe.
Reminds me I have food around me, back in the days when I almost starved myself to death because it was hard to find food.
I was gross, and I still view myself as gross fro this reason.

But I had set up concrete rules for this person to follow to my physical well being.
They ignored them, out right. There was no miscommunication.

Again, I'm not twisting this tale to my benefit.
I'm saying it how it was to get it off my chest and let people know of the dangers.
So that they don't have it befall them.
Because I would hate myself more than I do now, if I allowed someone to get hurt because I did not do enough.
That I had not said enough about what happened to protect them.

I don't want any ill will to befall this person.
I don't want people to attack them or white knight for me or anything like that.
The person has a good heart, in places.
I know he's done a lot of great things for me, when I needed it.
Especially when I got locked out of my car on our way to visit my current partner.
That was a scary situation, and they helped me through it.

But that does not excuse what they did to me, or what they are doing to some of you.
I know some of you will still side with them, and that's fine.
I honestly cannot control how you feel about this situation.

I know people will still believe them.
Believe that I'm lying about all of this.
That I'm just twisting this tale to some sick and gruesome dramafest.
But I'm not and I accept that there is absolutely no way for me to get anyone to believe me at this point.
This is my last ditch effort.

I'll be keeping this journal up.
Just to link it to people that decide to bring it up to me in future terms.
Because I know this will never go away.

If you want to know who it is.
I'll gladly give the name out. Just to save some people from suffering.
But I will not post it here. Because the site, and my care for their well being, will not allow me to.
Also, as a note, if I give you the name, please do not attack this person.
This is only information to potentially protect yourself.
Nothing more, nothing less.
I don't even know if I will give out the name exactly.
A lot of you will know who it is right off the bat.
I'm sorry for bringing this up again. To those whom have had to deal with this.
I'm also really sorry for any grammatical errors.
I'm really, really not good at writing.