Looking back, these past many years using this account has brought about many things. It's brought friendships and acquaintances that I thank god for. It helped me through my dark phase and many lonely nights.

It has also brought about many things I have regret. Some things I have said or done I am embarrassed about to this day. Some things I have said to certain people should have never been said. I'm sorry if I hurt any feelings or crossed any boundaries.

I'm sorry for all the pointless uploads. I have no creativity. I don't have that much artistic ability, just sometimes, I get lucky with a drawing. Like my Sly Cooper drawing and my avitar. Sometimes I used to just upload things to try to get people to talk to me. I did the same thing with my plethora of journal entries. The thing I felt is that for people who do mostly works of literature (it's short stories for me) do not get nearly as much attention as people who do art. That's probably what discouraged me from writing any more, I felt as if there was no point to continue putting my heart into pieces nobody was gonna care about.

For me, this is a new chapter. I have been inspired to continue writing stories, but not the kind of stories I used to write. I have matured greatly since my first stories. I have come to certain revelations about certain things that I figured I don't want to be a part of.

My new account will not be affiliated with this account by any means. It'll be a fresh start, a new chapter, a clean slate. And that's all I want right now.

This is Mykee H. Winters, logging off for the last time.
See ya.

Today was horrible. Worst day in a while.
To add insult to injury, I got my ACT score back today..
I have a 3.75 gpa, but according to my ACT score, I should practically be in special ed :( Flunked that test. I need at least a 19 to get into the college I want. I got lower than that.. it sucked. Sooo... I have to take it again >:(

But today, as I was pissed off at the world, I decided to make a change official. As you may (or may not notice) many of my submissions are gone as well as many of my favorites. Mostly the adult ones. I'm done with it. I'm tired of it. Furry's not a fucking fetish, and I'm not going to support that side of it anymore. Rollin Clean!

I am writing stories, but obviously different from the old ones.

So, yea. Ttyl!

Hey! Happy Valentines day. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend hope you did something special.

I will have an update journal up soon.

[CENSORED] and [CENSORED] further more [CENSORED].
That's all I got to say about that.

This nonsense is making me thirsty

For Christmas, I got Skyrim... since, around 9 hours of my life had been spent playing that game.

I was kinda "iffy" on buying the game, since I kind of disliked the whole "dunces and dragons" stuff, but I gave it a try and the rest is history.

But the game pissed me off today when I found out that the game glitched on me and I am unable to join the Campanions and be a werewolf. The Campanions is one reason why I bought the game. So I will probably be starting over. But that's okay since most of those hours were spent trying to find out why they would not let me in the Campanion "Circle"

So I guess the rest of the night will be spent playing it over again... unless someone can give me another reason why it's not working.

On Another Note, I also got Uncharted 3 for christmas and also got a new phone, a Galaxy S II (at&t version). It's an awesome phone, but I'm going thourgh major youtube withdrawls since I have only 2 gigs of data. Hopefully I can upgrade to 4 gigs, but that's still not enough to watch y.t. I'm so used to using up to 10 gigs of data, now I have to use less than 2 cold turkey... I have no life! What am I suppose to do with the extra time? Skyrim I guess.

What did you get for Christmas?

yup today is my birthday. i was born on a snowy Saturday at 3 oclock pm in the year 19##. Im officially ## years old (you'll never know, hahahahahaha)

i got gifts!!! some clothes, breaking benjamin cd, battlefield 3, and unknown movie on bluray. im gonna play some battlefield once im done with this

for the past six months or so, ive been teathering my phone to my computer and using it to play psn surf the web and stuff.

well, at&t finally found out about it and threatened to charge me for it unless i stopped doing it. So ya, no real internet... again. I think ive been forsaken of having high speed internet. Fuck you at&t and internet companies

So... many... games are coming out that I want! Here's a list:

-Call of Duty Black Ops: Why? Because I don't have it yet. Also all my friends play black ops.

-CoD MW3: But not now. I hear the PS3 version has many bugs and other problems. I will wait to get this one.

-Skyrim: I originally really wanted this game, then didn't. Then I did, then not. But now I REALLY want this game. Why? Because you can turn yourself into a freaking werewolf, how cool is that?! Plus those games made by Bethesda are really fun

-Uncharted 3: UNCH 2 was insanely fun, UNCH 3 looks even more fun. If you have a ps3, you have to get Uncharted, it's just polite.

-Saint's Row The Third: The level of customization and bootlegness in the Saint Row series looks fun. Plus you can design yourself as a fursuiter

-Grand Theft Auto V: Although it's planned to come out next year, I expect delays. Is just the way they roll.

-Sly Cooper 4: I <3 Sly

I haven't realized how inactive I've been.

For a while I was spammin up random shit just so my page wouldn't be totally inactive for a long period of time.

I look back on the stuff I uploaded earlier in my furry life and just thought how pathetic it was the kind of stuff I was putting up. I cleaned some of it up. Same with journals.

So now for the life update:
-School sucks...
It stresses me out so much. I actually got so stressed I had a full body rash for a week. It was all over my body (and I mean everywhere... if you catch my drift). I though joining the yearbook staff would be fun, but i never thought it would stress me out this much. I hate it. I'm not doing it again next year, or at least not both semesters.

-So, I almost recreated my fursona, but something happened, yada yada yada, i don't know who's gonna be making my fursuit next year, so I'm doing it over again. It's now a German Shepherd, that's all i know.

-I'm experimenting with a new type of story. I don't wanna say much cuz you know how often i say i wanna do something and don't

-I want GAMES! Uncharted 3, MW3, BF3 (maybe), and Sly Cooper 4 which comes out next year!

It's been so long, how r u guys?

EDIT:
If i were color my hair, what color?

Go through your music player on shuffle and add "in my pants" at the end of the song title.

1. Sleep... In my pants (LOL)
2. All Systems Go... In my pants
3. Holiday... In my pants
4. The Greatest Fall (of all time)... in my pants
5. Can't Take It... in my pants
6. Gives You Hell... in my pants
7. Handle This... in my pants
8. Face Down... in my pants (LOL)
9. Sugar, We're Going Down... in my pants (LOL)
10. All The Small Things... In my pants (Oh God!)

After a long sort of depression i was going through, I'm back to normal. I have no idea why i was feeling down, i guess i was just stressed about school.

In other news, i had a death in the family... oh well 8O. Well, it was my cousin, he was mentally disabled and we knew he was going to die. He was almost 20 years old. He died from a condition called Leaky Gut Syndrome. Basically and as least graphic as possible, his intestines exploded. And since he couldn't talk, he couldn't tell anyone he was in pain, so he was suffering and starving for a couple years. Nice to know, eh? At least that's over.

I get a phone upgrade this winter, which i have said before, and have no freaking idea what to get. A Galaxy S 2, an iPhone 5/4, have no idea.

School's so stupid, in three of my four classes, i do nothing but take notes all freakin day!

ps. I love arizona tea

Understanding


You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.



Scrupulous


You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.



Organized


You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.



Curious


You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.

You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.



Responsible


You fulfill your obligations and responsibilities, are true to your word, and generally obey the rules. While the majority of those who have a high score on the "responsible" trait enjoy traveling, they are usually very happy to return home — and don’t mind staying put for a while.

You're opposed to making hasty decisions, you don't insist that you're above the rules, nor do you feel compelled to color outside the lines.



Conscientious


You feel it's important to work according to a plan and finish every task, to do things correctly and thoroughly.

You are not the kind of person who abandons a project before finishing it, or slacks off when you've lost interest.



Innovative


You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.



Warm


You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.



Cooperative


You enjoy teamwork, play well with others, and prefer getting along to winning.

You're not compelled to win every contest nor to be right all the time.



Empathetic


You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others.

You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's because unless you're happy you're incapable of making anyone else happy.

SUP!

It's the forth of july, the day of lighting fireworks and celebrating... something... anyway!

I got high-speed-ish internet! I finally learned how to use my phone as a modem, so I have 3G internet. I can play psn, but i have to get a roughter and i would have high ping (whatever ping is). And idk if id be able to use skype. It's fast, but not that fast. (about 153 kbps, better than my usual 27 kbps). I just got done playing COD 4 Multi, however it lags on single player, so it supperlags! COD 1 didn't lag too much, though. I haven't tried Halo multi, will do tomarrow.

I'M SO STRESSED! I have to read this stupid book before I go back to school in a couple weeks! And I'm only on Chapter 11 out of sixty something! *PANTS* GOD!

Anyway..... how is you?

Im on my vaction in colorado and have been here since Monday, but just now getting around to telling about it. It has been a busy week. I've done so much stuff this week, im exhausted. I hiked today for five hours. I probably walked a good seven or forteen miles (the map said the trail was seven miles but i dont know if it was seven miles to the top or there and back, so im not sure)But tomarrow I get to relax in Natural Hot Springs, which im looking foward to.

Although im on vacation, id still rather be in Pittsburg having fun at anthrocon, but I only have to miss it one more year then I get to go!

I'm really not looking foward to going home cuz then i have to read a book for English class and I go back to school by the end of July! ITS SO FREAKING EARLY! I hate my school calandar!

BY THE WAY, I did manage to get my new story posted by my Friday night deadline, so if you haven't read it, go!

My school schedule freaking sucks. We have a "ballenced callendar" but it means that we get out of school 3 weeks later and go in the middle of JULY! Most fucked up thing in the world.

Anyway, im gonna go to see family in Pennsylvania in 2 or 3 weeks then Colorado a couple weeks later.

I have internet, but my computer is being a dick and not letting me use it. However, i am doing my commentaries, but have no idea how im gonna post them. Once i get my new phone, i'll be able to post through that.

I haven't talked to you guys in FOREVER. How you guys doing?

its april fools days

did anyone get fooled?

the world may never know

i gots a faux hawk xD

sunny days, warm weather, and... allergies :p

on the other hand, i gets to go on vacation this summer. i'll be going to Pennsylvania to see family (and we wont be going during anthrocon this year) and Colorado later.

what ya guys got planned this year?

its a super-moon night. this means the moon is 200,000 miles closer to the earth now than in 18 years.

now if you dont already know, the moon has strange effects on people. it offsets the water in the body. this could mean different attitudes, crazy drivers, and if a woman's pregnant, serious baby booms XD.

Where do you think the word 'looney' came from?

...i got nothing...

ooh, i do get to take care of our neighbor's german shepherd this weekend. i hope she likes me.

i havent been on fa in a while, what've i missed? besides the ddos attacks

my sister gets to spend spring break on a beach in Florida. What am i going to do on spring break? Get the Sly Cooper collection and forget to sleep.

So what r u all doing for spring break? (or in general if you dont go to school)

btw:
21 MONTHS, 16 DAYS, 5 HOURS, 15 MINUTES, AND 31.76 SECONDS TILL FURSUIT!

x3 im not obsessive, i swear!
(i made the seconds up)

I've seen enough snow here to last me a while. I'm ready for warmer weather. Of corse in July when it's a heat index of 105 degrees (f), i'll be begging for collger weather.

ps, expect some youtube videos within the next month

I'm gonna get Sony Vegas Pro. LEGIT! And maybe photoshop.

Because the no internet thing's a factor, i was gonna wait till i get internet again... which could be forever. Then I thought of something that made me hit my head against my wall in disbelief that i never thought of it before. I have like 100 blank cd-r's collecting dust in my closet, so why cant i download it on that? Then maybe I could get some game footage and post it on youtube the same way.

So their you go!

~update~ ah, i just remembered, my computer can record dvd's now since it crashed and we replaced the drive. Next time I go to walmart, im gonna pick up some DVD-RWs