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General | Posted 15 years agoI try not to talk about it much, but I can't help it, it's taking over my dreams, my mind, my life... fursuits. And I'm gonna use this journal to talk about stuff that I've wanted to talk about but never did, so here it is:
I'm serious, I've had 3 dreams about them. Here let me explain.
1st dream:
It was very short but I remember being in the passanger seat of an SUV and there were 3 furries in the car, and I remember that I was wearing a blue suit. That's when I changed my mind to a grey suit to a blue suit about a month ago. I can barally remember, but there may be a chance that
4sak3nfurry was in there, but you don't even have a fursuit, but I could have swore you were in there, cuz I remember someone had blue hair, but that's all i remember.
2nd dream:
I can't remember it at all, but I just know I had it.
3rd dream:
Actually happened last night and was the clearest image of me in fursuit.
I was in gym class on the bleachers and for some reason I had the body of my fursuit on (not my head, but everything else, yes). And I remember the look very well, and it was different than my current fursona looks (sorry ryan). The only difference is that the paws were the same color as the belly which is the same color as the inside of the ears which is the same color of my hair which is dark/dirty blond and the rest of the fursuit is light blue (as the color diplayed in my current fursona). But the dream itelf was odd, I was sitting there and then I had to take it off because we were about to play paintball (in gym? yes).
So, expecially last night's dream, had really got me into fursuiting and fursuits and fursuiters. I spent most of today thinking about my fursuit and considering what all i want done to it. Well, I do want what it showed me in my dream (basically just changing the color of the paws and the color of the blond cuz I was thinking about white paws, but that wouldn't match the rest of the suit, so I think it's a good change)
ACESSORIES =3
The necklace with my name on it and the bands with 'in memory of' still there, and my badge still there (but I have to get one first). I want to stick one of thoes glow stick things on there, maybe two of them, a blue one and a green one. Another thing I want to kinda be known for is, well, you know thoes dog toys that are small, clear, plastic balls and when you bounce them they flash in all kinds of different colors, ya I want a flash avitar with my fursona holding one of thoes ^^
August 2013, I'm gonna order my fursuit! Because of reserch, I've concluded that if I order it in august, I should get it by July, which, if I wanted, I could go to anthrocon, but I won't. Instead, while anthrocon is going on, I'm gonna do a livestream broadcast titled 'for thoes furries who are NOT at anthrocon' The main reason I'm waiting is because then I don't have to go and not know ANYONE, instead, if I wait a year, I can have some friends and possibly my best friend Sig can go with me ^^ Within 2013, I can go fursuiting in public places, I WANT TO GO FURSUITING AT A HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL GAME, THAT WOULD BE FREAKIN AWESOME (even though I'd be in college by this time, it'd still be cool, I'd be sure to make some youtube vids ^^ ) I also wanna go fursuting at the Bowling Green Mall, of corse, I'll have to get security premission to do that :/ Also, of corse, TONS of pictures and poses will make it here ^^, but that doesn't mean that I'll stop making stories, oh no, it doesn't.
I figured out that there's two or maybe three fur cons that I would be able to go to ^^, one is in indiana (or there about), and that's only a couple hours drive from where I live, but the bad part of that is that when that is over, anthrocon starts two days afterwards, by that time, i'd be so freaking tired of cons, i wouldn't want to go to another for years, and I don't want that. Two is, of corse, anthrocon! Three is mid-west fur con, which is also only a couple hours drive, and only on weekend, so it's a possibility ^^ there are a couple fursuiters that live in TN, so I can probably find a friend to go with me (if not, i can drag one of my friends to a con, that would be an interesing time for them ^^, it's so evil, i wanna do it ^^ just go up to Wesley or Payton (wes would be more fun though, so I'll take him) and say "hey, go to an anthropomorphic con with me" he would be dumb enough not to know what that is and go :D, of corse, wesley being my best friends, he would be the first regular human person that I tell, i will probably tell him first before my own family)
Okay, I had to get some of that out and on paper, so I feel better, but now I'm more eger than ever x3
New story: "Cut the Ties" (p.o.v. story) you can expect this one BEFORE 'the best of friends'
-mykee ^^
I'm serious, I've had 3 dreams about them. Here let me explain.
1st dream:
It was very short but I remember being in the passanger seat of an SUV and there were 3 furries in the car, and I remember that I was wearing a blue suit. That's when I changed my mind to a grey suit to a blue suit about a month ago. I can barally remember, but there may be a chance that
4sak3nfurry was in there, but you don't even have a fursuit, but I could have swore you were in there, cuz I remember someone had blue hair, but that's all i remember.2nd dream:
I can't remember it at all, but I just know I had it.
3rd dream:
Actually happened last night and was the clearest image of me in fursuit.
I was in gym class on the bleachers and for some reason I had the body of my fursuit on (not my head, but everything else, yes). And I remember the look very well, and it was different than my current fursona looks (sorry ryan). The only difference is that the paws were the same color as the belly which is the same color as the inside of the ears which is the same color of my hair which is dark/dirty blond and the rest of the fursuit is light blue (as the color diplayed in my current fursona). But the dream itelf was odd, I was sitting there and then I had to take it off because we were about to play paintball (in gym? yes).
So, expecially last night's dream, had really got me into fursuiting and fursuits and fursuiters. I spent most of today thinking about my fursuit and considering what all i want done to it. Well, I do want what it showed me in my dream (basically just changing the color of the paws and the color of the blond cuz I was thinking about white paws, but that wouldn't match the rest of the suit, so I think it's a good change)
ACESSORIES =3
The necklace with my name on it and the bands with 'in memory of' still there, and my badge still there (but I have to get one first). I want to stick one of thoes glow stick things on there, maybe two of them, a blue one and a green one. Another thing I want to kinda be known for is, well, you know thoes dog toys that are small, clear, plastic balls and when you bounce them they flash in all kinds of different colors, ya I want a flash avitar with my fursona holding one of thoes ^^
August 2013, I'm gonna order my fursuit! Because of reserch, I've concluded that if I order it in august, I should get it by July, which, if I wanted, I could go to anthrocon, but I won't. Instead, while anthrocon is going on, I'm gonna do a livestream broadcast titled 'for thoes furries who are NOT at anthrocon' The main reason I'm waiting is because then I don't have to go and not know ANYONE, instead, if I wait a year, I can have some friends and possibly my best friend Sig can go with me ^^ Within 2013, I can go fursuiting in public places, I WANT TO GO FURSUITING AT A HIGH SCHOOL FOOTBALL GAME, THAT WOULD BE FREAKIN AWESOME (even though I'd be in college by this time, it'd still be cool, I'd be sure to make some youtube vids ^^ ) I also wanna go fursuting at the Bowling Green Mall, of corse, I'll have to get security premission to do that :/ Also, of corse, TONS of pictures and poses will make it here ^^, but that doesn't mean that I'll stop making stories, oh no, it doesn't.
I figured out that there's two or maybe three fur cons that I would be able to go to ^^, one is in indiana (or there about), and that's only a couple hours drive from where I live, but the bad part of that is that when that is over, anthrocon starts two days afterwards, by that time, i'd be so freaking tired of cons, i wouldn't want to go to another for years, and I don't want that. Two is, of corse, anthrocon! Three is mid-west fur con, which is also only a couple hours drive, and only on weekend, so it's a possibility ^^ there are a couple fursuiters that live in TN, so I can probably find a friend to go with me (if not, i can drag one of my friends to a con, that would be an interesing time for them ^^, it's so evil, i wanna do it ^^ just go up to Wesley or Payton (wes would be more fun though, so I'll take him) and say "hey, go to an anthropomorphic con with me" he would be dumb enough not to know what that is and go :D, of corse, wesley being my best friends, he would be the first regular human person that I tell, i will probably tell him first before my own family)
Okay, I had to get some of that out and on paper, so I feel better, but now I'm more eger than ever x3
New story: "Cut the Ties" (p.o.v. story) you can expect this one BEFORE 'the best of friends'
-mykee ^^
3 in 1
General | Posted 15 years agoPART ONE: MY NEW THEME SONG
This song (or at least the corus) discribes me so well
SCARS - BY: PAPA ROACH
"I tear my hear open, I sew myself shut.
My weakness is that I can't do much.
And the scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my hear open, just to feel."
PART TWO: STORY STUFF
Ok, If i were to spontaniously send in one of my stories to a furry magazine called 'HEAT' which one should I do. They are looking for stories 3,000 words min 8,000 words max. The only story I have that fits the critica is the 'Old Lovers and New Crushes Trilogy' Should I send it in? They'll pay me $100, but my parents r going to wonder how I got a check of one hundred buck in the mail. :/
The story 'Prom' has been changed to 'Yours Truely'. Its that a better title than 'Wanna Make A Memory' if the story has to do with prom?
I'm also making 'The Best of Friends' which is going to be the SIMPLIEST story I've EVER made. The first story ever that's centered around sex, and not so much romance. I'm sorta 'getting back to the basics' with this one, the kind of stories that got me writing in the first place.
I haven't started working on 'Cyber' yet, but I'll get there.
POV story: YOURS TRUELY/WANNA MAKE A MEMORY ISN'T GOING TO BE A POV STORY. I've decided that the story would be better if it was told by both characters but in one story, kinda like alternating perspectives between chapeters, which is not what POV stories are. POV is 2 stories about the same story from 2 prospectives, which 'The Best of Friends' Will be a POV story.
PART THREE: PAINFUL CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
So, I used to not be gay, I have proof of that, but in my childhood, things happened that scared my for life and chased me away from girls.
1. I told a girl that I loved her in the third grade, she laughed at me.
2. My first crush, Elizabeth, I really liked her, and she really liked me, but then I figured out that she had to start shaving before I did... ya, kinda scars a boy.
3. My parents were always saying that I was too young for a relationship, and discouraged me from dating until I was old enough. Well, I don't like them anymore. I blame them for that part.
4. My dad who is always working was never home to give me thoes 'talks' so I've been pritty much learning things on my own... or from my mom (how embarassing) I already know it's wrong to bang a chick, she might get pregnate and such bla bla bla, maybe that's another reason, is because if I do do a girl, she has a chance of getting pregnate, guys can't, so that's a win win situation.
5. I used to be friends with this girl, but a roumor started that we were going out, I DID NOT LIKE HER! (she's ugly to tell the truth, hair lice, fat, gross) I told her that maybe we shouldn't hang out anymore. She didn't get the hint. But one day, I don't remember what I said, but it made her cry. The whole class, she was crying, I felt aweful!
6. I live in tennessee, the most obease state in the US, all the girls are overweight.
This song (or at least the corus) discribes me so well
SCARS - BY: PAPA ROACH
"I tear my hear open, I sew myself shut.
My weakness is that I can't do much.
And the scars remind us that the past is real.
I tear my hear open, just to feel."
PART TWO: STORY STUFF
Ok, If i were to spontaniously send in one of my stories to a furry magazine called 'HEAT' which one should I do. They are looking for stories 3,000 words min 8,000 words max. The only story I have that fits the critica is the 'Old Lovers and New Crushes Trilogy' Should I send it in? They'll pay me $100, but my parents r going to wonder how I got a check of one hundred buck in the mail. :/
The story 'Prom' has been changed to 'Yours Truely'. Its that a better title than 'Wanna Make A Memory' if the story has to do with prom?
I'm also making 'The Best of Friends' which is going to be the SIMPLIEST story I've EVER made. The first story ever that's centered around sex, and not so much romance. I'm sorta 'getting back to the basics' with this one, the kind of stories that got me writing in the first place.
I haven't started working on 'Cyber' yet, but I'll get there.
POV story: YOURS TRUELY/WANNA MAKE A MEMORY ISN'T GOING TO BE A POV STORY. I've decided that the story would be better if it was told by both characters but in one story, kinda like alternating perspectives between chapeters, which is not what POV stories are. POV is 2 stories about the same story from 2 prospectives, which 'The Best of Friends' Will be a POV story.
PART THREE: PAINFUL CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
So, I used to not be gay, I have proof of that, but in my childhood, things happened that scared my for life and chased me away from girls.
1. I told a girl that I loved her in the third grade, she laughed at me.
2. My first crush, Elizabeth, I really liked her, and she really liked me, but then I figured out that she had to start shaving before I did... ya, kinda scars a boy.
3. My parents were always saying that I was too young for a relationship, and discouraged me from dating until I was old enough. Well, I don't like them anymore. I blame them for that part.
4. My dad who is always working was never home to give me thoes 'talks' so I've been pritty much learning things on my own... or from my mom (how embarassing) I already know it's wrong to bang a chick, she might get pregnate and such bla bla bla, maybe that's another reason, is because if I do do a girl, she has a chance of getting pregnate, guys can't, so that's a win win situation.
5. I used to be friends with this girl, but a roumor started that we were going out, I DID NOT LIKE HER! (she's ugly to tell the truth, hair lice, fat, gross) I told her that maybe we shouldn't hang out anymore. She didn't get the hint. But one day, I don't remember what I said, but it made her cry. The whole class, she was crying, I felt aweful!
6. I live in tennessee, the most obease state in the US, all the girls are overweight.
SO... MUCH... BOREDOM!
General | Posted 15 years ago (you're probably getting really tired of these journals)
I sorta got a head cold thing going on, so I've been lazy and bored today. But it was my sis's b-day today, so I got to eat cake, so it's all good.
The mixing of the songs to sound like the chickmunks isn't going so well, I don't know if it's the song type, or if there's something wrong with the program itself, I don't know. But now, my sis wants me to make an ENTIRE CD of remixed chickmunks songs for her friend, lauren (cuz she REALLY likes the chickmunks) and it has to be done by the 30th (her bday), so I have to figure it out. But I still have a couple tricks up my sleave, and if all else fails, ask on Yahoo Ansers.
I might make a test track (of just my pointless comentary) and make myself sound like a chickmunk (or Fred, whichever it sound more like). Either way, it's gonna be funny. (i don't know why, but I'm excited about it)
Tomarrow, I'm going to start working on 2 new stories,
"Cyber" (which is inspired by a couple true stories of mine, and a made up one). and "Prom" (which the title is going to be changed, if you have any sugestions on a title, leave a comment).
So... I've lived in Portland for ten years, and today... I got lost. I was driving around, trying to find my way to the park, and I took a wrong turn, and totally got lost. It was kinda funny though, cuz you figured if I lived here for so long, I would know where the park is. Haha
*sigh* what else? Oh, I totally wanna see "Vampires Suck" it looks hilarious.
Alright, so now that I have nothing to talk about, let me open my drawer and see what there is to see (just for enertainment reasons). Alright, lets see... can you believe I have 2 Game Boy Advances and 1 SP? It's true. OOOH, LAZER POINTER! (it was a christmas present) A $25 gift card for iTunes, only worth $7 now. I also got, ELASTICS! I used to have braces, and they gave me elactics, and now I have extra, which i usually waste by throwing them at people. Haha. Old TV remote. Oooh! Old cell phone! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? Oh, just a mouse.
Well, it's getting late, and I have to get up early for church tomarrow, so goodnigh :)
X) Mykee (X
I sorta got a head cold thing going on, so I've been lazy and bored today. But it was my sis's b-day today, so I got to eat cake, so it's all good.
The mixing of the songs to sound like the chickmunks isn't going so well, I don't know if it's the song type, or if there's something wrong with the program itself, I don't know. But now, my sis wants me to make an ENTIRE CD of remixed chickmunks songs for her friend, lauren (cuz she REALLY likes the chickmunks) and it has to be done by the 30th (her bday), so I have to figure it out. But I still have a couple tricks up my sleave, and if all else fails, ask on Yahoo Ansers.
I might make a test track (of just my pointless comentary) and make myself sound like a chickmunk (or Fred, whichever it sound more like). Either way, it's gonna be funny. (i don't know why, but I'm excited about it)
Tomarrow, I'm going to start working on 2 new stories,
"Cyber" (which is inspired by a couple true stories of mine, and a made up one). and "Prom" (which the title is going to be changed, if you have any sugestions on a title, leave a comment).
So... I've lived in Portland for ten years, and today... I got lost. I was driving around, trying to find my way to the park, and I took a wrong turn, and totally got lost. It was kinda funny though, cuz you figured if I lived here for so long, I would know where the park is. Haha
*sigh* what else? Oh, I totally wanna see "Vampires Suck" it looks hilarious.
Alright, so now that I have nothing to talk about, let me open my drawer and see what there is to see (just for enertainment reasons). Alright, lets see... can you believe I have 2 Game Boy Advances and 1 SP? It's true. OOOH, LAZER POINTER! (it was a christmas present) A $25 gift card for iTunes, only worth $7 now. I also got, ELASTICS! I used to have braces, and they gave me elactics, and now I have extra, which i usually waste by throwing them at people. Haha. Old TV remote. Oooh! Old cell phone! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT? Oh, just a mouse.
Well, it's getting late, and I have to get up early for church tomarrow, so goodnigh :)
X) Mykee (X
What Does Your Name Mean? MEME
General | Posted 15 years agoHere's my name:
M: Best Kisser Ever
Y: Best boy/girl friend anyone can ask for
K: You're Wild and Crazy
E: Get in bed
E: Get in bed
W: You are very broad minded
I: Get in bed
N: You like to drink
T: You're loyal to those you love
E: Get in bed
R: Fucking Crazy!
S: You love to drink.
This is suprisingly accurate, and apparently I like to get in bed, cuz it's in there 4 times! But ya, that's me in a nutshell. (except for the drinking part)
X) Mykee (X
Now you do your's:
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People adore you!
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
M: Best Kisser Ever
Y: Best boy/girl friend anyone can ask for
K: You're Wild and Crazy
E: Get in bed
E: Get in bed
W: You are very broad minded
I: Get in bed
N: You like to drink
T: You're loyal to those you love
E: Get in bed
R: Fucking Crazy!
S: You love to drink.
This is suprisingly accurate, and apparently I like to get in bed, cuz it's in there 4 times! But ya, that's me in a nutshell. (except for the drinking part)
X) Mykee (X
Now you do your's:
A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People adore you!
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy!
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.
LIFE MEME ( I got a "B" in Life )
General | Posted 15 years ago[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[x] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
[ ] You have over 500 friends on facebook.
[x] You have pictures on facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a facebook.
[ ] You get allowance/loan. I
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to college.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school/college.
[ ] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life. (knock on wood)
[x] You have friends.
[x] You've never had a detention. (I'm a good boy, bad wolf ;) haha)
[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick. (knock on wood)
[ ] You know more than one language. (learning spanish)
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies.
T O T A L: 27
times it by 3 = 81
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost saying "I got a (your score) in life".
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an mp3 player/ipod/discman.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[x] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
[x] You dress the way you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
[ ] You have over 500 friends on facebook.
[x] You have pictures on facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a facebook.
[ ] You get allowance/loan. I
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to college.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school/college.
[ ] You own a car/truck.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life. (knock on wood)
[x] You have friends.
[x] You've never had a detention. (I'm a good boy, bad wolf ;) haha)
[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick. (knock on wood)
[ ] You know more than one language. (learning spanish)
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any enemies.
T O T A L: 27
times it by 3 = 81
101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost saying "I got a (your score) in life".
ASK ME ANYTHING, ANYTIME!
General | Posted 15 years agoI just made an account on a website, here's my account:
http://www.formspring.me/MykeeWinters
Here, you can ask me ANYTHING. Doesn't matter what, ranging from random questions to personal questions. I don't care, and I'll answer them all.
This really doesn't have a time limit, so do it now, do it later, do it when you finish that thing you've been meaning to do for the past year, do it whenever.
I can't wait to hear from ya!
-Mykee
http://www.formspring.me/MykeeWinters
Here, you can ask me ANYTHING. Doesn't matter what, ranging from random questions to personal questions. I don't care, and I'll answer them all.
This really doesn't have a time limit, so do it now, do it later, do it when you finish that thing you've been meaning to do for the past year, do it whenever.
I can't wait to hear from ya!
-Mykee
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