My wrist is all discolored in a part. And my neck still hurts near my jawline.

DAMN YOU

Also, i'm still not sure if that bra fits yet. We shall see.


ON A LIGHTER NOTE;
I BOUGHT PLANTS TODAY! Lots of basil and tomatoes. Mmm. Toes.

EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY LIKE ME

AND HOW MUCH DISAPPOINTMENT GAMBIT WAS TO MY FACE BUT HOW HES STILL MY FAVORITE? AND HOW EMMA FROST NEEDED A BIGGER PART BUT HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE ALL THE MOST AWESOME X-MEN CHARACTERS IN TEH MOVIE AND HOW I NEED THEM TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE WITH BEAST AND STORM IN IT??

AROOG

All of those things, my art trades, the couple commissions I've got from Ivan-a-saur, and the stuff I have out that i've promised i'll finish soon...

Yeeah, putting that off. Just letting you all know. And i hope you understand. I'm not in the best place right now. I dont mean to be drama-tastic, I'm just informing you.

Hopefully i'll be back on meds soon, so that should help.

Anyway
Yeah.
Thats whats going on.

I'M HAVING A CONTEST!

A love themed contest!! Can you dig it?

Prizes: One bookmark and card-badge for yourself, and one bookmark and card-badge for a best friend or a mate!

Rules: I'm looking for a picture of myself and my mate being cute or snuggly (or hell, porn works too.) or something together! The winner is the one who I feels captures the both of us and our relationship the best!

This is just the first notice of the contest. The end date hasn't been set yet. Just keep the contest in your little heads for now! More to come!

This is peer pressure at its worst. For most of these questions i'll be answering with Doe-Eye in mind as my fursona, unless I explain otherwise.


1. Do you and your fursona look alike?
Er...no, not really. I was trying, for a while there, to make one that looked closer to my real self, but all that came out of it was Mayerthenese who looks...NOTHING AT ALL like me. >__< I fail.

2. Do you and your fursona share attires?
SORT OF. KIND OF. NOT REALLY. My fursonas all represent different sides of myself and how i wish I could be when tapping into each one of those sides.
Doe-Eye is all nature-y, and often shares my clothes, but not always.
Harebelle is my Gypsy outfits, sorta mystical-esque hard to explain. Somewhat similar to Doe-Eye, but less casual.
Muffin is how I used to be with the punk goth ness
Mayerthenese is the lolita I aspire to be
Eli is....like... a total hippie dude of super hippie.

So...it depends on what I"M wearing. Right now my outfit would look good on Doe-Eye. Yesterday the outfit I was wearing would have been good for Muffin. The day before that, May. >__> A couple days ago I was wearing my Eli shirt.


3. Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
Yep yep yeppers.

4. If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you were to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
Well, she'd hafta be a bigger girl. Like Muffin. And her hair'd have to be waaay shorter. And a different color and not as cool. And her eyes'd have to be goldish reddish brown. And she would not have the star on her forehead and she would not have the three freckles under her right eye. She would however keep the beauty mark above her left eyebrow. Cuz I have that IRL.

5. Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
I actually wrote a whole short essay on why my sphinx looks like she does. You can find it in my gallery iffin you want. Mostly she's my mysticism and spirtialisms coming into a physical form. So..yeah, she took a lot of thought and I did work at it. She still changes every now and then in little ways.

6. Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
Doe-Eye and me sure do. Also, Eli is in love with the same Sabertooth Bearcat as I am, and I've been meaning to pair Mayerthenese with him for a while. THATS RIGHT, VLAD IS A SABERTOOTH BEARCAT NOW. DEAL WITH IT.

7. Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
Uh. No one ever porns me. So i dont have a problem.

8. How would you like your fursona not to be used?
NO ONE DRAWS ME SO I DONT REALLY CARE I JUST WOULD BE FLATTERED IF YOU DREW ME. Though I would rather not have Doe-Eye paired with random people. Thats what Mayerthenese is for, actually.

9. What’s your fursona’s specialty?
She is all mystical and woo-sauce, y'know? She is a mystical thing of mystical sphinxness. Harebelle is an amazing dancer, May can change her age (and has a dual personality), and Muffin is a pokemon. Oh, and Eli is a jerkface.

10. At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
Doe-Eye: 9
Mayerthenese: 7
Harebelle: 5
Muffin: 6
Eli: ...er...I dont really know. Like...5?

I found a disk full of stuff that I've written. REALLY REALLY old stuff. Like from 9th grade and sooner. Really really old old old stuff. But wonderful! I love looking back at old ideas and stuff. I totally can rework a lot of this stuff, cuz some of them are really jake ideas.

Thats right. Really jake.

Iunno. I havent had caffeine for like a week and a half and I have drinken a hooge dr. pepper and a half of a Mtn. Dew Voltage. SO. I am shaking.

SHAKE-A SHAKE-A!

I forgot how awesome it felt to draw with a pencil! I just finished the pencil work for three bookmarks, four playing-card sized badges, and two N64 game cartrage type badges. THIS IS FUN!! >__<

I have gifts coming, then, for:

(Bookmark)
(Bookmark)
(Card-Badge)

Aren't you excited??

Plus I have one Feedspider badge, a wolf badge and a fox badge. Also a really awesome fox bookmark. Plus a fox N64 game thinger. And one for myself of a Communist Bunny game of Annie. >__>

Lots of foxes. >__<

BUT YOU SHALL SEE.

Also, all these things I am taking commissions for. In fact, this is why I was drawing these. For to use as examples, and some for to sell on my new website with my commission info on it:

http://www.freewebs.com/mysticsphinx

Go check eet out.

http://www.freewebs.com/mysticsphinx/

New commission info and things of this nature. It is now awesomer than ever before to buy stuff from Ellie. Seriously, all the cool kids are doin it.

Also, check out the store cuz I be sellin stuff.

Also also, check out Ellie blabbin on about random stuff. She does that.
ANYWAY SPREAD THE WORD LIKE IT WAS CREAMY CHEESE CREAMY CREAMY CREAMY CHEESE.

Ya'll know the drill.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/ellie.....g-ellie-things

Chat's at the bottom, sorry about that again. Meebo imbedded chat and whatever.
I'm upping my price for ustream commissions to $8, but I will be taking them today. However, i'm only on for an hour, so if I dont get one done I'll finish it up later.

Cheers, hope to see you there! Come say hi! I'll be playing music, feel free to make a request and I'll see what i've got in my library. Remind me to talk if you want. >__> Cuz I wont otherwise. If i start singing remind me to shut up.

~Weeewt~

Ashely asked me to write it, and Kira made his a journal, so... hell, so will I.

What does being a furry mean to me? Another level of fantasy and artistic expression. A different way to express myself that is deeper in the soul than physical appearance. My fursona is an extension of myself. She is what my heart and my soul look like. For someone who has her roots deep into nature and spiritualism, I have always identified with magic and fantasy. Since the 5th grade I have been fascinated with werewolves. Thats how I got into the furry fandom. I constantly drew werewolves and wrote them into my stories. Everything I drew had cat ears or fox ears or wolf ears and a tail. In 7th grade my group of friends was called “The Pack.” We even had our own set little hierarchy amongst us. So, putting all these things together, it was only natural that I embrace the fandom with open arms when I found it. Finally a chance to express my mystical side, and my wild side. Finally a chance to shed some real and true light on the side of me that longed for something that lived closer to nature. The side of me that needed something mysterious and wild but full of sunlight, laughter, and good cheer. And my fursona fits that description perfectly.

However, this isn't the explanation I give when people want to know what the fandom is all about. My explanation is too personal, really, because the fandom gives off a general vibe. Something that it stands for, something its really all about. Something that keeps me there. Its about freedom, self expression, being happy and being yourself. Its about being cheerful and treating everyone like family. About expressing love and laughter more openly than others might. Its about letting go of inhibitions and just living life to its fullest. The sexual undertones, the yiff and all the bad sexual reputation that the fandom has, has come from this freedom of expression, but its not what the fandom is all about. It really, at is core, is about being happy and showing the world some love. Some fuzzy, furry, warm and cuddly fluffy love.

*huggles bowl* I HAS A EETY BEETY LEETLE TEENY WEENY FEESHY IN A BOWLIE.

IS A LEETLE GUPPY OF CUTE.

My daddy got him from work. A friend of his had a whole bunch of fishies adn they had babies. They all got big except for this one (I told Tommy he must be broken, the little fishy) and his friend put them in his tank and they got eaten. U__U

But
This one did not get big, and so did not get put in the tank, and so did not get eaten. So my daddy gave him to me to take care of unitl he gets big enough to put in our fish tank here at the house. Where hopefully our fishies will NOT eat him.

He's so small right now i keep mistaking the fish flakes in the bowl for him. >__< I cannot tell them apart. I thought my dad was lying that there was a fish in there at first and had just given me a nasty bowl of water. ><

I AM MAKING HIM AN ANTHRO I AM I DONT KNOW WHY
But what should I names him? Mah widdle teeny weeny fishy?

EDIT: THE FISH HAS BEEN NAMED
VOLDEMORT

I AM RANDY JACKSON, YO. I FEEL YOU, DAWG.


That is all.

HOMG I HAVE 4444 PAGEVIEWS I DRAW SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE WHEE

I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME GOODLY

First of all let me say this:

MOOSE

And then now for something more serious. I've been feeling more and more Mayerthenese-like lately. I'm sweet and lolita with a random crazy edge that breaks through every now and again. I think you'll all be seeing more and more of her, especially when I go down to Nevada. She's becoming more comfortable to identify with than the Sphinx lately. She's a little more...I dont know what the word is, but she is more of it.

Yes.

Also
If you've seen the new icons I did, or not:
$2 Icon Commissions Going on Now

QUESTION FOR ALL MY WATCHERS OF VERY IMPORTANT

Who do I owe art trades to, or art to, or something to?

For serious. I'm up for doing an art trade or two right now, actually, as I would love to get one of my characters drawn. ^__^ But I know I have a couple outstanding things right now, I just cant think of what they ARE. SO TELL ME EH?

This is the equation of the day.
I just spent the last hour or so weeding the front garden. But...not even the whole thing. I didnt get two of the shrubs or my roses. But yet doing these three little things takes me an hour. @__@ In the sun. It is hot today. Almost 80 degrees, and I'm not used to heat yet. @__@ What was I doing you ask? Pulling grass. T__T Thats all. Pulling close to the ground grass growing in that bark stuff so you know I have about ten bajillion little tiny microscopic slivers in my hands.

Oy.

But I enjoyed it. I love gardening. 's sorta my thing. And I took a leetle break to play with the leetle bitty cutie patootie roller poller bugglers. So cute they are! And I played with a leetle jumpy 'pider. Also accidentally chopped an earthworm in half with my spade. Felt bad about that. U__U

My hands has the scratches and the slivers and teh dirt under the nails and I lyek eet.I do not like this blister, but that is okay.

I'm gone for two days and people are all like "YOU WERE GONE!" and i'm like "yes." And they're like "I GIB YEW A THOUSAND AND FIVE COMMENTS AND FAVORITES AND WATCHES AND NOTES AND SUBMISHUNS, HAS THEM" and i'm like "O__O I WAS AT A TAMMY'S HOUSE, JEEZE."

BUT
Its time for the important news.
I'm moving. To Pahrump, a town an hour outside of Vegas. I'm leaving next weekend. I might be back in Washington mid-June, or I might be staying down there. It all depends on the availability of jobs and stuff down there...

So for now I suppose you cant call it moving. Visiting for the moment, but I might move down there if there are jobs for an Ellie-face. Iffin there's anyone I happen to know who lives in that area...now would be a good time to tell me. It'd be super cool to have a built-in friend.

Anyway, I dont know if they'll have internet access, cuz i'm pretty sure that right now they dont. So I might be on REALLY sparse-like. Prolly be visiting the library a lot. >__<;; But wish me luck!

$2 Icon Commissions going on now, thanks!

Also I have a new one too. Made by me. F5 if you will.

So.
I had an idea for a zombie RP that I wanna try. Anyone wanna go in on it with me? Note me!

...I just watched 28 Days Later. This is why this happened.

So...I found some REALLY OLD ART of Ivan and Katherine from a contest Ivan was doing on their Anniversary LAST YEAR. >__<;; LAST YEAR

So...Since I am doing a commission for Ivan that I will eventually mail him, I have decided to finish some of it up and send it out along with that. Its...not the best. But some of it makes me go "Uh! When was I that good??" >___> My style has changed a LOT and in some cases I miss how it used to be.

Anyway that is my bit of interesting news for the night.

I still dont draw Katherine's fursona like its supposed to be. >__> I'm a horrible personfurry.

Random Note: Listening to Ivan's music. Got out my keyboard and this thought occured to me. "My keyboard is like a really ugly widow. It hasn't been touched in ages." Wry thoughts, wry?

Been doing a lot of drawings with the theme of "The Word" in them on the account. Just one word. I draw what the word shows me. I'm keeping my abstract/more artistic art over there I've decided. Though I'm not gonna upload OLD stuff unless its directly Eli-related. But its sad that I dont feel comfortable posting it on this account.

So I'll use a different one. Besides, it goes along better with Eli's character anyway. ANNNYWAY give me a word. Random word. Any word. I need a little database to pull from. I'll be doing random pieces of writing prompt based on words over there too, so....Words! Whats teh word, ya'll??

I KNEW there was a reason I didnt have white sheets and pillowcases.

*stares at the large red sauce stain* *glare*

I made Eli a character account. Cuz...I just needed somewhere to dump all of my Eli love. Cuz there is a lot more than you guys all know. >__>

Also, I'll be shoving a bunch of my more artistic stuff there as well. Paintings, sketches, photographs, music, poetry, writing...that kind of stuff. Stuff I generally tend to keep away from here.

Watch him if you'd like or dont. Its up to you. I warn you: Much yaoi up in there.

 SummerStory

commissions. I bought them.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2187023/

And this was FREE (and i love it so)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2187037/

F5 IF YOU WILL

FFFF I AM PLEASED. It occurs to me that Harebelle and Harken look a lot alike. >__>
Also I bought these before I had a ref out of Harebelle or had started drawing Eli. So that is why Harebelle looks a little off and there is a Harken instead of an Eli. BUT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HOMG MUFFINS HAIR LOOKS FANTASTAMIC.

I have
1 Art Trade going
2 Commissions to finish
(1 icon, 1 Colored Paper Sketch Thinger)

AND A BAJILLION WIPS

So Easter was amazing. I dominated at Cranium. My mom got drunk (that sucked) and couldn't remember what Frankenstein's name was. I dyed some easter eggs, and ate so much I felt sick. I met one of the most amazing old ladies of my life who believes in reincarnation and who basically has all the same moral structure as I do. Life is lived to find your reason and its lived for you and its lived to be happy. These are things i agree with. I heard my mother's ambition to write a book for the first real time. She wants me to do it for her, I told her i'd be her editer but I wasnt gonna write an entire book for my mother.

Umm
Anyway
Today i'm gonna be trying to finish up this little pile of WIPs i have, or at LEAST posting the WIPs. So you can see i've actually been drawing. ><;; I just cant finish anything... >>;;

And I have an Art Trade going that I should be working on. Its giving me some trouble, so I'm sorry that its taking so long.

Cheers
ILU all.