http://www.lefthandedtoons.com/368/ READ IT

Also I do believe I just sent This Sexy Mothafucka a very inappropriate shout. BUT I STAND BY MY WORDS.

I love you all. I'm bored. And I am laughing really hard.

I got permission from my father today to get a tarantula as long as I could pay for it and I had a place for it, and i never let it out of its tank. All of these things are no problem as I REALLY DESPERATELY WANT ONE AND HAVE WANTED ONE SINCE I WAS LIKE 10!

So I'm taking commissions.
$2 Icons/Avatars
$8 Sketches (partially colored, digital)
$17 colored paper, colored pencil drawings (Traditional, will mail them to you)
$4 Ustream Commissions whenever I ustream (unless stated in the ustream announcement journal that i'm not taking commissions in that ustream)
$2 MSPaint sketches

HELP ME GET THE PET THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED!

Please, even if you cant help by commissioning me, post a journal of your own to advertise! I have a very limited amount of money at the moment (About $30) and this is not enough for everything i'd need, plus the expenses of living in general. I am on the hunt for a job, but have not yet found one.

I may be adding more things on the list of stuff I am doing commissions for. So keep checking my journals! Thanks for the support!! I love you guys and everything you do at all!

>__> My internet died last night while I was trying to ustream. Sorry for people who showed up. ><;; We have connection issues over here. Just got it back up, so..yeah.

I have something cute to submit!!

SAY LOVE

Over. and over. And over again. I will not stop listening to it, you cannot make me. ><

I /JUST/ got done, and i'm not even done with the picture I was working on.
>< Crazeh!

Currently open for $2 Avatar/Icon Comissions
Currently open for $8 Sketch Commissions

~ Anyone Have Open Canvas? I really like to Oc ~

I'LL BE USTREAMING FOR A LITTLE WHILE LATER TODAY (I'll post a journal when I start) SO TUNE IN PLEASE! I'll be doing $4 Ustream commissions as well at the time. $4!! Thats what I say, Four Dollars!

Thanks guys for responding to my RP requests. I'll be on MSN and FA more later tonight so we can really get going on that. Probably between the Ustream and being done with my room.

Thanks guys for listening/commissioning/whatever you're doin. Your support and everything is so appreciated in everything I do.

She said "You're moving with your aunt and your uncle in Bel-Air!"

90's MEME OF ULTIMATE AWESOMENESS

You've Watched:
[x] Kenan and Kel;
[x] Doug;
[x] Ren & Stimpy;
[x] Pinky & the Brain;
[X] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!;
[x] Rocko's Modern Life;
[x] Animaniacs;
[x] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold!;
[x] Out of the Box;
[x] Bear in the Big Blue House.
[x] You’ve ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] You just can’t resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised...".

You remember:

[ ] Step by Step;
[x] Family Matters;
[x] Dinosaurs;
[x] Boy Meets World;
[x] Full House.

[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons;
[x] You remember reading Goosebumps.

When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors"
[x] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish"
[] "Miss Mary Mack".

[x] When kickball was something you did everyday;
[x] You used to listen to the radio all day long;
[x] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy
[x] You always wanted to send in a tape to America’s Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus
[x] Wishbone
[x] Reading Rainbow
[ ] Ghostwriter.
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool
[x] You remember those "Where’s Waldo" books
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series
[x] Aladdin
[x] Ninja Turtles
[x] Ghost Busters.

[x] You remember Ring Pops!!!
[x] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!"
[x] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players

[x] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them
[x] You played and/or collected Pogs
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[x] Rugrats;
[x] Wild Thornberrys
[x] Power Rangers

[x] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You collected:

[x] Beanie Babies
[x] Pokemon cards
[x] Carebears
[x ] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[x] Everyone watched the WB
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart
[x] Digimon was still on
[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is
[x] You know the Macarena by heart
[x] "Talk to the hand"
[x] You went to McDonald’s to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360
[x] Back before X-Box period
[x] Before SpongeBob
[x] When light up sneakers were cool
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR
[x] You had slap bracelets
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here.


FFFF THAT WAS AMAZING WITH THE MEMORIES

SO
I AM DOING A WEBSHOW THINGER
ABOUT ASDF
CUZ IT IS MY RELIGION.
SORTA.

If you dont know what asdf is, I suggest you go straight to the source: http://www.asdf.com

They love me there. I love them there. We love eachother there.
The forums: I live there when I am not living here.

Anyway. I have made them their own ustream show.
http://www.ustream.tv/channel/asdf-ism-on-air

Which I will be hosting tonight around...in like...20 minutes. The site's built-in chat doesnt work for me, so I embedded a meebo chatroom into the description thinger. Come and talk to meeeeeee and i will talk baaaack. But in ASDF-terms, cuz thats what the show's all about.

I HOPE TO CONVERT YOU ALL TO ASDF-ISM

Soooo....
Ellie wants to Ustream.

But Ellie cannot figure out how to make her camera record her screen instead of her. >__>

Aside from this, would anyone be interested in watching my ustream sessions anyway?

I slap you like a bitch and you take it like a whore~

Total Samson/Eli song. Or at least that line. But...enough of that. THE REASON FOR THIS JOURNAL:

got my 4000th pageview with his magical girlfriend and her superspecialawesome powerz.

FREE THINGS FOR IVANS HOORAH

>__>
And Ellie is off to write some Eli/Samson. *yaoi awaaaay*

HOMG I FREAKING LOVE DRAWING ELI ITS MY FAVORITE THING ON THE PLANET RIGHT NOW, FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I love him so much you all should hit F5. I am mean to him...but with love.

Just thought I'd let you all know.
Eli/Ethan rocks my world right now. SO hard. SO hard. Yaaaaay!

I WOULD NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER /EVER/ SAY NO TO ARTS OF HIM EVER EVER EVER *HINT HINT*

Only about 10 more pageviews until I hit 4000~!!!!

...Love me! You're lucky lucky, you're so lucky!
>__>

Anyway
On to business
I'm still taking avatar commissioins. Yep. Thats still goin on. I've got 4 slots. 4. Dooo eeeet. $2. And I needs some monies, cuz i'm runnin low on fundage.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/681679/
Please
Please
Please and thank you. ^__^

Also free sketch/avatar for whoever grabs my 4000th pageview.


BESIDES ALLA THAT CRAP
How's it goin, peoplez?

To know that i love you baby?

Only 30 pageviews away from 4000. Ahm excited. *big grin* Anyway, like I say, free sketch and/or avatar for whoever gets my 4000~ !!!!

Hooray and huzzah!

We've only beguuuuuuuun

Finding journal title lyrics is starting to become an art. >>
THEY MUST RELATE TO THE JOURNAL DAMNIT

Also

HOMG GUESS WHAT? I'm almost at 4000 pageviews. Free sketch and/or avatar to whoever gets the 4000. I DEMAND A SCREENCAP.

But...uh...seriously, people. HOMG YAY.

But.
Like the Carpenters say.
We've only just begun, doods.

So...I feel the need to inform everyone that i've been living a lie.

I'm straight.

....
......
...........

HOMG ARENT YOU GUYS ALL IMPRESSED AT HOW AMAZINGLY I TRICKED YOU???

*snorts* Happy April Fools' day. May everyone be more original than "I'm leaving FA."

AVATAR COMMISSIONS

Doing 5 $2 Avatar commissions. Any takers?

For examples of my avatars:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1946150/

1) Bethy_Chan (Done and done)
2)
3)
4)
5)

Please and thank you! ~<3~
If you dont want one, it'd be nice if you could tell your friends. ^_^

Dream a dream, lover take me in you dream. Take me anywhere you please, boy you're makin me scream.


SO
Weird dream last night. Kira was there again. And Ivan and Ashley. But Ivan and Ashley were like...drawing. And I was showing Kira these drawings of mine, and it turns out that he's in love with one of my friends. Who is a guy. *laughs* Kira, you're turning into a metaphore for every relationship problem I have. Maybe I should just date you and get it over with so I'll stop having these dreams. *laughs*

Umm....so I almost told someone I dont even know that George Clooney just wanted a piece of their sweet ass.


.....

I'm a little creepy, huh?

Started a new story today. Bringing back this bunch: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1316339/

Buuut coupled with the Samson/Ethanos story....I doubt i'll ever finish either. But it feels so GOOD to have things written on my computer again. Since the crash of my old one, and the loss of all my things....its been pretty depressing. I had 30 or so odd stories that had a page, or a fraction of a page, or a few pages, or a chapter.... And i'd pick them up every once and a while, read them, write a few more paragraphs or another page, or do some editing....And I loved having them there. And now I guess this is the start of my little library of stories that are constant WIPS on this computer. My writing has improved since then, I know. Because I used to have stories that were a paragraph of description, and then a wall of dialogue. In school they give you praise for your dialogue when you use a lot of it because a lot of beginning writers don't really do any. But when you have nothing but a wall of conversation...its not a story. ^^;;

Still, my storywriting remains very dialog-driven.

Here, just cuz i can, have a snippet from things.

All's Fair
My story about Ethanos and Samson, also about war.

"You're a good friend, Ethanos, but I am not so sure I trust your words in this matter." Samson replied, matter-of-factly. He sat back, glancing at his friend smugly. "I have never seen you look at any woman the way I see you look at Ihnad. There is more than lust in your eyes, a rare thing indeed for you."

"An' fer ye as well, make no mistake!" Ethanos laughed again, hitting Samson in the arm with his flute. "Ye lust more than any man I've ever come 'cross. An' I should know, what with yer--"

"Ethan." Samson's voice was stern. "Shut your mouth before any more words escape it. You know very well and good how I feel about that particular piece of information being so readily spread to the public."

Ethanos glanced dubiously at his friend. "Eh...fine, alright. Sorry."

The cause of Samson's worried pride had come into being two years earlier when the two best friends had started into training to become soldiers. They had grown up together, side by side, and though they were different they both pushed past the small annoyances they had for each other in light of their friendship. Ethanos had always found Samson far too serious and cold at times, while Samson found that Ethanos could be much too boisterous and loud. Not that Ethanos was devoid of serious moments, or that Samson was never boisterous, but for the most part the two stood nearly as opposites. Despite this, the two of them were hardly without each other.
AND YAOI HAPPENS LATER

~Next~

The Fundamentals
My story about the Fundamental Alliance and how they got started. See link above.

She looked up as Adam spoke to her, made an over-exaggerated thoughtful face, and replied, “Oh, I don't know. Of course I'm going to miss the place. The art classes and the people, and having something to do all day. I'll miss my friends a lot too, but I expect I'll see them quite a bit after we get outta here, you know? I'm not really going anywhere. My grades weren't good enough to get into many colleges.” That was one thing that Adam had never understood about Lizzie. She may act strange and ditsy and silly, but once you got past that she was a really bright girl. She was a talented writer and speaker, and a gifted artist. She had a mind that wandered into things that Adam would never have expected from her. The first time he knew he could tolerate her presence was when she had started up a conversation about one of Adam's favorite things; String theory.

There was a pause as the two of them fell silent. Lizzie got up from the desk and wandered over to the back of the classroom. “Well, this is what I came in here for.” She said, picking up a portfolio. It had doodles of green peace signs all over it. “Just some of my writing junk from last trimester I wanted to grab before I boycott this place for good.” She grinned as she walked back up to Adam. “Any reason you're in here?”

“It was my last class of the day, so I was just...Thinking.” Adam didn't know what else to say to her. Part of him wanted to tell her that she really meant something to him, being one of the only people who had ever really made an effort to seek him out at lunch, or say hi to him in the halls. Another part of him told him the other part of him was sentimental and insane. He wasn't really the kind of guy who shared his feelings so readily with people.

“Sounds like loads of fun. What're you doing after you're done thinking? Cuz I'm kinda hungry, and all my friends have gone home. You wanna grab some fast food or something?” Adam started to make a face, and Lizzie interjected. “I'll buy.”

HE ENDS UP WITH THE ALIEN CHICK NOT HER SO SHUSH YOU ALL

And now for the real reason this journal exists. Its 3:02 AM. I'm gonna make my bed and then sleep in it. Goodnight duckies.

Anyone I know have a twitter account? The link of the day made me think of it. I have a twitter, but I only have a few people i'm watching on there. It'd be great to hear about some other people. ^__^ I dont update often, but I really enjoy hearing about what other people are up to.

SO
IS MAH BIRFDAY
AND AH AM 19 NAO.

HOORAH.
Went out to see Watchmen today. Hoorah, that was a GOOD MOVIE except for the constant barrage of blue penis i was faced with. ><;

=3 Fankoo for all the birfday wishes I've had. <3

KAFFRIN~!

IVAN~!

GET YERSELVES OVER HMEEAH! I NEED TO SHOW YEW THINGS!! YOUTUBE THINGS!

RIP Attention Duelists Journal Titles.
Dec. 24 - March 20th

Happy Birthday Song Lyric Titles
March 20 - ~

Feeling different again. I cant help it. Sometimes I just..change a little. Its my 19th birthday. Birthdays and New Years are always times for big changes, and change things have.

I'm no longer taking requests, I'm no longer promising anyone gift art, and I am no longer putting pressure on myself to update so frequently. (No, Aya, i'm not copying Kira. I've been musing over this for a long time now, his journal just reminded me to tell you all.) I'm going to concentrate on doing art for myself, and only myself. If you happen to be IN my art, or if I happen to draw something for you, hooray. ^^; But I promise nothing. I want my art to go back to being colorful and pure, and full of heart. I want to be able to be proud of the things I draw again, instead of more often than not being disatisfied or annoyed at it.

I'm just looking for a little artistic freedom. Sorry if it bothers or offends anyone. Commissions are still open, but...they are very very fragile. I'm reserving any and every right to outright refuse them. The one commission I have going....*sigh* Please PM me, I'm sorry, but I cant for the life of me draw that, and i'm giving up. You didn't pay me, so you wont need a refund.

Uuumm...Anyway. I'm just trying to get some sparkle and pizazz back into my art. I always hate the feeling of having things I "should be drawing" looming over my head. Art, for me, is not supposed to be like work. Its supposed to be something I do to get away from stressing. I suppose this means that I shouldn't make art my job, and perhaps I will stop aspiring to that.

Speaking of which, this reminds me: I want to start focusing more on my writing. I've always had a better time forcing myself to write something than to draw something. So you may be seeing more stories from me, or you might not be. I'm not sure.

PEOPLE I TALK TO ON YIM and MSN MESSENGER: I'm getting freakishly annoyed with talking to people I hardly know or dont know at all. If you happen to be added to my MSN or my YIM, please dont be offended if I dont turn up very often. If I delete you off of my AIM, too bad for you, I probably dont appreciate talking to you. I'm sorry I sound like such an emo-bitch, buuuut...I'm getting really annoyed with people.

Aya, Gazzie, Tabby, do you guys have AIM? It'd be great if I could add you on AIM so I didnt have to mix you three in with my YIM crowd. You too, Ben.

I hope to be able to put out some more personal and more heartfelt art. Art is not a popularity contest, or at least it shouldn't be. I need to stop caring about how many people appreciate me for my art, and start appreciating my own self and my talent. I've been feeling rather down lately, and this is my way of coping.

Sorry if I seem less personable on FA, but this is the way its gonna go. Expect less doodlings and more actual art, perhaps. I really need it, guys. Looking at past stuff is getting really depressing.

Love you guys to pieces.
~Ellie~