I'm doing this, man....
General | Posted 13 years agoI really gotta get out of this job I'm in, I'm planning my escape this week.
It's not going to be easy, I'll tell you that, my boss is... let's just say he's...difficult to work with. Or be in the same room with. Or even associate with.
But I have my mom's and my friends' support, so with that in mind, I'm getting ready to make a break for it. My mental health and finances depend on me getting out of this situation and finding a better job and a better employer that doesn't make me want to kill myself.
Wish me luck.
It's not going to be easy, I'll tell you that, my boss is... let's just say he's...difficult to work with. Or be in the same room with. Or even associate with.
But I have my mom's and my friends' support, so with that in mind, I'm getting ready to make a break for it. My mental health and finances depend on me getting out of this situation and finding a better job and a better employer that doesn't make me want to kill myself.
Wish me luck.
Done
General | Posted 13 years ago*comes home from another shit day at work*
*looks at new submissions and art*
....
*flips another six or seven tables*
I'm done. Done.
100% done. 200% done. 500% done. Completely done.
Fuck this shit. Fuck my life. Fuck it all.
Taking a hiatus from this place, don't know when I'll be back. If I will be back. Bye.
*looks at new submissions and art*
....
*flips another six or seven tables*
I'm done. Done.
100% done. 200% done. 500% done. Completely done.
Fuck this shit. Fuck my life. Fuck it all.
Taking a hiatus from this place, don't know when I'll be back. If I will be back. Bye.
Wonderful
General | Posted 13 years agoI just got a bunch of faves and some new watchers from all the paintings I uploaded, yay! But I still feel like shit.
Funny how that works, I was feeling super neat and chill and relaxed and ready to go to bed then all it takes is this one goddamn photo to make me feel awful about my life, existence and everything else. Again.
*flips a table in rage*
Don't mind me, I'll just be sitting over here, stewing in my sexual frustration for the rest ofthe eveningmy life.
Funny how that works, I was feeling super neat and chill and relaxed and ready to go to bed then all it takes is this one goddamn photo to make me feel awful about my life, existence and everything else. Again.
*flips a table in rage*
Don't mind me, I'll just be sitting over here, stewing in my sexual frustration for the rest of
My first submissions to FA!
General | Posted 13 years agoI made My Little Pony cutie mark cakes, I hope you like them.
I already got a few comments and favs just a few minutes after posting them; thanks guys! I'd like to make it a project to bake and decorate a cake for each of the mane 6, so right now I'm already 1/3 done!
Also, I wasn't sure how to categorize these cakes during the submission process, so I just put them under Traditional art > Miscellaneous. >.<
I already got a few comments and favs just a few minutes after posting them; thanks guys! I'd like to make it a project to bake and decorate a cake for each of the mane 6, so right now I'm already 1/3 done!
Also, I wasn't sure how to categorize these cakes during the submission process, so I just put them under Traditional art > Miscellaneous. >.<
Holy woah
General | Posted 13 years agoSo yeah, the reason I haven't been active at all on any of my favorite sites, including this one, is because I have a crazy-ass new job with an even crazier boss that has me working all the time. I started back on June 18th and it's been non-stop ever since. Even making me come in to work on some of my days off, and giving me grief sometimes when I tell him, "Hey, you gave me these days off about a week ago and I made plans already, what am I supposed to tell my friends/family?" And he acts offended when "I got the nerve" to actually take the days off he's given me. Wow.
The money's okay, when he gives it to me. He procrastinates a lot, puts things off to the last minute, and blames many things and events on me that are beyond my control. Like traffic and the costs of certain items. My stress levels are through the roof too, and he complains to me all the time that I'm the one that's making him stress out. He also drinks soda by the goddamn bucket, which is a little disconcerting, and doesn't eat a lot of healthy foods either. One day, there was one 2L. bottle of Coke in the kitchen counter to be recycled, I have one day off, and the next day I go back to work, he has 5 empty bottles on the counter. He lets me take home the empty coke bottles to recycle, so that's a little added bonus I guess.
So anyways, we're finally out of storage and moving hell, so things should be less crazy, I hope. I'm not making a career out of being an assistant, so here's the long-term plan: I want to work to earn money to pay off some of my debts I accumulated during unemployment, earn money to take some more advanced cake decorating classes (making wedding cakes, airbrushing, working with fondant/gumpaste/marzipan), apply for an pastry assistant/apprentice to a pastry chef position and go from there. It's been a goal of mine to be a master cake decorator, and I hope I can make that dream a reality someday. Until then, back to the grind I guess.
The money's okay, when he gives it to me. He procrastinates a lot, puts things off to the last minute, and blames many things and events on me that are beyond my control. Like traffic and the costs of certain items. My stress levels are through the roof too, and he complains to me all the time that I'm the one that's making him stress out. He also drinks soda by the goddamn bucket, which is a little disconcerting, and doesn't eat a lot of healthy foods either. One day, there was one 2L. bottle of Coke in the kitchen counter to be recycled, I have one day off, and the next day I go back to work, he has 5 empty bottles on the counter. He lets me take home the empty coke bottles to recycle, so that's a little added bonus I guess.
So anyways, we're finally out of storage and moving hell, so things should be less crazy, I hope. I'm not making a career out of being an assistant, so here's the long-term plan: I want to work to earn money to pay off some of my debts I accumulated during unemployment, earn money to take some more advanced cake decorating classes (making wedding cakes, airbrushing, working with fondant/gumpaste/marzipan), apply for an pastry assistant/apprentice to a pastry chef position and go from there. It's been a goal of mine to be a master cake decorator, and I hope I can make that dream a reality someday. Until then, back to the grind I guess.
Free art raffle!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3556479/
IT'S FREE ART BITCHES
WHY ARE YOU EVEN STILL READING THIS
GO GO CLICK NOW
IT'S FREE ART BITCHES
WHY ARE YOU EVEN STILL READING THIS
GO GO CLICK NOW
The type of pony everypony should know~
General | Posted 13 years agoThere's a downside to being a member in 18 different meetup.com groups...
Without fail, every weekend, every Saturday in particular, I get about 4 or 5 different emails from my various meetup groups inviting me to go here, gather there, do this or that. A completely different situation from about a year ago, when my idea of a good Saturday night was chilling in my room, playing Pokemon Black or working on a painting, listening to Deadmau5 or Nine Inch Nails on my iPod, and maybe enjoying a couple cans of Dr. Pepper.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not being forced or obligated to do any of these things. In fact, I love being invited to all these different events, parties, gatherings, cafes and get-togethers. I feel like Rarity sometimes, in that one episode of Sweet and Elite, except I'm not going out more often because I feel I have to or I'm compelled to. I feel as if my extrovert side is making for lost time and all those years of high school and college where I hardly went out with friends or anything like that very often. After years of staying at home on the weekend, my eyes glued to a computer or Nintendo DS screen, this social butterfly is finally emerging from her cocoon!
Not that chilling on the net has lost its appeal, but I need a little less tumblr, a little more face-to-face interaction, you know? XD We humans (or rather furries) ARE social creatures, after all. We're not meant to stay inside all day and conduct the majority of our communication on a computer or some other device with internet access. Not that that's a bad thing! I just need a break and get outside more often with local friends!
Without fail, every weekend, every Saturday in particular, I get about 4 or 5 different emails from my various meetup groups inviting me to go here, gather there, do this or that. A completely different situation from about a year ago, when my idea of a good Saturday night was chilling in my room, playing Pokemon Black or working on a painting, listening to Deadmau5 or Nine Inch Nails on my iPod, and maybe enjoying a couple cans of Dr. Pepper.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not being forced or obligated to do any of these things. In fact, I love being invited to all these different events, parties, gatherings, cafes and get-togethers. I feel like Rarity sometimes, in that one episode of Sweet and Elite, except I'm not going out more often because I feel I have to or I'm compelled to. I feel as if my extrovert side is making for lost time and all those years of high school and college where I hardly went out with friends or anything like that very often. After years of staying at home on the weekend, my eyes glued to a computer or Nintendo DS screen, this social butterfly is finally emerging from her cocoon!
Not that chilling on the net has lost its appeal, but I need a little less tumblr, a little more face-to-face interaction, you know? XD We humans (or rather furries) ARE social creatures, after all. We're not meant to stay inside all day and conduct the majority of our communication on a computer or some other device with internet access. Not that that's a bad thing! I just need a break and get outside more often with local friends!
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