I dont play genshin but now i recently heard bad things behind the scenes, ill just have to be euphamistic.
If celebs didnt abuse their power, we wouldnt have AI take over.
Consider AI art and AI voice a Punishment from God. If we hadnt commited these sins we wouldnt have AI.

Everybody hates Woke Velma.

All i can tell you is this:

I dont need to see Gar-BITCH to smell it.

Am I the only man whos real world life is easier than his internet life?

I'm always doing roleplays to be myself and feel in character, and bring my characters to life, I sometimes am not consistent with other people's roleplays since I have one task after another, I procrastinate with my story I'm trying to write, trying to get back to art requests or roleplays I didn't finish, I worry about what happens to other people I like, worry if others really like me or hate me... I take my negative side out on people I despise on twitter... (I'm not gonna name them.)and worry about what's happening in entertainment and even after having mass sparks of joy after seeing puss and boots and coming home with good energy I feel like it's only temporary happiness and I'm back to being indifferent about the rest of the world and what other people think of me. Like if in some other dimension Im the main character and the theres an audience thats a big fandom of my own show and watching me and my life for years and wondering where my life will head next, and they think im the best protagonist. I mean I hope im a well written protagonist in their perspective.

I mean I'm the hero of my own story in the end. Those who hate me probably don't know what my life is like and they miss the big picture that I have more depth and a bigger arc than everyone else thinks with their interpretation of me.

I guess probably I'm not sure what you've experienced that I may not know about. I at least hope that my story gets a good ending and I work smart for that good ending.

So my holiday turned out nice. I got some new tech and my energy has been restored to confidence. Lots of crazy shit has happened this year, ups and downs. Some new friends to be happy for and some fallouts that im sad about. But im at least happy you all have a great time.

I mean I also kind of lost some folk i used to like weather its my fault or theirs but i blame myself first before blaming them... Some i do miss, others.. i could move on.

So 10 years ago from today the Earth was supposed to blow up and wipe us all out.

Now I understand if some of you are so depressed that you all WISH the world ended and wouldn't have to go through whatever bad stuff is happening.

But Im too much of a pussy to end my life and know that there's still a lot left in me that still got a chance to show off. I despise Nihilism, and don't believe in asking Lord Frieza to wipe out the human race no matter how bad tragedies become. Good stuff happens, Bad stuff happens, there's Honor and there's Degeneracy, but no wiping out the earth.

I do know that a billion years from now the sun is supposed to pass away turn into a red giant and desintigrate all of us. But before that, we got plenty of time to invent space ships and conquer terra form a new planet and conquer multiple solar systems and meet new aliens and spread across the universe to preserve each other.

Bottom line, I don't believe in Mayan prophecy or God's Rapture. It's a bunch of Baloney and shall remain Bullfuck.

Confession: Im a Christian whos massively critical of God.

"Dont support this fok cuz they did all this, Dont support this person cuz they did and/or said that."

FUCKING DIVERSITY! Oh i should stop associating myself with individuals with some shit they did as a way to excuse our own problems. IS IT THAT FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE TO UNITE THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE WITH ALL THESE REPUGNANT DESCISIONS THAT KEEP US DIVIDED?! IM NOT FUCKING PLEASING THE MASSES!!

I have had ENOUGH Divisions in my life.

Facebook Meta has pulled a rotten shit by logging my ass out then I log back in then the reason is because I didn't pay some ad bill that I don't even fucking do. I only share stuff and talk not make fucking money off of crypto ads and cater to the pay pigs.

Of course I'm retarded. 😒

Whatever I'll carry back to favoriting blueberry bullshit Asses and whatever the fuck I feel like favoriting just to get clowned.

I dont really see any reason to hype for December.

THE RALPHAMALE RUINS EVERYTHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNGGGG!!!!!

Fuck no nut november.




Hmph... so what else does this obnoxious manchild have to bitch and moan about next? To hog and imaginary spotlight?

So I hear some crazy shit happened here while i was away.

Well i decided to wait until it died out and thankfully for now at least it has died out.

Ill still be on FA Tho Ill be honest. I dont really visit here that much anymore and all i really do here is favorite things from other artist or post a random ass journal with my fucktarded ramblings that hardly anyone reads or gives a shit about. Meaning i dont really do nothing here or earn nothing out of it.

Well Back to the same old bullshit.

Im lucky to have met new friends from here ahead of time.

Corporations, Studios, and Game Developers are Obsolete.

There ain't Nothing special about me except that Im a pretentious manchild from New York who's unemployed and sits there at his welfare paid apartment, managing his internet social life along with wasting money and digital energy off his Yugioh cards.

Well another day where i grow old and decrepit

So We cant play chaos ruler no more, but now Cyber Jar got released from Banlist Jail.

I never really even liked Chaos Ruler that much since most of the time he got rid of my important revival cards

No one stays good on this Earth.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a96fu59lBuU

I honestly prefer magical inflation over berry inflation as that scene from prisoner of azkaban is what got me into inflation in the first place.

Berries at this point are overatted tho i aint gonna spend hours removing every single berry pic in my favs ill keep it up but i aint gonna fav that as much anymore.

Im neutral about this leak.

The gameplay as unfinished as it is looks alright.

Im happy i got my 2 wishes that i want a HD Vice City and a Fem Protagonist.

However...

I just hope Lucy is likable.

I just dont want another Rey Palpatine or Mulan 2020 running around.

Honestly we shoulda waited 50,000 years before we invented fiction. Nintendo disney star wars dragon ball anime helluva boss undertale poopy playtime cult of lamb fnaf and all that other stuff was invetned waaaay to early and has rott humanities mind. We wasted our potential on something too early, and we have horrid results on earth society.

We shoulda first made flying cars, technology to sustain earths climate and reasoureces healthy foods that wont have negative chemical effects at birth, invented space ships to travel to other worlds and terraform them for us to spread then probably build space stations basically the stuff you see in halo and mass effect THEN when the time is right we can Movies and TV shows and video games, because lets be real, this consumerist culture was invented way to early and now its dehumanized us to sexual perversions and fandom wars.
i hate having to live off computers internet, tv and twitter and corporate squabbles. We should have waited 50,000 years before we invented it all, then because we all had a healthy mindset we woulda just liked stuff just for the sake of liking it and be cool with it rather then squabble and argue with how this should be written this character should be behave like that.
Our potential is wasted so early on something humanity shoulda waited like a few thousand years later for cartoons and movies and games to be invented.
And a hypocrite i am to just cling back to stuff i hate living off of..

And plus even more ironic is im getting these ideas to write my personal project, which is nothing more than a regurgitated extension of my experiences.

I dont know what else to write here.

Im just a fucking flip flopper after the last 2 journals i did.

What ever back to my same old insanity bullshit to an audience of like 5 or 6 people.

Well yeh the last journal was depressing as shit but i feel more confident and more healthy now than ever.

What a jumbled Clunky mess of a Yu-Gi-Oh game.

I mean theres nothing ridiculously horrible about it, the launch we well done and all and it works fine on mobile But the problem is these new rules and button sets.

This is a wonky clunky type of board game playstyle. I mean if they were going for a board game something like dungeon dice monsters or something like duelist kingdom arc well of course im gonna be real sucky at this new game as im way too used to the standard yugioh format that i play on Master Duel, Project Ignis, Dueling Book and YGO Omega.

I never played Rush Duel but even that game had a less clunky mechanic.

Im nothing but a diseased maniac.

So google asked me to change some passwords and i dunno if ill be able to log in and favorite stuff anymore. And I am sooo not wasting my energy creating a new account with this sites broken invalid password system.

So if im inactive and havent updated anything well shit.

Forget about me.

Its not like anyone cared.

but if by some miracle I DO log in and can fav stuff again well.. i dunno.




But what ever.. RIP if i cannot log back in.