Looking at getting a printer/scanner combo, just need to look over what is carried at work, that way I don't get a crappy piece of junk and no more Photo style image uploads it'll be straight off the paper. I just don't know where I'll be able to set my printer at that rate either. So much stuff already taking up my room. I'll figure something out though cause I've got a better job that pays me 14$/hr and its full time 5 days a week. This will give me time during my waking moments to do work and let you guys find work that you may want done with the Traditional style touch.

To the people out there in the Fandom be it SFW or NSFW Art,

Lately I've seen more and more of our artists stop working on all pony related art unless commissioned and paid for due to the high rise of
demanding people who seem to think that the artist is there for free art no matter how complex or simple your art may be. I've also found threads
of /mlp/ and /4chan/ that are trying to destroy these artists lives by getting paypals banned, attacks at conventions, and other things to completely break
government laws by finding where they live, and other personal data.

You may think that the pony fandom is thriving for art, however your driving out people who enjoy the fandom and doing art for your entertainment.
Recently an artist has been threatened, and assualted online with REAL LIFE THREATS. At this point it seems to me the people who are doing this
are not truely bronies, just people who either are self righteous of themselves who think they deserve everything at their whim. If you are truely a brony
of the fandom you know that love and tolerate is the motto, but that isn't the case in this situation. Hate and Destroy is.

A Rule of thumb that should be given to everything is if you don't like it, ignore it. If you hate it, don't go near it. These people are out of control.
This here is a reason why the fandom gets bad names as Pedophiles, Adult Children, and other crude terms. As the fandom has grown over the years
the artists keep disappearing into the mists of rejection and destruction of their lives. This needs to STOP! Assualt of anyform is illegal, threatening in anyform
is illegal, and destroying a life of someones is complete dickish.

This fandom sent out a message to all of us who live by the love and tolerate motto, like myself. However right now you are dividing a fandom into multiple piles
that seperate us and make us no better then the rest of the world. If you are demanding art from artists from their generous request boxes, during their streams,
or through private messages your nothing but a greedy person who can't take the answer of NO. I've been denied many times and I always have responded with
"Thank you, Maybe next time I'll have something else in mind that you might like. Enjoy your day, keep up the good work." I've had only 2 requests ever done
because I was patient, and grateful for it.

At this point, you may think I'm some self righteous asshole wanting attention from people. That answer is no. If you don't want to read this any further just move on.
I don't want your attention, I want your brains and hearts to stop being a cold dead wasteland and have you re-evaluate what you've been doing to our artists.
Attacking their Paypal, attacking them on forums, attacking them at conventions, it's just downright dispicable. If you don't get your art you requested just try again,
but don't be demanding of this. Requests are free art the artist chooses to do, commissions are paid art that the artist takes on, and you have more control over
what goes into the image, and what is overall done with it.

If an artist asks not to post this on certain sites, don't do it. I know leaks get out and they go wild with it, but at that point you're not supporting the artist you like.
I know everyone can't afford to pay prices for stuff, but even still sending a Thank you, or Keep up the Work gets you on the better side of the person,
and still shows support for them. At this point I have full respect for Artists, Musicians, and Videomakers being one myself.

I'm not a major artist or Musician. I just do videos. I'm Mistressfreespirit on Inkbunny if you're wondering who is writing this message. I speak for all the
tormented, rejected, and assaulted artists out their of all kinds. Through all you can at me if you wish, cause you can't break what is already broken.
I've gone through Depression, through attempted Suicide 3 times, and have even tried to bring others down with me. However, MLP has changed the
way I see life and how I go about it. Right now you're may be putting other artists into the same situation as I was in. That makes you more of a monster
then Discord, NMM, Chrysalis, and everything in MLP Combined. You've become worse then King Sombra doing this.

Once again, let the artists you follow and like know that you appreciate them even if you can't donate or pay for their stuff. Don't be demanding of stuff they
don't want to do, pushing them is more likely make them ignore you. By loving and tolerating, by accepting differences, by not being demanding you make the
world a better place to live in, you make it better for everyone including yourself. Trolling, destroying, threatening does not help you in any degree.
Hiding behind the name of Anonymous doesn't hide you perfectly or forever.

Today, write to an artist that you like, that you donate to, that you're friends with. Tell them to keep up the hard work, that you appreciate all they do
for the fandom art wise, whether it be a Musicain, an Artist, or Video Maker. Give them the self esteem they need to go on with.

-Mistress Free Spirit.

Anyone out there you may have noticed my Fursona starting to pop up on my page, Spirit, my Fursona is a free to use Character if you give credit to me as creator of the concept of her. You can use her in any way as long as credit of ownership is give to me personally.

This means any style or artist may use her if they so wish to.

No profit should be made off my character in any way such as commissions unless its a character fee, or selling her as a main character in a comic, image pack, or such, if you should do this you will be contacted by me with demands of my share of profit, or a cease and desist.

So once again, Spirit is Free Use with Credit given to me as her creator. No using her for finacial gain, and she can be used in any art style, fetish, or by any artist.

I'm back from my stay in the hospital, but I'm pretty sure it was Feburary last time I checked but I'm gonna have to adjust to this, I can't remember everything.

But its good to be back and ready to start doing things again.

Spirit has woken up. However he doesn't have full memories, he remembers a few months before his attack, but nothing after those months, so if anything happened between Feb to Now he probably won't remember, he still thought he was 22, so it shows.

So if you talk with him when he comes home in a few days just remember he may not remember what has happened or what you talked about.

Spirit is now offically comatose as declared by the doctors. Nothing we can do for him now but pray, and wait for him. Doctors are unsure how long he will be out like this. His work is still going to be giving him a pay supplement so we can cover his bills, such as Student loan, Rent, Life insurance.

All we can ask now is for prayer, best wishes, and hopefully he'll come out of it soon. The sad look on everyone's face wouldn't be what he wants but we can't help it.

I'll post any update of his status as it happens and when I'm at his Laptop.

Our family will not be the same without him.

Spirit hasn't woken since he made it to the hospital. Doctors are now thinking he may be in a comatose state (coma). They aren't fully sure, tomorrow they'll be running another MRI scan.

We are hoping that isn't the case, but if it is, he could be out for any amount of time.

Our parents are at the hospital with him alot of the time, my mother more since she doesn't work. My father threw Spirits backup plans to me cause he doesn't seem to care anymore to do this, but my brother's wishes I'll fulfill since he was my hero growing up.

I owe it to him since without him I wouldn't have found my perfect girlfriend so I owe it to him to do this at least once.

Anyways, I'll keep you guys up to date now instead of our father or mother.

Spirit is stable under care right now. He's been asleep all day, but doctor's ran some tests on him to take a look inside, nothing is wrong around the heart or brain, they figure since of his job he may have had a stress heart attack. There keeping him in the hospital for a few days to let him sleep and unwind.

I thought my job was stressful, but to see this happen makes me think I have it lucky with minor headaches if my son had a freaking heart attack cause of his.

Anyways I'm going to make a get well card of printed off messages from his friends, I don't know what to call you all, you may be aquintances, buddies, friends, I don't know, but if you want your message in the card leave a comment below, I'll make screenshots of them and turn it into a get well card for him.

My son was sent to the hospital for a heart attack at work. He's in intensive care right now, doctor's say he's going to be fine, but cause of the attack is unknown. My wife is staying at the hospital with him while I take care of his back up plan sheets. Genuis kid who makes himself look stupid right? Anyway, he sheet says to check this once a day for anything, post a message of whats happened and such.

I'm supposed to keep you updated on his progress/status, says here he'll stream/post when he's better. I dunno what he means but whatever is written will be done.

Any get well things such as messages, images, etc will be printed out and put at his bedside.
Him saying send anything you wish. I don't know what he means and such but its what he's written.

All I know is my son has had something happen to him that shouldn't have at his age. At 23 he shouldn't have had a heart attack with no heart disease running in the family. As his letter said I'll be checking his stuff each day before I visit him.

I wanted to make sure everything was going to be okay with him before following his backup plans.

I hope he gets better soon myself.

Equpiment Failure!

Got hold of the Complete F.E.A.R. Series today, and I've played a bit of the first one through, and now you can join in on me being creeped out by the music and sounds. I'll be using my new Mic and answering questions and such from the Stream Chat while you guys watch me crap my pants playing it.

Stream Time will be the usual 12 AM My time

11 EST
10 CST
9 WST
8 PST

It will go until 4 AM My time. So 4 hrs of creepy music, creatures, dreams, and Soldiers to kill.

Diapers will not be supplied to the weak of heart.

Hope you can come in and join me for scares galore. Alma will be waiting for you too.
Hehehehe.

So if you guys haven't seen it before I do have a youtube channel were I post gameplays from mostly TF2 but from other games as well. I also do podcasts on the channel too.

http://www.youtube.com/user/MrSpiritofFear

If you like games and what something to watch why not just give a click.

So I think I may Stream on Thursday, just got a few new Steam games and though I may do a Game stream, the usual time. Just need to get back into the swing of things. If you want it to be an art stream send me some lineart to color like usual. destania80[at]hotmail.ca label it as Art Stream Thursday works.

I'm sorry for the lack of streams or updates, I've been emotionally drained, and busy with work and just a giant headache. I just don't know what to do anymore, I just mostly make youtube videos. If you like TF2 or gaming check out MrSpiritofFear on youtube. Overall makes me feel bad not showing off some work.

I just don't know where I went wrong.

I'm now Officially old. I'm too old. To celebrate me being older, I did what old people do, laze around all day complaining. I'm getting to old for this non sense of being older. Yay for me. Only 1 of my old friends remembered my B-day and called me to say Happy Birthday to me.

At least Mother Nature was kind enough to give her Earth Day Child a Nice warm do with a gentle breeze to relax in.

For all my Padded pony pals persuing a good padded pony parable, I suggest checking out http://www.fimfiction.net/group/146.....nd-adult-foals I went through and read some of these fics they are good, and most of all its FUN! Every story is different, and everything just flows with What ifs, and such. So if you haven't heard or seen this group on FIMFiction I suggest checking out the link and reading some of the stories for it as well.

Haven't done one of these in a while, art!

I've got a few NSFW images that I want to color in, but if an audience appears I may just do an actual drawing. It may not be Pony, It may be pony, hell it may be Twilight Sparkle impaling Celestia's head onto a Fur. Who knows.

Anyways times are the same like always, I will have music in the Background.

11 EST, 10 Cent, 9WST, and 8 Pacific

Same channel as always - http://www.livestream.com/mistresspinkiepyro

Hope you can make it!

Preshow 15mins prior to Livestream.

Or I could live stream one of the games from my library since I have found out that I can use my TV as a 2nd monitor. So I'll let you guys decide. I have quite a selection of games on my PC from Puzzle, - Horror.

Come watch some TF2 Gameplays, SFMs, and other videos tonight

11 EST, 10 Central, 9 West, 8 Pacific.

http://www.livestream.com/mistresspinkiepyro

Hope to see you there for some fun videos.

Hello Everybody, tomorrow will be a normal time Livestream, this time I'm gonna be hosting TF2 Videos wether it be Comms, SFM, or Garrys Mod videos, and I'll throw in some other stuff as well, maybe give away some colorings to viewers, all they will have ot do is send me lineart and I'll do up some work.

Hoping you guys can make it, would like to get some viewers going on the Livestream channel. Also if you like TF2 Videos sub to my channel MrSpiritofFear for some gaming videos and advice.

Hope to see you tomorrow! :)

Missed out on a great stream so heres the playlist if you feel brave enough to watch http://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis.....YxQkK9bjM9Baow

Missed last weeks stream, so this week we're gonna have some fun with scares.

Not for the weak of heart or audiences below 14 Yrs old.

Stream will air 11 Est, 10 Central, 9 West, and 8 Pacific.

http://www.livestream.com/mistresspinkiepyro

Be prepared to be scared, Stream will be 2 - 3 hours long.

Past few days my sleep has been interrupted by nothing but Nightmares everytime I go to sleep, and its the same nightmare each time, this includes my normal afternoon naps, and its messing with my mind. I'm having trouble thinking what to color next, what colors match, making it hard to play my bass, and play games. I've tried calming myself, having a glass of milk, listening and watching happy stuff before sleep but it doesn't seem to work.

I need help, I'm scared to sleep.

Any advice, I'm willing to try alot of stuff as long as medication, sedativtes, and drugs are not involved.

Was Fun!

Livestream is ago tonight, 11 Est, 10 Central, 9 Western, 8 Pacific, hope to see you there.

Link: http://www.livestream.com/mistresspinkiepyro

I have a big storm coming tomorrow and lasting the weekend, the stream may be cancelled if I get snowed in at work, meaning I'll be at my aunts with no internet, but if I'm home, I'm counting that power may go out, Just to be on teh full save side, the Normal Times for the Stream will occur, but if the show hasn't started in 30mins after that, it will have been cancelled and rescheduled to sometime next week. Sorry for any plans that may get ruined cause of this.