Just thought I'd post here I am trying to move a fair few of my characters
https://toyhou.se/Nakoo/characters

off limits characters;
Wow, Warhammer, Sylve, & Pokemon trainer and team

Hello,
I have been able to issue some refunds. At this time I have refunded $900. Currently I believe I still have around $440 of refunds to issue.

I hope to be able to refund those before the end of the year. My current list of people to issue refund to is as follows.
Neo, TheSkilllrex, Kasai, & Hazel.

If you believe your name should be on this list please reach out to me.

Recently I spoke to some friends and therapist. They helped me to understand something that I’ve had trouble to understand.

At the moment I believe I have complex grief related to commissions I owe. The pieces I accepted in November 22 were used to pay to have my cat put down and cremated. It was not my intention to use the funds from these pieces before they were finished but the situation was that I had to.

I now understand that I am extremely resentful to these artworks that I have to do. I need to not do them.
But, I used the money. My hoping to save up to refund the money, didn’t work as the job I got in December candled my contract with no communication. Then I had another job but it didn’t pay yet and now I lost that job, and I crashed my car… I am trying to find more work... u_u
At this time I don’t want to take on more commissions. I’ve failed to do the promised work. I don’t deserve to be trusted. But I feel out of options to work to refund the pieces I have to refund.

I want to refund everyone with interest and some additional amount to replay. That is my wish, but at this time I feel like my only option is to accept commissions to repay these piece or to ask for new pieces to create for those who I owe work to. My struggle to communicate makes everything so much harder, but I hope and try to do better.


All this to say.
I am sorry.

I’m devastated, I can’t believe she’s not with me any more. She was 19 and 2 months. And she was my whole world. The best big cat I could have asked for.



I want to complain for a second I hope you all will humor me. Pokémon spoilers ahead.

In Scarlet/Violet there’s a main story quest where you are collecting magic herbs. They don’t tell you till the second herb that it’s to help another trainer save his dying dog Pokémon. I can’t even turn the fucking game on now. It’s stupid. Where is my magic herb irl??? I needed one to save my cat and this fucking guy in Pokémon gets me to go get them for him for free! I hate it. I hate it so much! Give me the magic thing to bring her back. She didn’t deserve this! She was my baby, she means the world to me and she’s fucking gone.
This fucking guy who’s been an asshole to me gets to fucking have his magic herbs…

Sorry, it’s just gutted me. It’s my fault for putting to much stock in this game being good and letting me make some last happy memories playing with her on my lap.

Taking at least a week off.
Dealing with something irl that means I can not work on anything. Sorry.

I'll be emailing commissioners and anyone else I need to. Info on what is happening is on my talk twitter. TW though.