It's been two years! Wow. So muched has happend. Met my soulmate had a baby boy and got married. She is wonderful. Aside from that drawing has been on the back burner and im hoping to change that. I got my drawing tablet and pen at the ready. I want to make some art.

This past month I have started to feel more of myself. I am happy with whats going on in my life, even though i am recently single (mate left me). Her and i realized it was for the best and we remain friends, but i have really realized how much was her getting to me instead of it just being me. I was mainly just unhappy. Since this change i can focus on me and what I want and start taking hold on my life again. Finally feeling happy is something ive wanted for a long time and can appreciate it now.

Would there be anyone that would be interested in watching me draw ever? i like streaming things and having people to talk to while i either game or draw, so im asking now if there is any kind of interest in wathing my create my work. I know nothing i do right now is great but i still like the idea of having some people to talk to.

So, im pretty done with skype. I have never been a fan of the program and i dont think i ever will be. Recently however i started to use it to talk to other furs, which is fine. Unfortunately there is this new thing of "women" adding me then chatting for a few minutes just for me to find out they are either a bot and or trying to get me to look at them on a cam. This is oncredibly irritating. I have skype to talk with people not exploit porn. So as of right now i wont be getting on my skype for a good while. If at all anyone wants to talk i am on telegram, NamelessSabertooth.

So i am in attempts to make a yarn tail. I spent the day out with my mate yesterday and we bought yarn for peojects, mone being a tail, and its alot more work than anticipated but ill manage. I wasnt aware that so much of the yarn would disapear either =/. I hope by the end of the weekeng to have it finoshed and posted.

I am so discouraged to draw anything. i have 4 different drawings that im doing and none of them are satisfying me right now. They are all looking like garbage and i may need to start redoing some... why does this happen always on the weekends.

My emotions have been confusing for some time now. I do t know what im really feeling or whats an illusion. Allbi know is i feel like im drowning in aorrow and theres no way back up to take a breath. Anything that makes me happy lately, which is very few, only lasts for a few hours. I have many things i want to fix in my life but dont know where to start. Also my mate of 4 years may not be "the one" but i still love her dearly. I cant make some of theae decisions, they are too hard. I just want this shrioud to leave me alone and i want to be happy.

Well i can say that i am happy to have made a friend in the fandom. I have needed someone i can just talk to and get my mind out of everything stressful in my life currently. Unfortunately there is not a day i have that i am unhappy. I cant pinpoint a reason but I'm sure its because I am just a miserable person. Even as today goes on I fall deeper into being sad and closer to depressed. My whole point is my life is a mess but i feel like i have made at least one friend i can talk to. sorry for the sob story and but my feelings have to come out at some point, and writing them down helps. I hope everyone had a good 4th Yesterday and enjoys the day.

hands and eyes are the two things i have the MOST trouble with drawing. The eyes i can get, eventually, but hands are far more complicated for me. if anyone has any tips on these two areas i would appreciate any feedback. As for right now i will continue to try to figure out "male eyes" that always want to look feminine and try not to butcher these hands......

Anyone ever get the feeling your mind is just cloudy and all you can do is get extremely angry no matter how hard you try not to? I was calmly drawing and i could not draw this line correctly and bam... anger and a clouded mind... now i cant draw anymore. I guess ill need to take a walk or just stand outside. more art soon i hope =/

I have impressed myself today. I went from nothing to a lined artwork in just a few hours, instead of a few days. I hope this is a sign of improvement!

I have impressed myself today. I went from nothing to a lined artwork in just a few hours, instead of a few days. I hope this is a sign of improvement!

I need a friend :(. Someone to talk about art with or videogames. All my friends dont share the art passion or are too busy talking to let me speak. Whoa is me :P


Not trying to make this sobby but i woukd like friends with common interests, one being furry things.

Im open to notes!

I have been playing with the idea of going back to older works i have done and either redoing them compketeky or doing them digitally with color and everything. I like the idea of this so when i cant think of what to draw i can at least have something in reserve. We will see in the future.

So im disapointed i have not been able to come out with any new drawings but it is due to my roommate moving out and finding new roommates to move in. It is all settled now and i have been working on a new profile icon that will hopfully be done sometime tonight. Im happy with this one so far and the drawing is making me antsy to get my tablet back out and in use! Its all exciting and i hope to start rolling out drawings more often.

Ps yes i know there are grammatical mistakes, im writing this on my phone on lunch. XD

I am still drawing currently and soon will be uploading things i have done. I am focusing on making a good drawing i can digitally color and ink. I dont want to give up but its the easiest way.

I did not complete my challenge like i had hoped. I missed the last two days due to not thinking of aomething that i could draw. I know i cant necessarily force an idea, but i need much more practice. I still dont know in what way i can practice and improve, but im going to stick it out and at least write down my ideas to come back to later. I am disapointed in my failure but also still learned.

Another day and yet another brainfart. i have NO idea what to draw but i don;t want it to be cheese again. I am going to put some deep thought into it and hope i get one made by the end of the night.

Day three is difficult and full of emotions. I am stumped on what to draw today. My emotions have flatlined and I am ready to jut relax. Maybe something related to that. Anyway I have looked back on the past two drawings of the week. They are not bad but i am not completely satisfied with them. I hope practice will make perfect soon.

So day two is already here and im excited to start another drawing! I don't know what it will be yet, but it will probably be feline related. There will also be two bonus pictures today from a past sketch. I hope today's drawing turns out great as well!

Today i am going to color my work and see if that goes well. The drawing is going to be simple for my avatar. -crosses fingers-

Day one art just went up and I am much happier than I thought I was going to be originally. The image i put up of Nameless will be reworked soon and done so with the addition of color. I am going to try to do one colored piece a week of a previous weeks work.

To kick start my drawing skills practice I will be doing a drawing a day for a week. Starting Monday May 11th I will be creating a drawing of my choosing and posting it along with a journal entry about it. I am starting off with one week to begin with. If it goes well i will continue into a second week. The next two days leading up to Monday I am creating a reference sheet for my fursona. I hope to have it finished and colored before I start my challenge. I look forward to feedback and encouragement!