See this guy's journal here? http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6532212/ Yeeeah that one click that right now! He's offering up a good set of deals on his commissions. You want an idea of his commissions quality? Look no further than right here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15756531/

He is very straight up and honest. He is willing to compromise of pricing but please. Don't abuse his kindness! GOT IT! Me thinks you don't want a angry daddy zard looming over you in a alley now do you?

Hey all that might be interested. I have some Sakura Pigma 05 .45mm inking pens. It's a set of 6 and i've had these darn things for so effing long. Never used once in their life. I tested them recently and the ink is still good and the ball point is not sticking.

I'm seeing a similar set going around for like $16. These are old ones so i'd rather sell em for like $11 plus $6 too ship them in the small flat rate box. If anyone is interested let me know in a PM.

BONUS DUCKS!!

1. Pick one of your OCs. or how many you want
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

Answer as your OC/keep in character.

1. What is your name?
Nanaki

2. Do you know why you were named that?
My name comes from the character RedXIII from FF7

3. Single or taken?
Taken, NOW GO AWAY!

4. Have any abilities or powers?
I have several. It depends on the situation. But as a anthro charizard. I mainly specialize in fighting & fire type attacks.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
But...b but...WHHHHY!

6. What's your eye color?
Blue

7. How about hair color?
*scritches his manly beard* its black. I only have a beard

8. Have you any family members?
My family is immense. Literally and physically.

9. Oh? How about pets?
Not my cup of tea sadly.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Want to have a date with a broken ass? Find a way to piss me off or threaten my family. Which will piss me off.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Computers, Gaming, Insanity

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
.....numerous times. I always try to make amends if i can.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
No i never have.

14. What kind of animal are you?
Puertorrican/American Alligator =3

15. Name your worst habits.
Over thinking everything.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Depends on what you mean by that. ....a lot of people i know tower over me. Well for a short while then they look up to me :P

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I am bisexual.

18. Do you go to school?
Graduated in 2005. NEVER AGAIN!! FREEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!!!

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
No not at the moment

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
*flexes* How could i not have fans with a body like this! This body has been passed down the Murasaki family line for generations! *bing sparkle sparkle*

21. What are you most afraid of?
My ultimate fear is causing others harm.

22. What do you usually wear?
My signature speedos or my usual long surfer trunks.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Poffins

24. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
middle

25. How many friends do you have?
Too many to count.

26. What are your thoughts on pie?
3.141592653589793238462643383279
MAH BWAAAIN!!

27. Favorite drink?
Tea or milk

28. What's your favorite place?
Country, rural, mountain areas

29. Are you interested in anyone~?
Not willing to answer that.

30. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Why not both? Water is your friend <3

31. What's your type?
Flying / Fire

32. Any fetishes?
Way too many to list

33. Seme or uke?
Both

34. Camping or indoors?
Both

35L Tag people!

I tag no one! I END THIS EVIL COMBO!!

I received one for my birthday awhile back. I don't use ITunes and i don't intend to. I haven't redeemed the code yet and it is still quite valid. I'm willing to part ways with it for roughly $40 maybe $35. If in the back of your head you're worried this is a scam. Please put that thought at rest. If the code doesn't work after payment. I will immediately refund and apologize with my sincerest apologies.

Normally i don't put these journals up. But i hate to see such a valuable object go to waste. I get my music from the internet and some peeps in the community. So i don't need to go about shelling out money for top name artists (Daft Punk being the only exception to this)

Normally i don't signal boost but this is for a legitimate cause. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6110539/

If you can please help spread the word! I don't want to see my friends lose their home and be on the streets.

You have no idea how hard it is. To browse this website when yer in a semi-public coffee shop with people constantly shoulder looking on you. gahh!! but i'm back babies! *does space dandy epic pose*

This news just hit me like a ton of bricks...I...I think i'm going to go cry now.
http://insidemovies.ew.com/2014/08/.....ms-dead-at-63/

You all win... YOU ALL BLOODY WIN!!

*puts bow on my horn* I admit it finally! I AM FUCKING CUTE!

I'm bored and my mood is starting to lift. Its weird but lately my mood has been going up and up.

Warning things might get NSFW.

I'll let the video speak for itself.

If you have big muscles and especially a big chest.
I WILL FUCKING PLAY THOSE THINGS LIKE A BONGO!!

Consider yourself officially warned!

Remember only the finest chest covered will stop my assault. Bongoification of pectorals is non-negotiable and will happen on sight. If bongoification occurs please seek immediate attention at nearest local gym and work in rowing machine till chest is strong again.

That is all!










Also i may or may not be drunk....

Just want to say thank you for the wave of birthday wishes i received. You're all the best people i could possibly know. Its a honor to know you all.

2 more days and i'm 27 .... UGH the excitement is murdering me!!

Hmm lets see. Where oh where should i ship this crate of epic birthday spankings?

 dnamadness 3/3/14 who is now.. Uncle Haraki you still never told me your age!

 hanugumo 3/7/14 who is now 25. I shall be mailing you my crate of 25 universe shattering spanks soon.

 sparkythechu 3/7/14 who is 26. Wooot have fun man! Hope your day goes well.

 rixxthelarvitar 3/9/14 He will be turning 19! You go man!

 dranzer 3/11/14 He will be proudly becoming 27! SPANKINGS EN-ROUTE!

 wolfiecanem 3/11/14 Another year another day for fun. Have a good one buddy.

 keyblademaster08 3/13/14 My cute adorable lil bro. He will be turning 24 on the 13th

 nanakisan I will be turning 27! *shakes cane at* GET OFF MAH LAWN!

 ryuakira 3/15/14 He will be proudly turning 25! You go Akira! Hope you have a fun one!

 warmock 3/23/14 Year ago this lazy foo told me his BD. Well you know what. I remembered it this time mister!

Last but not least
 zeezy 3/29/14 who will be 24. Be ready to hug and squeeze him!

I don't know why but lately i've found myself fantasizing over those glorious goku suits. hahahah, its really funny but ever since i saw Gamagori in the 1st episode i was hooked. The idea that his power is simply enhanced by a suit appeases me. Its no secret i love growth and the fact i watched the effects of a 5 star suit on a normal person. Made me rather intrigued. Made me ask a question such as "What if Nanaki developed his own suit?". I already actually came up with the idea for what it would look like.

Description as follows
Name: Grand Science Regalia / 壮大な科学のレガリア
Suit Classification / Rank : 5 star Science Ultima Uniform.
Apparel design: Lab coat and vest.

Design Description: The lab coat is long and flowing. Covering over nanaki's broad shoulder with what appears to be 2 black stars on each side. The trimming is a deep shade of red. The coats overall coloring is a tinged white (to give definition). It is worn open and loose. The sleeves are short (seeing as nanaki is a big guy with huge arms. sleeves would just get in the way). Adorning the chest is a black vest which is also worn open. However if it is closed the form of a white star is seen. Which completed the 5 star emblem.

Released Form:
When synchronized with the life fibers. The uniform takes on a metallic sheen covering its entirety. The stars glow a ominous red. Nanaki can then use any blade as a surgical instrument. So precise he can cut a banshi thread without tearing the material its embedded in. Among one of his other skills. He can use the science of resonance to essentially send a powerful shock wave through his opponents body. Nanaki in this state is cold and calculating. Rarely ever moving just simply dodging and reversing his opponents moves back onto them. When he has a opening to strike he can use his resonance ability like a grenade. Essentially all he has to do is touch someone and the force of his power can shatter or destroy the tissue.

The suit cannot handle a lot of pressure. Despite being designed by Nanaki. His knowledge of life fibers is still incomplete. However he has managed to isolate the consciousness of the fibers and essentially shut it down. Making them dormant mentally but not physically. This allows him to avoid being made into the parasites meal. Yet retain their natural enhancing properties.

(FYI PLEASE for all things holy. Do not say i stole the resonance thing from Stein in Soul Eater. Nanaki has had this ability for a long time. Long even before that anime came out. So do not call me unoriginal for using it. Thank you.)




So yeah there it is. I think i could refine the idea. But overall i do like the concept those uniforms bring.

First i've found a song that really emphasizes my entire mood for the past 2-3 years now.


This song...it reaches me in ways i never thought possible. The lyrics are me to a core. It shows my feelings of dread of losing my grandparents so long ago. It shows my progression of acceptance and realizing i should blame myself anymore. I used to blame myself for my grandparents passing. I made it out like it was my fault and that i should punish myself. It took a good friend of mine to prove i was wrong back in october. She slapped me in the face with reality. They didn't die because of me...no they died for me. They died so i could live on without them. So i could finally move on in my life.

My grandmother died peacefully in her sleep 12/31/2010. She passed on so that me and the old man would no longer be troubled by her. She had no regrets obviously. Then it came down to my grandfathers passing on 10/21/2011. He passed away in the hospital from heart failure after me and him had a falling out. This is the moment that drove me into a incredible moment of loss and denial. I became angered by this. I was angry at myself and at him. My anger spread to my family and i caused problems. Ultimately i went into a depression i couldn't snap out of till that talk with my friend. She helped me come to accept their loss. I blamed myself for the old man dying the way he did. What she said made more sense then my reason thats for sure. The old man passed because he realized i didn't need him anymore. I stood up to him. I finally had enough of his shit and told him my mind. I think that ultimately revealed i didn't need him anymore. So his last string of things in this world was cut. He died a happy and proud man. This is all i should know and i shouldn't dwell on it.



K now with that aside. Time for explanations. A lot of you who have me on skype have seen that i've slowly started ticking my invisible ass from invisible mode to online lately. I've come to grips with things of late and frankly. Me being a social recluse is not helping anything at all. I need to be active like i was years ago. Its not healthy for me to stay so enclosed in my own little little world. Some of my closest friends who i owe incredible amounts of apologies to. I can't thank anyone enough for at least keeping me in your skype. Even after my constant vanishing acts and crap.

K now for the real news.
I've been in Minecraft. big whoop i love the game its where i belong. I never get tired of it. Mostly because i'm a creative lout who never runs out of ideas. I'm a builder in the game. However its what i do these days thats more interesting. I was actually asked to be the manager of the FTB server for the MC community i work for. So besides being a Moderator for them i am also a server manager for the EximiusGaming companies FTB server. You can learn everything and its current progress at http://www.orionftb.com/

Also i've been online playing tf2 a lot. But most of all i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who puts up with me. You have no idea how precious you all are too me. I know some of you question me as a legitimate friend. Some kinda don't like me. But frankly i don't care what i care about is that you put up with me despite my stupidity. Thats more valuable to me then anything.

So anyway i'm doing fine. Hopefully i'll be in full swing again.

http://nanakisan.tumblr.com/

There i've been hiding there. Ask questions all that jaz. BLEH! now i got that off my chest you can all rot in candy!

Not gonna lie here. Single best Arch of the avatar series to date. I will admit some areas got really deep into things. But in the end i really like how they made the avatar more down to earth. The part of the history regarding the 1st avatar. Honestly i was rather impressed with it. I liked that they expanded on the words said by the Lion Turtle in the 1st avatar. The one thing i truly enjoyed was how they down played the mysticism and such with the spirit world and ours. Above all else....Korra kicked epic fucking ass!

People are leaving FA because they don't like the upcoming changes? They don't like who is leading the development group. Despite the fact he has more experience in his pinky then anyone we've had develop the site in years? All because of his fucking past? .....8 years guys 8 years i've been here. I ain't leaving now and frankly i ain't gonna leave in the future.

What annoys me about all this BS is simple. Its not so much the BS with the new leader of the dev team. Its the BS regarding the changes to the site as a whole. Ever since the Ferrox project died and people called out for changes. When we finally get these changes shit hits the fan. Those who act this way are immature little brats. I say good fucking riddance. IF they are gone at Weasyl. Then that means less drama causing asses here at FA. Maybe for once it can become peaceful again like it was when i first joined.

for the record i am only calling the people leaving because of the project phoenix thing immature. Those who are leaving for other reasons have their own reasons. I am not here to judge those people. Some have been pressured by their peers into leaving. Some are leaving for their own sanity and safety. Other are leaving because they don't like how FA is run anymore.

Let me shed a true fact here. You may leave FA all you want. But the internet is still the internet. You leave 1 community to escape the drama and bullshit. In 2-3 years time the new community you join will be as bad if not more so worse then FA.

1st: Topic of the day at my tumblr.
http://nanakisan.tumblr.com/post/73.....730115/tablets


2nd: Also yes my tumblr is accepting questions. So lets hear em peeps!

If i got that tablet....just what should i do with it? Should i try sculptris and pick up sculpting again. That or should i honestly attempt to apply myself to drawing?

I has been lurking on tumblr lately. You can find me via nanakisan.tumblr.com yeah original i know. GET OFF MAH LAWN AND BACK YOU NITS!!

Among other things i am literally trying my hardest to quit this hiding bullshit. No seriously i am getting tired of it... Its not fair i do this crap to my friends. No wonder so many people i know are getting annoyed with me. Its like i'm a broken record...but sadly thats what depression does to you. It makes you do things you don't like. I decided to let time be my cure. Its been 3 years cumulative for my grandparents passing now. I'm in a better state of mind. I accept their passing and everything. I just...can't let them go. That right there is what drives my little bouts of depression. I see something that brings up memories of them and bam square 1 again!

So lets see hmmm where to start...oh i know once again i've been a freaking recluse!! GAHHH! My spologies to anyone thats seen me on steam. when you think i'm online and i don' answer. Chances are i'm either asleep or away. When i'm in game and don't answer. I'm either not really in-game (Steam glitch) or too busy to properly answer.

This week has been hectic for me. I got 3 new fillings on Wednesday and a doctors visit on Thursday. The doctors visit left me with a flu vaccination...i've been up and down asleep and or sick. I am not ignoring people when you think i am. I'm just at a lethargic state of..meh.

Now for some other news.

So i finally watched Pokemon Origins....i want to fucking murder whoever was in charge of its creation!!!!!!!!!!!!! Episodes 1-3 had such a great flow! They were tying reds relation with his pokemon so well! But then came episode 4. The fated hour against that mewtwo...What ruined it for me after all the suspense i endured. Was charizards mega X evolution. THAT IS NOT HOW RED FUCKING BEAT THAT MEWTWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It sickened me that the creators of pokemon did that!! Don't get me wrong i'm not knocking on Mega evos and such. What really upset me was how they glorified and emphasized on it. Mega Evos was never ever a part of the original pokemon origin story! The makers of pokemon should be ashamed of themselves for doing that! They just robbed countless youths the truth of how red became the ultimate trainer.


Now onto more news.
Who among my friends here makes Minecraft Mods? If you do might we talk?

As of today too keep my account in good standing. I am retiring the famous Pec Bouncing avatar i have worn for 3 years now. I wish to thank  thegiantfuzzytonguemonster for making it for me oh so long ago. But apparently it now violates the FA AUP. So yeah sorry folks but you will never see it again.

 garracuda is at it again peeps!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11116942/

Come get some!!