So, I'm in need of some extra cash on the side. I used to make stuff out of leather a long while back. If anyone would be interested, I am fairly decent. I can make collars, handcuffs, harnesses, leashes, watch bands, necklaces, belts, satchel bags, phone/mp3/ecig holsters, etc. If I am able to make enough for more tools I can get fancier with what i can make as well as expand to making clothing such as corsets, bras, pants, shirts, vests, and jackets. I am also able to to do chainmaille. If anyone would be interested, please send me a note or place a reply on here. I will also post a couple pictures of the few things that I have made just recently.

ok, so here is what i just got home from. my friends james and tiffany come over and chill for a little while. we smoke a couple bowls and play uno for a little while. tiff goes home at like 12 and since i didnt have work the next morning we decide to hit up a couple clubs. james, my room mate kim, and i go to a club called stonies to meet up with our friend mosan. i sit back and watch all the lovely ladies dance while the others are playing pool. i see one bombshell blond come in with a tight leather jacket, and tiiiiiiiiiight leather pants come in. (remember her, shes semi important.) after some time stonies starts to go dead and we decide to hit up a club that all of my friends have gone to but for one reason or another i would have to miss out. so we go to the artisan and my god that place is just amazing. loud music, run down artsy look, strobes lasers and spotlights rampant, serious tail dancing on on the floor. i loved it there. after i got to take in the look of the inside we all go out to the patio. within 5 minutes this one sexy black girl comes up to me and wants to drag my around from the leash i had on. i was fine with it. after a few minutes of talking with a bunch of people and being dragged this way and that she wants to take me home and fuck the hell out of me. sigh. im proud yet slightly disappointed with myself on this one. i turned her down. as much as i would have loved to plow the hell out of her, for one, it was my first time there, i had only been there for 30 minutes, i had friends there, i wasnt really up for fucking that night, among many many other reasons. she glares at me and storms out of the club anyways. im probably never ganna get a second invitation. oh well no skin off my back. anyways, back to the story. so we just start chilling and looking around at all the pretty girls there. we talked with a few of them, had a few drinks, james meets a guy and gets his number, we all kept pushing kim to stop being a fucking chicken shit and talk to a girl already. who do i see come in? you remember that bombshell blond i mentioned at the beginning? yeah, she comes in. i had no choice but to go up to her and spark up a conversation. i managed to get her name before a friend pops in and drags her away. her name was erin by the way. i went back to my friends and chatted some more. kim mentions to me that he had the hots for the blond bombshell i was talking to. apparently he noticed her at stonies too. so i decided that before the night was up i was going to get erins number for him. so night goes by, im having fun, talking to a bunch of new people. here and there i would see erin and we would talk some before one of us gets dragged away. the night flew by and before i knew it it started to get light out. im sitting in one of the really comfy chairs they have everywhere and erin comes up, gives me a hug that has me staring right down her shirt and at her braless tits. quite lovely if i say so myself. before she walked away i asked her for her number. she instantly says sure, gives me the digits, i give her mine, she calls to make sure our numbers are right and she leaves for the night. i go back to my friends and show them the screen of my phone and tell them, "kim only gets this when he deserves it." another hour passes, its 6am, the sun is out. everyone is leaving now. we all meet up, briefly before james has to go. kim and i go to track down mosan but sadly he had just disappeared. we go outside to where his car was and its gone. kim and i are fuming because mosan knew he was our ride. we call everyone and their mothers but sadly, its 7 am, its a sunday, no one is up at this hour, not even god. we make the decision to walk all the way home... 15 mile walk... we make our way to the Las Vegas strip, and walk down it stopping here and there. i see thousands of escort cards on the ground everywhere, so i start picking up everyone i see (going to sort through them later on). we start walking past city center and decide to go to the veer towers and try to go to mosans apartment. sadly no answer. at that point we just get pissed and leave. who do we see driving out of the parking lot of the arya? guess what, it was bombshell blond erin in a green camaro. she sees us and stops, rolls her window down and asks how we were doing. i tell her our situation. fortunately she takes pitty on us and gives us a ride home. sadly we find out erin isnt local but she does visit every month. so she and kim start talking and they plan to have a date before she leaves Vegas again. so now its 11:20, and i started this at about 11 right when we got home. all in all id say it was a pretty good Vegas quality weekend. still cant believe i turned that girl down though. buuuuuuut i would rather fuck someone i know and care about. right bean? chuckles. anyways, peace peeps im fuckin going to bed.

im the guy that all his friends can depend on in their time of need. at least i try my hardest to be. time and again i have gone out of my way to make sure my friends are all happy. if a friend is upset and needs a shoulder to cry on i give them a nice comfy one and listen to all their problems. if any of my friends is feeling sick because they have partied too hard that night then i have the keys and will take them where they need to go safely. if any of my friends needs help with something all they have to do is ask and i am there to lend a hand. if i see a friend in a crisis, i will do everything in my power to see them through it. i am the pillar that would gladly hold the weight of the world if it meant that my friends would be safe and happy. i do all this even at the cost of myself because i believe in being a true friend that anyone can put their faith into. because of this i have a long list of friends that love me, miss me, and will always remember me. i have had friends take me for granted many times but i let them because i care for them. i may not be perfect but i do try my hardest to be the best friend a person could have. time and again i have been told "i dont know what i would do without a friend like you." it is the best thing a person could ever tell me. i love all the friends i have gathered and to those that feel they have been neglected i am so sorry. i can only do so much for so many people sometimes.

i write this to inspire everyone to be the best friend a person could have. do everything you can to help and more.

this is the man i am and i am happy to be "that guy"

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yay im going to anthrocon tomorrow morning!!!!!! that is all.

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Sooo yeah, i almost didnt make it to my plane because of some annoying crap i wont go into, but i made it just on time. for the first half hour it was like normal until i heard a man behind me wheezing. the person across the aisle (a man i now know named rick johnson of the number 33 Dallas fire truck, and did business with my father in the past to get that truck) and i look back to see whats going on. the large black man that was behind the guy across from me then slumped forward and rick and i jumped out of our seats to his aid. we got him out of his chair put him in the aisle. rick listened for his heart and breathing. none. rick pumped his chest while i checked his pules and pumped a few times myself. after the third try the mad opened his eyes and gasped for air. after going over what just happened we found out he was going into diabetic shock and then cardiac arrest. after i found out that tid bit of info i ordered the man a thing of almonds because its the perfect post shock food with all its nutrients. i think we landed in Memphis to drop the man off. i hope he ill be ok and i wish i had gotten the mans name but i wanted to get back to reading the Vampire Lestat of the vampire chronicles. great book and Robert downey jr. better do a good job with the movie or ill kill him. anyway, got off the plane and was let off like a hero, so that was a confidence booster, and moved to my connecting flight. after that it was more or less uneventful except the plane was smaller than the Altoids box i just bought. chuckles. i landed like 3 minutes after take off and i finally met up with Aaron at the baggage claim. now im here at his place and i couldnt be happier for now. i think this is ganna be a good experience and im happy i was finally given the chance ive been searching for my entire life. AaronCianci, you are a saint or something, you have to be in order to have the big heart that is in there.

Well I'm moving today. Getting the last of my crap together and getting the hell out of dodge. Good riddance to College Station, Texas. Tomorrow I go to Meadville, Pennsylvania to start my new life fully immersed in the furry world. I’ll be in a more or less stress free environment, with a friend that will be able to help me when I need it, and I’ll be able to finally work on my comic, Reaped, so that’s goanna be fun. also my dear friend ravi is thinking of starting a con in Portland, Maine so I plan on giving her some help with that, let’s see here. What else? ummmm, as previously stated I’m now single and I think I’ll be ok for now so check that off....... aaaaand that about sums up my current events. In about a week or so I hope to be putting stuff up about Reaped so look forward to that and tell your friends. If you have questions about what you might expect from it give me a note or even better if you are on second life send me a note card. I am still looking for characters; mostly fill characters, extras, villains, stuff like that. That being said, I’m off to PA. Wish me luck all

Sigh.... I’m just going to give one final piece of bad news and then hopefully it will all be goon from now on. Takes a deep breath and exhales. I am now single. My fiancé and true love are no longer together. This situation seemed to be too much for either of us to handle, and there was too little that was in our control. It is with a heavy heart that I decided that if she was not going to put the effort I was trying to that it is time to give her space until I can remake myself into something to truly be proud of. I love her and always will. In my mind I will always be hers and won’t stop until I have her back in my arms. So I will remain single for a long time. Sigh. And now to begin a new chapter in my life. One that will... if all goes well... present an opportunity to start with a fresh sheet of paper. I plan to make the most of it and worth the trouble I went to get to it. Aaron, whether ye be a saint an angel or a god, you truly are a person that gives hope to the human race and I am happy that I will have the chance to live with you.

Well, as luck would have it, I did manage to find a place and will be on my way there on the 11th. my dear friend,  AaronCianci , has opened his home to me. so this week i will be packing and getting ready for my big trip up. hope all goes well with it, and with me luck. smiles. on the other hand to my situation as some of you may know i have a fiance. weeeeeeeell not anymore. ive been demoted back down to a god damned boyfriend because...well... she fell out of love with me. on top of that if i dont get a job up in by 6 months i loose her entirely. cluster what the fuck? am i right? i just cant get a fucking break even when things go well. i dont know maybe im fucking something up and not realizing it. well i plan on going to aarons, i plan on bettering my health, work on my comic, earn enough money to go home, and i will give my "girlfriend" the reason why im worth the trouble, and no one and nothing is going to stand in my fucking way! IM NARGE TOLTEM KIMARI AND I AM ABOUT TO SHOW AAAAALLLLLL OF YOU JUST WHAT IM WORTH.........sorry bout that. got a little bit heated there. ^.^;; anyway, yeah my life is full of what the fucks and this is just another one. ill get through it so dont worry.

I am in desperate need of help. as said in my last journal i am facing complete poverty and homelessness. by mid july i will lose my apartment. not long after that i may end up losing my job. worst part is im 20. yeah not even my own family will take me in at this point. ive changed but not in their eyes. i hate sounding like this but quite literally i have exhausted every option i have. i need a little help. i need a place to stay if only for a month or so. if anyone can or knows someone that can help me please do so. im at the point where i told my mom that she may end up burying her son if i dont get some kind of help and she said nothing to it. someone please help me....

~Narge T. Kimari

Clears his throat. Hello, my name is Robert Mastro also known as Narge Kimari. This is my first journal though it is a sad one. I have recently found out that within the next month and a half I will find myself without a home, a job, and no money either. My fiancé is moving to Austin, Texas to go to college with a couple of her friends. I would go with her and live with her but her mother refused to give her any financial backing if I moved in with her. I would never ever ask this of anyone if I were not at the end of my rope. I am begging anyone in the Austin, Texas proper that could maybe give me a place to stay for a mere 6 months. in that time I promise I will be out day after day searching for a job and once I secure one I will pay room, board, as well as food and other charges that my stay may shift. Please someone help me. I have never needed it so much that I would have to ask people I do not know and vice versa.
~Narge T. Kimari