I don't know if this helps but I do want to get it out of my chest, to anyone that knows or may not know that I have a lot of anxiety. The cause of it is when COVID first started but mostly is my childhood trauma, being sexually abused by some guy who used with one of my family members I thought he was part of the family and had no idea it was happening till I went to therapy some time ago, I'm not good at communicating but I am trying my best and playing videogames helps me keep me at ease.

Of course hanging out with friends, family and hanging out or being around by other people I know I can trust like BabbstheGoat helps too, I also don't have a good memory and my brain is slow but I always do my best by keep being the nicest person I can be and avoid anything that could cause me to shut down and falling in depression and anything else, It's really so difficult to think straight with all this anxiety I've been dealing with for years.

Farside, also know as Hahafunny65 is looking for a 3D modeler for awhile. If there any 3D modelers seeing this journal, please do look him up if you're interested


Link: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/60707092/

Happy Valentine's Day everyone

Today is my birthday and I'm now 25 years old

Happy New Year everyone and 2 days till my birthday

Happy thanksgiving everyone

I'm still here, just haven't gotten any new from Macaila yet and been busy with my own life

Today is Nathan the hedgehog's birthday. Happy Birthday Nathan

Laverne places her paw under Nathan's chin and slowly pulls his face close to hers. She gazes into his eyes, her lips only an inch away from his. She leans in and presses her lips gently against Nathan's. He blushes hard as Nathan feels her lips against his and slowly closes his eyes feeling her lips. Laverne presses her lips even harder against Nathan's, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him closer to her body. She gently lays Nathan down on the sofa, still kissing him passionately. Nathan enjoying being kissed by her as he places his hands on her back. Laverne continues kissing Nathan for several minutes, before pulling away to take a breath. "I hope you don't mind......but I think I'm ready to take things a little further." She grins and winks at Nathan. Nathan blushes and looks into her eyes o-oh alright. "That's what I thought." Laverne smiles mischievously and begins unbuttoning her habit. "Let's continue this in my bedroom, shall we?" She pulls Nathan off the sofa and begins walking down the hallway towards her bedroom. Nathan smiling as Sister Laverne takes him to her bedroom. Laverne leads Nathan into her bedroom, closing the door behind them. She turns to face him and smiles warmly. "Now where were we?" She slowly takes off the rest of her habit and tosses it onto the floor. She stands before Nathan in only her bra and panties, blushing as she stares back at him. Nathan blushes bright red after seeing her only wearing her bra and panties as he stares back at her w-wow. Laverne walks up to Nathan and gently pushes him down onto the bed, before climbing on top of him. "You like what you see, huh?" She smiles and looks down at Nathan with a seductive look in her eyes. y-yes I do he smiles as well. "Well then......why don't I give you a little treat, hmm?" Laverne grins and begins kissing Nathan passionately on the lips again. She slowly moves her body down to his chest, trailing her hands down his abs and stopping at his waist. She looks up at him with a mischievous smile. Nathan smiles at her as he kisses on her lips back. Laverne continues kissing Nathan's neck passionately, nibbling gently on his ear. "I have to say......you're the most handsome man I've ever met." She smiles warmly at Nathan as she trails her tongue up his neck, teasing him playfully.

Laverne character is owned by

Alex Hellhound: hello I'm new here so who wants to get crushed underneath my ass and paw?~ 💖💖

Nathan neko: t-today is my b-birthday, I'm 21 y-years old now

Yup, today is my birthday and I'm now 24 year old

Two days till my birthday, if any artist planning on a birthday art gift for me I would appreciate it

Only 8 more days till my birthday

My birthday is coming up soon (January 3rd) I'll probably get another birthday art gift like last year

Please I'm begging all of you to support my friend Macaila and her arts, I'm the only person that cares about her and I really want to help her grow with her drawings. I would really appreciate it

X/Twitter: https://x.com/MacailaMiss?t=jMRLfCa.....uvGiw&s=09

Instagram: https://instagram.com/_queen._.maca.....Vpb2hjN3l1ZQ==

https://instagram.com/marie_x_butte.....o4Z2s3Y3J1dQ==

Today is finally the day of the final update of sonic frontiers I'm waiting till it's available to update at the moment but I'm very excited 😆

Someone is stealing all Farside's animations and posting them on telegram without his permission, I have no idea who or how this person even got the animations I never seen before. If the person is seeing this journal you must delete your channel immediately! What you doing this completely wrong and you're not allowed to do this so you need to stop!

The post "Momma Bailey and Nathan neko" had to be deleted cuz it made Bailey uncomfortable I really do apologize about it so I'll probably try to think of something else for her. Something is totally comfortable with

Seriously, not be able to do commissions with other artists is a real struggle for 😔

The third update is finally on the way to sonic frontiers on September 28th, new story, playable characters: Tails, Amy and Knuckles. (Don't know if sage will also be a playable character as well but we'll see soon). And new challenges, there's even something extra for super sonic and I think the supreme titan

Sorry I haven't posted any new arts lately, I've been so cought up on other stuff and dealing with my nose running and sneezing so much. I will make new arts soon. I do always do want to do commissions with other artists but I don't have any money since I've been on a working progress on getting a job ever since covid started, I'll probably find a way sooner or later

I'm doing this draw this in your style thing for Nathan neko, I don't know if any artists would but let's see what happens

https://twitter.com/NathanKawaiNeko.....diewA&s=19

I'm going to work on coloring my friend Macaila's sketches since I've been falling behind on it lately, as usual color one sketch and take a break for a little while then work on more.

I will make more art gifts for Aurora Spencer soon

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YouTube 4th of July video: https://youtu.be/lVg5eFHyDjI

I'll be at Anthrocon in Pittsburgh on July 1st, this will be the very first furry convention I've ever been in.