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General | Posted 15 years agoJust sayin'...
What do you do...
General | Posted 15 years ago....when a friend is mad, and you just can't seem to say the right things to help? ....and end up making it worse?
Especially a good friend you've known for a long time. I'm not naming any names, I don't want to make it worse if I can avoid it....but it probably can't get any worse than this.
...help....please?
Of course, probably nobody would see this thing anyway....only look at journals from the popular furs...
Especially a good friend you've known for a long time. I'm not naming any names, I don't want to make it worse if I can avoid it....but it probably can't get any worse than this.
...help....please?
Of course, probably nobody would see this thing anyway....only look at journals from the popular furs...
Lockerz invites...who wants 'em?
General | Posted 15 years agoSo, I have a Lockerz account, and I can invite 20 others to have accounts.
Lockerz is a website where...basically, you watch videos, rack up points, and you can get cool stuff...I'm working towards an iPad, myself. http://www.lockerz.com/about
If you want an invite, note me your email addy.
Lockerz is a website where...basically, you watch videos, rack up points, and you can get cool stuff...I'm working towards an iPad, myself. http://www.lockerz.com/about
If you want an invite, note me your email addy.
Just to shrink my page down...
General | Posted 15 years ago...I posted this.
That is all.
That is all.
100 questions meme
General | Posted 15 years agoBorrowed from 
fluffball
1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Let's see.....all of 'em are surgeries.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Paneling....cheap paneling.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
A cell phone...needs a new screen protector.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Anything but jazz and elevator music.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I think it was 9 PM/
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
...don't get me started.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
...once again, please....don't get me started.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Laptop? I don't know. I really like the police lightbar, but...that's one of those things I'd only save if I could.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
Cedar mulch is the current.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nah.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
Nah...just scared of what I might trip over when I have to go to the bathroom.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
I don't know.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON SOMEONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Washed.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
In person.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Do I have to choose? I hate both!
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Extra cheese....oh yeah. Maybe some sausage.
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Gonna have some pasta.
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea.
20. DO YOU SPEAK A FOREIGN LANGUAGE?
Working on learning Electrician..
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
Strobe lights.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yeah, I do.
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Don't think so.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Whatever works.
25. WHAT`S YOUR DREAM CAR?
As of now: Pontiac Solstice....two seater convertible.
27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS?
To be able to sell some of my designs. Designs of what, however....classified.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just come out and say it.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Considering what happened the last time I heard that....95.
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Either.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
Uhh....usually dad.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Parents.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
No.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Too many to list.
36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?
Prefer not to answer.
37. FIRST JOB?
Fireworks stand.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nah....never been that bored.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Reading this survey, filled out by another.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Re-formed finger. Ask if you don't know.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Was bored.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't.
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I actually wouldn't have a clue.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Too many things.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Haven't thought about it.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Don't think so.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No...I try not to get my hopes up.
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Right pinky....it actually has a story.
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
I'd rather not answer....sorry, people.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Heck no!
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey.
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Too many.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
There aren't any on a shelf.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
No.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Can't remember.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Cleanliness only.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I don't know.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Somewhere else.
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not at all.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Legos...still got 'em!
61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST THREE NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Personal.
62.
62.5 would suffice here.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No...not at all!
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
There is no way I'm doing that.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN?
Good personality....someone who can actually put up with me.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Rather not say.
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yes....wait, why would you need to know that?
69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
Private.
70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
French Vanilla.
71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?
Real date? Never.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
I don't know. Depends what they're on.
73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Dunno.
74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
List is too long..
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Only if they want to.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
News, scanner, keyboard, highway noise.
77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Pasta, in progress as of now.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Dad.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT A MAN/WOMAN?
...I'm a guy, take a guess. As a hint, I can't help it.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
What thought?
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
I don't like to hate anything.
82. FAVORITE DRINK?
2% milk.
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
Don't care.
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Racing...I guess.
85. HAIR COLOR?
Non-translucent.
86. EYE COLOR?
Once again, non-translucent.
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Nope...unless it's sunny. Those are in the car.
88. SIBLINGS?
Nope.
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
Summer months.
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Never tried.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Text entry.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Dunnyo.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Prefer not to answer.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer.
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Depends on person.
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships...I'm not that kinda guy.
97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Somebody.
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Look above.
99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
School textbooks.
100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Wouldn't know/prefer not to answer.
fluffball1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Let's see.....all of 'em are surgeries.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Paneling....cheap paneling.
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
A cell phone...needs a new screen protector.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Anything but jazz and elevator music.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I think it was 9 PM/
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
...don't get me started.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
...once again, please....don't get me started.
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Laptop? I don't know. I really like the police lightbar, but...that's one of those things I'd only save if I could.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
Cedar mulch is the current.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nah.
11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
Nah...just scared of what I might trip over when I have to go to the bathroom.
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
I don't know.
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON SOMEONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
Washed.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
In person.
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Do I have to choose? I hate both!
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Extra cheese....oh yeah. Maybe some sausage.
18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Gonna have some pasta.
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea.
20. DO YOU SPEAK A FOREIGN LANGUAGE?
Working on learning Electrician..
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
Strobe lights.
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yeah, I do.
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Don't think so.
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Whatever works.
25. WHAT`S YOUR DREAM CAR?
As of now: Pontiac Solstice....two seater convertible.
27. WHAT IS ONE OF YOUR DREAMS?
To be able to sell some of my designs. Designs of what, however....classified.
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Just come out and say it.
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
Considering what happened the last time I heard that....95.
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Either.
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
Uhh....usually dad.
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Parents.
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
No.
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Too many to list.
36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?
Prefer not to answer.
37. FIRST JOB?
Fireworks stand.
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Nah....never been that bored.
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
Reading this survey, filled out by another.
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Re-formed finger. Ask if you don't know.
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Was bored.
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
I don't.
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I actually wouldn't have a clue.
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Too many things.
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
Haven't thought about it.
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Don't think so.
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No...I try not to get my hopes up.
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
Right pinky....it actually has a story.
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
I'd rather not answer....sorry, people.
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Heck no!
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey.
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Too many.
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
There aren't any on a shelf.
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
No.
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Can't remember.
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Cleanliness only.
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I don't know.
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Somewhere else.
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not at all.
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Legos...still got 'em!
61. WHAT ARE THE FIRST THREE NUMBERS IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Personal.
62.
62.5 would suffice here.
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No...not at all!
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
There is no way I'm doing that.
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A MAN/WOMAN?
Good personality....someone who can actually put up with me.
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Rather not say.
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yes....wait, why would you need to know that?
69. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?
Private.
70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
French Vanilla.
71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?
Real date? Never.
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
I don't know. Depends what they're on.
73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
Dunno.
74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
List is too long..
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Only if they want to.
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
News, scanner, keyboard, highway noise.
77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Pasta, in progress as of now.
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Dad.
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT A MAN/WOMAN?
...I'm a guy, take a guess. As a hint, I can't help it.
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
What thought?
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
I don't like to hate anything.
82. FAVORITE DRINK?
2% milk.
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
Don't care.
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Racing...I guess.
85. HAIR COLOR?
Non-translucent.
86. EYE COLOR?
Once again, non-translucent.
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
Nope...unless it's sunny. Those are in the car.
88. SIBLINGS?
Nope.
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
Summer months.
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Never tried.
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Text entry.
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Dunnyo.
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Prefer not to answer.
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer.
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Depends on person.
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships...I'm not that kinda guy.
97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Somebody.
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Look above.
99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
School textbooks.
100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Wouldn't know/prefer not to answer.
College....and some thoughts on high school
General | Posted 16 years agoHi there.
Those of you who chat with me on a regular basis know this, but I'm in the process of getting ready for college. You know, packing up my room while cleaning it, trying to get a job nearby...the usual.
Those of you who may not know me near as well...now you know. I'm going to college to be an electrician. After college, I'm going to move back down to my original hometown and proceed in a career in fire alarm service and installation.
For those of you watching me that are wanting to see some art...I'm sorry to disappoint you, but it's not going to happen. I can't draw, or anything...oh well.
___________________________________________________________________________
During high school, I have learned many things. Most of which, the teachers had taught me through the literature.
Other things have been learned through watching others.
And other things...I've ended up teaching myself. Mostly stuff about myself. Most recently, though...the fact that I'm bi...big suprise there, right?
In high school...kids are just kids. No secret there. Being the person I am, however...I'm the quiet one. I'm always sitting in a corner, just minding my own business....trying to stay out of everyone elses way. I'm sure we know how that goes...someone comes up, starts irritating you....you retaliate, get in trouble...start getting suicidal thoughts, want to actually do it, and all of a sudden....everyone starts to care....for a bit.
Before we go any further, you should know the following: I'm short, autistic and have may medical conditions that nobody seemed to understand.
Of course...i've heard all the short jokes. Midget, leprechaun (which a few of my friends actually made it funny...for a while)...I've heard just about everything. Of course, everyone says to not let it get to you...me being autistic, that's next-to-impossible. That's where the whole "suicidal thoughts" thing comes into play.
After enduring about 8 hours of idiots calling me "shrimp", and "turbo" (some stupid nickname that stuck...still hate it), I finally get to dads truck (I drove to school through 3 grade quarters...always drove dad's truck, my car wasn't licensed), and head home...radio on, all that.
So, I get about halfway home, and a depressing song comes on the radio. Well...I'm sure you can imagine what that does to me. The power button gets hit (kinda hard, too), and the radio shuts off...now I'm just listening to the engine and the sound of a Dodge Ram on a gravel road...now I'm getting more depressed for some reason.
I finally get home, and of course...i feel horrible. Suicidal thoughts have flooded my head by this point, and no matter how hard I try, I can't shake 'em. By now, I feel sick to my stomach....yeah, it got that bad.
I drag myself into bed and nap...dad comes home,and lets me sleep (Thank you dad...so glad you didn't really ever bug me when I was sleeping). Wake up a couple hours later, hungry...get something to eat, then get in a bit of trouble with my parents because I forgot to do something....*sigh*
Do that, sit on the PC for a bit and go to bed. That was my entire day. Quite depressing, huh?
Alright, let's sum things up. From this average day, what have we learned?
Well...kids will judge you by looks...except for that rare person that doesn't mind that you're short, or anything like that.
People don't understand how bad words really hurt. Kids and adults alike.
I'm constantly depressed, but that's beside the point.
I guess the point I'm trying to make is...when you say something to someone...think about how they might feel about it.
Sure, me and my friends joke about some of the short jokes. I don't mind those, but...when it comes from certain people, it does hurt.
Words can, and do hurt.
If you want...please, share some of your stories on this subject. I'd love to read them..not that I like depressing stories, I just want to see other peoples views on this matter.
Thanks
-Nate
Those of you who chat with me on a regular basis know this, but I'm in the process of getting ready for college. You know, packing up my room while cleaning it, trying to get a job nearby...the usual.
Those of you who may not know me near as well...now you know. I'm going to college to be an electrician. After college, I'm going to move back down to my original hometown and proceed in a career in fire alarm service and installation.
For those of you watching me that are wanting to see some art...I'm sorry to disappoint you, but it's not going to happen. I can't draw, or anything...oh well.
___________________________________________________________________________
During high school, I have learned many things. Most of which, the teachers had taught me through the literature.
Other things have been learned through watching others.
And other things...I've ended up teaching myself. Mostly stuff about myself. Most recently, though...the fact that I'm bi...big suprise there, right?
In high school...kids are just kids. No secret there. Being the person I am, however...I'm the quiet one. I'm always sitting in a corner, just minding my own business....trying to stay out of everyone elses way. I'm sure we know how that goes...someone comes up, starts irritating you....you retaliate, get in trouble...start getting suicidal thoughts, want to actually do it, and all of a sudden....everyone starts to care....for a bit.
Before we go any further, you should know the following: I'm short, autistic and have may medical conditions that nobody seemed to understand.
Of course...i've heard all the short jokes. Midget, leprechaun (which a few of my friends actually made it funny...for a while)...I've heard just about everything. Of course, everyone says to not let it get to you...me being autistic, that's next-to-impossible. That's where the whole "suicidal thoughts" thing comes into play.
After enduring about 8 hours of idiots calling me "shrimp", and "turbo" (some stupid nickname that stuck...still hate it), I finally get to dads truck (I drove to school through 3 grade quarters...always drove dad's truck, my car wasn't licensed), and head home...radio on, all that.
So, I get about halfway home, and a depressing song comes on the radio. Well...I'm sure you can imagine what that does to me. The power button gets hit (kinda hard, too), and the radio shuts off...now I'm just listening to the engine and the sound of a Dodge Ram on a gravel road...now I'm getting more depressed for some reason.
I finally get home, and of course...i feel horrible. Suicidal thoughts have flooded my head by this point, and no matter how hard I try, I can't shake 'em. By now, I feel sick to my stomach....yeah, it got that bad.
I drag myself into bed and nap...dad comes home,and lets me sleep (Thank you dad...so glad you didn't really ever bug me when I was sleeping). Wake up a couple hours later, hungry...get something to eat, then get in a bit of trouble with my parents because I forgot to do something....*sigh*
Do that, sit on the PC for a bit and go to bed. That was my entire day. Quite depressing, huh?
Alright, let's sum things up. From this average day, what have we learned?
Well...kids will judge you by looks...except for that rare person that doesn't mind that you're short, or anything like that.
People don't understand how bad words really hurt. Kids and adults alike.
I'm constantly depressed, but that's beside the point.
I guess the point I'm trying to make is...when you say something to someone...think about how they might feel about it.
Sure, me and my friends joke about some of the short jokes. I don't mind those, but...when it comes from certain people, it does hurt.
Words can, and do hurt.
If you want...please, share some of your stories on this subject. I'd love to read them..not that I like depressing stories, I just want to see other peoples views on this matter.
Thanks
-Nate
