hi everyone,
i've been trainning hard in the gym for the upcoming new football season..but this time..my childhood furry dream has come true i'm pretty sure this is all of you guys' fantasy as well anyways,when i went to the public showers @ the gym to shower and change clotnes...i went in there..a whole football were in there too O.O and they were naked and cocks on hard...OMG,this was the first time i been in a public showers...when i saw this scene...my cock sprunged and ripped through my pants like  Makaio 's commissions LMAO! anyways,i'll be very busy and i'll be enjoying the public all male showers with my fellow jock friends/ future football team mates,i may will attend the college of JU (Jacksonville University of Jacksonville,Florida ) so look out for me on tv on ESPN-U...ESPN's new college sports channel in HD and SD yay!!! *jumps around in nothing but a jock strap,excited* anyways i'll miss you all,hope i'll be online here again soon

happy mother's day everyone!
give your mothers things that are special from your heart to hers and do not forget...treat mother earth as if she is your own mother..cause she gives life as well...Mother Earth is our mother as well,she gives life to the dead,she heals the ill and weak,she shows love from the heart,we all need to show her love and we all need to do our part... ~Mekko Achawk Nokose (Chief Spirit Bear)~

i was watching Tupac: Resurrection on VH1. Tupac Shakur and i have something in common..we're leaders,rebels and underkings and the legends..2Pac is leader on Black people,i'm the next leader for the Native Indigenous people to bring our fucking land back into our paws,and heal the distructions of what man caused onto our Mother Earth. also,2Pac was surrounded by women throughout his childhood,and so was i...when i was a new born baby cub in 1991,i was surround by women,i was the only male in the whole house,i was surrounded by my older sister,aunt & grandmother. that is why i think like a women,i feel what a women feel,i am motherly like a mama bear,yet,i am strong like a papa bear,but i still am the hardest fucker out there,yet i am very soft..my left side i am an angel,my right side,i am an devil. that is why i am so harsh cause i am very sensitive..if you break my heart,i will destroy you emotionally..i am very peaceful & wise but my protective & warrior spirit will kill if needed...

it started off with this dream-vision i had when i was fully naked in the woods by a color-changing waterfall (which is something i always wanted to do) then i was riding on the back of this brown-reddish colored grizzly bear..he matched my skin color in real life and role play fursona's fur color and i was talking to the bear and he were speaking to me back---i was forgot what we were speaking about---then my own body started changing into a were-bear form itself,but then i woke up sweating,panting,then with extreme pains around my mouth and lower back,then my left hand were bent like in a bear paw form,it took me 5 mintunes to unbend my hand....what does anyone think of this? o.o

okay,i have to make this clear,right now.

it annoys me soooo f**king much that just cause people doesn't look native american cause of their skin color,they aren't treated as that. as for me,i have the skin color of black/african people (except mine is red rose mixed) but I AM NOT "african-american" ,i am Native-American,if only "Europeans" or other non-(native)indigenous would stop being so damn closed minded and realized that just because someone have a certain skin color,that DOES NOT means that they are that race you think they are..and i am so annoyed with people mistakens me for being a black person..i want to slap them sooo badly..and i swear,if someone thinks i'm "african" or black ever again,i will slap the fur off of them >__< they'll become bald all over when i am done with them -__- so,again,let me make it clear..I AM NOT african----I AM Native-American and proud of it..and remember...just because someone have the skin color of a certain race DOES NOT mean they are that race..always ask first.

Spiritual Greetings,everyone
i wanted to inform those of you that are watching me,faved me or send pms/shouts. if i have not responded,please do not think that i am ignoring you,i am very busy in life atm,my daily schedule is so filled atm (if you follow me on  Twitter@NativePrideBear you'll see how busy i am) and i'll be starting college again,soon..so,i know for a fact i won't be on much at all! but,i'll try to respond to you guys soon as i can

"When a storm arrives,meditate and rest your inner spirit upon an calm cloud" (quoted by me)

allow me to translate if you don't understand,when ever things become stress and overwhelming,take the time and get away from it all and rest your spirit from the stresses or even if in an argument with someone,it shall all end simply by just walking away and take time to take deep breaths to calm your spirit from anger. i know alot of us go through stress or arguments with those even within your own birth family,but to keep our own mind,heart and spirit cleared,we would become alot less stressful and learn it is best to walk away from conflicts.

just thought i shall share my thoughts with you all,and also,i've been very busy but i shall reply to all as soon as i can. please follow me on  Twitter http://twitter.com/NativePrideBear

thank all of you for reading all of my wisdoms,journals,etc. and responding to them. thank you for support. shall all of the great spirits be with you & those you love

Spiritual Greetings,everyone.

i wanted to addressed this personaly cause i've been treated unfairly before myself.

everyone should treat all living beings and spirits fair and equal. not treating someone better or less than the other. IN Real Life (and in Role Play) it disturbs me how humans think they're better than animals. it really irritates me so much and sickens me. how dare anyone think they're better than anyone? as we were all created equaly as living creatures & spirits together. it does not matter what species you are. we all need to treat others as we want to be treated in return. human or animal. one friend over the phone even said in an conversation that animals are "stupid" ---everyone that are breathing have a brain. no species are beneaf nor greater than another one. just thought i shall post this. i shall talk with that "friend" i've mentioned about this,later >___< ~with love from  NativeBearFur [The Wise Peaceful Loving Spirit Of The Bear]~

i've wanted to post this cause as myself,i am going through this at times,like me,you may have been hurted,betrayed,scarred,broken hearted,even your own so called birth "family" treatrd you like shit & just like me,you may had those thoughts of ending it all...if i would die right now...i would become free and sprout my wings as the guardian spirit guidess/angel that i am...but..killing myself..won't solve anything...even through all of the pain of no one cares..even i survived through all of that..you can also..you are a strong,beautiful,wonderful,caring spirit,some wish they can be like you,even if you don't know it..never allow anyone to bring you down,we ALL are worth something,and have a purpose,that is why we are still living & we need to find our purpose..our time being alive is sacred,live every momment as if it is the last..NEVER think you are worthless,YOU are worth more than a any riches or things offered.. this is to all out there..going through pain,YOU ARE priceless,worth more than all riches

hi,i want to say THANK YOU ALL that have drawned my icon/avatar or any art or include me in your stories or dedicaded something to me,i thank you all so much and i PROMISE as soon as i buy a computer,i'll draw an art,etc. for you guys in return

 queenwerebear
 EthanCormack
 DragonSlash
 Claire_Lamouf
 IrishLoveBear

forgive me if i forgot anyone

and others that drawned me or included me in their stories. again...THANK YOU SOO MUCH AND LOVE YOU ALL! and again,i PROMISE when i buy a computer l,i promise to draw you all something in return..and if you wonder what i am using to be on FA...i'm using my touchscreen phone that have HTML web (not just mobile web) the only things i cannot do on my touch screen phone here on FA..are uploading commissions and listen/record music or watch flash files and sending PM messages...but updating txt on my profile,commenting/shouting..i can do those things..anyways,again..THANK YOU EVERYONE

chehuntamo,FA furriends

my bro  IrishLoveBear he's not so good at meeting new people,cause he's..well..very shy sometimes. but please,everyone,let's give him a warm FA welcome SPEcially,all the fellow bears out there,but all species are invited to welcome him,though and watch him too and this journal is supported by FA and  Twitter and follow me on  Twitter NativePrideBear and thank you,all!!

remeber,check out my bro's page  IrishLoveBear <

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specially all bears furries welcome him!

Spiritual Greetings,everyone
if you want to keep up with me,follow me on  Twitter@NativePrideBear
http://www.twitter.com/nativepridebear keep updated on what i'm doing..24/7! *laughs* anyways,follow me if you have a  Twitter account

Many say their way of life are right,and say the other are wrong,and vice versa....but really,there are no such as a right way or a wrong way. that are things that of only state of minds,we make choices to live based upon how we want to,not really meaning that they are right or wrong. does not matter if one shall chosen to live clean,or one shall choses to live fifty,it is not neither right or wrong,or the other way around. it is only our own choices,the only harm we are doing,are not allowing ourselves to choose our own choices,and allowing others to make them for you..you are your own spirit,other spirits shouldn't become your thinker,it is only you..that can think and if we have made a mistake,we should own up to them...

~The Wise Peaceful Spirit Of The Bear~

hi,everyone!
i want to thank you everyone for your drawing me an icon  QueenWerebear  DragonSlash and  EthanCormack and if i forgot to mention you,i apologize,but there are too many for me to remember all those user names LOL but seriously,THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH and i love you all very dearly and specially to my Papa Bear  Dan_The_Bear and my BIG Brother Bear  Makaio and all of you of everyone here on FA,THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU ALL! *bear hugs and kisses you all*

hey,i apologize for not posting any of my bear wisdom recently,i have been so busy,and also,i have been attending my music video shoot for the new single "Getting By" [featuring Shawnta'] which is located on track number 3 of disc 1 of my new soon-to -become-release 2-DISC package album "Untill I Die" available for virual downloading/in-store purchasing in June of 2010!

the music video will become aired on mainstream and independed networks/musc video networks such as: MTV,MTV 2,VH1,VH1 Soul,MTV Jams,MTV Hits,Fuse,Pure,MuchMusic (Canada),MUN2,LATV,TeenNick,NATV,Colours TV,Link TV,FreeSpeech TV,HD Central,etc.

check it out

yesterday,was my birthday!!
i am 19 years old,now
i went out to dinner,we started blasting music in everyone's cars down the street LoL and we went to the club hehehehe but i didn't recieved a present but being with all of you (specially all of you here on FA) is something my heart shall always desire for,no gifts can never replace that but i shall admit,i have desired something...please,do not think i am selfish,cause i am not...however,i did desired a laptop,so i could seek for a workingplace,due to al jobs only requires online forms to be filled,not the onrignal hand-written forms...and i am really in-need for a laptop so i can earn a job...*sighs* or if i cannot get a laptop,at least that would me feel better...maybe a drawing or a vacation from my crazy life lol :-P anyways,i'll see you guys later,i love you all,and i wish for the great spirts to bless upon you all with great blessings for you and those you love upon your hearts

all creations of the creator are related...we are created from the same creator...does not matter what planet you are from...we are all related...we are related to all things..we are related to the four-legged ones,we are related to the feathered ones,the flying ones,the shapeshifters (were-creatures),the dead ones and the crawing ones...we are related the trees,the winds,the grass,the waters,the flowers,the plants,and the universe...watch us animals..we are the teachers..we animals are the innocent ones..we remained to obey to follow how the creator attended for ALL us to do so...we remain to NEVER follow religion..cause anything that limits your free-will to do something you desire or to give up things YOU want to do..you are NOT a free spirit,you are a trapped spirit..that's all you are (IS TRAPPED )when you follow religion/christianlty/following ways in a book (a bible)..as we already know right from wrong..so why follow religion/christianlty? ~written with love,by The Wise Peaceful Spirit Of The Bear~

to my dearest brother bear,
i love you so much and i really look up to you as a big brother and you have no reason to be jelious of anyone that i am close to cause i love all of you equally and i really risk for you,just make sure you are safe,even if it is my time to pass away,my spirit shall become one of your spirtual animal guardians and spirit guide and you were sent upon my life for a reason *bear hugs,tears of joy drops for you being my big brother bear* i really love you with every blood stream upon my heart

i sincerely love you,Makaio

[i've re-edited this journal due to Dan & i are no longer papa and cub,but we're remained as brother bears,though ] i want to dedicate this journal to my big bro  Dan_The_Bear

he is the most bestest brother bear that i really love from my heart as a good bro,and he is the most nicest bear ever with a gentle heart of gold,and i love him so very much..and to those that betrayed my brother bear...i hope you shall oneday relized the errors of your ways and recieve your karma not as a revenge,but as a lesson,so you shall know how he felt <---- that message is also refering to those certain worthless scums (a.k.a. the sun pack) that betrayed me (via YouTube) as well i am not going to mention any names,if they are reading this---they are aware of whom they are. anyways,i love you big brother bear ^_^ {{licks your face,big werebear hugs tightly}}

 Dan_The_Bear -a great artist here on FurAffinity and i am honored to have him as a brother werebear

If one shall think negative towards/or about another,are really in denile of the truth about themselves.

the most innocent of ones that are loyalty,very big hearted,great ones they accused of being selfish,although the FACT that the ones whom says this about that person,are really selfish themselves and put the blame on others,they are hiding and blinding themselves from the facts of their true selves within

~wisdom spoken by me: Kiaayo/Bear Paw-The Wise Peaceful Spirit Of The Bear~

i am nothing more than the wind,i am nothing than a flower,i strive to do more again,and i struggle every hour...my heart bleeds from words i've written,and wisdom i have told..it touches my heart deeply,as the world in my palm,i shall hold..i've seen everything,and i have seen nothing..i am nothing,and i am a something..and i am a no one,and i am a someone..i am the moon,then i am reborned as the sun. i am wisdom when i speak,i am something already have been spoken,i am flying from my feet,but i am no hawk,i am a bear,that is my spiritual animal toten. i dream of purple hills,and green grass to roll in,and everyday in this place i shall visualize about,is peace always again and again. we all live upon peace and ALL creatures get along,but i am aware of this is a poetry,but can you belive these words i have spoke is also a rap song that i wrote? ~a song i have written~ (C) 2010 An IMC Company. this content are Officaly Copyrighted by FBI Laws.

i am nothing more than the wind,i am nothing than a flower,i strive to do more again,and i struggle every hour...my heart bleeds from words i've written,and wisdom i have told..it touches my heart deeply,as the world in my palm,i shall hold..i've seen everything,and i have seen nothing..i am nothing,and i am a something..and i am a no one,and i am a someone..i am the moon,then i am reborned as the sun. i am wisdom when i speak,i am something already have been spoken,i am flying from my feet,but i am no hawk,i am a bear,that is my spiritual animal toten. i dream of purple hills,and green grass to roll in,and everyday in this place i shall visualize about,is peace always again and again. we all live upon peace and ALL creatures get along,but i am aware of this is a poetry,but can you belive these words i have spoke is also a rap song that i wrote? ~a song i have written~ (C) 2010 An IMC Company. this content are Officaly Copyrighted by FBI Laws.

i am nothing more than the wind,i am nothing than a flower,i strive to do more again,and i struggle every hour...my heart bleeds from words i've written,and wisdom i have told..it touches my heart deeply,as the world in my palm,i shall hold..i've seen everything,and i have seen nothing..i am nothing,and i am a something..and i am a no one,and i am a someone..i am the moon,then i am reborned as the sun. i am wisdom when i speak,i am something already have been spoken,i am flying from my feet,but i am no hawk,i am a bear,that is my spiritual animal toten. i dream of purple hills,and green grass to roll in,and everyday in this place i shall visualize about,is peace always again and again. we all live upon peace and ALL creatures get along,but i am aware of this is a poetry,but can you belive these words i have spoke is also a rap song that i wrote? ~a song i have written~ (C) 2010 An IMC Company. this content are Officaly Copyrighted by FBI Laws.

please purchase my new upcoming releases when available

my new 2-disc release "Untill I Die" soon to be release. provided by Top Gun Records/Beat Jam Entertainment/Furry Music,inc./IMC corperation

featured artists:
Kurupt of Tha Dogg Pound
Rasheeda
Da 904 Boyz
Keith Thomas
TruRez Crew (native american 6th nation)
Outlaw A.K.A. Joker (CEO of Top Gun Records)
and many more

i am also planned to release an all native-american CD
"The Spirit Of The Bear"

also soon to become available,my new mixcd by hiphop DJs
DJ Drama and DJ Vlad and with Coast2Coast mixtapes:
"Coast2Coast mixtapes presents: Street Legal # Remixes"

~all upcoming releases will become soon available for purchasing within the choices of online downloading or in store purchases~

the music i usally listen to:

sacred spirit "Noha Neha" (native american)
(idk if that spelled that one correctly,i havent listen to it in awhile,so i forgot how to spell it lol)

Pacha Massive "If You Want It" (world)

Daft Punk "One More Time (1999)" (techno)


Positive K. "I Got A Man (1992)" (classic rap/hiphop)

Kings of Leon "Sex On Fire" (rock)

2Pac "Do For Love (1997)" (classic rap/hiphop)

Beenie Single f/ Eve "Remember Those Days (2000)" (rap/hiphop)

Eminem "1997 Bonnie & Clyde" (classic rap/hiphop)

Makaveli (2Pac) "1996 Bonnie & Clyde" (classic hiphop/rap)

DRU-Hill "Tell Me (1996)" (R&B/Soul)

Big Cheef "Money Is The Prize (1999)" (classic native-american hiphop/rap) (that is a native american hiphop/rap artist i have once worked with at age 8 in 1999)

TruRez Crew (the 6th nation) (forgot the song title..sorry lol) (Native-american hiphop/rap)

L.L. Cool J. "Doin' IT (1995)" (classic hiphop/rap)

Reboot "Enjoy Music [Riva Starr Remix]" (techno/eletronica)