So lately I have been having some trouble with some people (not going to name anyone) But when I pour myself and tell things to people, especially if its personal, I mean it and im being truthful. Being called out on things to tell me im a liar or a back stabber really disappoint me, and being shoved aside to discard my words even more so.

I have put in a lot of effort lately to correct past mistakes and personal issues that have ether haunted me or have effected my life, not to long ago I lost a love in my life due to my wild side and it hurts thinking about it. I have actively been trying to date or look for someone who would treat me right and take care of me but all I find is the same old mess of being picked up and immediately dropped as if I didn't mater to them.

It takes a lot for me to open up to others in an intimate level, even when it comes to RP or flirting, it really is hard for me. Sure I have an xtube but its something for me to kind of hide behind cause I don't have the balls half the time to expose myself. If I tell you I love you, or that I like you, I mean it. Yet still some people just take those words lightly and don't really care.

It hurts, and time and time again my feelings are torn from me over small things when I try to explain them, and each time im shot down or abandoned it puts me back at square one and I have to start correcting my old habits all over again.

I know im being an emo skunk atm but I see it over and over on FA like a broken record.


So sorry everyone...

Its nice to hear please and thank you every now and then when I go out of my way to do things for others, it doesn't happen much since im not asked of much but still. Makes me feel used

Most likely not but ill toss it out there anyway just in case you find something interesting about me lol

Nobody believes me, I like the ladies to ya know ;)

Well Christmas was good this year, got to see friends and family which was much needed, now to get ready for the new years parties ill be hitting up. The fursuit will get another workout before FC next month which I hope to see some of you there.

Art wise I have some in the works, hopeing to get a few more in soon, I would love to get more pics with friends so I would love joining you guys/girls if you ask ^^


Other small tid bits, there needs to be more skunk porn that isnt my own, I tend to surf fchan and come across skunk threads from time to time, get all excited, then only find my pics lol cant fap to myself XD

Well hope everyone has a great evening full of food and fun with friends and family , and maybe I could wrap myself up and place myself under one of your guys Christmas trees to open in the morning ;)

I <3 them

So yes I will be there since I live only 15 min away from the con, and yes I have my fursuit with me so if you see me come give me a big hug XD

Ill have my skunk badge on and things, if you wanna hang out or chat let me know! <3


Who else is going??

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1942284/ linky

So it seems  distortedgirl66 is doing the 100 pic artist challenge, and its free! so go get a slot and let the carnage begin

and hurting

So many stalkers! Didn't know that many where interested in watching my skunky self, thankies furs *hugs all*

I do plan on getting a few Christmas themed pics this year, now all I need are some reindeer...


In other news for people who read these silly journals, things are going up and down still after a break up, and not sure if I want to start dating again yet, but who knows. also, putting up Christmas lights around the second floor of the house in the freezing rain sucks soooooo hard

So due to my unknown type of arthritis, my paws are slowly degrading making it hard to paw, but thanks to modern science and friends, there are a lot of options to assist with the task, and so im asking you folks what would be a good pawing aid.

like a flesh light or any others you know of


So far im thinking of getting this one if it will help

http://www.fleshlight.com/alien/

and no not for the avitar stuff lol

Well finally back from my week venture into the woods, freezing my ass off but had a really awesome Thanks Giving. Though I get home and then ended up at a friends LAN thing, no sleep yet..... man this skunk is going to crash land

So ill be gone for the next week for my yearly camping trip for thanksgiving, so hugs and kisses for everyone and ill see you all next week! Happy thanks giving!!!!

Should I actively look for love or should I just not bother, people tell me they love me only to find they back out and stab me. So if you truly don't love me, please don't tell me you do. It only hurts more. Thankyou

It happens, but not matter how hard you try, your never ready.

Any guesses?


also any guesses of what my first fursona was?


Winner might get something, like hugs or even better ^^

Tell me how the FA profile page thing is coming along ^^

Today is my good friend  mangoboi birthday and I want everyone to wish him a happy one!!


<3 ya ratty


P.S. He is top percentage rattata

Im kind of a mess when it comes to this thing but I would love it if someone could help me organize a little on FA, put up info and fun facts or things like that to make my boring page a little more lively since I was sitting here at my desk earlier looking at it, and it is quite boring text wise.

Mostly want to make myself more open and friendly with folks since ive been curled up in a ball lately and not talking to many folks, so skunks breaking out and finaly gonna try to get things done.

Pleeeeeaaaseeeeeeeeee

I was wondering if I would make a great pet, no idea if I do or not lol

So I have some commission slots im still trying to figure out what to do with, some of you already are going to join me for a few of em, but for the others I could extend a paw to those who might be interested in playing with my character for a pic ^^

atm still waiting on someone for a  zambuka pic, but that might get opened, along with a  moodyferret

I would also love to hear your guys ideas <3

or what ever its called, im thinkin of doing one since i have a few art slots with some artists and nobody to join me in em, or some kind of fun game