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Not looking forwards to going to the doctor tomorrow
Posted 13 years agoI'm not I'm just not have some things to talk about with the doctor and I just cant sleep because of it.
nsfw stream
Posted 13 years agoI are want someone to art with tomorrow
Posted 13 years agoI do I do , no dogs to bark at people at my house nice big table to draw on
turkey coma interrupted by football
Posted 13 years agoWhy can't they watch it without screaming?
Free request raffle
Posted 13 years agoTransgender Day of Rememberance
Posted 13 years agoI didn't know that was today but I saw it in 
Foxtrack journal and thought I would help spread the word about it too
For more information on the day and those we are remembering please head here : http://www.transgenderdor.org/about-2
Foxtrack journal and thought I would help spread the word about it tooFor more information on the day and those we are remembering please head here : http://www.transgenderdor.org/about-2
Epic Fursuiting is Epic
Posted 13 years agoSo we didn't have any handler or someone to take photos but it was pretty awesome. We went to the city center to suit like always but little did we know there was a Christmas parade going on!!! We were swarmed with people and kids excited to see us! It was so much fun!!!
Cosplay list (just needed a place to list the items I need)
Posted 13 years agoGideon from Gravity Falls:
http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....eon_finale.png
White pompadour wig: ((still looking))
http://www.feeling-flirtatious.co.u.....ection=Men-50s
Blue tux
American flag pin
Rhinestones
Bowser from Mario:
http://image3.examiner.com/images/b.....ges/bowser.jpg
Orange mohawk wig:
http://www.partycity.com/product/mo.....+mohawk+wig.do
mask:
http://www.beverlys.com/masquerade-.....FYF7Qgod8XIAog
Spikes:
http://studsandspikes.com/buy/spikes-c-43.html
shell backpack:
http://www.amazon.com/Mario-Bros-Ba...../dp/B002ANK9G0
White material for spikes on backpack
Yellow shirt
Horns by someone on fa or something
......some tiny person to play a princess I can kidnap
http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/_.....eon_finale.png
White pompadour wig: ((still looking))
http://www.feeling-flirtatious.co.u.....ection=Men-50s
Blue tux
American flag pin
Rhinestones
Bowser from Mario:
http://image3.examiner.com/images/b.....ges/bowser.jpg
Orange mohawk wig:
http://www.partycity.com/product/mo.....+mohawk+wig.do
mask:
http://www.beverlys.com/masquerade-.....FYF7Qgod8XIAog
Spikes:
http://studsandspikes.com/buy/spikes-c-43.html
shell backpack:
http://www.amazon.com/Mario-Bros-Ba...../dp/B002ANK9G0
White material for spikes on backpack
Yellow shirt
Horns by someone on fa or something
......some tiny person to play a princess I can kidnap
Who should make Greavis's head?!
Posted 13 years agoThis is Greavis:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9241117/
His body suit is on the road to being made now just have to choose who is doing his head. So please post who you think would be able to make Greavis glasses and all. If I choose the maker you suggest I will doodle something for you.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9241117/
His body suit is on the road to being made now just have to choose who is doing his head. So please post who you think would be able to make Greavis glasses and all. If I choose the maker you suggest I will doodle something for you.
Streaming for abit
Posted 13 years agoVideo
Posted 13 years ago
absinthiastreaming stuff
Posted 13 years agostreaming for a little bit
Posted 13 years agoHe not She
Posted 13 years agoI'm to the point I'm really not comfortable being called she. I was going to try and wait until after surgery and stuff but I feel horribly weird when someone says she her etc etc please refer to me as male or gender neutral pronouns if you can remember. Thank you so much in advance and please dont worry about slip ups I wont freak and please spread the word etc. I also wish to be called Vald ((Vlad)) if you cant remember it doesnt matter really but yea working on the name switch slowly.
100 truths
Posted 13 years agoHave you ever:
1) Self harmed? Yes (( I wanted a cool scar....it didn't work))
2) Got into a real fight? Yes.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.
4) Tried to commit suicide? Yes
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Yes
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Yes.
8) Accused someone of using you? Yes.
9) Shoplifted? Not on purpose....found a pack of gum I thought I had dropped turned out it was the stores gum...my bad
10) Gotten drunk/high? So many times on the drunk and does a contact high count?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Yes.
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yes
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? No
14) Bored? Yes
15) Avoiding someone? Yes
16) Avoiding some task? Yes
17) Depressed? Yes
18) Crying? No
19) Annoyed with a friend? No
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Yes
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? Yes
22) Get jealous/envious easily? Yes
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Yes
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? No
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I don't attend school
26) Go out drinking? please someone find me a place with a good bartender
27) Smoke cigarettes? No
28) Smoke weed? Thinking about it honestly
29) Do any hard drugs? No
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Thinking about weed just cause...fuck I dont know
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? sorta
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Sometimes
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? No
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Most of the time
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) No eye for and eye makes the world go blind
36) Think things will get better? Not really
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? No
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) Yes but it doesn't mean I hate them there is a difference between judging and making a decision on someone
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? Long hair (hubby cant it make me so sad he gets an afro thing going on))
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? both I'm demanding
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? -- both I'm demanding (men have chest to you know)
42) Shy OR open? Not to open but not to shy
43) Eyes OR body? .....Both
44) Religious OR non-religious? Don't care
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Caring
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? idk
47) Piercings OR no piercings? Piercings *chases hubby with a needle*
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Tattoos *chases hubby with a tattoo gun*
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? A bit of both
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Both
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Yes
52) Smoke weed? Thinking about it
53) Smoke cigarettes? nope
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? nope
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? dont think so depends
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? I'm not sure
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Dont know
58) Join a band as a part time activity? sure
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? yes
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? yep
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? no I like meat wouldnt make it a day
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? yes have done it before
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? yep
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? yep
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? yep
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? Sometimes depends
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? Yes
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Ive gone without eating but it never helps
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? yes Im working towards gastric-bypass followed by some cosmetic in case of loose skin followed by chest reconstruction and possibly knee surgery again
70) Sleep naked? yep
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? Black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? eh
73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? chocolate milk
75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends
76) Apple OR PC? PC
77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies
78) Old bands OR new Bands? Old
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? eh
80) Reading OR Listening to music? Listening to Music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. eh
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? changing myself drastically
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Clean vocal
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. Who the fuck are these people?
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. More who the fuck are these people?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Comedy
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? Europe
88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shoes
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? What?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. eh
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. - yep
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? yes and no
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? yes
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? no havent yet
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? sadness
96) Rather be the opposite gender? yep see #69
97) What will you name your son/daughter? Dont know yet
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? nah only when I ask for it
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. I dont
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I'm selfish, I'm bossy, I judge, I drop contact with people often even if its not on purpose i make people wait to long for art. I dont feel like Im a good listener, I never know what to say when someone is hurting, I'm making some things hard for important people in my life right now and Im to selfish to back down from it
*also depressed feeling right now may have affected my answers
1) Self harmed? Yes (( I wanted a cool scar....it didn't work))
2) Got into a real fight? Yes.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.
4) Tried to commit suicide? Yes
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? Yes
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? Yes.
8) Accused someone of using you? Yes.
9) Shoplifted? Not on purpose....found a pack of gum I thought I had dropped turned out it was the stores gum...my bad
10) Gotten drunk/high? So many times on the drunk and does a contact high count?
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Yes.
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yes
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? No
14) Bored? Yes
15) Avoiding someone? Yes
16) Avoiding some task? Yes
17) Depressed? Yes
18) Crying? No
19) Annoyed with a friend? No
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Yes
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? Yes
22) Get jealous/envious easily? Yes
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Yes
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? No
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? I don't attend school
26) Go out drinking? please someone find me a place with a good bartender
27) Smoke cigarettes? No
28) Smoke weed? Thinking about it honestly
29) Do any hard drugs? No
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Thinking about weed just cause...fuck I dont know
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? sorta
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Sometimes
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? No
34) Believe people deserve second chances? Most of the time
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) No eye for and eye makes the world go blind
36) Think things will get better? Not really
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? No
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) Yes but it doesn't mean I hate them there is a difference between judging and making a decision on someone
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? Long hair (hubby cant it make me so sad he gets an afro thing going on))
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? both I'm demanding
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? -- both I'm demanding (men have chest to you know)
42) Shy OR open? Not to open but not to shy
43) Eyes OR body? .....Both
44) Religious OR non-religious? Don't care
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? Caring
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? idk
47) Piercings OR no piercings? Piercings *chases hubby with a needle*
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? Tattoos *chases hubby with a tattoo gun*
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? A bit of both
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? Both
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? Yes
52) Smoke weed? Thinking about it
53) Smoke cigarettes? nope
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? nope
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? dont think so depends
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? I'm not sure
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? Dont know
58) Join a band as a part time activity? sure
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? yes
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? yep
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? no I like meat wouldnt make it a day
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? yes have done it before
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? yep
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? yep
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? yep
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? Sometimes depends
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? Yes
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? Ive gone without eating but it never helps
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? yes Im working towards gastric-bypass followed by some cosmetic in case of loose skin followed by chest reconstruction and possibly knee surgery again
70) Sleep naked? yep
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? Black
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? eh
73) Cellphone or Computer? Computer
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? chocolate milk
75) Tumblr OR Friends? Friends
76) Apple OR PC? PC
77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies
78) Old bands OR new Bands? Old
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? eh
80) Reading OR Listening to music? Listening to Music.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. eh
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? changing myself drastically
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? Clean vocal
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. Who the fuck are these people?
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. More who the fuck are these people?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary? Comedy
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? Europe
88) Shoes OR Shirts? Shoes
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? What?
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. eh
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. - yep
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? yes and no
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? yes
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? no havent yet
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? sadness
96) Rather be the opposite gender? yep see #69
97) What will you name your son/daughter? Dont know yet
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? nah only when I ask for it
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. I dont
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind?
I'm selfish, I'm bossy, I judge, I drop contact with people often even if its not on purpose i make people wait to long for art. I dont feel like Im a good listener, I never know what to say when someone is hurting, I'm making some things hard for important people in my life right now and Im to selfish to back down from it
*also depressed feeling right now may have affected my answers
F*^K yalll I voted for Abraham lincoln!!!
Posted 13 years agoBecause I didn't feel like choosing between the shiniest of two turds that is all
fearless me? I dont think so .....
Posted 13 years agoFear meme that doesn't seem to list most of my fears.
Check those you have a fear of:
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth ((ooooh so many complicated feels))
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 1
[ ] being touched
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats (I love rats)
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 3
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people ((but not at conventions it seems not to bother me there))
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 5
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 6
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Final Total: 8
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling ( )
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. ( )
If you get 10-20, you are normal. ( )
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. (x)
Check those you have a fear of:
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth ((ooooh so many complicated feels))
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 1
[ ] being touched
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats (I love rats)
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 3
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people ((but not at conventions it seems not to bother me there))
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 5
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 6
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Final Total: 8
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling ( )
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. ( )
If you get 10-20, you are normal. ( )
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. (x)
Changing account yay or nay?
Posted 13 years agoI'm not really enjoying naynay as my account anymore. I'm thinking about making it just for my naynay suit. Fact is I don't know that I want to be called that anymore . So should I change accounts for my main or just deal with it?
Any locals interested in buying some canaries
Posted 13 years agoThe male has a beautiful singing voice they are really nice, but I'm finding bird keeping is probably not my thing. I have to keep them in a different room cause the dogs constantly bother them and make them nervous. I don't go in that room save to take care of them so I feel really bad about it and think there might be owners out there that could better care for them.
I can get pictures and a video of the male singing up later.
They can be a breeding pair, they've had eggs before but I didn't have the cage properly set up for such a thing.
The male is a Green Fancy Canary he loves to sing in the morning and has a voice Im going to miss
(( this isnt him but similar to what he looks like http://www.singing-wings-aviary.com.....ARY%20MALE.JPG))
The female is a Canary with hints of red factor ((which could pass on more with breeding not sure))
(( again isnt her but looks like the yellow one http://www.avianweb.com/images/bird.....rcanaries2.jpg ))
Cage similar to this: http://www.walmart.com/ip/Prevue-Se.....ndingMethod=rr
You can have the cage and all its a large cage but one wheel is broken price is negotiable and will totally trade for gecko tanks or geckos too
I can get pictures and a video of the male singing up later.
They can be a breeding pair, they've had eggs before but I didn't have the cage properly set up for such a thing.
The male is a Green Fancy Canary he loves to sing in the morning and has a voice Im going to miss
(( this isnt him but similar to what he looks like http://www.singing-wings-aviary.com.....ARY%20MALE.JPG))
The female is a Canary with hints of red factor ((which could pass on more with breeding not sure))
(( again isnt her but looks like the yellow one http://www.avianweb.com/images/bird.....rcanaries2.jpg ))
Cage similar to this: http://www.walmart.com/ip/Prevue-Se.....ndingMethod=rr
You can have the cage and all its a large cage but one wheel is broken price is negotiable and will totally trade for gecko tanks or geckos too
need five more people for a free art raffle!
Posted 13 years ago
badgerkatchFree art raffle
Posted 13 years agoJoecifur patial for sale!!!
Posted 13 years agocheck it out there http://www.furaffinity.net/full/8881713/
please I'm trying to get the money together to buy something else XD
please I'm trying to get the money together to buy something else XD
Check out this artist : free art raffle!
Posted 13 years agoFree Halloween bracelet
Posted 13 years agoLol please dont break fa again by
Posted 13 years agogoing must upload everything all at once!!!!
