So yesterday I broke up with my girlfriend (previously my fiancée) of 2 & 1/2 years.

So when FA reset passwords forever ago, I got locked out of my account because I couldn't find my old email. But, I finally got it worked out!

Thank god. I missed my fur friends.

Much love. <3

I finally remembered my FA password.Whoops. Hey there everybody!

http://www.drpeppertuition.com/prof.....04875512747863

So, I’m attempting to apply for this scholarship. School is expensive. I’m not going to lie. The cost just got even more now that I’ve decided to apply for graduate school to get my MAT.

I want to be a teacher. I want to teach this next generation how to write. This summer, I worked with a group of gifted middle schoolers who really changed my view on the current state of education in regards to writing. These kids aren’t told they can write poetry. They aren’t told they can express themselves. I had a moment, where I told them they were going to write bad poetry and that’s okay because that’s how they got better. They stared back at me and said, “No one has ever told me that before.” It was as if a light had gone on in their eyes. Suddenly, they wanted to write. They enjoyed writing. It became something they liked. That’s what I want to do. I want to make kids like writing. I want to help them learn how to express themselves. I want them to help them fall in love with writing like I have.

I cannot do that without getting my teaching certification. I need more degrees before I can start teaching. I haven’t even finished my undergraduate degree yet, but I’m getting close. Unfortunately the cost of my undergrad is going up every year. I’m scared to think about how much grad school is going to cost. In order to offset these costs, I’m working. I’m always working, as anyone who knows me has seen. I’ve also been applying to tons of scholarships. One of them, the one I’ve linked below, requires votes. I need people to support me to move on to the next step, so I would appreciate it greatly if you would click the link and vote for me. I just need 50 votes to move on to the next step. It will only take a few seconds of your time, and I will appreciate it ever so much more than you will ever realize.

Thank you for your time, and I hope you have a wonderful, phenomenal day.

Hey y’all! My newest chapbook “Conjuring Her”, which is set for release later this month, is offically available for preorder! Make sure to get your copy today!

http://weaselpress.storenvy.com/pro.....-conjuring-her

Ps: I’m looking for reviewers, so if you’re interested in writing a review of “Conjuring Her” shoot me an email at emily.r.ramser@gmail.com.

I found out in front of my students and almost started crying from happiness. Today is a good day.

So, there's a student here at my school who needs help. She is being emotionally & psychologically abused by her ex-husband. Please help us raise funds to get her a lawyer to put an end to his terrorizing antics. Please, she needs help.

http://www.gofundme.com/helpjanedoe

No legit. I'm so stressed out, I feel like I'mma cry. Help?

Hi guys!
I miss you all!
How are y'all?

--Polly :)

9:30-10:50: Work
11:00-12:20: Class
12:20-1: Art o Mat Talk
1-3: Craft Talk with Visiting Author
3-4:50: Class
4:50-5:30: Cover Design Meeting for Yearbook
5:30-6:45: Meeting on Hungarian Play
6:45-9: Interview with Visiting Author and Reading
9-11: Performing in first show of a comedy tour as a featured poet
12-goodness knows when: homework, laundry, packing, and more work.


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cries. ;w;

No seriously, I have a book coming out this Friday called "I Forgot How to Write When They Diagnosed Me." It's a collection of black-out poetry. Check it out. It's available for preorder too!

http://www.storenvy.com/products/11.....d-me-pre-order

:)

I'm in so much pain, all the time. I hate these nerve problems so much. Arg. Shit sucks.

hello.

*happy freak out*

I'm 19, guys! :)

I feel like I'm drowning here and I've forgotten how to swim.

My neuropathy is getting so bad that's it's interfering with my ability to walk. I haven't had a pain free day in weeks. My medicine isn't doing shit.

I just am so tired of it.

People are causing drama over it here at school as well. A really good friend of mine decidd they can't be around me any more because I "trigger" them by reminding them of their dead grandmother because of how my neuropathy sometimes affects my hands (ex: I was holding a cup and spilled the hot chocolate in it on myself cause my nerves went fhjadlhfajd). So I just feel like shit.

I don't want to be at this school. I don't want to be here any more. I just feel like I'm drowning, and I don't know what to do.

I've got a counseling appointment set up for next week and a neurology appointment in mid October, I just wish those were each sooner.

Done by the lovely  whocrysforthestars.

She's doing them for $10. Get one for yourself for shark week. :)

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Check it out! :)
It's only $7.60. ;D

Thanks for supporting me everyone. You've all been so great in encouraging me and helping me out. :)

 systematicweasel's Weasel Press has decided to publish my chapbook “Toast is Just Bread That Put Up a Fight!”

This will be my first ever chapbook. It’ll include pieces such as “It’s Bad Enough I See Jesus in My Toast,” “I Have a Collection of Castrated Pensises in My Closet,” “Blowjobs and Boyfriends,” and “Fluoxetine Withdrawal.”

We still have a lot of work to due before it is ready to be published such as getting the cover art done, arranging pieces, etc, so it is currently set for release in late fall of this year. I’ll post updates as we work through the process!

So I can follow them.
I finally figured out my password to mine. :3c

This one is mine:
http://idrewanangel.tumblr.com

so give me yours so i can reblog all your things!

For the month of April, I'm writing a poem every day. Yup, everyday.

Check out the ones I've done already!
http://chickadeesweetie.wordpress.com

If you need some motivation, this is one of the titles, "Hawkmoths zap bats with sonic blasts from their genitals." and another is "Tendonitis Timewarp."

Let me know what you guys think of my poems! Also, let me know if you choose to write any for NaPoWriMo, I'd love to read them!

Love you all.
<3

In all honesty, I'm scared.

I've been in pain almost every day if the last 3 or so years. Numbness, tingling, growing pain like feelings in my arms and legs. Hyper sensitivity all over my body. It sucks. But the last few months, it's gotten worse(issues with my vision and dizziness). So I went back to the doctor yesterday, and they're sending me to a neurologist.

I'm torn because I want to know what's wrong with me, but I'm scared of knowing. What if it's something they can't fix. I really don't wanna be in pain like this for the rest of my life.

Thanks for listening/reading my ramble. I've bring trying to put on a brave face around my friends and family, but I'm nervous. I'm kinda honestly scared. I just needed someone to know I'm nervous, that I'm not okay with all this like I've been pretending to be.

Ask away!

On Sunday evening, my friend passed away from cystic fibrosis. He was a great friend, always happy and kind. I can't believe he is gone.

Monday, the vet put down our cat of ten years. He had diabetes and even though we were thinking him insulin shots, he wasn't improving. Nothing was working. But the last time I saw him, he seemed like he was getting better. The next day dad took him to the vet and they said he needed to put down. It was a shock to me.

I miss both my friend and my cat. So much. So very much. I'm glad though, that they are no longer in pain.

Rest in peace my friends.

Hey you, Artistic Person!
Vagabonds: Anthology of the Mad Ones is accepting submissions still.
Short stories, photography, poetry, art, doodles, ect... -- we like it all.
So send us some of your stuff, yo!

Submission info at: http://creativevagabonds.wordpress.com/