So yesterday was just to be a run to the dump right up the road. Then the truck dies due to something wrong with the transmission.

I got minor heat stroke from having to wait on the car towing guy as they were busy yesterday too. I'm still recovering but I won't know the damages till monday when my mechanic gets in.

I'm still rocking a minor headache and i'm doing my best to keep myself hydrated. Yesterday I was sick feeling on top of feeling hot and having a headache. it was 98 degrees and the truck doesn't have working air. So sitting in direct sunlight while waiting wasn't really great.

I'm gonna be down and out for a few days on working on art. looking at a screen isn't helping my eyes. (even though I need to work on my online schooling.)

I have been working on making physical objects to be able to sell online and at tables, should I get back to that again. Currently I am setting up an etsy to be able to sell my non-commissioned versions of these items. Currently I'm able to hand make crochet bags (messenger bags to small bags), I can make shawls/hats/scarves, I can make plushies, and I have started to work on making dreamcatchers. (Do note ALL of these items are crocheted)

It's something to look out for should anyone be interested in these things. It also helps me prevent burnout on drawing. Those wondering why their art is currently slow, it is due to me dealing with an on coming burnout and I'm doing something different to try and mitigate it.

That said, if anyone is interested, let me know. If anyone has ideas to toss up for what I could hand make, just let me know in the comments.

If it's not one thing, it is another. I am late on rent and on top of that, our power will be cut if it's not paid. But the lack of commissions coming in, I'm struggling as I am wanting to partake in art fight this year. I'm so stressed I am sick.

I've been working on university classes the past few weeks. I am in my first term and almost done with it in a few more weeks. I have been slow in doing art due to the studying for the tests and the up coming term project.

I am fine besides that. I'm healing better after surgery. I have four scars now. The main scar looks like a sea horse (which i find funny/cute). I am lifting things again as now I'm fully in the clear. I am being careful however. I have to do workouts again as I did get a bit of a pudge from not being able to do my normal daily things. I have come down with allergies AND a cold/sinus infection which is making things hard as I am non stop sneezing and leaking from my face.

But besides that, financially it is rough for me still. I'm barely squeezing by with the bills. I have only about 20$ to my name at the end of it.... (not a good amount to have food or necessities to be bought with) as normally a month worth of food/necessities is around 200$ on top of my bills/rent. I need a bit of help financially still...

So I'm wondering:
What do you guys want to see from me? YCH, Adopts, bases, etc.... I'm curious as I know my gallery isn't full of anything great. I am still trying to get better at my art.


I'll do my best to upload what I've been working on in the mean time as well. I have commissions I am almost finished with and I have some personal/fanart stuff too.
Which I am open if people wanna toss in a fandom to see art for.

It's been 10 years... since i gave birth...

10 years of me carrying a pain in my chest that doesn't go away....

10 years ago, I adopted out my son. The reason was due to the environment (family) was toxic and abusive....

To this day... when i was sitting there... signing the papers to give my son away...



"How can you be so cold?"



That's what she said to me... What my own MOTHER said to me... That's what I've carried with me... For 10 fucking years...


I had to sit there, keeping a straight face as i signed my first and only child away.... I had to sit there, accepting that this is what I'd be feeling...

I had accepted that this was the best for him. My son...




Valentines is nice....


But it hurts too much to even look at things at the store....


I hope everyone out there has a good valentines...

I have set up a tip feature for right now for those who can't use Ko-fi.
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I'll be setting up commissions and such here later as i'm doing all of this on my little travel tablet and I don't have everything I need on it. (Loads of my copy paste stuff is on my computer and all my icons and banners) But i have the basic set up for those who wants to support me and get a commission.
If you do want a commission, please send me a DM and we can talk about it first.