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Posted 9 years agoHey guys!
It's been a looooong time, I know.
Yanno, sometimes I like to remember old stuff. Some friends and I were talking about old FA things today.
I just thought I could login back here and maybe say hi?
It's been almost three years. I don't forget about most people here, I've seen people I used to read around, and more than once I thought I could give my account name over here.
I've changed so much. In a personal and artistic way. You guys maybe will appreciate knowing I'm alive? haha. There are rough times, but it's not that bad in the end, I guess.
Actually, I will share the account now. guess it's about time? Though, the subjects of my drawings are no longer exclusively vore/paws. And I'm a much more reserved person now. As long as people respect these things, everyone's welcome to take a look at it.
rentham
If someone reads this, please tell me how it's going. Hope everyone's having a nice day!
It's been a looooong time, I know.
Yanno, sometimes I like to remember old stuff. Some friends and I were talking about old FA things today.
I just thought I could login back here and maybe say hi?
It's been almost three years. I don't forget about most people here, I've seen people I used to read around, and more than once I thought I could give my account name over here.
I've changed so much. In a personal and artistic way. You guys maybe will appreciate knowing I'm alive? haha. There are rough times, but it's not that bad in the end, I guess.
Actually, I will share the account now. guess it's about time? Though, the subjects of my drawings are no longer exclusively vore/paws. And I'm a much more reserved person now. As long as people respect these things, everyone's welcome to take a look at it.
renthamIf someone reads this, please tell me how it's going. Hope everyone's having a nice day!
Parting journal.
Posted 11 years agoHey people.
As you may have noticed, I hardly spend time on this account lately. I decided this some months ago, 5 months ago exactly. So I'm not doing a "desperate act" or something xD
Anyway it's hard for me to say this, but yeah., as I said time ago, I'm leaving.
I had to do my pendant headshots, I did them slowly but I finished them.
I know a quote who says:
"Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it."
Maybe something I should explain is I want to start completely from the beginning, so don't expect me to tell you about a new account or something... I'm sorry.
So... I think people who care about me don't really need an explanation. I'm leaving this account for personal reasons, that's all. Not leaving the fandom, neither fA. I'm neither deleting my submissions, so don't worry about them.
You'll probably be seeing me around fA, is not hard to find me if you know me enough ;). I'll LogIn this account eventually to see if anyone asks me something, though.
I'll never forget what you guys did for me. You, amazing people, are simply GREAT and fantastic, don't forget it. :3
This is not a "goodbye", but a "see you later", guys. ;)
Love y'all.
As you may have noticed, I hardly spend time on this account lately. I decided this some months ago, 5 months ago exactly. So I'm not doing a "desperate act" or something xD
Anyway it's hard for me to say this, but yeah., as I said time ago, I'm leaving.
I had to do my pendant headshots, I did them slowly but I finished them.
I know a quote who says:
"Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it."
Maybe something I should explain is I want to start completely from the beginning, so don't expect me to tell you about a new account or something... I'm sorry.
So... I think people who care about me don't really need an explanation. I'm leaving this account for personal reasons, that's all. Not leaving the fandom, neither fA. I'm neither deleting my submissions, so don't worry about them.
You'll probably be seeing me around fA, is not hard to find me if you know me enough ;). I'll LogIn this account eventually to see if anyone asks me something, though.
I'll never forget what you guys did for me. You, amazing people, are simply GREAT and fantastic, don't forget it. :3
This is not a "goodbye", but a "see you later", guys. ;)
Love y'all.
Merry xmas!!
Posted 12 years agoHappy holidays y'all!!!! <33333
Regarding the ILLUMINATI thing:
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/12213256/
If you was wondering the reasons...
well... this explains everything: http://youtu.be/AdziQMl0Z0s?t=1m24s
Some charity around here!
Posted 12 years agoThis person is doing an interesting auction, and then donate the moneys to some friends in need!
Go and check it :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12160175/ NSFW
Go and check it :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12160175/ NSFW
Check this!
Posted 12 years ago
gilmu$1111 Cash Giveaway *^*
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/ Gooooo, there's so many people lol :U
SUPPP
Posted 12 years agoWahhhhhhhh.
As you may notice I'm not much around here.
I've been studying, and drawing a bit here and there... Finally decided to continue with my work as I said~ Some days ago I tried it and... failed... xD so I guess I have some kind of art block or so. But I'm trying! Tha's the important.
I have like a thousand of "mssages" to clean (half of them, submissions). And I dont feel like to do it =_=
THE HELL WHAT HAPPENS WITH MY GRAMMAR XD
Today I did my first english exam... >____> I had to talk to the computer and record it... >___> around 2 min. conversations... >____> I suck at pronunciation. A LOT. Rlly. If you could hear me, your ears probably melt. XD
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
I'm not being so active and talkative, ya know. I'm sorry. Mpfff. xD
~~~
Also. Voltaire. HNGGG. <33333333333333
As you may notice I'm not much around here.
I've been studying, and drawing a bit here and there... Finally decided to continue with my work as I said~ Some days ago I tried it and... failed... xD so I guess I have some kind of art block or so. But I'm trying! Tha's the important.
I have like a thousand of "mssages" to clean (half of them, submissions). And I dont feel like to do it =_=
THE HELL WHAT HAPPENS WITH MY GRAMMAR XD
Today I did my first english exam... >____> I had to talk to the computer and record it... >___> around 2 min. conversations... >____> I suck at pronunciation. A LOT. Rlly. If you could hear me, your ears probably melt. XD
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
I'm not being so active and talkative, ya know. I'm sorry. Mpfff. xD
~~~
Also. Voltaire. HNGGG. <33333333333333
You can win 100$ :3
Posted 12 years agoIS NOT THAAAT I MEANT YCH AUCTION LOL
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/11858612/ DIS. DISSSSSSSSSSSS
OHMYGOSH you should check this one.
Posted 12 years agoThis song amazes me... too much u//u
I love to sing "death, death, devil, devil, devil, evil, evil, evil soooooooooooooooong" ♥ ...... though I always say it wrong xD
I'm back ack ack ackkkkkk
Posted 12 years agoYup :3
I received my tablet back some days ago and I'm finally back to work.
Remember when I said It's probbly me to leave fA during a time? Well, that's not possible, coz I need money, specially now. Parents problems, that's all. So I will be doing commissions for a while... though I feel like its uncomfortable for me xD
Also thank y'all for the patience. It has been almost 2 months of delayed work, so I ask you for a little more of patience while I continue with the work x3
Thanks to all people who kept contact with me, though I've not been very talkative :3 You're lovely.
Free art raffleeee c:
Posted 12 years ago
yay yay http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11750447/ c:News about ya know.
Posted 12 years agoToday the shop guys called me. After insist a lot last week, they called Wacom, and it looks they returned the money to the guys, because a new version of Bamboo is coming, and for now they are not sending "old" Bamboo tablets. It's a good thing, at least I will have a new version one. But I have to wait at least this week (its supposed the new version comes this week) or even one or two more, after asking for it.
BUT at least I know something more!
Pff... I'm raging... I want my tablet back ;_;
Also Halloween is coming, and I wont be able to draw anything g_g
Am sorry guys, I'm making you wait a lot i-i
BUT at least I know something more!
Pff... I'm raging... I want my tablet back ;_;
Also Halloween is coming, and I wont be able to draw anything g_g
Am sorry guys, I'm making you wait a lot i-i
Something you should know.
Posted 12 years agoHeeello guys.
Well, I'm still waiting for my tablet to get back. They said it was supposed to be back yesterday but... hm. The guys in the shop said they dont know where's the tablet, literally said they know nothing about it, and that they'll phone me when receive. SO I guess I have to wait still more...
I have bad news. I'm probably leaving fA for a while. DONT WORRY abour your pendant commissions, I'll be doing them ASAP (when the tablet come back) and sending to you -and the most probably uploading them here. But when finish with them I'll dissapear. Maybe a little time, maybe for a long time, that's something I still dont know.
Reasons? Renovate. I'm stuck in a style I never really liked, never felt proud of it. I wanna develop a new one, search something that I really likes. Something that can be useful for my future. I'm completely stuck in my life; my whole lifestyle, my style, fursona, fetishes, people... I mostly... sadly admit that I'm a very changing person, I can't stand to be with the same thing for a long time, I get tired of it. I need changes, that make me feel good and renovated, that make me feel dynamic. It's something I really hate, but as I've seen im myself, I am in that way.
I've been feeling strange this months, you mostly know about it because I've been doing vent journals and stuff. I'm searching reasons, and it's probably this is what I need.
So atm I need to dissapear, to think, try new things...
Maybe. And only maybe... if I see I have a style that I like, I'll return definitely to fA. Meanwhile, I'll be around here, leaving comments and looking what people do.
It is possible me to do a new account in some time. I don't wanna tell anybody it, don't ask me why, simply I feel like I have to disappear, and maybe reborn like a different person, from the beginning. It's possible -if I do it, that in the future to say you the new account. Or, who knows, if you find somebody that looks like me, or you suspect that it's me, ask, I'll not lie...
About my RL things. Leaving this means not to win money, so sadly they will have to wait. I'll have to search something to win money to help on my mom things and my bro and my courses.
I'm not leaving the fandom, not leaving fA at all, I love this website and this fandom.
But (though I'll be around there still for some time, as I said), only if I dont return to this account, I wanna say you all have been marvelous, amazing people for me. You made me smile tons of times, and I really dont want to leave you without give so many reasons, but it's something I feel... and I think I deserve to take my own decisions.
Love you guys. Y'all are a part of me. ♥
As a big guy said: See you in another life, brotha.
Veamos. Hola gente...
Todavía estoy esperando por mi tableta. Los de la tienda dijeron que supuestamente iba a estar ayer de vuelta, pero todavía no la tienen y literalmente me han dicho que no saben absolutamente nada sobre ella, que me llamarán si saben algo. Así que me toca seguir esperando.
Tengo malas noticias, supongo. Lo más seguro es que deje fA por un tiempo. No preocuparse los que me han pedido Iron Artist, voy a acabar todas mis comisiones pendientes en cuanto reciba la tableta y enviároslas, y probablemente las suba aquí. Pero cuando las termine desapareceré. Puede que un pequeño lapso de tiempo, puede que mucho tiempo, todavía no lo sé.
Razones? Renovar. Estoy atascada en un estilo que nunca me ha convencido, nunca me he sentido orgullosa de el. Quiero desarrollar un estilo nuevo, buscar algo que me guste realmente. Algo que pueda usar para mi futuro. Estoy completamente atascada en mi vida; mi estilo de vida, estilo de dibujo, fursona, fetiches, gente... Mayormente... lamentablemente supongo que tengo que admitir que soy una persona muy cambiante, no soporto cuando algo se vuelve todo el tiempo igual, me canso. Necesito cambios, que me hagan sentir mejor y renovada, sentirme dinámica. Es algo que odio, pero según me he visto, soy así.
Me he estado sintiendo extraña durante meses (no me aventuro a decir que llevo así dos años), mayormente vosotros lo sabéis por todos los vent journals que he hecho y esas cosas. Estoy buscando razones, y esto es probablemente lo que necesito.
Así que en este momento necesito desaparecer, pensar y probar nuevas cosas...
Puede, y sólo puede, si veo que encuentro un estilo que me apasione, vuelva a fA definitivamente. Mientras tanto estaré por aquí, dejando comentarios y viendo qué hace la gente.
Es posible que haga incluso una nueva cuenta en un tiempo. No quiero decírsela a nadie, no preguntéis por qué, simplemente siento que debo desaparecer y puede que renacer como si fuera otra persona distinta, desde el principio. Si hago eso, es posible que en un futuro diga la cuenta, no sé. O quién sabe, si encontráis a alguien que se "parezca" a mi, o que sospechéis que soy yo, preguntad, no mentiré.
Sobre mis cosas en la vida real... Dejar esta cuenta significa no ganar dinero, así que me apena pero tendrán que esperar. Mientras tanto tendré que buscar algo con lo que ganar algo de dinero para ayudar a mi madre y ayudar con los cursos de mi hermano y míos.
Realmente no estoy dejando el fandom, tampoco fA, en absoluto, me encanta esta web y el fandom.
Pero (aunque estaré por aquí algún tiempo, como dije), sólo si no vuelvo a esta cuenta, quiero deciros que todos habéis sido maravillosos, gente genial para mi. Me habéis hecho sonreir toneladas de veces, y realmente no quiero dejar esto sin daros más razones, pero es lo que siento... y creo que me merezco tomar mis propias decisiones.
Os quiero mucho, de veras. Habéis sido, sois y seréis una parte de mi. ♥
Como dijo un gran hombre: Nos vemos en otra vida, hermano.
Well, I'm still waiting for my tablet to get back. They said it was supposed to be back yesterday but... hm. The guys in the shop said they dont know where's the tablet, literally said they know nothing about it, and that they'll phone me when receive. SO I guess I have to wait still more...
I have bad news. I'm probably leaving fA for a while. DONT WORRY abour your pendant commissions, I'll be doing them ASAP (when the tablet come back) and sending to you -and the most probably uploading them here. But when finish with them I'll dissapear. Maybe a little time, maybe for a long time, that's something I still dont know.
Reasons? Renovate. I'm stuck in a style I never really liked, never felt proud of it. I wanna develop a new one, search something that I really likes. Something that can be useful for my future. I'm completely stuck in my life; my whole lifestyle, my style, fursona, fetishes, people... I mostly... sadly admit that I'm a very changing person, I can't stand to be with the same thing for a long time, I get tired of it. I need changes, that make me feel good and renovated, that make me feel dynamic. It's something I really hate, but as I've seen im myself, I am in that way.
I've been feeling strange this months, you mostly know about it because I've been doing vent journals and stuff. I'm searching reasons, and it's probably this is what I need.
So atm I need to dissapear, to think, try new things...
Maybe. And only maybe... if I see I have a style that I like, I'll return definitely to fA. Meanwhile, I'll be around here, leaving comments and looking what people do.
It is possible me to do a new account in some time. I don't wanna tell anybody it, don't ask me why, simply I feel like I have to disappear, and maybe reborn like a different person, from the beginning. It's possible -if I do it, that in the future to say you the new account. Or, who knows, if you find somebody that looks like me, or you suspect that it's me, ask, I'll not lie...
About my RL things. Leaving this means not to win money, so sadly they will have to wait. I'll have to search something to win money to help on my mom things and my bro and my courses.
I'm not leaving the fandom, not leaving fA at all, I love this website and this fandom.
But (though I'll be around there still for some time, as I said), only if I dont return to this account, I wanna say you all have been marvelous, amazing people for me. You made me smile tons of times, and I really dont want to leave you without give so many reasons, but it's something I feel... and I think I deserve to take my own decisions.
Love you guys. Y'all are a part of me. ♥
As a big guy said: See you in another life, brotha.
Veamos. Hola gente...
Todavía estoy esperando por mi tableta. Los de la tienda dijeron que supuestamente iba a estar ayer de vuelta, pero todavía no la tienen y literalmente me han dicho que no saben absolutamente nada sobre ella, que me llamarán si saben algo. Así que me toca seguir esperando.
Tengo malas noticias, supongo. Lo más seguro es que deje fA por un tiempo. No preocuparse los que me han pedido Iron Artist, voy a acabar todas mis comisiones pendientes en cuanto reciba la tableta y enviároslas, y probablemente las suba aquí. Pero cuando las termine desapareceré. Puede que un pequeño lapso de tiempo, puede que mucho tiempo, todavía no lo sé.
Razones? Renovar. Estoy atascada en un estilo que nunca me ha convencido, nunca me he sentido orgullosa de el. Quiero desarrollar un estilo nuevo, buscar algo que me guste realmente. Algo que pueda usar para mi futuro. Estoy completamente atascada en mi vida; mi estilo de vida, estilo de dibujo, fursona, fetiches, gente... Mayormente... lamentablemente supongo que tengo que admitir que soy una persona muy cambiante, no soporto cuando algo se vuelve todo el tiempo igual, me canso. Necesito cambios, que me hagan sentir mejor y renovada, sentirme dinámica. Es algo que odio, pero según me he visto, soy así.
Me he estado sintiendo extraña durante meses (no me aventuro a decir que llevo así dos años), mayormente vosotros lo sabéis por todos los vent journals que he hecho y esas cosas. Estoy buscando razones, y esto es probablemente lo que necesito.
Así que en este momento necesito desaparecer, pensar y probar nuevas cosas...
Puede, y sólo puede, si veo que encuentro un estilo que me apasione, vuelva a fA definitivamente. Mientras tanto estaré por aquí, dejando comentarios y viendo qué hace la gente.
Es posible que haga incluso una nueva cuenta en un tiempo. No quiero decírsela a nadie, no preguntéis por qué, simplemente siento que debo desaparecer y puede que renacer como si fuera otra persona distinta, desde el principio. Si hago eso, es posible que en un futuro diga la cuenta, no sé. O quién sabe, si encontráis a alguien que se "parezca" a mi, o que sospechéis que soy yo, preguntad, no mentiré.
Sobre mis cosas en la vida real... Dejar esta cuenta significa no ganar dinero, así que me apena pero tendrán que esperar. Mientras tanto tendré que buscar algo con lo que ganar algo de dinero para ayudar a mi madre y ayudar con los cursos de mi hermano y míos.
Realmente no estoy dejando el fandom, tampoco fA, en absoluto, me encanta esta web y el fandom.
Pero (aunque estaré por aquí algún tiempo, como dije), sólo si no vuelvo a esta cuenta, quiero deciros que todos habéis sido maravillosos, gente genial para mi. Me habéis hecho sonreir toneladas de veces, y realmente no quiero dejar esto sin daros más razones, pero es lo que siento... y creo que me merezco tomar mis propias decisiones.
Os quiero mucho, de veras. Habéis sido, sois y seréis una parte de mi. ♥
Como dijo un gran hombre: Nos vemos en otra vida, hermano.
How to catch me during the fA outage!
Posted 12 years agoTheres no way! Im not in any other sites xD Maybe dA, but I dont use it.
If you have any question, Im Lobosica in twitter xD
See ya at the other side!
If you have any question, Im Lobosica in twitter xD
See ya at the other side!
When people cry... vent thing
Posted 12 years agoIt's like so sad... I'm looking how people write their vent journals... crying about their sad things and I dunno what I can say. I wish it were easier to expres myself in this language. I wanna help them!
Today read about a girl who was almost over suicide. And I replied her and then she or her bf deleted the journal. I'm really worried about her...
Maybe I shouldn't worry that much, but what I can do if not? I'm here, overstressed, locked at home, talking with nobody, cursing myself for idiot things, fearing the future all the time, and I can't express myself as well as I wish.
I wish to be able to write a big journal, emptying all my feelings. But its really hard because I'm not that talkative person. Its really hard to say what exactly happens to me, and probably it will causes misunderstandings, than if its in spanish or in english.
I feel hurted, and people who hurted me they know who they are. I'm not trusting nobody anymore. I have very few friends here on fA, they know who they are my best friends and they never failed to me. But anymore. I simply dont feel comfy talking with people. I feel lonely, but maybe its better so. I wish to talk with those people who feel bad, and say them "Hey, you're not alone. Come here and forget all your problems" but I can't. Because I feel myself that bad as to being unable to help others. I dunno how to believe in myself, I hate my art, I hate people, I hate myself.
Look, I have something in mind. I'm wishing to get my tablet back, because Im not actually that good in traditional, and I have plains. Very few people know what Im thinking atm. And look, im wishing that, and at same time a half of me is thinking I wont do that, I will not be able to do what Im thinking. I dont believe in myself, how can I do it if even me think I cant? i dunno, really, I dunno.
I know I have some people here who appreciate me. Maybe more than I think. But it seems , though I appreciate it, is not enough compared to how hurted I feel sometimes. But, really, why you do it? It seems im not a very careful person, or even happy, and sometimes I forget to answer a note, or a comment, or to ask how is a person who Im interested for. Im not that good friend. I actually suck as friend. Maybe because of this, people seem to forget me. And I dont really blame them. I mostly blame myself. Today was the first college day at least here in Spain. And I think... uh... If I were different, at this moment maybe I were starting college. Or even going still two years now. But Im a bunch of failures, I repeated course 2 times and finally left bachelor. Though, you know what? If I were approved, I wouldnt go to the college because I dont have monies. People says "money doesnt mean all"... but actually it helps a lot.
Once so many time ago, when I was a child, I went to the psichatrist. She asked me if I had thought in suicide. I was around 10 or 12 and I lied her saying no. And I will never forget that fact, because I've been thinking that for so any years. In fact, whan Im sad I usually hurt myself, biting my arm making it bleed, and I think in hurt myself strongly, but I dont do it simply because it would make my arms look scarred, and it would be a shame for me, looking tat weak. I have some scars on my left arm, because when childI thought I deserved to being hurted when something badd happened, and I tried to hurt myself ecause it made me feel better. Ive never said this efore. The scars are not so big so actually you cant almost see them. My mom asked me about them before, and I said something like they were due to a metallic wall that hurted me when playing. Heh.
But after all, Im here, no? I never did a coward idiot thing that may be suicide. I find it actually a coward thing, I feel bad to those people who finally fall on it. But, it can e a coward thing, but at same rime needs a lot of courage and bravery, because you need to be THAT bad to commite suicide. So bad, really bad. And Im not really that bad, so here I am xD
Anyway. A vent thing. Im really stressed cause I have work to do and Im without tablet, visiting fA all whole day waiting for comments or submissions xD
Im really sorry for all mistakes here, im writting with the phone.
Anyway. Really, thank you. You know. Thank you for being there and talk to me sometimes and dont to forget me. I loves ya.
Today read about a girl who was almost over suicide. And I replied her and then she or her bf deleted the journal. I'm really worried about her...
Maybe I shouldn't worry that much, but what I can do if not? I'm here, overstressed, locked at home, talking with nobody, cursing myself for idiot things, fearing the future all the time, and I can't express myself as well as I wish.
I wish to be able to write a big journal, emptying all my feelings. But its really hard because I'm not that talkative person. Its really hard to say what exactly happens to me, and probably it will causes misunderstandings, than if its in spanish or in english.
I feel hurted, and people who hurted me they know who they are. I'm not trusting nobody anymore. I have very few friends here on fA, they know who they are my best friends and they never failed to me. But anymore. I simply dont feel comfy talking with people. I feel lonely, but maybe its better so. I wish to talk with those people who feel bad, and say them "Hey, you're not alone. Come here and forget all your problems" but I can't. Because I feel myself that bad as to being unable to help others. I dunno how to believe in myself, I hate my art, I hate people, I hate myself.
Look, I have something in mind. I'm wishing to get my tablet back, because Im not actually that good in traditional, and I have plains. Very few people know what Im thinking atm. And look, im wishing that, and at same time a half of me is thinking I wont do that, I will not be able to do what Im thinking. I dont believe in myself, how can I do it if even me think I cant? i dunno, really, I dunno.
I know I have some people here who appreciate me. Maybe more than I think. But it seems , though I appreciate it, is not enough compared to how hurted I feel sometimes. But, really, why you do it? It seems im not a very careful person, or even happy, and sometimes I forget to answer a note, or a comment, or to ask how is a person who Im interested for. Im not that good friend. I actually suck as friend. Maybe because of this, people seem to forget me. And I dont really blame them. I mostly blame myself. Today was the first college day at least here in Spain. And I think... uh... If I were different, at this moment maybe I were starting college. Or even going still two years now. But Im a bunch of failures, I repeated course 2 times and finally left bachelor. Though, you know what? If I were approved, I wouldnt go to the college because I dont have monies. People says "money doesnt mean all"... but actually it helps a lot.
Once so many time ago, when I was a child, I went to the psichatrist. She asked me if I had thought in suicide. I was around 10 or 12 and I lied her saying no. And I will never forget that fact, because I've been thinking that for so any years. In fact, whan Im sad I usually hurt myself, biting my arm making it bleed, and I think in hurt myself strongly, but I dont do it simply because it would make my arms look scarred, and it would be a shame for me, looking tat weak. I have some scars on my left arm, because when childI thought I deserved to being hurted when something badd happened, and I tried to hurt myself ecause it made me feel better. Ive never said this efore. The scars are not so big so actually you cant almost see them. My mom asked me about them before, and I said something like they were due to a metallic wall that hurted me when playing. Heh.
But after all, Im here, no? I never did a coward idiot thing that may be suicide. I find it actually a coward thing, I feel bad to those people who finally fall on it. But, it can e a coward thing, but at same rime needs a lot of courage and bravery, because you need to be THAT bad to commite suicide. So bad, really bad. And Im not really that bad, so here I am xD
Anyway. A vent thing. Im really stressed cause I have work to do and Im without tablet, visiting fA all whole day waiting for comments or submissions xD
Im really sorry for all mistakes here, im writting with the phone.
Anyway. Really, thank you. You know. Thank you for being there and talk to me sometimes and dont to forget me. I loves ya.
Kiihay's doing requests!
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4644483/ 
kiihay <- Check them!
kiihay <- Check them!Ask me things xD
Posted 12 years agoYehh... Im just passing the days so bored without the tablet. Ask me whatever yo want concerning Neden or not. Please not creepy questions. Seriously. XD
Second wind.
Posted 12 years ago
jaydomJust for fun...
Posted 12 years ago... what color are your eyes?
Just for fun. I just love to see other people's eyes. They are unique!
Mine are gray-dark blue. http://i.imgur.com/H7au7j7.jpg
Post a photo if you can! X3
Just for fun. I just love to see other people's eyes. They are unique!
Mine are gray-dark blue. http://i.imgur.com/H7au7j7.jpg
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Help Jayne!
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5013189/
Read. She really needs help. REALLY. This is all I can do in this moment. D: Please share if you can.
Read. She really needs help. REALLY. This is all I can do in this moment. D: Please share if you can.
Duah~
Posted 12 years ago Im annoyed. Actually for no reason.
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Well, maybe I'm tired for any reason and wanna have my tablet back... uwu
I
I dont like rain. Hmmm maybe a bit, cause i like water. But bad weather made me feel sad. And weathers simply horrible this days.
Today started Homestuck. I just read about 600 pages. Lol I love it, but maybe is too long for me xD I cant stand when something s too long. But with books, I do love long books.
Do you read often? My fave book is "Pet samatary" - Stephen King. Ahwww yes.
Meh. Im sad. Lately things arent good. I have the computer off for almost a week xD
Mphh... Anyway.
...
Well, maybe I'm tired for any reason and wanna have my tablet back... uwu
I
I dont like rain. Hmmm maybe a bit, cause i like water. But bad weather made me feel sad. And weathers simply horrible this days.
Today started Homestuck. I just read about 600 pages. Lol I love it, but maybe is too long for me xD I cant stand when something s too long. But with books, I do love long books.
Do you read often? My fave book is "Pet samatary" - Stephen King. Ahwww yes.
Meh. Im sad. Lately things arent good. I have the computer off for almost a week xD
Mphh... Anyway.
A MONTHHHH
Posted 12 years agoThey finally will send the tablet to Wacom in a week. It's definitely broken. -_-
They can't send it quickly because they need to wait for more articles to send them. AND in a week will be village festivals here, so pfffft. The guy said in more or less 15 days after they send the tablet, will be back. So more or less, around a month I have to wait. pfffft pffft ._.
BUUUUUUUUUT surprise! I completely messed it, but my bro has a wacom tablet, too, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I could use it whenever he's not using it. Though he's not like to let me use it a lot, because he's a silly e_e but at least I could keep working, slowly, but at least its something >.<
Also, I will let aside for a bit the german thing, because I will do an english course :3 I will learn to talk it, I hope, finally x3
My mom and dad will do a sacrifice, probably they will stop smoking. Because my bro will do a computer course, and with it, comes the english course for free :3 Also I will help them paying, it, as much as I can (saving for my tattoo course, at same time >.<).
The teeth thing seems better, I can bite almost as always >.<
ALSO I'm a defeatist, and I'm sorry for it D: fA is the unique place where I can vent, so sometimes I can be impatient and silly with life in general. I'm really sorry... I really think life is hard, but I know I'm not the only one who passes by a bad moment. I should stop moaning and complaining for all... meh... but you know that always that happen something great and cool I share it with you, too >.< <3333
Thanks for reading. <3
They can't send it quickly because they need to wait for more articles to send them. AND in a week will be village festivals here, so pfffft. The guy said in more or less 15 days after they send the tablet, will be back. So more or less, around a month I have to wait. pfffft pffft ._.
BUUUUUUUUUT surprise! I completely messed it, but my bro has a wacom tablet, too, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I could use it whenever he's not using it. Though he's not like to let me use it a lot, because he's a silly e_e but at least I could keep working, slowly, but at least its something >.<
Also, I will let aside for a bit the german thing, because I will do an english course :3 I will learn to talk it, I hope, finally x3
My mom and dad will do a sacrifice, probably they will stop smoking. Because my bro will do a computer course, and with it, comes the english course for free :3 Also I will help them paying, it, as much as I can (saving for my tattoo course, at same time >.<).
The teeth thing seems better, I can bite almost as always >.<
ALSO I'm a defeatist, and I'm sorry for it D: fA is the unique place where I can vent, so sometimes I can be impatient and silly with life in general. I'm really sorry... I really think life is hard, but I know I'm not the only one who passes by a bad moment. I should stop moaning and complaining for all... meh... but you know that always that happen something great and cool I share it with you, too >.< <3333
Thanks for reading. <3
Keepin updated
Posted 12 years agoYopyop.
Finally the bank thing was a fail fom the bank guy... I've been going to the bank this days to fix some thing of my mom's account, and accidentally the guy charged me the house insurance or something like that instead of in my mom account. Damnnn I was scared D: The guy is a friend of us, so finally I didnt report anything.
Also, the tablet is still in the shop. Pffff Im like... I dont know what to do without it xD meh u.u ;_;
My teeth still hurt a lot. Dunno what to do, im doin gargles with salt water and for a bunch it calms me >_< but its like im feeling them moving D:
Also... Well. I just noticed (yes... Now) that people seem to keep interested and friendly when you do them favors. Actually I realized in that time ago, but Pffff now Im seeing it more often. Please, if you're one of these people, keep away from me, I dont like them. Seriously. –_– *sigh*
Finally the bank thing was a fail fom the bank guy... I've been going to the bank this days to fix some thing of my mom's account, and accidentally the guy charged me the house insurance or something like that instead of in my mom account. Damnnn I was scared D: The guy is a friend of us, so finally I didnt report anything.
Also, the tablet is still in the shop. Pffff Im like... I dont know what to do without it xD meh u.u ;_;
My teeth still hurt a lot. Dunno what to do, im doin gargles with salt water and for a bunch it calms me >_< but its like im feeling them moving D:
Also... Well. I just noticed (yes... Now) that people seem to keep interested and friendly when you do them favors. Actually I realized in that time ago, but Pffff now Im seeing it more often. Please, if you're one of these people, keep away from me, I dont like them. Seriously. –_– *sigh*
