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I need a Little TF2 Help xvx / hl2.exe stopped working
Posted 10 years agoI just recently got that going. the "hl2.exe stoped working" happens whenever I try to enter a server. I'm looking at some sites and videos about how to fix it but they contradict each other and even tell to not do what the other says. so ill try asking trhought here xvx
On another note... does anyone has a spare Demo sword? i need to get meele kills and have got 3 loch and loads but still just the bottle xvx
On another note... does anyone has a spare Demo sword? i need to get meele kills and have got 3 loch and loads but still just the bottle xvx
Don’t insult your own art.
Posted 10 years agoSeriously guys, whats happening lately that, just in attempts to give me praise, you say things like “You’re so much better then me”, “Your art makes mine look like roadkill”?
Im hating it! Everyone! start apreciating your art! you dont have idea how manny people have asked me “hey, would you teach me how to draw?” dozens! literally dozens! and of course, not even 10% of that people even attempt a single one of the little exercises i give them. You may think your art is bad, but if you have the BALLS to show your art online, have a gallery, and keep drawing with time, you are acomplishing much MUCH more than HUNDREDS or even THOUSANDS of people who cant even have the commitment for! Im sure im not the only artist who has had that situation.
Insulting your own art to praise someone is not flattering at all, have some DIGNITY, youre spending a lot of your time in each piece, and the second you say “my work sucks” YOU THROW ALL THAT TO THE GARBAGE, youre not acknowledging what youve done, and that other supposely better artist gets into a really unconfortable possition of pressure and doubt, a good artist is not god, he or she has commited thousands of mistakes in the strive to make it work, and by deitizing an artist, you only make their “place” unreachable for you.
I dont want that.
I want thousands of good artists that are comparable or better then me, and i want to share with them. A good artist is not that who knows it all, is the one who makes the EFFORT to know it all.
Dont insult your art. youd be insulting yourself,your life, your time spent on your work, and of course, if you care for my opinion, you’d be insulting me.
Im hating it! Everyone! start apreciating your art! you dont have idea how manny people have asked me “hey, would you teach me how to draw?” dozens! literally dozens! and of course, not even 10% of that people even attempt a single one of the little exercises i give them. You may think your art is bad, but if you have the BALLS to show your art online, have a gallery, and keep drawing with time, you are acomplishing much MUCH more than HUNDREDS or even THOUSANDS of people who cant even have the commitment for! Im sure im not the only artist who has had that situation.
Insulting your own art to praise someone is not flattering at all, have some DIGNITY, youre spending a lot of your time in each piece, and the second you say “my work sucks” YOU THROW ALL THAT TO THE GARBAGE, youre not acknowledging what youve done, and that other supposely better artist gets into a really unconfortable possition of pressure and doubt, a good artist is not god, he or she has commited thousands of mistakes in the strive to make it work, and by deitizing an artist, you only make their “place” unreachable for you.
I dont want that.
I want thousands of good artists that are comparable or better then me, and i want to share with them. A good artist is not that who knows it all, is the one who makes the EFFORT to know it all.
Dont insult your art. youd be insulting yourself,your life, your time spent on your work, and of course, if you care for my opinion, you’d be insulting me.
Status Update – Struck down with a case of the vapors
Posted 10 years agoThe first input: I want to learn more old timey phrases.
As it may be noticeable lately, I’m quite delayed in a bunch of stuff and for the last year and the present one a lot of stuff has been piling a little. I affirm that I can comfortably handle it, if it wasn’t by constant issues that simply don’t appear in my calculations, if not by long term plans that accumulate extra time spent. Since my To Do List is a bit long right now, I guess an explanation of what is going on would be précised.
The first problem came with the rise on the price of my internet quota, which basically doubled and made me unable to afford the plan that allowed me for a decent internet connection, now I have luck if a file uploads to dropbox in less than a day. Secondly, the situation in this country has become hardly sustainable, basic needs are lacking massively from stores and everything costs easily 10 times as much as it does in the United States. Both things force time being wasted into grocery shopping many different places and doing really long lines just to buy things like bread, milk or toilet paper. Reasons for which I’m also trying to move, but as you can tell, I’ve been working for quite the time to obtain a visa, with little to no success, at least until most recently. These are the 3 main things that are stepping on my way of getting work done. There’s also the fact that I’m trying to learn to use Spine, and eventually want to learn frame by frame animation. I should, of course, not take so much work into my hands, but to be honest, I feel offended when there’s doubt about my skill, and on the correct environment I consider myself extremely efficient (latest commissions were done in a pretty short amount of time, during streams even) and even on a hard situation, I stupidly boast myself capable of hard feats.
Vent Zone:
Actually, I just wanted to put an excuse to complain, and that’s what I’m going to do in this part, whether I have the reason or not, or if it actually inflicts in my flow of work is up to you. But I ask for no one to get offended, since this blabbering has no directions and goes for no one in specific.
Distractions! They’re everywhere! Why do people just not shut up!? I know I say all the time that even if I’m invisible, it doesn’t mean you can’t poke me through Skype, but the whole point of it is avoiding getting offended from both ends, if I’m not answering you, I am ignoring you, or I’m not there, THAT’S THE MAGIC OF IT! But nope, for some reason people always assumes the worst, either I’m “tired of their bullshit” or I got into an accident. You guys should know me already, I’m an internet addict, and I won’t disappear for more than one or two days, probably in one of my exhaustion commas and 15 hour naps, no reason to freak out so much.
Then there’s the other end of the stick. POKE POKE POKE POKE. I love my friends, and I’m interested in their lives, but things can easily get out of hand, and knowing the to do list, I can’t stop at the sound of the hellish ring of Skype’s notifications just to be asked for the third time “what am I up to”. Some time ago I set my status to “please don’t poke after 23:00, I need to sleep”, and what did I got? Tons of trolling friends, thinking they’re “cute and funny” doing exactly that, and even worse, people who kept topics of long discussion for high night hours, forcing me into sleeping at dawn or later. If you find me awake at that hour, I’m probably fighting to get some sleep, and maybe already handling someone else with one of these chitchats. Oh but it doesn’t end there, Skype is just the lesser of my annoyments, and recently my brother has this mania of poking, punching, screwing my hair, whistle my ear, blow at my face, pulling my chair and generally anything he can do just because he’s fucking bored, and he has done it to the point of making me curl like an armadillo into y chair, causing me a slouching and very strong back pain.
As a final note, After all this, I’m really optimistic, I get around work, I get faster every day, I still listen to my friends no matter what they have to say and I keep trying to help as I can. But I’d like to point out that it’s not an easy task, I myself am a little depressed and frustrated, I want to get my work done, I want it to be easier, and sadly, I don’t think anyone can actually help, all that can be done is me doing more effort, and I will keep doing. Trying to turn me down on whats already there only will make me mad.
To do list
Comic Work:
-Double Date 4/22?
-YCH Comic for
Hextra 1/5
Trades:
-
McArson Scheduled for this week. (Sketched)
-
Puinkey Extremely Overdued. Scheduled for next 2 weeks. (Sketched)
Pinups/Misc:
-YCH Comission for
banto-kun (Half Done)
-2 YCH Pending
lil-maj Banto-kun , need scheduling.
-Kiki Sex Scene for
jasonafex
-Pinup for Jasonafex
-Mandy pinup Breakdown (Half Done)
-Unsorted WB/HB Work (half done)
-Comission for
drayl
OPD Comission sublist:
-Señor Nat – Full Body (Half Done)
-Roy Sasaki – Chibi (Half Done)
-Asderdeker – Chibi (Half done)
-Dark E. Satou –Chibi (Done, payment pending)
If I owe you something and you dont appear on this list, Please note me. Sorry for bothering.
Remember to check my little sprouts; these awesome artists are worth a check if you haven’t already! :
nataly-b
hallogreen
purrnomagnum
jamesab
chatai
embriel
thefza
samedij
go watch this awesome motherfuckers
nataly-b
jamesab
chatai
embriel
samedijAs it may be noticeable lately, I’m quite delayed in a bunch of stuff and for the last year and the present one a lot of stuff has been piling a little. I affirm that I can comfortably handle it, if it wasn’t by constant issues that simply don’t appear in my calculations, if not by long term plans that accumulate extra time spent. Since my To Do List is a bit long right now, I guess an explanation of what is going on would be précised.
The first problem came with the rise on the price of my internet quota, which basically doubled and made me unable to afford the plan that allowed me for a decent internet connection, now I have luck if a file uploads to dropbox in less than a day. Secondly, the situation in this country has become hardly sustainable, basic needs are lacking massively from stores and everything costs easily 10 times as much as it does in the United States. Both things force time being wasted into grocery shopping many different places and doing really long lines just to buy things like bread, milk or toilet paper. Reasons for which I’m also trying to move, but as you can tell, I’ve been working for quite the time to obtain a visa, with little to no success, at least until most recently. These are the 3 main things that are stepping on my way of getting work done. There’s also the fact that I’m trying to learn to use Spine, and eventually want to learn frame by frame animation. I should, of course, not take so much work into my hands, but to be honest, I feel offended when there’s doubt about my skill, and on the correct environment I consider myself extremely efficient (latest commissions were done in a pretty short amount of time, during streams even) and even on a hard situation, I stupidly boast myself capable of hard feats.
Vent Zone:
Actually, I just wanted to put an excuse to complain, and that’s what I’m going to do in this part, whether I have the reason or not, or if it actually inflicts in my flow of work is up to you. But I ask for no one to get offended, since this blabbering has no directions and goes for no one in specific.
Distractions! They’re everywhere! Why do people just not shut up!? I know I say all the time that even if I’m invisible, it doesn’t mean you can’t poke me through Skype, but the whole point of it is avoiding getting offended from both ends, if I’m not answering you, I am ignoring you, or I’m not there, THAT’S THE MAGIC OF IT! But nope, for some reason people always assumes the worst, either I’m “tired of their bullshit” or I got into an accident. You guys should know me already, I’m an internet addict, and I won’t disappear for more than one or two days, probably in one of my exhaustion commas and 15 hour naps, no reason to freak out so much.
Then there’s the other end of the stick. POKE POKE POKE POKE. I love my friends, and I’m interested in their lives, but things can easily get out of hand, and knowing the to do list, I can’t stop at the sound of the hellish ring of Skype’s notifications just to be asked for the third time “what am I up to”. Some time ago I set my status to “please don’t poke after 23:00, I need to sleep”, and what did I got? Tons of trolling friends, thinking they’re “cute and funny” doing exactly that, and even worse, people who kept topics of long discussion for high night hours, forcing me into sleeping at dawn or later. If you find me awake at that hour, I’m probably fighting to get some sleep, and maybe already handling someone else with one of these chitchats. Oh but it doesn’t end there, Skype is just the lesser of my annoyments, and recently my brother has this mania of poking, punching, screwing my hair, whistle my ear, blow at my face, pulling my chair and generally anything he can do just because he’s fucking bored, and he has done it to the point of making me curl like an armadillo into y chair, causing me a slouching and very strong back pain.
As a final note, After all this, I’m really optimistic, I get around work, I get faster every day, I still listen to my friends no matter what they have to say and I keep trying to help as I can. But I’d like to point out that it’s not an easy task, I myself am a little depressed and frustrated, I want to get my work done, I want it to be easier, and sadly, I don’t think anyone can actually help, all that can be done is me doing more effort, and I will keep doing. Trying to turn me down on whats already there only will make me mad.
To do list
Comic Work:
-Double Date 4/22?
-YCH Comic for
Hextra 1/5Trades:
-
McArson Scheduled for this week. (Sketched)-
Puinkey Extremely Overdued. Scheduled for next 2 weeks. (Sketched)Pinups/Misc:
-YCH Comission for
banto-kun (Half Done)-2 YCH Pending
lil-maj Banto-kun , need scheduling.-Kiki Sex Scene for
jasonafex-Pinup for
Jasonafex-Mandy pinup Breakdown (Half Done)
-Unsorted WB/HB Work (half done)
-Comission for
draylOPD Comission sublist:
-Señor Nat – Full Body (Half Done)
-Roy Sasaki – Chibi (Half Done)
-Asderdeker – Chibi (Half done)
-Dark E. Satou –Chibi (Done, payment pending)
If I owe you something and you dont appear on this list, Please note me. Sorry for bothering.
The people you should Check!
Posted 10 years agoI Think some of my friend artists dont receive as much attention here as they should so if you dont mind the recomendation, you could check them since they have really awesome art >v<
thefza
Twitter: https://twitter.com/FVNGDVNGLXR
Tumblr: http://fangdangler.tumblr.com/
Deviantart: http://fangdangler.deviantart.com/
He has amazing quality and draws manny femboys, a little paused on FA but Tumblr goes Up and ahead. I dont know how he has less watcher then me.
purrnomagnum
http://pornomagnum.tumblr.com/
https://www.patreon.com/pornomagnum
Hes new on FA and is learning! hes a good friend that works at wetblush too! also big tits.
hallogreen
http://pwnypony.com/
He has amazing art AND really really good 3D modeling,besides ponies. I have to learn quite a lot from his stuff xvx
Also, in my userpage y put some others that you could check up too!
thefzaTwitter: https://twitter.com/FVNGDVNGLXR
Tumblr: http://fangdangler.tumblr.com/
Deviantart: http://fangdangler.deviantart.com/
He has amazing quality and draws manny femboys, a little paused on FA but Tumblr goes Up and ahead. I dont know how he has less watcher then me.
purrnomagnumhttp://pornomagnum.tumblr.com/
https://www.patreon.com/pornomagnum
Hes new on FA and is learning! hes a good friend that works at wetblush too! also big tits.
hallogreenhttp://pwnypony.com/
He has amazing art AND really really good 3D modeling,besides ponies. I have to learn quite a lot from his stuff xvx
Also, in my userpage y put some others that you could check up too!
Signal boost: A friend selling some characters
Posted 10 years ago
sin_bio_wolf is needing a workin' comp so hes selling a couple charaters to get it fix'd, if youre interested in helping you can check here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6575044/For those ones asking if im open for comissions
Posted 11 years agoNo, im not, I take them sporadically when people give me good ideas to work with.
I post this because theres a certain trick people´ve been pulling on me recently. They send me the common “I just wondered if you were open for commissions”, I answer “I am not” but as an idiot I ask “What were you thinking you wanted?” And you guys…well…
You answer the worst thing possible.
“Just one pic of my character”
Ok nothing bad there, that’s fine, everyone should have a pic of their character it’s ok BUT WHY SO VAGE!?
Seriously, there’s been some times when you ask me to draw a character and I say “Awww its ok, its an adorable character, I accept” just because I liked the character, and after I accepted I ask “What do you want him doing?” and I suddenly get requested something that its over my limit or a circumstance that I’m uncomfortable with, like a fetish I don’t particularly like, and yes, I already accepted, I feel obliged.
So, HAVE THAT IN MIND! I don’t mind a commission from time to time, but I’m busy making comics so I have something to show that is from myself, and if I’m going to spend my time on someone else’s idea, it better be a good one.
On a side note, No this is not an open invitation for you to send me a note right now asking for a commission. You want Mandy comic? You want Zoom to happen? You want a future berry comic? Let me work!
Sorry for not streaming!
Posted 11 years agoI had some troubles with my sleep schedule and some sickness that goes around, but its fixing and ill be back to streaming a lot this days, so those i owe comissions, dont worry!
Little signal boost: 2 Dragonpunks for sale.
Posted 11 years agoSo 
plu is a bit in need so he is seling a couple cute creatures. you can check here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6374010/
plu is a bit in need so he is seling a couple cute creatures. you can check here:http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6374010/
Clench your asshole super tight...
Posted 11 years ago...And read boku no hero academia with me so i have more people to share it with!
SERIUSLY! its starting and its really good if you like shonen! id bet it turn in one of the next "big ones"!
http://mangafox.me/manga/boku_no_he.....ia/c001/1.html
SERIUSLY! its starting and its really good if you like shonen! id bet it turn in one of the next "big ones"!
http://mangafox.me/manga/boku_no_he.....ia/c001/1.html
Ben and Gala`s Xmas special Auction (Boost)
Posted 11 years ago
nikoh and 
carmessi are doing a super sweet little project that you should check if you havent already~http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15092621/
Mystery Skulls ghost theory
Posted 11 years agoI guess ive watched the video too manny times~
http://nedoiko.tumblr.com/post/1014.....s-ghost-theory
http://nedoiko.tumblr.com/post/1014.....s-ghost-theory
Hablas español, Te gusta rolear y One piece? (Spanish only)
Posted 11 years agoBueno, desde hace algun tiempo estoy participando en el rol One piece shinsekai, Me he estado divirtiendo bastante pero la actividad ha caido un poco, Soy GM ahi y no me gustaria que muriese, asi que quiero invitar gente!
En este sitio podran ver la pagina principal del foro: http://fdzeta.com/foro/one-piece-shinsekai.302/
Es muy importante que lean la Dinamica de juego si desean participar, resolveran muchisimas dudas.
Ademas, si te inscribes y pegas Esta imagen en tu firma: http://fdzeta.com/data/sigpics/188/.....jpg?1411194880 Te ganaras un vale por un Sprite gratis en mi tienda de dibujos el cual podras canjear luego de tu primera aventura!
Y si! tengo una tiena de dibujos! quieres una comission, Pues aparentemente acepto bellys por ellas!.
En este sitio podran ver la pagina principal del foro: http://fdzeta.com/foro/one-piece-shinsekai.302/
Es muy importante que lean la Dinamica de juego si desean participar, resolveran muchisimas dudas.
Ademas, si te inscribes y pegas Esta imagen en tu firma: http://fdzeta.com/data/sigpics/188/.....jpg?1411194880 Te ganaras un vale por un Sprite gratis en mi tienda de dibujos el cual podras canjear luego de tu primera aventura!
Y si! tengo una tiena de dibujos! quieres una comission, Pues aparentemente acepto bellys por ellas!.
A friend is looking for a place, please check.
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6116746/
My friend Lavi is having a hard time recently and hes in need of a place, it would be really good if you cheked the next link or if you spread the voice a little.
My friend Lavi is having a hard time recently and hes in need of a place, it would be really good if you cheked the next link or if you spread the voice a little.
Little signal boost: YCH Preposes
Posted 11 years ago
jaibo is making a little final of summer ychs http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14310586/ you can see there, and hes also open for comission for if you want something different.YCH comic REMINDER (+ a signal boost for a friend)
Posted 11 years agoOkay guys, just to cover better, remember im doing a YCH auction for a little comic:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14228247/
Besides, Maru-chan need to pay bill so he has opened for comission in a sorta permanent way, besides reducing prices, You can check his prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14290534/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14228247/
Besides, Maru-chan need to pay bill so he has opened for comission in a sorta permanent way, besides reducing prices, You can check his prices here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14290534/
Streaming soon!
Posted 11 years agoGotta try streaming soon, i guess i made the net work better today, and ill be preparing something special~
A chance to win a FREE refference sheet from Mitchi
Posted 11 years agoYou can find all the info here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5993386/
Adobe Indesign (I need help with homework please.)
Posted 11 years agoWell, at the momment im extremelly busy doing homework, and its being pretty hard, but now i got a little trouble, the specifications forces me to use Adobe Indesign, and even thought i know how,
i do not have the program, I was going to try the CC but the service is banned in my country,
and finding a torrent has been really hard and disapointing, so i need to get at least a functioning trial of cs5,
If someone could help me
i do not have the program, I was going to try the CC but the service is banned in my country,
and finding a torrent has been really hard and disapointing, so i need to get at least a functioning trial of cs5,
If someone could help me
Jaibo's Multi YCH
Posted 11 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/14098276/ all slots are Open atm and hes probably going to close soon!
Whitephox has opened comissions! (boost)
Posted 11 years agoYou can get a slot here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5967316/ check it out~ uvu
WHY IS NOBODY GETTING THIS SUPER ADORABLE CHEAP ADOPTS!?
Posted 11 years agoLike SERIUSLY! theyre super cute! just see! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14021880/ GOSH DARNIT CHECK TEM; GIVE EM A HOME!
such adorableness and seems they got overlooked
such adorableness and seems they got overlooked
Do not suicide. Do not give up.
Posted 11 years agoThis is just a long text wall and has some things that maybe just say how naive and stupid I am so maybe you dont want to read it. It starts moody and depressing but the end i think it express some sort of joy.
weird title...i guess it was kinda redlight enought to call attention and modest enought to not call a hoard of yellers.
This is the thing. I feel bad. I`m frustrated and theres challenges that are crushing me down, and when I comment it with people, they just..basically give up on anything special we work together.
but..I am actually managing it! The summer started in a fantastic strike of luck, I could fill a little my paypal,hoping someday doing that trip I'm dreaming for. i actually could tell myself i was improving, my first comic took shape and I witnessed a fantastic game to come out and that has much more to tell, i loved it.
As manny people know, I dont have the happiest existence, I could go for hours talking about how im treated, the things ive suffered,the daily pains and annoyances and of course that godamn inflation that is driving me crazy. just homeworks represents a bonebreaking pressure crush that makes me cry, and just reminding that im skipping it to writte this will surely make me regret wasting time... but.
I'm still here.
a summer that started so good developed into a calamity of depression, and not even for me! I was FINALLY doing ok, dealing with my problems and feeling kind of confortable... but, It all started with a joke, You dont tell someone his best friend is dead (im sorry for reminding you, i know your sorry, and i forgive you and hold nothing agaisnt you, youre still a fantastic friend and im glad you keep cheking on me with so much care).
that was heavy for my weak heart to handle and i atcually took a couple days sleeping just thanking it wasnt true,i gess it was the scariest time of my life till then, ddint passed a week before an absolutelly new friend, someone that was having me really worried just attempted to...well, its on the tittle, I panicked, i didnt knew anything tio actually help and a person just was Giving up in front of me, totally stubborn and not wanting to hear me. I admit it, I panicked, i revealed information and that only got people to shout me about me being insensitive, but i just didnt know what to do other tha scream for help. In any case, Ill never give up on people who needs me, or have I blocked anyone yet? I'm there! im there because i worry about people, never give up on my arms, im trying to never give up on yours.
things are ok on that subject by now, it doesnt help that im still worried. ive been trying to keep on my stuff, the problem is, I never tought Id actually cast a shadow over people, I really never spected that, i dont want anyone to feel less than me, Put me down of that high pedestal youre putting me on, Ive felt that way before ,and unless and artist is a jerk, theyre not going to feel good in the same situation, for your own healt and that of the artist you like, adopt a good attitude, stop beating yourself so rudelly and keep working, if you give up before start, you could call yourself forgotten, if you start but dont trust in yourself, youll only be a disappointment (and to yourself) being a good artist has a lot to do with the attitude, energetic and passionate,curious, these 3 things are not hard at least prettend you feel, once you pretend youll start to adop, and sooner or later everything is going to work out. I am not better than you, youre not by any means obligated to stay behind me and smell my hipotetical farts, you better take a deep brath and step on the accelerator so you can gimme some elbows bumps.
Well, this has been extending a lot, id like to talk about manny more things... but, while writting i was slowly changing moods (i think its kinda noticeable) and i think this is enought for now.
In conclussion: Im feeling needy of hugs, i want a warn and long nap and not having to be worried, but you guys are my worries, so please be ok!
PD: THE NEXT ONE WHO SAY SOMETHING, AND I ANSWERS WITH "WHAT?" AND HE ANSWERS "NEVERMIND" IMM SOOO GOING TO FUCKING PUNCH EM IN THE FACE FOR GIVING UP ON MY BAD SENSE OF HEARING!!!!
weird title...i guess it was kinda redlight enought to call attention and modest enought to not call a hoard of yellers.
This is the thing. I feel bad. I`m frustrated and theres challenges that are crushing me down, and when I comment it with people, they just..basically give up on anything special we work together.
but..I am actually managing it! The summer started in a fantastic strike of luck, I could fill a little my paypal,hoping someday doing that trip I'm dreaming for. i actually could tell myself i was improving, my first comic took shape and I witnessed a fantastic game to come out and that has much more to tell, i loved it.
As manny people know, I dont have the happiest existence, I could go for hours talking about how im treated, the things ive suffered,the daily pains and annoyances and of course that godamn inflation that is driving me crazy. just homeworks represents a bonebreaking pressure crush that makes me cry, and just reminding that im skipping it to writte this will surely make me regret wasting time... but.
I'm still here.
a summer that started so good developed into a calamity of depression, and not even for me! I was FINALLY doing ok, dealing with my problems and feeling kind of confortable... but, It all started with a joke, You dont tell someone his best friend is dead (im sorry for reminding you, i know your sorry, and i forgive you and hold nothing agaisnt you, youre still a fantastic friend and im glad you keep cheking on me with so much care).
that was heavy for my weak heart to handle and i atcually took a couple days sleeping just thanking it wasnt true,i gess it was the scariest time of my life till then, ddint passed a week before an absolutelly new friend, someone that was having me really worried just attempted to...well, its on the tittle, I panicked, i didnt knew anything tio actually help and a person just was Giving up in front of me, totally stubborn and not wanting to hear me. I admit it, I panicked, i revealed information and that only got people to shout me about me being insensitive, but i just didnt know what to do other tha scream for help. In any case, Ill never give up on people who needs me, or have I blocked anyone yet? I'm there! im there because i worry about people, never give up on my arms, im trying to never give up on yours.
things are ok on that subject by now, it doesnt help that im still worried. ive been trying to keep on my stuff, the problem is, I never tought Id actually cast a shadow over people, I really never spected that, i dont want anyone to feel less than me, Put me down of that high pedestal youre putting me on, Ive felt that way before ,and unless and artist is a jerk, theyre not going to feel good in the same situation, for your own healt and that of the artist you like, adopt a good attitude, stop beating yourself so rudelly and keep working, if you give up before start, you could call yourself forgotten, if you start but dont trust in yourself, youll only be a disappointment (and to yourself) being a good artist has a lot to do with the attitude, energetic and passionate,curious, these 3 things are not hard at least prettend you feel, once you pretend youll start to adop, and sooner or later everything is going to work out. I am not better than you, youre not by any means obligated to stay behind me and smell my hipotetical farts, you better take a deep brath and step on the accelerator so you can gimme some elbows bumps.
Well, this has been extending a lot, id like to talk about manny more things... but, while writting i was slowly changing moods (i think its kinda noticeable) and i think this is enought for now.
In conclussion: Im feeling needy of hugs, i want a warn and long nap and not having to be worried, but you guys are my worries, so please be ok!
PD: THE NEXT ONE WHO SAY SOMETHING, AND I ANSWERS WITH "WHAT?" AND HE ANSWERS "NEVERMIND" IMM SOOO GOING TO FUCKING PUNCH EM IN THE FACE FOR GIVING UP ON MY BAD SENSE OF HEARING!!!!
Signal boost: Micro/macro ych
Posted 11 years agoMaru is doing a cute little YCH but doesnt receive much attention so you can check it here >v< http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13922711/
signal boost: YCH auction, slots still avaible!
Posted 11 years agoLavy is doing a YCH with multiple slots so he can go to anthrocon, manny of them still at starting bid and a couple absolutely avaible so give it a check!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13840462/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13840462/
Amadeus fashion atelier YCH
Posted 11 years agoFefe-chan is doing an awesome YCH you may like! check it if you can!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13805786/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13805786/
