Blaarg, so manny F-list with my characters depicted in incredibly awfully written background stories!! god stop!

anyway, mostly my friend  plu is the one who finds them but people dont believe hes my friends and they keep their thing saying "I don't see it anywhere on them, so obviously they don't care."

so, i dont have time to being spoting thse and sending messages to stop,so I give plu full authority about this subject

and seriusly guys, berry is not a cum inflation, foot addict.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12160175/ YCH charity auction ends today in 12 hours at 8 pm! -check the FA clock at the bottom-

comission status

 plu Colored-done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12110070/
 nickii Lineart-done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12125988/
 yamiikarus Colored- done http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12176159/
 kousetsufox Colored- Shading
 dan-aroo Colored- lineart done.

Im half way into all of this,but some stuff have surged, in any case this is the current status:

 plu Colored-Complete
 nickii Lineart-Complete
 yamiikarus Colored- Coloring stage
 kousetsufox Colored- Coloring stage
 dan-aroo Colored- lineart done.

and you can find the auction here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12160175/

Im half way into all of this,but some stuff have surged, in any case this is the current status:

 plu Colored-Complete
 nickii Lineart-Complete
 yamiikarus Colored- Coloring stage
 kousetsufox Colored- Coloring stage
 dan-aroo Colored- lineart done.

when possible ill be updating everyone, but im soon to launch also a ych auction, the reason is that I want money to donate to a bunch of friends that are in need, and i want them to have a christmas witouth much worry, if everything goes well,ill launch a second one so i can help them even more.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5283927/ ghuuu

Im thinking really hard about it since I want to get that new pc soon so i can startcomics or soemthing.

they would look like this: https://www.dropbox.com/s/r12yefwd1.....etchsample.png and cost about 25 per character (30 if the complexity goes nuts) but id add some monochrome coloring

also MAYBE i could do simple colored ones like this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11957747/ for 50~$ (since these kind of lines are what im aiming with this sketches)

the main deal is that this pc can't handle using livestream and Sai at the same time, so i couldnt stream the sketch, but still would you want?

the other thing is that id pick who has the slots based on how interesting their character or idea is, since as ive expressed lately in my journals, I want to please myself more with my art,so id pick the ones id be more pleased to draw...

anyway, sounds like a good idea?

Some people have been telling me trought here and tumblr that im not posting art anymore and asking me why.

Im not inactive,i can assure it, I've just been involved in several things latelly, I have some big projects in progress, but im also having a grasp of bad health and several other things, leaving me with no time to draw content for my accounts.

I honestly have sketched several stuff (id say i have about 4 psds fulls of sketches) but i don't want to publish any of that until the ideas are solid or i have a good product out of it...recently my fear for having ideas stolen have grown along my efforts to be a little more original.

as i said in my previus journal i want my characters to have better designs and ive been spending as much time as i can to get better, I just hope i make some progress soon.

As I've been telling everyone, Im really busy, stressing myself out every day and struggling between health,art and homework.
but also, I comit the idiotness of still accepting requests,trades and private comission slots! WHY!?
It was until recently that an episode of MLP was dubbed (i dont have a good signal to watch mlp trought the internet,so i wait for it on tv)
"Putting Your Hoof Down" and it took me to realize how abused I'm being.

Guys,I love you all, but if i were to make free content to upload in my accounts like tumblr,fA and deviantart.
I think it would be better if i used that time to develope my own characters,art,style and universes,
I've even came to a point when I dont like how my characters are and i feel i dont get an oportunity to make them what I would be pleased to see.

I feel just like a carpet and I dont have the emotional strenght to even say "no", when people says "if you cant do the request just say no",THAT JUST MAKE IT WORSE!!
its not easy to say no!, it comes with consequences,with conflict and I dont know why i valuate so much people relationships that i sacrifice my time in order to simply dont disappoint!

i kinda,hate my personality, you guys are brave and can go and ask for whatever and if youre rejected you seem to think "i can try tomorrow",
while Im the kind that just waits,and waits and keeps waiting just for people to give me oportunities, thats the personality that have lead me to where i am,
desperated ,living a hell ,psycologically traped in a house where my lifestyle isnt welcome and i have to supress it, If only I was a little more ongoing I could just get outa here!

but no,I'm a carpet and I seem to be at everybodys command to rush me to whatever they want,I cant count how manny people I have helped with their homework while mine remains undone.

Ive gave my skype to manny people between my watchers, and THATS NOT a "you got a free comission slot" ticket, it means that youre able to talk to me,not to abuse of me,I can give art advise and even sketch funny stuff based on our comments.

and theres always the random people just comming out of the nothing with "can we be friends,do me a request",I know theres poor people,and people with troubles,BUT I DO HAVE A SHITTY LIFE TOO.
I dont have money,i have bad health,dream and a lot of wasted potential with a terrible inferiority complex about my own look, CONSIDER WHO ARE YOU ABUSING FROM

I bet theres even people reading this and thinking "this is a weaklink,i bet i can rub some free art if approach right", and just because of my politic of Dont block absolutely nobody,they might get it,so good for you,sir,what a great example of human being.
people like that ruin artist want of drawing...

THIS IS NOT A VENT (though i admit i started getting angry while writting the second half) and Im not even writting this to sseek the atention of people who comment "you are a beautiful person,so sad thers people like that" and the like.
I do this, because if youre that kind of requester, THINK OF WHAT YOURE DOING!, have some fucking emphaty and think the consequences of your acts

Im not pointing at an specific person here, since even those (bad) experiences have been with people i appreciate
Remember guys,Its better to ask "how are things going" before "could you do me a favor", evaluate the situation...what the fuck im even saying,im just leading people to annoy me more, DO AS YOU PLEASE, LIKE IF I SPECT THINGS TO CHANGE, Im gonna keep here trapped forever trying to plan a life movement that will never happen.

Also, if I see EVEN ONE note saying stuff like "are you angry at me for asking for xxx" Im gonna get even angrier and gonna feel like the time spent writting this was lost, and therefor im gonna spend even more time writting another textwall about the relationship between freinship and asking art favors.and Im gona be pretty mad and obscene while writting it!

Maru is doing full body comission, he has 2 slots open

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5033782/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4926836/ maru-cahn is doing bust coms

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4919282/

J-just take a little look at this please.

so i was invited to join to this little new group  femboi~ yay~! check if youre interested in femboys! x3

well, i dont feel too confortable asking for help with this kind of thing, but im having a bunch of troubles with an assingment im doing in illustrator cs6, I already have seek for goolde tutorials, and even througs some were helpfull, Id actually need someone leading me a bit

s-so If any of you know know how to use illustrator (cs6) and are willing to help, please contact me...

ALSO i want to clarify that this HELP involves MAKING PART OF IT for me...I gess..i could offer free art or something....Im a bit desperated... anyway...if you want just note me or post here

please check this, also,spread the word if you can!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4579335/

Ohh well..i had to do homework all day...and i still have! but...it wasnt at least as shitty as i predicted!

s-so! thanks everybody who stoped for a momment to greet me and give me good wishes! you guys are awesome! i love you! and thanks for the kind precious gifts!! you, guys are simply the bestests

http://www.livestream.com/nedoikoscratchboard

the chat is not loading, so anything you need ,ask me trougth someone who have my skype

or maybe photoshop...uhn..the thing is that im stuckd with my homework(again) and im really stressed and ive googled a lot of tutorials but nothing that explains me what i need

this is sorta what i need to do :

http://us.123rf.com/400wm/400/400/s.....s-incluido.jpg

but i am really unfamiliar with both programs tools... ive tried all week doing this by myself and almost got nothing done..and whats worse! i almost ahvent drawn!... so..please if you can help me TONIGTH or at least the next week, please send a note!!


I have done the emblem, i just dont know how to make each thing the size they need to be , i need to do a bussiness card,bussiness stationery,n°11 envelope and other thing that i dont really know how to explain, but it like a big envelope in wich you can put A4 sheets

and gosh... im so nervous...I ddint even noticed i had a whole year in fa! and i reached 20k+ pv ..and..osh..thank you all!! t-thats really a big number..i..i totally ddint spected it...

j-just... thanks guys!! you are awesome!! ;w;

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4382141/

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CHECK THIS! -BERRY EYES-

only 5 dollars!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4318253/