Just a quick notice, my art laptop is officially busted, so it will take a few weeks to get fixed, I will try and do some art on this laptop, but it doesnt really have many art programs on it, and its not really made to handle art programs, but I will be trying to get art done as soon as i can. It will probably take about 3 weeks for my laptop to be fixed, im sorry for the delay.

while im happy to inform you all that most of the commissions i owe are halfway done, unfortunately my art laptop has a broken fan, so i can only do art for a limited time a day before it over heats, however i will still be doing art. if any of my commissioners have a set deadline in mind for their art, please feel free to note me, and i will do my best to work within that time frame or at least work something out. please note i will be away from FA all weekend, but will be back on monday, so you will most likely get a response to your note either on monday or tuesday.

To those of you who I owe commissions: None of you have been blocked, and I'm sorry if that's what it appears. A lot has been going on at home, and a lot of things have drained me of motivation. I'm trying my best to do the art that I owe, and I hope I can get it to you soon. I know I've already said this a lot, but there's not really much else I can say. The commissions are being worked on, I have not forgotten about them.

Also there seems to be people who think I trace my work. I do not, I would not. I never have, and I never will. Some of the pictures look extremely similar, yes, but I assure I would never trace, it goes against everything I believe in art.

But you know what? If you have nothing better to do with your lives than sit back and try and bash someone behind their back, then go ahead. Because to be honest, I don't care anymore. I'm trying to get commissions done, and that's what I'm focusing on/ And after that, i'll be leaving FA anyways, so go ahead and waste your time lying about people. Because obviously I don't have enough problems in my life, please, feel free to add more onto them. You want conatct? Here's your contact. To my commissioners: your art is being done, I'm sorry for your unbelievably long wait. To my friends: Thank you. To everyone else: I hope you're happy that you've pushed someone close to suicide attempt.

It's been a stressful week so far, and I had a really bad panic attack earlier, but I am feeling a lot better now. I'm still a bit sick, but it's not too overwhelming, and I'll be working on commissions until 4AM today to hopefully get some overdue pieces done.

As for people noting me about buying new commissions, I'm sorry but I cannot take anymore at the moment. I opened emergency comms again recently pay for a trip to the hospital that I needed, but I can't anymore on from now on, I already have a lot to catch up on. I probably will not be opening commissions again anytime soon, things at home are very stressful right now, and I'm trying to change my style a bit as well. I think it would be best for me to finish the ones I have now and then take a few months of free time for myself once those are completely and send to their owners.

I'm going to try to stream later tonight while I work, maybe that'll keep my anxiety down a bit, idk. It's just been buzzing off and on all night and I don't know how much I can handle. I wanna get out of this house so bad but oh well. Life goes on I guess.

Tomorrow is my birthday, I'd like to be excited about it but I don't really see the point. I'd like to just draw tomorrow but I won't be able to do that, so I wanted to at least rest for the day but apparently I can't do that either. :L My sister is already throwing fits about everything like every year lma o... I'd like to have a peaceful birthday for once. //lies on floor.

I'll be alone at home for most of the day, while my sister is busy having fun and leaving me to do everything around the house again. :L

Dui buqi, I'm just really upset lma o

Aside from that though, I'm really excited about ORAS coming out soon /v\ I can't wait to fly on my pokemon.

I finally did get to go to the hospital, and ended up having to spend quit a lot of time at home in bed, but I am feeling a lot better now and hope to be getting back to work this week and next. I'm extremely apologize to those of you who wait long time for you commission, and would be more than happily to throw in a free pixel. //or you can just throw bricks at me

I decided streaming people's comms might make my muse grow a little more, along with keeping me focused and having the commission see exactly what's going on with their art, and being able to make adjustments while its being done instead of after it's finished.

If you'd like a stream and you've ordered a commission from me, please reply with the following info:

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Your time zone:
Availability:
Able to watch Join.Me: [please note this is th only streaming device I use, so if you can't connect I will not be able to stream your commission.]
Private or public stream: [If you wanting people to be watching stream with you, or if you wanting to be just you and me in stream.]
Scheduled time and date: [Please note, I'm full for this week, but next week is fully available on every day except Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.]

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While you're in the stream you can ask question about the art, and ask for adjustments if something doesn't look right on your character! The entire stream is completely free of charge, even if it lasts all day long!


If the stream is public, those of you who are interested in commissions may ask for a slot in stream, if I'm available, but you may not send me details for your commission in the stream chat!

I was thinking of making two or three adoptables so i wouldnt have to worry about medication for a while, but I'm not sure what kind of designs to do, any thoughts? I was thinking of doing customs, but with commissions i think that just be a bit too much work for now.

I'm finally back for a while to get some commissions done, finally @m@ I've been super sick lately with no will to get out of bed, that and my sister's consistent habit of hogging my work desk. But I've been working on commissions now and I'm pleased to say half of them are done and will eventually be uploaded in bulk to save me some time.

As far as updates, I'm considering letting my commissioned work be uploaded. This does NOT mean you can do it right now, I'm only considering it at the moment, I'd have a few set rules for it if I did.

Other than that, whilst I was in the midst of my cold and headache I finally got back on Aion for a few days because I am literal trash. _(> ∠ε;)_ How is everyone?

Does anyone who uses sai know if there's any way to expand how many textures/blotmap/ect it can have? ;o; I'm trying to add some textures but it seems i already hit the limit, and I really dont want to have to delete any since i do use my textures a lot ;;

I've been away for a little while, dui buqi. ;o; I had hoped to have all the comms done last week considering almost of all of them had their flats done at least, but then my sister would not let me use the work desk for the longest time, and i came down with a really bad cold. I'm going to be pushing through the last bit of this cold this week though and HOPEFULLY get these commissions done, because this has already taken me way longer than i expected.

Dui buqi I am trash //wheep

Have any ways that usually get their muse back?? ;; I'm really tired of having people wait for their art, I'd really rather get their art done as soon as possible. Lately I've been forcing myself to work even when I don't feel up to it, and while it does get the work done, I feel like it's really slow and makes the work really lower quality than it would be if i had muse.

I've tried listening to music, looking at images that remind me of the character im working on, ect, and nothing seems to be working. ;m; I always feel bad when i force myself to work because i feel like im giving the person less of what they were expected from me, but i dont want them to wait any longer for their art.

Unfortunately I have to make a new rule, do to an influx of rude notes.

From now on, if you note me with something such as 'is my commission done' 'when will my commission be done' 'how is my commission doing' or any variation of nudging, not only will the note be ignored, your commission will be bumped down the list.

Why? Because 1) It's rude, and it doesn't make me want to do your commission any faster, if anything, it makes me want to do it less. 2) It's extremely annoying. 3) I do have a life outside of furaffinity, which at the moment isn't very easy. So not only are you making my time more stressful, your taking away time that I could have been working on it.

I realize that you want your commission as soon as possible, but nudging me about it will only make it go longer.

I will not be answering any questions, comments, or notes on the matter.

I was hoping to do an Autumn/Halloween sale soon ((not til after i get my current commissions here done of course)) and was wonder, what kind of commissions should i do for this one??? I usually just offer flats, gummies, and cremes for my sales, but I feel it's growing old, I want to do something new this year.

I dunno a whole lot, and a lot of the ones I found on google require a lot of expensive materials even though they are labeled as 'cheap DIY'. Does anyone have any idea for things i can doing with supply like construction paper, card stock, ect? ;o; I really want to decorate for Halloween, but the store decorations are so expensive.

I am sorry to the people who have been waiting for their commissions!!! I seem to be having problems with my muse today ;; it's not that I don't want to draw, it's just like whenever I try to draw the comms it feels like I'm tired or working slower than molasses????? it's hard to explain ;; I'm going to try my best to get some done today, but for the commissioners that are waiting, you are more than welcome to request a chibi free of charge from me, and for every day that it takes me to get done, you can request a pixel, if it takes me longer than two weeks, you can have a full illustration with a background, completely free of charge.

Will be gone on Friday of next week! I should be home that night, but I'm not entirely sure. I will not be able to do any commissions except the ones I've already started for all of next week, which was a bit unexpected. :C However due to this delay, I promise to have all commissions from here and from my emergency comms done by Wednesday of next week, and if you do not have it by then, you can hit me with a brick and request a free chibi.

Dui buqi for all the trouble, I hope the art I post in the coming week will not be boring, seeing as it will be personal artwork. I will try to have new styles released soon as well, as well as a new species I'm trying to finish creating.

I want to experiment with designing/mixing a bit. Please send me two Pokemon of your choice, and I will do my best to combine them.

closes 8/21/14

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- You may NOT reupload the art ANYWHERE for ANY REASON, NO EXCEPTIONS. The art will ALWAYS be in my gallery, there should be no reason for you upload it elsewhere. If you need an extra link such as imgur/tinypic/photobucket ect, I will make you one for free.

- You may NOT edit the art work in any way, shape, or form. NO EXCEPTIONS.

- I will draw nudity, but only light nudity. I will NOT draw fetish/porn art. I have nothing against it, I personally just feel uncomfortable drawing it.

- English is NOT my first language, PLEASE use simple words and explanations when ordering from me.

- After money is sent, I do not do cancellations or refunds. However I will redo the piece as many times a you need until it's exactly how you want it, even if it means changing the subject completely. If I have to redo the piece over 3 times, I will give you a free chibi drawing as an apology for how many times I mess it up.

- I live in an abusive household, so art may take me some time, for this I deeply apologize. I will try to get your piece done as soon as possible, but please be patient.

- Friday through Sunday are my personal art days. You may order on those day, but it will not be started until Monday.

- You may absolutely request a Join.Me of your commission!! I love it when my commissioners want to watch their art be made. Join.Me is the ONLY streaming device I'm able of using at this moment, please do not ask for anything such as Livestream, Picarto, ect.

- I will do ANY SPECIES. Most of my art is equine due to the amount of commissions I get from equine rpg's.


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Can I use your art as my icon on ___.com?

No.

This piece was commissioned by ___ and they said it's okay for me to use, may I?

No, no one can give you permission to use my art except me, no exceptions.

Can I put this piece on my site?

If you're commissioning me a piece for your site YOU MUST SAY SO IN YOUR ORDER, NOT AFTERWARDS.

Can you upload a speedpaint of ___?

No.

If I pay you extra will you be willing to draw porn of my characters?

It would depend on how much you'd be willing to pay. Drawing porn makes me a bit uncomfortable and I usually wouldn't say yes, however I do have to pay for my own medication at home, so I may be willing to for extra.

When do you take requests?

I usually take requests when I lack muse and want to do simple pieces to get my muse going again.

Will you teach me Swedish?

No, I did not come here to be a language tutor and I am uncomfortable talking to people who i have not known for quite a while, sorry.

Why don't you want critique on your art?

I am a very self conscious person, and I am very sensitive about my artwork. I am aware of what needs fixing, and that there are many flaws, and I do my best to fix them, however I can only learn so fast. Even if you do mean well and are only trying to help or give advice, it makes me very anxious and I have gotten some very serious panic attacks from it before. Often times critique makes me think "oh ___ is not good enough, why do I even try." or something along those lines. Growing in a house where fun was often times not allowed, drawing was really the only way of expressing myself, so when people judge me on it/try to point out flaws, it makes me very stressed, even if they do mean well.

Why do you use so many capslock?

I usually use caps to express how important something is or if talking to friends, for excitement/enthusiasm. I promise I do not yell at you or try to make you feel insulted, and I apologize if that is what you thought.

Can you make a tutorial on ___?

I do not make tutorials unless paid for private ones, or unless I decide to, I am sorry.

I don't like how you make your art shiny!

It is part of my style, if you do not like it, do not look at it or order it, you do not have to insult me because of your personal preferences. Please take other people's feelings into consideration before saying something.

Can I pay for my art after it's done?

No.

Can I pay for my art in bits?

No.

What does 'dui buqi' mean?

It means I'm sorry.

Can I be your friend?

I love making new friends. I promise I do not bite, if you want to talk, I will gladly do so, I am a bit shy though, please forgive me.

Why do you have your styles titled like that?

I like sweet things, I wanted to have my commissions based off of sweets.

You messed up ___ in this sentence.

I am very sorry, my first language is not English, I will try my best.

Hey guys! Today is the last day for my emergency commissions and I still have $50 left that I need to make! If you're interested in a commission, please note me, every bit helps!

I need to pay for my medication by 8/14/14, but these will be open until 8/16/14!! I need to raise $150 for medication, or else they will send me to a psychiatric hospital. This hospital only worsens my depression and anxiety, and the doctors there are horrid, they blame all my problems on me, tell me I'm a waste of space, call me rude names, ect. They make my suicidal tendencies even worse than they need to be, and I don't think I could handle going back there.

If you're interested in a commission please note me, every bit helps!

I made a Weasyl account cos why not. https://www.weasyl.com/~nefur I'm still trying to get all my recent/best art up on there, so for the time being it's a bit barren compared to this account, dui buqi!

My friend Skellri could use some money after having a huge flood, and has opened some mini commissions!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14115924/

Her art is really great and she's really great so please consider purchasing from her!

Hi guys! Sorry I;ve been disappearing a lot lately, life's been pretty rough.

I'll be powering through my current commissions here starting today, and try to have them done by next week! So if you commissioned me and you don't get your by Wednesday of next week, please note me! Not before Wednesday though, please!

I'm also opening up 4 commission slots, because I need to raise money for English lessons ((I'm still not completely fluent.)) My commission info can be found on my front page if you're interested!

Also as a reminder, PLEASE DO NOT REUPLOAD MY ART. I know some of you consider it 'free advertisement', but I do not like it, and I do not permit it with my art. If you order from me and reupload my art, you will not be able to order from me again. I cannot stress this enough, I hate it when people reupload my stuff to their galleries, or their imgur, or photobucket, ect. If you need an imgur, tinypic, or photobucket upload for the picture, PLEASE ask me, and I will make you one.

First off, I'd like to apologize to those who are waiting for their commissions, I've been sick with a bad cold lately, and have been unable to do art, it's starting to go away though so I'm trying to get as much done as possible. I promise I have not forgotten your orders, I have a few comms I need to get done before I move onto my fa list, but I promise I'm working as fast as my body is allowing me to!

Secondly, commissions are now closed aside from one slot that I will be auctioning off later today. Apart from that last slot, commissions will be closed permanently.

I'm also working on some new breeds/species, which I will be working on between commissions.