[Interest Check] Art Sponsorships?
Posted 6 months agoHappy spring! I hope ye all have been well, I wanted to gauge the interest on this shower thought I had the other night for art sponsorships!
What it is:
The idea is that people can donate towards any personal WIPs I have (fanart & originals) that they want to see me finish. Commissions & adoptables will not be in the sponsorship program.
Unlike the Patreon, which is a generalized subscription, sponsors get to pick the artwork they want to fund as a one-time donation. Besides credits, sponsors will receive the full res (3-4K px) version of the final art as thanks. As this is a collective effort, you get something regardless if it's just $1 in the pot.
As for why?
Something I miss a lot from my younger days has been the sense of freely sharing things I like through art and finding community via other people who are into the same fandom or themes. As skill improves, finished work takes more time, and (as a responsible adult) I have to prioritize living expenses.
I'm still gonna make my own art regardless for the public, but I see it as a way to open the floor for those who want to see me not take 87 years to draw a Pokemon lmao. I want to build this in a way that is sustainable especially for people who are not in the best place for subscriptions or commissions.
I'll take some time to sit on it since I want to clear out my commission queue some more first and these things take time to set up anyway. Thoughts and suggestions are open!
Shower thoughts aside, life's been busy but going OK! I'm still kicking around in blue collar work these days, got promoted pretty quickly and now I'm taking textile classes to be an inspector which is why I'm pretty quiet these days. Unexpected trajectory but such is life! In terms of lighter news, started watching Gundam Wing with no context (after finishing G Gundam) which is certainly a kick with vintage anime-isms and things that would absolutely not be OK in this decade ahaha.
What it is:
The idea is that people can donate towards any personal WIPs I have (fanart & originals) that they want to see me finish. Commissions & adoptables will not be in the sponsorship program.
Unlike the Patreon, which is a generalized subscription, sponsors get to pick the artwork they want to fund as a one-time donation. Besides credits, sponsors will receive the full res (3-4K px) version of the final art as thanks. As this is a collective effort, you get something regardless if it's just $1 in the pot.
As for why?
Something I miss a lot from my younger days has been the sense of freely sharing things I like through art and finding community via other people who are into the same fandom or themes. As skill improves, finished work takes more time, and (as a responsible adult) I have to prioritize living expenses.
I'm still gonna make my own art regardless for the public, but I see it as a way to open the floor for those who want to see me not take 87 years to draw a Pokemon lmao. I want to build this in a way that is sustainable especially for people who are not in the best place for subscriptions or commissions.
I'll take some time to sit on it since I want to clear out my commission queue some more first and these things take time to set up anyway. Thoughts and suggestions are open!
Shower thoughts aside, life's been busy but going OK! I'm still kicking around in blue collar work these days, got promoted pretty quickly and now I'm taking textile classes to be an inspector which is why I'm pretty quiet these days. Unexpected trajectory but such is life! In terms of lighter news, started watching Gundam Wing with no context (after finishing G Gundam) which is certainly a kick with vintage anime-isms and things that would absolutely not be OK in this decade ahaha.
Replacing Old Comm Waitlist: New Mailing List + Server
Posted a year agoβββ Discord Server || Sign-Up Sheet βββ
[Sign up sheet supports E-mail, Toyhouse, Deviantart, & Twitter]
I quietly discontinued doing any sort of commission waitlist, reservation, pings years ago due to the excessive amounts of ghosting once I reached out to people - it just ended up burning too much time. I've been cooking up a solution at the meantime and thankfully came to this.
No FA? Will you add other sites for pings?
I am open to the suggestion of new sites so long as they support being able to mass notify people in 1 message and ideally a way to filter posts. Unfortunately FA doesn't have that feature and I am back to square one - copypasting individual messages was what I used to do and it still ate a lot of time if the response rate is low.
We have spoken before, will you import me onto the new list?
I highly recommend adding yourself onto the new list if you are still interested in getting work from me. I personally find it intrusive to fuck with people's contact information without their consent. My rates have changed, personal circumstances & interests can change, especially after a couple years so it just seems better to purge my notes and start fresh.
I have only a few (enough to count on 1 hand) who have corresponded in the past year who I will personally reach out to since we have arranged plans on when and what to address. To those individuals, don't worry, I haven't tossed you out.
So does that mean you're opening comms more? Where are you at?
Commissions will still be opened when I'm able to so it's still rather inconsistent. Job-wise, I've returned to a blue collar job and animation studio / contract stuff while squeezing in my active comms. Being pulled between 3 jobs, it's even more important for me to rest well these days since I do risky physical labor.
Since I've been exploring adoptable designs in the past years, I will also be looking to offer YCH commissions in the future to have a little more availability and diversify from 100% custom work.
[Sign up sheet supports E-mail, Toyhouse, Deviantart, & Twitter]
I quietly discontinued doing any sort of commission waitlist, reservation, pings years ago due to the excessive amounts of ghosting once I reached out to people - it just ended up burning too much time. I've been cooking up a solution at the meantime and thankfully came to this.
No FA? Will you add other sites for pings?
I am open to the suggestion of new sites so long as they support being able to mass notify people in 1 message and ideally a way to filter posts. Unfortunately FA doesn't have that feature and I am back to square one - copypasting individual messages was what I used to do and it still ate a lot of time if the response rate is low.
We have spoken before, will you import me onto the new list?
I highly recommend adding yourself onto the new list if you are still interested in getting work from me. I personally find it intrusive to fuck with people's contact information without their consent. My rates have changed, personal circumstances & interests can change, especially after a couple years so it just seems better to purge my notes and start fresh.
I have only a few (enough to count on 1 hand) who have corresponded in the past year who I will personally reach out to since we have arranged plans on when and what to address. To those individuals, don't worry, I haven't tossed you out.
So does that mean you're opening comms more? Where are you at?
Commissions will still be opened when I'm able to so it's still rather inconsistent. Job-wise, I've returned to a blue collar job and animation studio / contract stuff while squeezing in my active comms. Being pulled between 3 jobs, it's even more important for me to rest well these days since I do risky physical labor.
Since I've been exploring adoptable designs in the past years, I will also be looking to offer YCH commissions in the future to have a little more availability and diversify from 100% custom work.
COVID bit my ass [I lived bitch]
Posted 2 years agoSo I only really had the energy to yell about it on Twitter, but I got COVID in November and was out for a couple months since I had a really nasty reaction to it. Everyone I knew who got it said it was like a cold / flu, but it was a full immune system meltdown on me.. grisly stuff ]:
That aside, just wanted to give a quick update to say hi given my longer than anticipated absence.
I'm planning to take the plunge in leaving my day job to return to art full time. Having some time to mull over stuff while I was out sick, as well as some less than desirable changes in the management, is making me look towards greener pastures. It won't be until the summer due to some paperwork shenanigans though, so it's more like getting the boxes packed to leave haha.
I'm looking forward to regaining some energy again when I don't need to work double shifts all the time and will be re-approaching things with some additional safety nets. And most importantly, really get the ball rolling on my comic. So if there's new OC profiles and stuff popping up & dusting off social sites that's why [:
Hope you all have been well and warm through the winter! Spring vibes are just around the corner β
That aside, just wanted to give a quick update to say hi given my longer than anticipated absence.
I'm planning to take the plunge in leaving my day job to return to art full time. Having some time to mull over stuff while I was out sick, as well as some less than desirable changes in the management, is making me look towards greener pastures. It won't be until the summer due to some paperwork shenanigans though, so it's more like getting the boxes packed to leave haha.
I'm looking forward to regaining some energy again when I don't need to work double shifts all the time and will be re-approaching things with some additional safety nets. And most importantly, really get the ball rolling on my comic. So if there's new OC profiles and stuff popping up & dusting off social sites that's why [:
Hope you all have been well and warm through the winter! Spring vibes are just around the corner β
Comms open, for current & former $5 patrons ONLY + News
Posted 4 years agoAFTER MUCH ANTICIPATION AND HARD WORK CLEARING OUT THE QUEUE, IT IS TIME TO OPEN THE FLOODGATES.
[Pricing] - [Terms of Service] - [Commission Order Form]
The form will close on Feb 10, 2022.
Replies will be sent out on Feb 14th after all submissions are processed.
Due to the amount of time since my last reopening, there have been some rules and changes in place, detailed below:
> This round is only open for $5 patrons (including former ones) who pledged during: Jan 1, 2019 - Feb 1, 2022
I am still honoring this perk for former patrons due to the last slot opening being some time ago. Newcomers pledging the $5 tier are ineligible for this round. A separate opening for everyone will be made if my schedule permits, after assessing this current workload & other obligations.
> Please use the form to place an order. Limit 1 order per person.
If we need to discuss the commission in detail via email / DM I will do so after the initial contact through the form.
> Due to significant changes, it is highly recommended to review the pricing as adjustments have been made. These are the main ones:
- Icons, Cel shaded, Full Shaded, Model Sheets, & Character Designs have had their prices adjusted due to labor & demand.
- All works are priced on a per-character basis.
(ie. 2 characters = double price, 3 characters = triple price, etc.)
Prices will be adjusted accordingly if the extra character is only partially visible.
- Illustration and Sketch commissions with no character reference will have a concept sketch fee starting at $60, increasing for more complex designs.
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So What Happened? (Reason for the changes)
I don't think I can reopen commissions without addressing the elephant in the room: that is, the mass delay since my last opening.
COVID trashing the planet aside (and almost getting some scuffles with it myself), it mostly came down to a physical burn out from taking commissions and non-fandom freelance work on a full time basis. Being a full time artist is deceptively easy. What seems like a job that is: get $$$ + passion + draw = profit spiraled into a 2 year nightmare of weird taxes, 12+ hours of sitting for my job, sudden crunch deadlines, disputing overdue invoices & garnished wages, etc.
I found myself in a situation where I was underpaid for the work I had to do and developed a permanent disability from the stress and constant job grinding that slowed down production. That was completely on me for not calling it out and pulling the stops earlier.
Despite recurring expenses, I knew better than to cave in to demand & dig a hole by taking way more work than I can handle for quick cash: It's a story I've seen too often online and I was hellbent to not to be a part of that.
Pandemic slowdowns and my day job has given me time to come around with the work I owed and reassess things; my skill, self worth, & coming to grips with being permanently ill. I've decided a price change and some fairer policies towards myself to ease the cost of living was in order. I will be continuing to change & try new things so I have a balanced workload that I can consistently handle. As I get them implemented, I hope that I need not go on long hiatuses again and continue to draw for many years to come.
This has been a very long text post, if you made it here, thank you for listening to my spiel. And I am grateful for your understanding.
If there are any questions or concerns you all are more than welcome to reach out to me personally β‘
[Pricing] - [Terms of Service] - [Commission Order Form]
The form will close on Feb 10, 2022.
Replies will be sent out on Feb 14th after all submissions are processed.
Due to the amount of time since my last reopening, there have been some rules and changes in place, detailed below:
> This round is only open for $5 patrons (including former ones) who pledged during: Jan 1, 2019 - Feb 1, 2022
I am still honoring this perk for former patrons due to the last slot opening being some time ago. Newcomers pledging the $5 tier are ineligible for this round. A separate opening for everyone will be made if my schedule permits, after assessing this current workload & other obligations.
> Please use the form to place an order. Limit 1 order per person.
If we need to discuss the commission in detail via email / DM I will do so after the initial contact through the form.
> Due to significant changes, it is highly recommended to review the pricing as adjustments have been made. These are the main ones:
- Icons, Cel shaded, Full Shaded, Model Sheets, & Character Designs have had their prices adjusted due to labor & demand.
- All works are priced on a per-character basis.
(ie. 2 characters = double price, 3 characters = triple price, etc.)
Prices will be adjusted accordingly if the extra character is only partially visible.
- Illustration and Sketch commissions with no character reference will have a concept sketch fee starting at $60, increasing for more complex designs.
==========
So What Happened? (Reason for the changes)
I don't think I can reopen commissions without addressing the elephant in the room: that is, the mass delay since my last opening.
COVID trashing the planet aside (and almost getting some scuffles with it myself), it mostly came down to a physical burn out from taking commissions and non-fandom freelance work on a full time basis. Being a full time artist is deceptively easy. What seems like a job that is: get $$$ + passion + draw = profit spiraled into a 2 year nightmare of weird taxes, 12+ hours of sitting for my job, sudden crunch deadlines, disputing overdue invoices & garnished wages, etc.
I found myself in a situation where I was underpaid for the work I had to do and developed a permanent disability from the stress and constant job grinding that slowed down production. That was completely on me for not calling it out and pulling the stops earlier.
Despite recurring expenses, I knew better than to cave in to demand & dig a hole by taking way more work than I can handle for quick cash: It's a story I've seen too often online and I was hellbent to not to be a part of that.
Pandemic slowdowns and my day job has given me time to come around with the work I owed and reassess things; my skill, self worth, & coming to grips with being permanently ill. I've decided a price change and some fairer policies towards myself to ease the cost of living was in order. I will be continuing to change & try new things so I have a balanced workload that I can consistently handle. As I get them implemented, I hope that I need not go on long hiatuses again and continue to draw for many years to come.
This has been a very long text post, if you made it here, thank you for listening to my spiel. And I am grateful for your understanding.
If there are any questions or concerns you all are more than welcome to reach out to me personally β‘
Back to Business
Posted 5 years agoThanks for bearing with me the other week!
Just wanted to make a quick note that I've had all my unemployment issues taken care of, I'll be doing a light bit of catch up tonight but the rest of the week shall resume as planned. <3 It looks like I'm being furloughed until further notice since my cafe is supposed to reopen this week but I haven't been scheduled - but I'm relieved that the safety nets are up now, after wrestling with an overwhelmed unemployment system.
I hope the rest of you are staying safe and enjoying the summer where you can.Delays due to COVID fiascos ;w;
Posted 5 years agoI just wanted to make a quick note here since I've mentioned it briefly on my other sites. The pandemic has risen its ugly head again to rustle my personal life so it's been hard lately to maintain my socials and comms.
I'm thankful I still have my health and jobs intact at least!
Currently trying to get some personal matters sorted, including filing for unemployment which is a disaster where I live. My day job has me on unpaid leave for at least 2 weeks, but it may last as long as October depending on how things pan out. It's been a lot of "wait and see" and juggling phone calls with my boss.
It's been tiring, but I'll do what I can whilst figuring this other stuff out.
I appreciate everyone for their patience and I hope all of you are staying safe. As always I'll still be reachable even if I'm not as active online during all this. <3 Taking Character Suggestions! π [CLOSED]
Posted 5 years agoEDIT:
Thank you everyone for your recommendations! I'm glad my fellow furs also have good taste. <3
I got more than the needed 6 and will be looking over all the suggestions I got on other sites. I hope you'll be looking forward to these arts.
I put this up on Twitter but I thought I'd extend the offer here too for fun!
I currently have enough for the first 6 but since I was so snatched by peoples' choices so far, I want to see what other characters my watchers have in mind so I can start a Round 2.
This is the thread link below! If you do use Twitter, it's preferred you leave comment there so I can better keep track of the characters. ^Q^
But if not, commenting here is fine too!
https://twitter.com/NegaNeon/status.....88811570900992
Rules
> This is fan art only, no original characters [even if their species comes from an existing series, ie. Pokesonas, Digisonas, etc.]
> Any species & gender of character is accepted - Human(oid), Mecha, Animals, Monsters, etc.
> Please provide visual reference. (I live under a rock)
> Not first come first serve. Suggestions close tomorrow (4/6) at 4:00 PM EST!
If I get more than 6 I will choose based on my own preferences.
It goes without saying, but be aware this challenge is for fun only; I will be going at my own pace. <:3c
Thank you everyone for your recommendations! I'm glad my fellow furs also have good taste. <3
I got more than the needed 6 and will be looking over all the suggestions I got on other sites. I hope you'll be looking forward to these arts.
I put this up on Twitter but I thought I'd extend the offer here too for fun!
I currently have enough for the first 6 but since I was so snatched by peoples' choices so far, I want to see what other characters my watchers have in mind so I can start a Round 2.
This is the thread link below! If you do use Twitter, it's preferred you leave comment there so I can better keep track of the characters. ^Q^
But if not, commenting here is fine too!
https://twitter.com/NegaNeon/status.....88811570900992
Rules
> This is fan art only, no original characters [even if their species comes from an existing series, ie. Pokesonas, Digisonas, etc.]
> Any species & gender of character is accepted - Human(oid), Mecha, Animals, Monsters, etc.
> Please provide visual reference. (I live under a rock)
> Not first come first serve. Suggestions close tomorrow (4/6) at 4:00 PM EST!
If I get more than 6 I will choose based on my own preferences.
It goes without saying, but be aware this challenge is for fun only; I will be going at my own pace. <:3c
Attending AnimeNYC + Life Updates
Posted 6 years agoHowdy everyone!
I've been working a new job as a barista since this summer and it's been great! (albiet hectic, haha) It was a bit of a tough wrassle with my manager to reduce my hours from the initial 6 days a week, since the store desperately needed midday - evening staff but it was taking a hit on my delivery times for my art career - luckily we've recently managed to work it out~ I have a consistent Mon-Weds off so I can work on my owed art.
I want to thank my commissioners for their patience. As always, my doors are always open to contact me if you have any concerns about your owed work or slots β₯ I know I'm not the fastest guy out there but I value quality and maintaining honest communication through the process.
In other news, I wanted to announce that I will be tabling at the artist alley in AnimeNYC this month with 2 of my friends. If any of you weebs anime fans will be around the area, feel free to stop by and say hi! It'd be really great to meet the people who follow my work in person. :D
I'll be waiting at Table W20~(ATTN: Waitlisted entries) Commission update
Posted 6 years agoWanted to give a quick announcement that I will be sending out messages to my waitlisted clients tomorrow! As well as get a bit of downtime to do some personal work to avoid burning out. I will be going down the list by sets of 5 people - since I learned I work better with that system, than a rolling queue.
Those whose commissions are unpaid / unconfirmed have up to 1 week to reply & officially claim their slots. I will automatically move to the next person if I don't hear back by then. If the reply arrives late but you still want your comm, I'd be happy to reinstate your entry and fit you in to the next spot - hey, life happens. o;
If anyone on the waitlist currently (paid or not) wants to change their commission idea, or release their slot for any reason, you're welcome to let me know. I completely understand!
Once this line is cleared, I will no longer be using the waitlist system. Commissions will be taken on a firm open / close basis, with Patreon providing an opportunity to claim slots early.
That being said, I have no issue with contacting people personally of upcoming openings; so that will stay, free of charge!
I just won't be officially holding on to slots for people while I'm closed. ^Q^
Those whose commissions are unpaid / unconfirmed have up to 1 week to reply & officially claim their slots. I will automatically move to the next person if I don't hear back by then. If the reply arrives late but you still want your comm, I'd be happy to reinstate your entry and fit you in to the next spot - hey, life happens. o;
If anyone on the waitlist currently (paid or not) wants to change their commission idea, or release their slot for any reason, you're welcome to let me know. I completely understand!
Once this line is cleared, I will no longer be using the waitlist system. Commissions will be taken on a firm open / close basis, with Patreon providing an opportunity to claim slots early.
That being said, I have no issue with contacting people personally of upcoming openings; so that will stay, free of charge!
I just won't be officially holding on to slots for people while I'm closed. ^Q^
Patreon Launch + Future Plans
Posted 6 years agoHello my dear furs!
I hope 2019 has been kind to you all thus far. There's been lots of new faces coming in all throughout 2018 as some posts really snowballed so hi! <3
After a little over a year of freelancing full time, I've learned a lot of things (good and bad) and gotten involved in the development of some long term projects. While I am able to cover my important expenses (thanks frugality and coupon clipping) I want to make this profession more sustainable, so expect some future dabbling into things like adopts, YCHS, and maybe even local con tabling.. π
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Patreon
https://www.patreon.com/neganeon
After a year or two of stalling, it's finally up! Signal boosts are greatly appreciated, I have a post on Twitter that can be spread around if you feel inclined~
Right now I only have 1 tier, for a $1 a month, but you're free to contribute as much or as little as you like. I'm using it show behind-the-scenes stuff like WIPs of art I'm currently making and process images of completed works. Patrons can also suggest old pictures of mine that they would like to see process sets for too. I intend to expand this later on to include more things like art requests, sketchbook work, and the like, down the road. I'm currently focusing on tackling the last of my active commission queue before letting my Patreon go in full bloom; it will be announced when the day comes.
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With regards with upcoming commissions: after this final batch is done, I will be contacting people who have been wait listed in chronological order to confirm if they still want their spots. Those who have chosen to pay in advance will automatically proceed forward.
From here on out, I'll be working commissions in batches of about 5 or 6, since I seem to fare better in that system rather than having a list that builds up due to wait listed clients or otherwise. ;; So once this line is cleared, I will do more frequent openings and (hopefully!) continue to grow my work output compared to the previous year.
Thanks so much for all the love, I really appreciate you all for being here! Stay well and keep being awesome <3
I hope 2019 has been kind to you all thus far. There's been lots of new faces coming in all throughout 2018 as some posts really snowballed so hi! <3
After a little over a year of freelancing full time, I've learned a lot of things (good and bad) and gotten involved in the development of some long term projects. While I am able to cover my important expenses (thanks frugality and coupon clipping) I want to make this profession more sustainable, so expect some future dabbling into things like adopts, YCHS, and maybe even local con tabling.. π
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Patreon
https://www.patreon.com/neganeon
After a year or two of stalling, it's finally up! Signal boosts are greatly appreciated, I have a post on Twitter that can be spread around if you feel inclined~
Right now I only have 1 tier, for a $1 a month, but you're free to contribute as much or as little as you like. I'm using it show behind-the-scenes stuff like WIPs of art I'm currently making and process images of completed works. Patrons can also suggest old pictures of mine that they would like to see process sets for too. I intend to expand this later on to include more things like art requests, sketchbook work, and the like, down the road. I'm currently focusing on tackling the last of my active commission queue before letting my Patreon go in full bloom; it will be announced when the day comes.
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With regards with upcoming commissions: after this final batch is done, I will be contacting people who have been wait listed in chronological order to confirm if they still want their spots. Those who have chosen to pay in advance will automatically proceed forward.
From here on out, I'll be working commissions in batches of about 5 or 6, since I seem to fare better in that system rather than having a list that builds up due to wait listed clients or otherwise. ;; So once this line is cleared, I will do more frequent openings and (hopefully!) continue to grow my work output compared to the previous year.
Thanks so much for all the love, I really appreciate you all for being here! Stay well and keep being awesome <3
Away from Discord & social media for a bit!
Posted 7 years agoNot for a vacation this time x3;
I'm going back to my animation contract job this week. Commissions will still keep moving alongside it, but I won't really be available for casual chats since all of my social energy goes to being the manager for this project. OTL
Also a big hello to all my new watchers! Idk where you all came from [maybe bird wife had something to do with blessing me] but thank you for being here. I'm pretty aloof but ilu all and hope you enjoy my future work!! ;v;/ βοΈπ²Gonna be away!
Posted 7 years agoJust wanted to inform you all that I'll be out on a trip starting tomorrow morning! I'll be going with my bf to visit his old folks for his birthday.
We're both workaholics, so some quiet time in a place that's nothing but trees will be nice β₯
I won't be able to do digital art or reply to emails/notes while I'm gone; I'll be back to work on April 2nd.
I'll still have my phone, so I may be posting sketchbook drawings or any other things about my trip on Twitter and Instagram.
I'll see you guys after April Fools β₯Operation: GTFO [Personal Update]
Posted 7 years agoI normally keep this kind of stuff quiet, but I alluded to something going down in my home life last month and it flared up again recently over the time I took off for the Lunar New Year. I won't go into specifics, but basically: my living situation has never been particularly good and I'm really uncomfortable putting up with it any further.
My bf's been helping me with some adulting stuff that my family would shelter me away from - like taxes - to get me in the right channels, which I really appreciate. All the new things I'm having to learn and plan for (on top of what I already have to handle) has been overwhelming and it has thrown me behind schedule.
On one hand I'm really determined to earn more this year so I have enough to reach the eligible threshold to move out by next year. But the pressure of having to make enough this year to move for both of our sakes makes me anxious oouhghghf π¦π¦
I know this is a a bit of a sad journal, but I'm doing ok now after taking some time away from work to process my thoughts and properly grieve. As always, I'm very grateful to everyone for your patience and generosity!! I know I'm on the slower end to deliver since I don't wanna put out half assed work, but I definitely have more resolve and confidence to improve on that department. There's also some new things I want to put out in the future, which I'm looking forward to.
Tomorrow's another day π»Changing Business Hours
Posted 8 years agoSo I've been done with school and working freelance full time for a few months now. I'm no superstar, but I've been making enough so far to get by on my expenses - I'm grateful for everybody's support and patience!
People may be aware that my work hours were from 12PM -10 PM; that was largely due to me not being a morning person and my sleep schedule getting messed up from college. Whilst a schedule (in general) is great, the weird hours basically meant my life was confined to only sleeping, eating, and working with no time in other hobbies or activities without it being really disruptive.
To get some more hours in the day, I'm aiming to change my hours to a regular 9 - 5 (or 6, let's be honest).
The transition is going to take some getting used to, since the biggest challenge is making sure I don't pass out before / during the afternoon. So if there's some weirdness happening with my Trello activity or hours shifting around on my commission site over the next coming days that's why. How to cope with depression / anxiety?
Posted 8 years ago(Brought this up on Twitter, but I'll toss it out here too)
I know I generally don't talk about personal things like this out in public, but I think it might be good to, at least to maybe help out others (possibly lurkers) if they're looking for the same advice. .v.
Long story short on my end: I'm asking this because my mood has been really low for the past couple of months, sometime since February. Although I'm able to work, my mood isn't faring very well and it's concerning.
While I know the best option for this would be therapy, especially for someone like me who has a long history with it being very severe, there is still a lot of mental health stigma in the Asian community. Until I move out to my own place, I can not go to counseling without running the risk of being caught by my family and possibly being kicked out. And alas, since I've graduated college, I can't see my therapist there anymore.
For now I'm really left with not much choice other than having to go the DIY route.
So! I'm wondering what kind of things y'all do to cope (even if it's silly like bird videos or making memes, anything counts), resources you know, as well as your own thoughts or struggles. I know this can be a touchy subject, so you're welcome to note me if that's more comfortable to you!
I'm super grateful to those on Twitter who have thus far shown support and sent tips, it means a lot to me at this time. β€οΈ
[01.31.17] Life update
Posted 9 years agoSomething to pull that really grim journal off my page LOL. I'm doing alright in that regard. /o/
So UH yeah just to keep things brief, I've mostly been chugging along at school. I'm currently in my final semester of uni, senior thesis is kind of kicking my butt. As well as freelance work I've gotten IRL to support myself at the meantime since my seasonal job of ~5 years is gone; and I'm 10000% not cool with spending money people have entrusted me for commissions that aren't done. ;;
Thank you to everyone who's been bearing with me on the lag. Since everything's done in May, I'll definitely catch up to speed then. :>
Commissioners are always welcome to email me for check-ins, I don't want to leave anyone in the dark!
Otherwise, I'm both excited and nervous about graduating and entering the ~ *REAL WORLD* ~
There's a lot of projects ready to fly out after graduation ranging from working on webcomics, to going into the sculpture business with my boyfriend, and this start-up studio that I'm a part of. It may not be as orthodox as being employed at an in-house studio but heckie I have faith it'll get somewhere!!! (ΰΈ β’Μ_β’Μ)ΰΈ
So UH yeah just to keep things brief, I've mostly been chugging along at school. I'm currently in my final semester of uni, senior thesis is kind of kicking my butt. As well as freelance work I've gotten IRL to support myself at the meantime since my seasonal job of ~5 years is gone; and I'm 10000% not cool with spending money people have entrusted me for commissions that aren't done. ;;
Thank you to everyone who's been bearing with me on the lag. Since everything's done in May, I'll definitely catch up to speed then. :>
Commissioners are always welcome to email me for check-ins, I don't want to leave anyone in the dark!
Otherwise, I'm both excited and nervous about graduating and entering the ~ *REAL WORLD* ~
There's a lot of projects ready to fly out after graduation ranging from working on webcomics, to going into the sculpture business with my boyfriend, and this start-up studio that I'm a part of. It may not be as orthodox as being employed at an in-house studio but heckie I have faith it'll get somewhere!!! (ΰΈ β’Μ_β’Μ)ΰΈ
Personal Update
Posted 9 years agoMostly a fill in to why I haven't been doing much through the month.
My grandmother's health had been declining rapidly since her injury in January, which left her unable to walk. Despite my family efforts to keep her healthy, and hiring a home aide, her condition kept getting poorer. She was hospitalized at the end of June and passed in the beginning of July.
We've finished the funeral service last week, so I'm back to my usual routine. As much as I'd like to have a longer break to sort out some feelings, I am behind on senior thesis (first deadline is in August) - That and the remaining commission are taking first priority.
I'm sorry for not talking much outside of my job and things are taking longer than expected to be done. Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me during these times.
My grandmother's health had been declining rapidly since her injury in January, which left her unable to walk. Despite my family efforts to keep her healthy, and hiring a home aide, her condition kept getting poorer. She was hospitalized at the end of June and passed in the beginning of July.
We've finished the funeral service last week, so I'm back to my usual routine. As much as I'd like to have a longer break to sort out some feelings, I am behind on senior thesis (first deadline is in August) - That and the remaining commission are taking first priority.
I'm sorry for not talking much outside of my job and things are taking longer than expected to be done. Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me during these times.
General updates, Weasyl & FN
Posted 9 years agoIn the way of life updates, I've been out of school since the beginning of May and mostly working to finish off my commission backlog.
Unfortunately I've been hit with a bit of a dicey financial situation, senior thesis and some personal issues. I've hit some lows early in the month but I'm getting things up again, it'll definitely be a busy summer getting everything sorted out. 3:
So ever since FA came out of the attack there's been a lot of noise about another mass exodus of sorts. In my case, I'll be refiring my Weasyl account ( https://www.weasyl.com/~neganeon ) to at least be in sync with the rest of my galleries, in addition I will be making a FurryNetwork as another backup - ( https://beta.furrynetwork.com/neganeon/ ). I hesitated to make one largely due to the cub art, but since they have recently banned it on their site, I'll give it a chance.
I will continue to upload on FA, but if anyone else wishes to leave for good or the site gets some downtime, I'll be around!
Unfortunately I've been hit with a bit of a dicey financial situation, senior thesis and some personal issues. I've hit some lows early in the month but I'm getting things up again, it'll definitely be a busy summer getting everything sorted out. 3:
So ever since FA came out of the attack there's been a lot of noise about another mass exodus of sorts. In my case, I'll be refiring my Weasyl account ( https://www.weasyl.com/~neganeon ) to at least be in sync with the rest of my galleries, in addition I will be making a FurryNetwork as another backup - ( https://beta.furrynetwork.com/neganeon/ ). I hesitated to make one largely due to the cub art, but since they have recently banned it on their site, I'll give it a chance.
I will continue to upload on FA, but if anyone else wishes to leave for good or the site gets some downtime, I'll be around!
MIA
Posted 9 years agoThings are really picking up in school, have a lot of stuff to do for my third year film and other classes. ;o;
I'll be slowly working on commissions when I can - emphasis on slowly. If you need to get me, I'm still around via email, as well as Twitter and Instagram (which I may throw some of my schoolwork and sketches up).
Thanks for sticking around gaiz, I'll see you all in May! January commissions Closed
Posted 10 years ago EDIT: All spots so far have been claimed, but waitlisting is always available! If any changes occur, I will update this journal.
There's some people who have talked to me in advance for reservations and require confirmation from. Reserved slots that remain unconfirmed by Jan 9. will automatically be opened.
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Pricing and Selections - Terms of Service
Ordering
~ Send a note or email me at neganeon[at]gmail.com - email is preferable. Tell me what type of commission you want, details, reference(s), and any other info I need to know.
~ You must provide me with an e-mail address to contact you, I will use it to send WIPs and invoices for payment (for those paying through paypal or a card).
~ To those who wish to pay by cash/personal check/money order: It may take longer before I start on your commission, as I have to wait for it to show up in the mail and have it cleared. Because of that, payments through mail will not be accepted if your commission has a deadline.
~ Payment must be given upfront, whether it is in full or partial. For partial payments, the final image will not be delivered until debt is cleared.
~ Amazon payments are not available this month, sorry!
~ If you have any questions or would like to be waitlisted, talk to me!
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Slots
1.
Theremin - Reserved-
2.
Misomie
3.
Roaring-flame-cat -Reserved, confirmation needed-
4. Zylo24 (DA)
5. Rubycored (DA)
November commission slots (Last one for 2015)
Posted 10 years agoOpen for another round, but as the title says, this is the last go for 2015. I won't accept new commissions for December since I'm getting called in for seasonal work - the next opening for commissions will not be until January! If you would like to get something for the holiday season, now's the time to call dibs.
Pricing and Selections - Terms of Service
Ordering
~ Send a note or email me at neganeon[at]gmail.com - email is preferable. Tell me what type of commission you want, details, reference(s), and any other info I need to know.
~ You must provide me with an e-mail address to contact you, I will use it to send WIPs and invoices for payment (for those paying through paypal or a card).
~ To those who wish to pay by cash/personal check/money order: It may take longer before I start on your commission, as I have to wait for it to show up in the mail and have it cleared. Because of that, payments through mail will not be accepted if your commission has a deadline.
~ Payment must be given upfront, whether it is in full or partial. For partial payments, the final image will not be delivered until debt is cleared.
~ Amazon payments are not available this month, sorry!
~ If you have any questions, you're welcome to ask me!
Slots - 3/5 Open
Slots are per person, not per order, and there is no ordering limit - I may close early to avoid overloading on work.
If I have extra hours available, more spots may open!
1.
superjustinbros
2. -RESERVE-
Theremin
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
Back to school + notice for commissioners
Posted 10 years agoI meant to post this up sometime last week but there was some funny stuff going on with FA and I wanted it to get it out of its system first... Classes started up again last Tuesday and it's been kind of a wreck getting anything done with the new class schedule in the way.
I will be slower to respond to non-work related messages and uploads may be infrequent - hopefully I can keep to 1-a-week but that might not be feasible during exam season.
I do, however, hang out a on Twitter and throw sketches on Instagram! Both of these sites are very quick for me to post on and go, and I use them when I can't be on my desktop - if you need to reach me for something quick and casual feel free to go there!
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To commissioners:
I apologize for falling behind schedule on owed art. Now that I've sat in at least the first day of all my classes and got an idea of the courses' workload, I can start figuring out a new work schedule and get things moving again.
If you have any questions or concerns, please don't hesitate to contact me through my email~ August Commissions Open
Posted 10 years agoI usually allocate 1 week at the end of the month to finish any remaining work on my queue, but since I got sick on that week, it didn't happen. 8T
I will not start collecting payment for August comms until the 10th.
I want to get the backlog of July work done first - but if you wish to pay before the 10th anyway to secure your spot, that's fine, just let me know!
Pricing and Selections - Terms of Service
Orders received during/after the 24th will be postponed until the next opening, in September.
Ordering
~ Send a note or email me at neganeon[at]gmail.com - email is preferable. Tell me what type of commission you want, details, reference(s), and any other info I need to know.
~ You must provide me with an e-mail address to contact you, I will use it to send WIPs and invoices for payment (for those paying through paypal or a card).
~ To those who wish to pay by cash/personal check/money order: It may take longer before I start on your commission, as I have to wait for it to show up in the mail and have it cleared. Because of that, payments through mail will not be accepted if your commission has a deadline.
~ Payment must be given upfront, whether it is in full or partial. For partial payments, the final image will not be delivered until debt is cleared.
~ Payment via Amazon item/giftcard is available for 1 slot. >> My wishlist is here!
Let me know what item you would like to buy off my list - the cost of the commission should be roughly equal to the cost of the item + shipping.
* Amazon purchases under $50 can opt to have a mini-commission, this can range from sketches to colored pieces, BUT the canvas size is smaller than my standard offerings. What you get depends on the difficulty of your request and how much you've paid.
Not available this month, sorry!
~ If you have any questions, you're welcome to ask me!
Slots - 6/10 Open
Slots are per person, not per order, and there is no ordering limit - I may close early to avoid overloading on work.
If I have extra hours available, more spots may open!
1.
amotose
2. -RESERVE-
Theremin
3. Rubycored (DA)
4.
misomie-casually sneezes on everybody- (General update)
Posted 10 years agoWHAT'S UUUUUUUUUPPP- -coughs-
It's been ages since I've made a general update, I've usually been under some kind of workload that I don't get the chance to. Plus I'm a pretty boring person so I never know what to write for these things. I've only gotten some free time lately, due to being sick since last week buh.
It's been a rather quiet summer, I've mostly spent it working indoors and July was a weird month with a lot of outings. It sounds very uneventful to some.
The last couple of years have been an incredibly turbulent and isolation has given me time to think about a lot of things and reconsider my relationships. I'm not totally happy with everything, there's still a lot to fix.
But at least life doesn't feel so much like I'm floating through a void of screaming right now??? Being content is a start.
School starts up again on September after Labor Day. I should probably dust off my animation gears and practice a little before classes start, so I'm not caught with my pants down on the first day. I'll probably upload them if they turn out okay ahhaa.
Thinking about streaming in the future, it seems like fun and can probably help with my nerves (keeping to myself too much reinforces the behavior, oops). I kind of want to save up for a mic before I do though, still pretty broke after paying tuition. ;;
Uh. In short, I'm still sick but doing alright and having plans for the future. Cheers for reading, I hope the rest of you are doing good as well. July Commission Spots Open!
Posted 10 years agoIt's a new month, most of my June list is cleared - you know what that means. α( α )α
I hope all of you have been enjoying your summer so far! Ya'll stay cool out there, 'specially those who are gonna be going to AC in a suit.
Pricing and Selections - Terms of Service
Orders received during/after the 27th will be postponed until the next opening, in August.
Ordering
~ Send a note or email me at neganeon[at]gmail.com - email is preferable. Tell me what type of commission you want, details, reference(s), and any other info I need to know.
~ You must provide me with an e-mail address to contact you, I will use it to send WIPs and invoices for payment (for those paying through paypal or a card).
~ To those who wish to pay by cash/personal check/money order: It may take longer before I start on your commission, as I have to wait for it to show up in the mail and have it cleared. Because of that, payments through mail will not be accepted if your commission has a deadline.
~ Payment must be given upfront, whether it is in full or partial. For partial payments, the final image will not be delivered until debt is cleared.
~ Payment via Amazon item/giftcard is available for 1 slot. >> My wishlist is here!
Let me know what item you would like to buy off my list - the cost of the commission should be roughly equal to the cost of the item + shipping.
* Amazon purchases under $50 can opt to have a mini-commission, this can range from sketches to colored pieces, BUT the canvas size is smaller than my standard offerings. What you get depends on the difficulty of your request and how much you've paid.
~ If you have any questions, you're welcome to ask me!
Slots - 3/6 Open
Slots are per person, not per order, and there is no ordering limit - I may close early to avoid overloading on work.
If I have extra hours available, more spots may open!
1. Rubycored (DA)
2.
amotose
3. -RESERVE-
Theremin
FA+

Theremin
Misomie
Roaring-flame-cat
superjustinbros
amotose