I'm still kickin and screaming and whatnots. I don't check here very often since interactions have all but stopped here. I'm on facebook a lot. I still check in and poke and favorite some arts but really a lot of friendships dissolved and I've had to start over a few times. But anywho! If you're on facebook message me/comment with your profile so I can add you :)

I've just been working and sewing and gaming and arting and femboying it up for the last while. I'm still here and if anything a lot friendlier and more sociable than before(good ole self care~)

It still feels so unreal to even type that. She passed away saturday, April 23rd 930pm. I had been staying down there for a week and a half prior hoping she would get better but there wasn't enough prayer or love that could have saved her :( her services are this week and I'm still hitting more financial walls. It's been one roller coaster after another. I really appreciate those who have sent their prayers and condolences

My mother is very ill, her organs are starting to slow down and she's been in and out of a coma :( I really could use everyone's positive vibes and prayers please :(

I'll be traveling by Amtrak and I'll have a layover in Chicago tomorrow\today(wednesday) and Saturday afternoon~

I try to stay as positive as possible. There's too many crazies and bad people out there. It's not the easiest but I believe everyone has their own story and whatnot so why add misery or any negativity, plus those bad feelings just cause you stress and other issues. Iunno, this world needs more positivity so I like to "pay it forward" if you will. What the world needs now, is love, sweet love.

I'm never on FA anymore D: and like it seems like no one is on when I sign on to my messengers. Soooo I need to make some online friends and stuff! Who wantsa chat and mebbeh be friends?!?! I has msn, aim, and Skype :3

Bout me:
21, 5'8" femboy(both fursona and me)
I'm ghey, I like zombies, and vidya games, and makeup and shopping. And iunno I just want more friends? Lol so if you think we has similar interests/get along then... Ya lol I'm pretty friendly :3

So i've been seeing/dating this guy pretty exclusively(haven't dated/talked to anyone else romantically or really even sexually) for the last 2 months and I think we're ready to become official soon :3 we haven't really put titles or claims on each other really and I think I'm ready for that soon. It feels nice to be wanted cared for in that manner. I haven't had it for a while and I missed it, but somebody right had to come along. Anywho, besides that i've been working a bunch and I'll be starting school again(again) next summer/fall for simulation, animation, and gaming and I'm excited. Im also going to start electrolysis on my face soon too hopefully(permanent laser hair removal) and start doing some modeling again(I modeled a bit in high school). Aaaand i've also grown a stronger fascination towards drag queens and androgyny so that's something else I look forward too. I've been doing my own makeup for about 6 years and drag just takes makeup and gender bending and fashion and design and music and just bundles it up into one big fabulous package. Those who saw me at FCN know I can do feminine/androgynous fairly easily. I've gotten a name and a few materials but still need practice. I've also kinda started my makeup career with the help of my bestie,  fidget . We'll be a team for an upcoming wedding where I'll be doing most of the females makeup(the important ones anyways lol) and he'll be doing the hair(he does hair professionally lol). So I'm excited for all of these new and fun things happening. I can't wait for everything to come to fruition.

My sister is graduating so I'll be visiting all weekend. Unfortunately the trains aren't running completely so I'll be stopping in Bloomington/Normal actually. Also, 2 hour layover in Chicago >.>;

I know it was a month ago but i've been trying to find pictures of me from the con D: I had gotten asked quite a few times for a picture when I was dressed up but I'm having trouble finding any of them D: so does anyone have links or something for collections/galleries from the con? Much appreciated :3

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Definitely

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Hmm that's a toughie lol I guess whenever ;3

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I sleep alone so I sleep diagonally lol otherwise I like the left/against the wall usually

4. Do you masturbate?
At least once daily. When I have a boyfran around I try sexing a lot lol

5. How often? Lately?
Didn't see this question x3 at least once daily, 4+ times of I'm off that day usually

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope, just booze lol

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Hot showers unless i've done femboy stuff, then I take a nice warm bath |3

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or bath?
I... I dunno o.o only one person can really answer this so we'll see lol

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
All the time

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I dunno if aggressive is the right word, but definitely dominant mostly

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Mhmm

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Pfffft of course not

13. Would you choose love or money?
Right now I'm financially surviving so I'd be happy with some lovings. But I'm sensible, I wouldnt be able to start a new relationship if I was more broke lol

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Oooooo that's a toughy. I like role play, mutual ejaculation/saisfaction(that's a big thing for me, but I'm happy as long as my partner is happy usually), annnd of course bondage |3

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Unfortunately yes

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
Still waiting for that one x3; prolly when I lived in student housing because we were all alone, and it happened multiple times |3

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Oh gosh, I really can't think of anywhere "weird" lol I don't think i've ever done it outside of a bedroom or on a floor/couch. I did give one ex boyfriend some lovin behind our car port(it's like a car shed without doors lol) x3

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Not "really". I just found out my collar jingles a lot >.>;

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope o.o I kinda wanna but that's kinda embarrassing for me >///>

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope 0:3

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Omgah no lol I got applauded/wolf whistled at for my promiscuous dancing the one and only time i've been clubbing |3

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope, I was approached buuuut I'm not that kinda guy so, yeah

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Well, I'm gay... I actually love making out if the guy is as good as me or better :3

24. What's your sexuality?
I LOVE DICK

25. Have you ever had sex in a movie theater?
No, I tried fondling him but he wouldn't let me ;3

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Duh lol

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Fuck no lol

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
A few times, if I could actually afford stuff that'd be great

29. Have you ever bought something from an adult store?
Pron lol

30. Do you own any sex toys?
I did lol I left them back home when I moved so iunno what's happened to them since

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
One slim vibrator and one sizable, veiny dong

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yup, and I'll leave it at that x3;;

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Omgah no that's horrible!

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yus. Ees fun with the right person

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
Also fun with the right person/people :3

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
Ehhh this one is grey lol

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Cow"girl" lol, doggy, and missionary :3

38. What's your favorite sex act?
This one is up in the air, I will say it involves cum and rinming and leave it at that lol

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Once

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
I dunno, if you do though I would love to know :3

For making things easier: "friend(s)" will be used to refer to people I see/saw almost every day/weekly(if they lived further away) or people I chatted to online a lot. Obviously there are exceptions so just read this open minded Kay?

I dunno, life seemed a lot more simple and I didn't have nearly as much drama as I did before, and I actually had friends. I mean, I have friends in Michigan but none live very close and the only one I'm nearly as close to as my friends from back then is my bestie  fidgetfennec. Just reminiscing I guess? I miss being happy/excited on a regular basis I guess. My lack of a social life just kinda has me hanging out playing video games and working. I actually had money to do stuff for a little over a month because of increased hours at my work. And thinking about it now, I even had more friends just when I first moved up here, and then when I had to move again everyone just kinda fizzled... I noticed that I found it harder to amuse myself with others online. I used to be on SL all the time(never spent my own money though!), and I had a chance to get on it a little while ago and it just seems like people(or maybe just furries in general) are kinda set in their own groups that new people get kinda brushed aside? Or well, my experiences have left me at that anyways. Iunno, I felt like I tried but no one I tried with around me really wanted to include me, because everyone already knew each other and I was/am a nobody(once again, people I can physically hang out with on a regula basis, I dont think it's fair to include people who live hours away and hope they wouldnt hold me to the same standard as a nearby friend, it's not the same). Iunno, loneliness in general and whatnot

If you've wanted to meet me/catch up or whatnot, this is your chance :3 I'll be there all weekend

Fidget even paid for me to register!

I'm gonna try to be at FCN for a bit, but I can't register to do fun stuff or else illbe broke so even if I did decide to register, there really aren't any interesting looking panels so really the only interests I might have would be the dance, dealers den and artists alleu(but if I registered Id be broke) so really the only thing I'd get out of registering is the dance and eh, doesn't seem worth $30 lol

I would like a two toned tail done for Neiro(me) for FCN for around $20-$30. Anyone know anyone?

Been working a bunch lately and I can't wait to see the paycheck. I think im gonna make a tail :3 I finished the first sketch in my sketch missions, soooo another slot? $5 :3 No payment til after it's finished so we can both be satisfied(hopefully!). It wont be first come first serve FYI, I'm going to be realistic

Paid work should always come before gift art/trades, sorry, that's just how it works. If someone pays you for a service, you should put that service first and foremost, basic business practices. Also remember that customers use all sorts of mediums to reach you, take my iPhone for instance, a lot of websites load differently on mobile devices. Also, after a client has paid, it's really rude and unprofessional to do the "I'll get to it when I get to it." You were paid for something, do your job. Outside life comes first? Well don't accept money if you can't take responsibility. To that same end, customers have outside lives too and shouldn't have to hound you for something paid for. That's all

Well I turned 20 about a month and a half ago, I chopped off most of my hair and dyed it, still single, still looking for better work, turns out I might have a deviated sceptum, and now I'm having back issues -.-

My birthday was small, Masters and Lego, buuuut I enjoyed it :3 I dropped my phone in the toilet and now have an iPhone o.o;; Valentines day came around and I spent it drunk(why not and whatnot), ummm finally got some new shoes after the soles basically fell off. Normal loneliness and whatnot, good news is my blood pressure is back down. I really wanna go to fcn so if anyone wants a sketch or something to help me along that'd be great :3 they'll prolly be $5 and if I can't get there than Fidget can get them to you since he's already taken care of and whatnot lol umm that's about it. Being single sucks but I'm not going to settle~

My birfday is in 4 days and I dunno what to do D: I'm turning 20 o.o I won't be a teenanger anymore lol

Happy holidays to everyone. I didn't get to see my blood family this holiday but I spent Christmas Eve with my Masters. Today they're going to Fidget's family's house. I think I'm gonna game lol Side note, 14 days til my burfday =D

I tried being the better person, but the first thing you have to say is an insult? I don't deserve that and yoou can go fuck yourself :)

How successful is this and is it just for/mostly for Europe?

So I get to work a 7 hour shift today, come home and take a nap so I can stay up all night so I can sleep during the day so I can work an overnight 830pm-5am shift for Thanksgiving x.x I also don't get a Christmas with any of my blood family, just my Masters(which I appreciate and everything, but it's Christmas, ya know?) And I'm still not making enough to get me home, let alone do like, any Christmas shopping v.v Last year I went to my hometown with my ex and this year I'll be stuck at home, Masters prollly going to Fidget's family stuff sinces he's the only one with family around lol tis a sad Winter indeed

Well I was horribly ill on Sunday morning. I woke up, got in the shower for about 30 seconds, and got out and thrrew up for a half hour. I worked most of the day on Halloween and came home to spend the night by myself =/ yesterday was pretty sucky too. I'm tired of being lonely. And yes, I'm still trying to make friends, but it's hard when you don't/can't get out regularly >.>; so I don't even get to meet potential friends. Not to mention my appetite has been nearly non existant and I guess my loneliness is becoming physically apparent.