I'll be going stag to Necto instead o.o should be interesting lol

So I'll be doing zombie walk today! :3 since I can't really afford clothes or prosthetics, I used/made my own stuff and I must say, it's pretty snazzy. And I'll be going to Necto tonight too o.o. I've never been to a club and it's been like, over year since I was surrounded by people I don't know(ahhh high school haha). And for the same reason above, I decided to "modify"(aka chop up) one my shirts and it's really cool. Look for pics later! :3

Today was just horrid. It started with me having to cover the electronics department and within 10 minutes, someone stole somethhing and got away v.v I finally got off and it decided to rain on the bus ride home so I got to walk a good 20 minutes in the rain, again. I had less than an hour to shave/shower/etc for my interview, and because of how sensitive my skin is, it burnes right now. My hair didn't want to style right, my dress shirt ended up being too big and so I had to change my clothes, again, and my ride was late so I was late to my interview(not mad at him). And to top itt off, I've been having emotional issues that really only one person knows aboutt because it really only involves them. But besides all of this, life has just been stressing and bumming me out for a while =/

You give what you get. I have no worries about karmic repercussions because I know what it means to be a decent person, which is so rare to find, and I still *barely* find it. Iunno, tired of hearing people bitch about "how hard it is" when they don't even put any effort in something. Oh well, take what you have and work with it.

Because apparently I can't. I wonder how it feels not to care? To only live for yourself since so many people seem to do this. Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much

You can fix it if it's broken, but you can still see the crack in that motherfucker"
~Lady Gaga

This rings true every time I'm reminded of this quote. I feel like I may be too nice sometimes

I was able to get an interview with a kiosk at the mall that sells percings. I really hope I get it. Gettting paid $8+ an hour to wear whatever I want(mostly), show off my piercings, and hopefully talk to hot guys with piercings =D

So now I *still* can't go to the doctors v.v but I guess I'm not the only one that this has been happening to

Another home recipe. This one involves a bed of ground beef in a casserole dish topped with a layer of taator tots, covered in a soupy mixture of cream of mushroom soup, milk, and chicken broth/cream of chicken soup. Finally you sprinkle cheddar cheese(grated/shredded) all over the top. And bake it. Real recipe below

-Preheat the oven to 400°
-Thaw a bag of tator tots(doesn't have to be completely thawed, just mostly)
-Brown and drain one pound of ground beef
-While those are getting preheated/browned, combine a can of cream of mushroom condensed
soup, 2 cups of milk, and either a can of cream of chicken soup or 2 tablespoons of chicken buillon powder/2 cubes in a saucepan and bring it to a simmer

**DO NOT MIX THESE**
-Spread the ground beef into an even layer in your casserole dish
-Press down your thawed tater tots into another layer
-Pour the soupy mixture across these
-And finally add the shredded cheese
-Bake for 30-40 minutes

I just got through the rest of the A's and all of the B's, only knocked out like, 100 x.x I'll do more later >.>

http://theworldchallenge.co.uk/fina...../3/Tech-Crunch

So there's a "contest" of sorts where people vote on which charity/project/organization and the winner receives a $20,000 USD grant that will help them furhter their project. The one I'm particularly behind is known as "Tech Crunch", where old cell phones, computers, PDAs, etc are disposed and recycled safely as most metals in our electronics are dangerous for the environment, which at first glance doesn't sound like much. But think about how many people there are, how many electronics we use, and how many new ones come out as the old ones are just thrown in the trash. There are a few other great projects on the site that you guys can vote for instead but all go to a good cause :)

Bleh, all this popularity crap annoys me. That was something I realized after my falling out with a couple friends a while ago. If someone couldn't care less, then why should I care about them? Oh, by the way, the grammatically correct way is "couldn't care less", not "could care less" for you grammar nazis lol just think about it. But I'm also the person who believes ignoring someone who's trying to reach you isn't rude as long as there's a good enough reason. Like, why would I stress myself over people who make me feel like shit? Ya know? Even if I don't have many real life friends, I believe in me. I'm glad that I don't sacrifice my integrity just to be on someones "good list" or "art list" like I've been accused of. Seriously? I don't even know half of the people who've given me gift art, I have an interesting character who *surprise* looks like me. Everything from the swoopy hair to the lithe, feminine body, that's me. But at the same time, I'm not nearly as big of a slut, or really a slut at all, as some have drawn Neiro. Iunno, having one of those, "I'm proud of me" moments because I'm the exception to the rule most of the time. Get to know me :)

"I'm only human
And that's my saving grace"

So I haven't had one since. I left home a year ago. Apparently that's a souther thing O.o I didn't come from the south necessarily but the town I come from has a population os 125,000 people but we had corn fields in town as well o.o so we had rednecks and southern traditions... yeah >.> anywho, it's super delicious and I can't wait =D Mah bestie  fidget ordered us pizza and we're gonna play L4D2 while it bakes -excitement-

Boyfriend syndrome, mood swings, sheety people, stuff

I'm no better than you. Everyone has faults, nobody is perfect, but let's get along. Kay?

Acquire currency

READ!

After getting some confidence back with that last sketch(it only took me about an hour, which is fast for me lol) and how well it turned out, I decided to try to do another one o.o it's not gonna be first come, first serve, I'm gonna take a peek through the comments and refs and see which ones that pop out at me. Anywho, comment with your best pickup line, character name, and references peeze. Oh and unfortunately, picture references only. Go! Oh, and this won't be a one time thing, I'll probably pick up another one after

EDIT: Please have an idea too :3 if not, it'll be pinup style. Also, if I've done art for you already/recently then I'm gonna give someone else a chance

EDIT2: Also, I'd appreciate it if you'd pimp me out :3

So I lost my eyebrow ring a few weeks ago which really bothered me for obvious reasons. Anywho, finally had enough money to get a $10 ring today, simple black with small, rounded red gemstones on the tips. I got home and started to try to push it through. It slipped right out of my fingers and went right down the drain. This week has just been very stressful and blah

Golden on the outside, creamy on the inside.


Actually, twinkies sound pretty damn delicious

Sometimes
You tell me you're in love with me
Like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But every time you come too close I move away

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I don't wanna be so shy
Every time that I'm alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You'll see that you're the only one for me

I wanna believe in everything that you say
'Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right
Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere I'd rather be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right Be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

Lucky
This is the story about a girl named Lucky.

Early morning
She wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so Lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

Baby

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Isn't she lovely? This Hollywood girl

She's soo lucky
But why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

And they say..
She's so lucky,
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

So I'm a total 90's kid(born in '92 lol) and I actually made a "Baby One More Time..." station on my Pandora because I loved the 90's pop/funk/techno music <3 obviously I have a crap load of other songs I love but these two have always been favorites of mine. Plus, I'm sappy lol

But my ride is sick so I wont be able to go today, hopefully they'll understand lol thanks to those who tried to help yesterday. Also, in case anyone doesn't know, I sleep like shit. I hope they don't try to dope me up with sleeping pills again either >.>; I don't like sleeping pills lol they kinda scare me too.

I have a job interview tomorrow out there but unfortunately, my ride system willl be leaving me an hour by myself over there =/ sooo yeah lol anyone near there that I already know so I'm not awkward?

Well, I guess I've been feeling this way for a while. I miss having that companionship and equal partnertship I spose, having someone there. I know I'm not ready yet, at least I don't think so... but who knows?

I've lost everything about 3 times now, and I feel it's about time for a long positive time, so yay? I'm looking for a new job since mine is kinda screwing me over on hours and I'm not making enough. Been feelin kinda lonely too but eh. Did hear from someone unexpected so that was an interesting surprise. I got my hair cut and styledI differently too o.o took about 2.5" lol I'm trying to grow it out but it needed cut. Nothin else really, made a couple of friends and I'm happy for that :) lost a couple too, but eh, their loss

That's about it, been up for 2 hours now and only slept 3