To my many loyal watchers (how many do I have? like, 4?)! I will write a touching, emotional, or just funny poem, or story for anyone who requests it until october 13th. I am doing free stuff to advertise my talents. So request away! I will do mature themes upon request, but no extreme fetishes please.

This is a poem for dog-paws, who gave me the perfect advice I needed.




Through the years I've battled, through bitterness, and strife.
I was losing the fight quickly. I was fearing for my life.

The people around me were shadows, on my astral plain of fear.
I couldn't trust anyone, there was nothing I held dear.

But then I saw a light. A glimpse in the dark, of hope.
I was stuck deep in a cave, and someone threw me down a rope.

So I reached out, and took the hand, of a friend.
He empowered me, and told me that this wasn't the end.

He has reignited my passion. Now I proudly proclaim it aloud.
Someday soon, I hope, I'll make my husband very proud.

My tears used to be bitter, and I would shed them every hour.
Now my tears are joyful, and they're no longer sour.

I have dreams again! and this is my showing of gratitude.
He's given me the greatest gift. A happy, postive attitude.



Thank you dog-paws! You HAVE made a difference in my life.

My Little Pony is freaking everywhere! My dad walked in on me watching MLP today, and I might as well have been caught watching porn. He thought it was weird. He will never let me live it down. I don't know why I love that show so much... Anyway, I love Fender as a pony! Adorable.

The America's Got Talent finals were on today! I freaking love that show! I expect Team iLuminate to go all the way.

Hear me o loyal followers! *giggles* JK! I just finished my Character bio list for my story. I named it Love is Awkward. Cute huh? I'll upload it at soon as a copy it into my laptop. Unlike some writers, I actally use a composison notebook to jot down ideas before finalizing it. I just fixed my webcam, so I'd like to try my hand at Skyping sometime. Anyway, I'll upload the first chapter soon.

Well I'm testing this whole journal thing. My gay adult story is coming along slowly. Mostly because I have to change the whole damn thing from 1st person to 3rd. Arrgh! I'll try to get it uploaded as soon as I can. Critique it all you wish. I'm still agrivated because I can't come up with a good title, and I'm worried I might have been too graphic. Well, if anyone reads this, I'll be shocked because I have 0 followers thus far. Sigh....