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I've been gone for a while. might not be back :'(
Posted 7 years agoSo, i have been away from FA for a while and from the Furry fandom just as long. I don't know if i will be back, i don't even think i have a big enough following to even make a difference if i do stay or go.
Like a spec of dust in the cosmos i'm never really missed.
Depression sucks, and much as i continue to believe i don't have depression (you know the kind every teenager at the moment seems to have(the overly fake, i have depression, i need attention scum bag ass hole furries that cause drama) but depression that's actually depression)
I can't deny the possible chance that i might be suffering from it.
My passion for drawing has plummited (i haven't done any art in months) my passion for gamming is dying, haven't played any competative games for a long time, and i am so solemn all the time, always anxious and crying myself to sleep every night i am alone. I popped on to FA and saw i had 9999 submissions, i had cleared them in Febuary... so i'm guessing iv'e missed alot...
I'm always looking to vent, always looking to do something and then doing nothing in the end.
Just babbeling now, i might be back, i might not....
Do not worry, i am in no danger and will not self harm or commit suicide... i am safe... just sad....
Like a spec of dust in the cosmos i'm never really missed.
Depression sucks, and much as i continue to believe i don't have depression (you know the kind every teenager at the moment seems to have(the overly fake, i have depression, i need attention scum bag ass hole furries that cause drama) but depression that's actually depression)
I can't deny the possible chance that i might be suffering from it.
My passion for drawing has plummited (i haven't done any art in months) my passion for gamming is dying, haven't played any competative games for a long time, and i am so solemn all the time, always anxious and crying myself to sleep every night i am alone. I popped on to FA and saw i had 9999 submissions, i had cleared them in Febuary... so i'm guessing iv'e missed alot...
I'm always looking to vent, always looking to do something and then doing nothing in the end.
Just babbeling now, i might be back, i might not....
Do not worry, i am in no danger and will not self harm or commit suicide... i am safe... just sad....
I made a thing...
Posted 7 years agohttps://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
I'll be making art in due time for this... dw
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
https://nekrosdragon.deviantart.com/
I'll be making art in due time for this... dw
Art dump by me and more
Posted 8 years agoSo i've been trying to get art done every day this week, so far a success, dumped 3 pieces up this night, it's like 1am right now and i have to be up in 7 hours for a dentist appointment miles and miles away from where i live.... like 1 and half hour travel there and 1 and half back... whoo~
enough babbling
So i did art for people, i have more to finish and i am so happy too :D gonna work on some tomorrow evening and then all of what ever the next day is, once that is all finished, i'm probably gonna take on a few bigger pieces for my friends Shadow, Maggot and Blue x
Sorry for the shortening of your names, if you are reading this and are annoyed at me, it's 1am right now :P come at me XDDDD (jokes)
All of them really awesome people, they make me want to do art for fun :D
so yeah, if you still reading this, goodo :D hi
More of a formal update coming at the end of this week, this was just me babbeling, i should prob change the title...
anywho... night all
P.s. i might only be a little bit drunk right now....
enough babbling
So i did art for people, i have more to finish and i am so happy too :D gonna work on some tomorrow evening and then all of what ever the next day is, once that is all finished, i'm probably gonna take on a few bigger pieces for my friends Shadow, Maggot and Blue x
Sorry for the shortening of your names, if you are reading this and are annoyed at me, it's 1am right now :P come at me XDDDD (jokes)
All of them really awesome people, they make me want to do art for fun :D
so yeah, if you still reading this, goodo :D hi
More of a formal update coming at the end of this week, this was just me babbeling, i should prob change the title...
anywho... night all
P.s. i might only be a little bit drunk right now....
Rain
Posted 8 years agoAgain again it rains
I cannot sleep tonight
my mind wonders
It rains, It rains again
Tonight i hear the drip drip drip
Tonight there is no thunder
just rain
On my window
Nothing more than rain
how i wish to sleep
it rains, it pours
No sleep, no sleep
Tonight it rains outside
tonight it rains in my head
I want to sleep
but probably not tonight...
I cannot sleep tonight
my mind wonders
It rains, It rains again
Tonight i hear the drip drip drip
Tonight there is no thunder
just rain
On my window
Nothing more than rain
how i wish to sleep
it rains, it pours
No sleep, no sleep
Tonight it rains outside
tonight it rains in my head
I want to sleep
but probably not tonight...
You'll want to read this.
Posted 8 years agoArt begins again, I'm back on my feet-ish...
Just gonna kick depressions big ol' butt
I'll be opening up for commissions soon with 3 new projects... (soon)
Big unvailing of a big project soon too, within the next few weeks too...
General stuff,
I also want more friends on FA not just watchers and followers, i want more people to chat too... so here is a little about me that most won't know...
Name: Nicholas ((Nekros) Pronouced like NeK-RoSS)
Age: 24
sexual orientation: about 80% straight, i have a huge weakspot for femboys and cute people and lolitas, anything cute... tbf there are some guys right now.. Mmmmff~
Sorry *cough cough*
Kinks: Expansion, Geeky/nerdy, Dom and Sub play... theres more, but i don't know how to explain them...
hobbies: Magic: the gathering, Video games (Heros of the storm, League of legends, Dark souls), sprots (golf, basketball) and ART... of course
Best thing about me: I at learn from my mistakes and try my best to never fail the same thing twice
Worst habbit i have: I'm a bit salty (as in if i lose it's good for the victor, but i'm not gonna be happy)
Comment bellow with things i didn't know about you and see where this goes.
Just gonna kick depressions big ol' butt
I'll be opening up for commissions soon with 3 new projects... (soon)
Big unvailing of a big project soon too, within the next few weeks too...
General stuff,
I also want more friends on FA not just watchers and followers, i want more people to chat too... so here is a little about me that most won't know...
Name: Nicholas ((Nekros) Pronouced like NeK-RoSS)
Age: 24
sexual orientation: about 80% straight, i have a huge weakspot for femboys and cute people and lolitas, anything cute... tbf there are some guys right now.. Mmmmff~
Sorry *cough cough*
Kinks: Expansion, Geeky/nerdy, Dom and Sub play... theres more, but i don't know how to explain them...
hobbies: Magic: the gathering, Video games (Heros of the storm, League of legends, Dark souls), sprots (golf, basketball) and ART... of course
Best thing about me: I at learn from my mistakes and try my best to never fail the same thing twice
Worst habbit i have: I'm a bit salty (as in if i lose it's good for the victor, but i'm not gonna be happy)
Comment bellow with things i didn't know about you and see where this goes.
100 Questions and answers, about me
Posted 8 years agoSaw a few others do this too...
001. Real Name: Nicholas
002. Nickname[s]: Nick, Nek, Frozen Heart
003. Zodiac Sign : Capricorn
004. Male Or Female : Male
005. Elementary : (primary school for the UK) Bosworth Wood school
006. Middle School : (UK so we go straight to high school (see bellow))
007. High School : Smiths Wood Sports College
008. Hair Colour: Dark Blonde
009. Long Or Short : Eehh~ bit of both
010. Loud Or Quiet : Quiet
011. Sweats Or Jeans : Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera : Camera
013. Health Freak : Not freak
014. Drink Or Smoke: Drink
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Not really
016. Political orientation: 42° to the north I don't really like politics
017. Piercings: None
018. Tattoos: None
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane : Yes
020. Car Accident : No
021. Fist Fight : Yes
FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: None
023. First Best Friend: Kid in my first school called Karl
024. First Instrument played: Guitar
025. First award: 100m sprint school record
026. First Crush: Girl in my first school who I’ll keep anonymous
027. First Language: English.
028. First Big Vacation: Spain with my close family
LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To : My current best friend (in the room with me now)
030. Last Person You Texted : My Mother
031. Last Person You Watched : Dunno, I do bulk watches on this thing XD
032. Last Food You Ate : Chocolate
033. Last Movie You Watched: Resident Evil the final chapter
034. Last Song You listened To : Pentakill - Mortal Reminder (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-mT9D4fdgQ)
035. Last Thing You Bought : Dinner last night
036. Last Person You Hugged : Best friend this morning
FAVES:
037. Food : Candy or Hamburgers
038. Drinks : Don't really have one
039. Clothing : My top hat
040. Book : Alice in Wonderland
041. Colour: Green
042. Flower : Luna tear flower
043: Music : Rock
044. Movies : Resident Evil (series)
045. Shoes : Trainers????
046. Subjects : Art/Science/Maths
IN THE PAST YEAR I... :
047. [ ] Kissed In The Snow
048. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
049. [ x ] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
051. [ x ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Out of The Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had An Abortion
055. [ x ] Done Something You've Regretted
056. [ ] Broke A Promise
057. [ x ] Kept A Secret
058. [ x ] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [ x ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
060. [ x ] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ x ] Left The Country
062. [ x ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [ ] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
064. [ x ] Ran A Mile
065. [ ] Went To The Beach
066. [ x ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating : Chocolate Raisins
068. Drinking : 7up
069. Getting Ready To : Go in to town for a walk
070. Listening To : Pentakill - Mortal Reminder (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-mT9D4fdgQ)
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today : Get a job maybe XD
072. Waiting For : A job and money
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids : Yes
074. Want To Get Married : Yes
075. Careers in mind : Anything really
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :
076. Lips Or Eyes : Eyes
077. Shorter Or Taller : Shorter
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous : Romantic
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms : I ain't fussed
080. Sensitive Or Loud : Sensitive
081. Hookup Or Relationship : Hookup (never know, I might find someone I wanna settle down with)
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant : Troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts : Yes
084. Ran Away From Home : Yes
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defence : Yes
086. Killed Somebody : No
087. Broken Someone's Heart : Yes
088. Been Arrested : Yes, believe it :/
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself : No, not a chance
091. Miracles : Yes
092. Love At First Sight : Nope
093. Heaven : "Heaven is a place on earth" *cough cough* pretend i never said that....
094. Santa Claus : No
096. Magic : Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now : Yeah
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life : No, ahahahahahaaaaa i am so far off happy
099. Do You Believe In God : No - i have beliefs about stuff, mostly science
100. What is your deepest fears : Bugs, insects, creepy crawlies
Feel free to use this for yourself!!!
001. Real Name: Nicholas
002. Nickname[s]: Nick, Nek, Frozen Heart
003. Zodiac Sign : Capricorn
004. Male Or Female : Male
005. Elementary : (primary school for the UK) Bosworth Wood school
006. Middle School : (UK so we go straight to high school (see bellow))
007. High School : Smiths Wood Sports College
008. Hair Colour: Dark Blonde
009. Long Or Short : Eehh~ bit of both
010. Loud Or Quiet : Quiet
011. Sweats Or Jeans : Jeans
012. Phone Or Camera : Camera
013. Health Freak : Not freak
014. Drink Or Smoke: Drink
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Not really
016. Political orientation: 42° to the north I don't really like politics
017. Piercings: None
018. Tattoos: None
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
019. Airplane : Yes
020. Car Accident : No
021. Fist Fight : Yes
FIRSTS:
022. First piercing: None
023. First Best Friend: Kid in my first school called Karl
024. First Instrument played: Guitar
025. First award: 100m sprint school record
026. First Crush: Girl in my first school who I’ll keep anonymous
027. First Language: English.
028. First Big Vacation: Spain with my close family
LASTS:
029. Last Person You Talked To : My current best friend (in the room with me now)
030. Last Person You Texted : My Mother
031. Last Person You Watched : Dunno, I do bulk watches on this thing XD
032. Last Food You Ate : Chocolate
033. Last Movie You Watched: Resident Evil the final chapter
034. Last Song You listened To : Pentakill - Mortal Reminder (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-mT9D4fdgQ)
035. Last Thing You Bought : Dinner last night
036. Last Person You Hugged : Best friend this morning
FAVES:
037. Food : Candy or Hamburgers
038. Drinks : Don't really have one
039. Clothing : My top hat
040. Book : Alice in Wonderland
041. Colour: Green
042. Flower : Luna tear flower
043: Music : Rock
044. Movies : Resident Evil (series)
045. Shoes : Trainers????
046. Subjects : Art/Science/Maths
IN THE PAST YEAR I... :
047. [ ] Kissed In The Snow
048. [ ] Celebrated Halloween
049. [ x ] Had Your Heart Broken
050. [ ] Went Over The Minutes On Your Cell Phone
051. [ x ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation
052. [ ] Came Out of The Closet
053. [ ] Gotten Pregnant
054. [ ] Had An Abortion
055. [ x ] Done Something You've Regretted
056. [ ] Broke A Promise
057. [ x ] Kept A Secret
058. [ x ] Pretended To Be Happy
059. [ x ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
060. [ x ] Pretended To Be Sick
061. [ x ] Left The Country
062. [ x ] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
063. [ ] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
064. [ x ] Ran A Mile
065. [ ] Went To The Beach
066. [ x ] Stayed Single
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating : Chocolate Raisins
068. Drinking : 7up
069. Getting Ready To : Go in to town for a walk
070. Listening To : Pentakill - Mortal Reminder (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-mT9D4fdgQ)
071. Plans For Tomorrow/Today : Get a job maybe XD
072. Waiting For : A job and money
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want Kids : Yes
074. Want To Get Married : Yes
075. Careers in mind : Anything really
WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL :
076. Lips Or Eyes : Eyes
077. Shorter Or Taller : Shorter
078. Romantic Or Spontaneous : Romantic
079. Nice Stomach Or Nice Arms : I ain't fussed
080. Sensitive Or Loud : Sensitive
081. Hookup Or Relationship : Hookup (never know, I might find someone I wanna settle down with)
082. Troublemaker Or Hesitant : Troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost Glasses/Contacts : Yes
084. Ran Away From Home : Yes
085. Held A Weapon, For Self Defence : Yes
086. Killed Somebody : No
087. Broken Someone's Heart : Yes
088. Been Arrested : Yes, believe it :/
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself : No, not a chance
091. Miracles : Yes
092. Love At First Sight : Nope
093. Heaven : "Heaven is a place on earth" *cough cough* pretend i never said that....
094. Santa Claus : No
096. Magic : Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now : Yeah
098. Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life : No, ahahahahahaaaaa i am so far off happy
099. Do You Believe In God : No - i have beliefs about stuff, mostly science
100. What is your deepest fears : Bugs, insects, creepy crawlies
Feel free to use this for yourself!!!
I'm moving on...
Posted 8 years agoFree art thingy went okay.
Here are the finished results. X
1. FLASh-LUKEario FLASh-LUKEario COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24047534/
2. Shadowsrule Shadowsrule COMPLETED http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24142887/
3. GiGiGoodGirlFur GiGiGoodGirlFur COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24054345/
4. Efchillzone19 Efchillzone19 COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24072839/
5. maggot-mosh-pit maggot-mosh-pit COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24131778/
6. Fire_wolf090 Fire_wolf090 COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24191149/
7. EudyptulaGenevensis EudyptulaGenevensis COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24233666/
8. Volpri Volpri WAITING.........
9. blueshadowsmoon blueshadowsmoon COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24238156/
10. MeekatheDog MeekatheDog COMPLETED https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24281283/
Probably going to do another one of these soon.
Join my Discord army
Posted 8 years agoDISCORD:
Rules, be polite, all are invited, no NSFW in the SFW chat please, and come have fun
Fury chat (TEXT CHANNEL)
NSFW furry chat (TEXT CHANNEL)
general (TEXT CHANNEL)
and of course 2 voice chats,
I'm online, come chat, game etc.
https://discord.gg/N2W4jPN LINK TO CHAT
Rules, be polite, all are invited, no NSFW in the SFW chat please, and come have fun
Fury chat (TEXT CHANNEL)
NSFW furry chat (TEXT CHANNEL)
general (TEXT CHANNEL)
and of course 2 voice chats,
I'm online, come chat, game etc.
https://discord.gg/N2W4jPN LINK TO CHAT
