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Posted 6 years agohere i go~
28th of the month.
been here for 5 months now and i'm ready to go back.one more month and i'll have my usual life back.
i haven't rode my bike for so long that i wonder if i still remember how to ride it lol.
28th of the month.
been here for 5 months now and i'm ready to go back.one more month and i'll have my usual life back.
i haven't rode my bike for so long that i wonder if i still remember how to ride it lol.
3 months in
Posted 6 years agoand it felt like a really long time.another 3 more months and it will be over.
lol wth? why do i sounded like i'm whining?
i'm already used to the hardships here (like the time consuming schedule) and everyday is pretty much normal for me to pass.
but i rather get my regular life back cuz i'm comfortable living that way and i miss it!
i miss my family, my classmates, my free time, and my cat!
hope my cat is still in the house.he's not really a house cat.he just a wild cat who strolls around and visits regularly and i'm the only person who takes care of him in the house.without me, would he still be interested in visiting :3?
welp, hope for the best to the next 3 months.
lol wth? why do i sounded like i'm whining?
i'm already used to the hardships here (like the time consuming schedule) and everyday is pretty much normal for me to pass.
but i rather get my regular life back cuz i'm comfortable living that way and i miss it!
i miss my family, my classmates, my free time, and my cat!
hope my cat is still in the house.he's not really a house cat.he just a wild cat who strolls around and visits regularly and i'm the only person who takes care of him in the house.without me, would he still be interested in visiting :3?
welp, hope for the best to the next 3 months.
a month on this internship.
Posted 6 years agokinda ranty, but whatever.
welp, been out of town for this internship thing i’m on right now for 3 weeks (4 more days and it's gonna be a month) and i gotta say, i miss my regular life tremendously.not to mention i gotta do this for the next 5 months!
i have like 5 hours of free time before i go to sleep and then wake up to do the same thing again everyday.i only have full day off once a week, and i’d be lucky if that is not interrupted by a sudden urgent stuff that called for my presence.i’m bored most of the time and the internet (with a bit of overwatch) is a helpful coping tool that gives me a lil bit of joy over here.i'm not lonely.i'm not alone here.in fact, i rather be alone... having a roommate sucks! i'm not the only one being an intern on this industry.there are 14 of us here.
my time to do other things are very limited.even going shopping for some of my needs.i don’t have a bike to get wherever i want to so i must walk or spend a bit of money to order a transportation service (lol i can feel your eyerolls, new yorkers/japanese).
this place is super foreign! i’m Indonesian and each region speaks their own native language.here, most of them don’t use national one.we still can communicate yeah but i feel like it’s a one sided thing where i use national language and they use their native one so they can understand me but i'm having a hard time to decipher what they say.i also have lots of needs here.and yeah i am a paid intern, but it’s only around $30 a month.i have so much stuff i need to pay and buy! like my internet and laundry needs, etc. (don’t worry, the housing, water, electricity, etc. has been taken care of by the industry i applied on).
i can’t draw as much as i used to.and i am a very slow artist on top of that.feel like i’m not gonna draw much this year either.i don't want to feel like running out of money, so i will plan, if not mostly, all my next drawings to be a ych or commissions.i'm gonna set aside personal drawing for now.and for my sake, sorry bout this, but i think i will raise the price for my commissions a little.
welp, been out of town for this internship thing i’m on right now for 3 weeks (4 more days and it's gonna be a month) and i gotta say, i miss my regular life tremendously.not to mention i gotta do this for the next 5 months!
i have like 5 hours of free time before i go to sleep and then wake up to do the same thing again everyday.i only have full day off once a week, and i’d be lucky if that is not interrupted by a sudden urgent stuff that called for my presence.i’m bored most of the time and the internet (with a bit of overwatch) is a helpful coping tool that gives me a lil bit of joy over here.i'm not lonely.i'm not alone here.in fact, i rather be alone... having a roommate sucks! i'm not the only one being an intern on this industry.there are 14 of us here.
my time to do other things are very limited.even going shopping for some of my needs.i don’t have a bike to get wherever i want to so i must walk or spend a bit of money to order a transportation service (lol i can feel your eyerolls, new yorkers/japanese).
this place is super foreign! i’m Indonesian and each region speaks their own native language.here, most of them don’t use national one.we still can communicate yeah but i feel like it’s a one sided thing where i use national language and they use their native one so they can understand me but i'm having a hard time to decipher what they say.i also have lots of needs here.and yeah i am a paid intern, but it’s only around $30 a month.i have so much stuff i need to pay and buy! like my internet and laundry needs, etc. (don’t worry, the housing, water, electricity, etc. has been taken care of by the industry i applied on).
i can’t draw as much as i used to.and i am a very slow artist on top of that.feel like i’m not gonna draw much this year either.i don't want to feel like running out of money, so i will plan, if not mostly, all my next drawings to be a ych or commissions.i'm gonna set aside personal drawing for now.and for my sake, sorry bout this, but i think i will raise the price for my commissions a little.
gonna be staring at a different ceiling from now on
Posted 6 years agowell, not really.
i'm on a lower bunk bed.
i'm on a lower bunk bed.
i wanna have a job!
Posted 6 years agohear me out.
getting money from doing this furry art business is nice and all and i'm very grateful for those who bought something from me! i really do!
but i also want to participate in being the BUYER!!
i have original characters i want to be drawn by other artist!
seeing someone else's artstyle being used to create your character is a really fun thought.
but i just don't have the money to order one!
sure my money i got from doing commission is enough to order one drawing from someone.but i won't do that since i don't have a consistent income like per month or something.money is precious!
the ideal way i could order commission is when i have a job.so maybe once i get a stable income, i can set aside a partial of my money and use that to get a commission like once per two months.
i think i will get a job someday.predicting Like a year and a half from now! that's loong bruv.
Can someone draw my nekkus or these two bois https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20802743/ for free???
getting money from doing this furry art business is nice and all and i'm very grateful for those who bought something from me! i really do!
but i also want to participate in being the BUYER!!
i have original characters i want to be drawn by other artist!
seeing someone else's artstyle being used to create your character is a really fun thought.
but i just don't have the money to order one!
sure my money i got from doing commission is enough to order one drawing from someone.but i won't do that since i don't have a consistent income like per month or something.money is precious!
the ideal way i could order commission is when i have a job.so maybe once i get a stable income, i can set aside a partial of my money and use that to get a commission like once per two months.
i think i will get a job someday.predicting Like a year and a half from now! that's loong bruv.
Can someone draw my nekkus or these two bois https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20802743/ for free???
why am i so envious of other people's art...
Posted 7 years agotalking about all these 7 deadly sins i kept hearing about, i think the sin that point out the strongest within me is Lust.second being sloth and third being wrath.
i always thought the smallest sin that radiates around me is envy.i'm never going to feel envious from my cousin who lives in a luxurious house, not gonna feel envious from donald trump from owning a private jet, and never gonna feel envious from my younger sister who entered the school i wished to attend.
the least i could feel of from someone else who have it better than me is "wish".
"man, i wish i could just have that."but that's about it.if i get what they have, that could make me happy.but not having them would not make me sad either.
but when entering the world of art, i get super envious of other people's work.i guess envy is all about things you care about huh? in this case it's my passion, which is drawing.i've been longing for something i don't have in drawing.why can't i do that yet he/she could?
i like my art style, sure.i don't think my artstyle is ugly and it looks quite nice to look at.the thing is, i also like someone else's artstyle, wanting to get them as my own (right now the artstyle i really adored is from a furry artist called lowerkuo.).
whenever i finished drawing something, i stare at my piece and feel proud of what i have created.
but then i look at masterpiece art like the work of nullghost, kenket, vu06, oh i could list this on and on, i feel like what i created is worth less than how i look at it before.they did something i couldn't do and i want the skill they have to do it myself.i kinda want to implement their art style into mine.kinda like mixing them.
you don't know how much i typed in "(artist name) tutorial", wishing they would have just created a tutorial for me to learn.
whenever i see porn from nullghost, i took a long time looking at it.90% of the time is used to inspect and analyze how he color his characters (lol the 10% is just me satiate my libido).
one time i tried to copy nullghost's coloring style by inspecting his multiple artworks and use it on my artwork.came this piece.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25909040/
it was a failure.i like it (kinda) but still a failure.
sure art is subjective.there is certain artstyle i prefer than other artstyle.you might prefer art which was done simpler and quicker than art done with complexity and hours of work.you have your own taste.but you mustn't ignore objectivity here.it's a fact that nullghost's art is better in every aspect than mine.
i shouldn't feel this way.them knowing how i feel of what they have might actually anger them.admiration and envy is not the same.sure i admire their art, but i also envy them.they were once a rookie like me, but they learnt and taught themselves how to reach the level they are right now.the way i talked about this sounds as if i want to steal something they've worked hard for.i wished the same thing could happen to me.
why can't i just be content with what i have??? i did my best in all the art i have done! isn't that enough?? this is annoying.being artist is suffering :p
you non artist reading this might not feel relatable of what i'm saying here.but i'm sure you guys may have felt the same way with the profession/hobbies you guys have.i don't feel envious from gordon ramsay that he cooks better food than i do.but someone who is a chef might feel that way to him.
let's talk about something different.yeah yeah with much practice you'll be better and will be just like them.practice practice yada yada.i don't think so that much. i've heard this a lot.i've been drawing since i was little.
and i've been a digital artist for 3 years now.and i will say this from my experience, practice isn't enough.there are certain things you might find confusing to solve and won't be covered just by practicing.
i've come to a decision that in order for me to be better, i need to be teached by someone who is better than me.TUTORIALS DOESN'T HELP MUCH.would be great if tutorials have commentary and recording of the drawing process but i've searched, kay? i've searched.
i need a tutor to teach me.just like how students need teachers to teach them.wished i could just have the time and money to go to art school.is there any art forum which is full with professional furry artists? (lol seemed like i'm being picky here.i'd like it if the people i'm taking advice from is also a furry)
i won't like it that much if my art is being criticized by someone who don't draw (or have a little experience of it) basely by how they look at it.they can criticize what's wrong with my art,yes.i've been told that all the time from youtubers who critisize other peoples work when they get backlash saying "yeah how about you? can you make a movie/drawing/game better than they did??" *cough cough* solar sands.
someone who doesn't cook can tell the dish prepared for them by a chef wasn't really that good.everyone can criticize.that's a common sense.
but what i want this time is that they explain or give answer on how to fix it by bringing a solution to the problem.they must have the knowledge of someone who is better than me (or if i could wish more than that, someone who has the knowledge of a professional.)
sure i am better than who i was 3 years ago.but now i have become stagnant.
feel like my art isn't going anywhere now.
i always thought the smallest sin that radiates around me is envy.i'm never going to feel envious from my cousin who lives in a luxurious house, not gonna feel envious from donald trump from owning a private jet, and never gonna feel envious from my younger sister who entered the school i wished to attend.
the least i could feel of from someone else who have it better than me is "wish".
"man, i wish i could just have that."but that's about it.if i get what they have, that could make me happy.but not having them would not make me sad either.
but when entering the world of art, i get super envious of other people's work.i guess envy is all about things you care about huh? in this case it's my passion, which is drawing.i've been longing for something i don't have in drawing.why can't i do that yet he/she could?
i like my art style, sure.i don't think my artstyle is ugly and it looks quite nice to look at.the thing is, i also like someone else's artstyle, wanting to get them as my own (right now the artstyle i really adored is from a furry artist called lowerkuo.).
whenever i finished drawing something, i stare at my piece and feel proud of what i have created.
but then i look at masterpiece art like the work of nullghost, kenket, vu06, oh i could list this on and on, i feel like what i created is worth less than how i look at it before.they did something i couldn't do and i want the skill they have to do it myself.i kinda want to implement their art style into mine.kinda like mixing them.
you don't know how much i typed in "(artist name) tutorial", wishing they would have just created a tutorial for me to learn.
whenever i see porn from nullghost, i took a long time looking at it.90% of the time is used to inspect and analyze how he color his characters (lol the 10% is just me satiate my libido).
one time i tried to copy nullghost's coloring style by inspecting his multiple artworks and use it on my artwork.came this piece.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25909040/
it was a failure.i like it (kinda) but still a failure.
sure art is subjective.there is certain artstyle i prefer than other artstyle.you might prefer art which was done simpler and quicker than art done with complexity and hours of work.you have your own taste.but you mustn't ignore objectivity here.it's a fact that nullghost's art is better in every aspect than mine.
i shouldn't feel this way.them knowing how i feel of what they have might actually anger them.admiration and envy is not the same.sure i admire their art, but i also envy them.they were once a rookie like me, but they learnt and taught themselves how to reach the level they are right now.the way i talked about this sounds as if i want to steal something they've worked hard for.i wished the same thing could happen to me.
why can't i just be content with what i have??? i did my best in all the art i have done! isn't that enough?? this is annoying.being artist is suffering :p
you non artist reading this might not feel relatable of what i'm saying here.but i'm sure you guys may have felt the same way with the profession/hobbies you guys have.i don't feel envious from gordon ramsay that he cooks better food than i do.but someone who is a chef might feel that way to him.
let's talk about something different.yeah yeah with much practice you'll be better and will be just like them.practice practice yada yada.i don't think so that much. i've heard this a lot.i've been drawing since i was little.
and i've been a digital artist for 3 years now.and i will say this from my experience, practice isn't enough.there are certain things you might find confusing to solve and won't be covered just by practicing.
i've come to a decision that in order for me to be better, i need to be teached by someone who is better than me.TUTORIALS DOESN'T HELP MUCH.would be great if tutorials have commentary and recording of the drawing process but i've searched, kay? i've searched.
i need a tutor to teach me.just like how students need teachers to teach them.wished i could just have the time and money to go to art school.is there any art forum which is full with professional furry artists? (lol seemed like i'm being picky here.i'd like it if the people i'm taking advice from is also a furry)
i won't like it that much if my art is being criticized by someone who don't draw (or have a little experience of it) basely by how they look at it.they can criticize what's wrong with my art,yes.i've been told that all the time from youtubers who critisize other peoples work when they get backlash saying "yeah how about you? can you make a movie/drawing/game better than they did??" *cough cough* solar sands.
someone who doesn't cook can tell the dish prepared for them by a chef wasn't really that good.everyone can criticize.that's a common sense.
but what i want this time is that they explain or give answer on how to fix it by bringing a solution to the problem.they must have the knowledge of someone who is better than me (or if i could wish more than that, someone who has the knowledge of a professional.)
sure i am better than who i was 3 years ago.but now i have become stagnant.
feel like my art isn't going anywhere now.
i'm gonna post YCH or commission infos more often, i think.
Posted 7 years agojust like the title i will be less working on original ideas and more on selling my drawing service.that's only for now at least.
usually i just wait until someone ask me for a commission.now i will post my commission info more.i will also try to post more YCH and hopefully someone or some of you will be interested enough to buy a slot.
hope you guys don't mind with this.
will post a YCH or commission info in the near future.
usually i just wait until someone ask me for a commission.now i will post my commission info more.i will also try to post more YCH and hopefully someone or some of you will be interested enough to buy a slot.
hope you guys don't mind with this.
will post a YCH or commission info in the near future.
*daily draw routine*
Posted 9 years ago*Opens Paint SAI*
*becomes that notepad from don't hug me i'm scared*
*Sketching*
*1 hour later*
*Sketching*
*1 hour later*
*still sketching*
*1 hour later*
*New canvas.Sai is not saved.save this file before closing?*
*no*
*shuts down laptop*
*commencing art block*
*SCREAMS*
*now let's all agree, to never be creative again~*
*blames everyone in this world*
*MOTHERF***** **** ***** IN THIS ******* ***** *** WORLD WTF *** ANATOMY **** *********** *** *
*challenges god*
*becomes that notepad from don't hug me i'm scared*
*Sketching*
*1 hour later*
*Sketching*
*1 hour later*
*still sketching*
*1 hour later*
*New canvas.Sai is not saved.save this file before closing?*
*no*
*shuts down laptop*
*commencing art block*
*SCREAMS*
*now let's all agree, to never be creative again~*
*blames everyone in this world*
*MOTHERF***** **** ***** IN THIS ******* ***** *** WORLD WTF *** ANATOMY **** *********** *** *
*challenges god*
just sharing my fave indonesian song
Posted 9 years ago(might be advertising here :P)
song i listen to when i draw.
so catchy AF
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBKRFFHJ4e0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqGmQiPQ0Tw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wPuuSa7DG8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbaK6dKpWjU
song i listen to when i draw.
so catchy AF
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBKRFFHJ4e0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqGmQiPQ0Tw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wPuuSa7DG8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbaK6dKpWjU
holy shiz i found a great site to practice posing!
Posted 9 years agowell...i haven't really done anything with it so i don't really know what to review or say about it.
maybe i'll try it later.
it says that you must go there everyday to practice so that day by day you'd have the chance to improve your skill on posing.
i just think that i should share this with fellow artists who watched me.
here's the link.
http://www.quickposes.com/gestures/challenges
maybe i'll try it later.
it says that you must go there everyday to practice so that day by day you'd have the chance to improve your skill on posing.
i just think that i should share this with fellow artists who watched me.
here's the link.
http://www.quickposes.com/gestures/challenges
Commision Info (character art)
Posted 9 years agoCOLORS
cell shading
$10 sketch
+color = +$5
+shade = +$5
$15 line art
$25 flat colors
$30 flat colors with shade
$35 full effects
Proportion
if they are just standing
icon/head = +$3
shoulder/chest = +$5
torso/hip = +$10
thigh = +$15
calf = +$20
full body = +$25
other poses besides standing is defaulted for $28
example
*standing pose
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31848493/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32219220/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/20845867/
*other unique pose
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29913577/
OTHER THINGS
≫add character is basically %85 summed up price of the original fee.
≫Complexity may be put as an additional charges.your character's appearance may influence this.for example if your character uses a normal everyday clothes this will not apply for extra charges.but if your characters uses complex attires like Armour, robotic parts, military gears, etc, i might inclined to ask for more charges based on how much work put in the drawing.
≫once i made the sketch (super messy sketch that is.not cleaned or anything.) i'll contact you via note to ask if the drawing is okay for you.
if not, i'll draw them again.
≫after everything in sketching part is good, i'll continue inking.but before that, i'll ask for the payment first.as long as it is not paid, i'll have to put the commission into a halt.
Payment via Paypal.
≫i have only 1 slot for commission.
things i will not draw:
*PORN.
*Feral.
*nudes.
*fetishes.(gore,scat,inflation, etc.)
*violence.
≫(i'm guessing there's actually more than this, but i just can't think of them right now.)
≫just ask me first if want you want is prohibited or not.
≫but i think i can draw light things like
>hugging,
>kissing,
>chest bare naked ,
>only in their boxers,
not applied for females if the skin is revealing too much.
also if they kissed, it shouldn't be toward arousal.i'll draw only "cute" kisses.
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