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So my ex boyfriend, who claimed he just "didn't like sex" anymore and was sooo not cheating on me, who claimed he DIDN'T want to move to Portland and had left me to move to La, who claimed I still cared for me and wanted to be my friend posted a bunch of pictures of him and the girl he cheated on me with on Facebook today. They were, you guessed it, IN PORTLAND. It makes me ill to think that someone who I worshiped is really a selfish, lying, coward. But whatever. I'm starting to realize that I was constantly put in really unhealthy situations with him. For example, he liked to get me good and drunk at a bar then leave to "go to the bathroom" and really just ditch me across town in the middle of the night. Real nice. Then make me feel like it was my fault somehow. I'm actually pretty glad I'm out of that situation. Though I still do feel sick thinking about it all. I was blindly in love with him and being very used. I did everything for him while he made sure I felt like shit so I never tried to leave. Real nice.

Luckily for me I found a new cutie to hang around. Who knows where that will lead but I'm happier. Though this new fellow is making me really realize just how fucked my ex was. Like, when I was with my ex I'd have a panic attack and he'd YELL AT ME. Because, ya know, I'm doing it for attention or some shit. New fellow walked around town with me, talked about cute things, and rubbed my back until I felt better. GEE WIZ.
I've also been having panic attacks less. Like, a LOT less. I was feeling pretty horrible every day and now I only feel sick about twice a week. That's pretty good, comparatively.
Also, I told my ex I felt like killing myself and he yelled at me. "This shit is why I don't love you. And why no one will." That helped guy! Thanks! Sooo didn't want to die anymore. Real smart. Told the new guy and he cried. Not sobbed or anything, but felt genuinely sorry for me and offered to talk to me anytime. I honestly didn't even know people really cared. I feel like an idiot admitting that, but I didn't. So wack.

So even though I'm mad at my ex, things are looking up. Way WAY up. Yay! <3

Plus I got some finger tattoos today. <3

ccc

Finally had a good distraction from my bully ex, was feelin’ pretty good, then I find out he really was cheating on me and with a really braindead idiot. Awesome.
The worst part is that when he lied and told me if he ever liked anyone else, or wanted to fuck anyone else, he'd just talk to me about it and we'd discuss if he could or not (I'm generally not jealous and probably wouldn't mind) because he'd rather work through it instead of breaking up over dumb crushes and petty sex. And I believed him.

I'm a huge fucking idiot.

1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Sure.

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Whenever.

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Currently the one closest to the wall.

4. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Yes.

5. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yup.

6. Do you watch/read pornography?
Yes.

7. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
It depends on my mood.

8. Do you love someone on your friendlist?
Yes.

9. Would you choose love or money?
It depends. Is this forever or just in the moment? Because I'd choose money if I can still meet people later. There is always time to fall in love, but free money is free money.

10. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Daddy/daughter, love, blasphemy.

11. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yes.

12. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
I dunno.

13. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Depends on what you think is weird.

14. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yup.

15. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope.

16. Ever been picked up in a bar?
Nope.

17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yes.

18. Had sex in a movie theater?
Yes.

20. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yup.

21. Have you ever had sex at work?
Yes.

22. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes.

23. Do you own any sex toys?
Oh yes.

24. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Yupper.

25. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope.

26. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Yes.

27. What's your favorite sexual position?
Missionary.

28. What's your favorite sex act?
It depends on my mood.

29. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Yes.

30. How many peoples do you think will not post this meme?
I don't think about this sort of thing.

[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL: 10

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 20

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 28

[x] been to a wild party.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[x] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[x] owned a hardcore metal CD
TOTAL: 36

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed lolita
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[x] laughed at someone's pain
[x] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 47

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 55

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[x] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age
TOTAL: 62


[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[x] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[x] licked a stranger
[x] been verbally harassed
[x] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 71

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[x] been called a bad influence
[x] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
GRAND: 81


If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shoot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]

I ruined my relationship because I’m obsessed with love and sex. Thanks ex boyfriend. The two things I thought people really liked to have a lot of in a relationship is why I’m broken hearted. Uhhhh… Kill me.

They each respond so distinctly, yet exactly as I imagined.
They
Get mad
Cry
Worry
Apologize
Throw a taco party

My boyfriend dumped me a little over two weeks ago. We still live together (I'm getting a new place at the end of next month) and we were still being very close, basically still dating. I didn't want to openly tell my real life friends what I was going through because he's dumped me and gotten back with me a few days later quite a few times. I didn't really believe him when he said it was over. I figured I'd just give him space and he'd come around.
We spend many loving days together. He assured me he just wants some time to himself and he still loves me. I am confused, but believe him. Like a fucking idiot I believe him.
I've been spending my days crying, anxious, and sick. Though I try not to show it because I don't want to push him further away. I was hoping that when I moved out he'd see what he lost and want to get back together.
I went to stay my mother for a few days. I only ended up spending two nights at her place, even though I planned on spending three. I just couldn't be away from him that long. I knew I'd be moving out and I wanted to get in all of the time with him I had left.
I didn't really text me while I was at my mothers. I wanted him to, but I tried to keep myself busy so I wouldn't bother him. The days before I left we spent in each others arms. Happy and content. I knew it wouldn't last, but I figured he'd be kind to me while I was still living with him. I assumed I'd come back and he'd be happy to see me. Because I'm foolish.
I drove back the three hours in the dark. When I got home he was on the couch fiddling with his camera. I asked him if he wanted to come to bed with me, I was very tired from the drive. He told me no, then moved to his computer. I went to bed alone.
The next morning he was grumpy and didn't want to talk to me. I reminded myself this was common for him in the morning. I left him alone. I had to attend I party an organization I work for was throwing that night and wouldn't be home until after 3am. I asked him if he wanted to go, even though I knew he'd say no. He left for work and later I left for the event. When I returned he was laying on the couch watching a movie. He didn't say anything to me. I sat on the floor and started talking to him. He shushed me "I'm watching this." I sighed and told him I had missed him and was very tired. He wouldn't speak to me. I asked what was wrong and he just snapped about the movie. He'd seen it before, he was just avoiding me. I curled up next to him on the couch and slept. Assuring myself that he would be better the next morning.
I awoke hour before him, as usual. He slept until two, I couldn't bring myself to sleep past nine. He hadn't replaced the toilet paper while I was out, even though he knew it was low. Instead of bothering him about it I just let him know I'd go out and get more. He wouldn't speak to me so I left. When I came back he had left for work already.
Like a fool I thought of a million things to tell him when he got off work. I kept myself busy even though I really just wanted to cry. He always tells me I'm being stupid when I cry, so I try not to. He gets off work round 10, but usually doesn't come home until 11. I stay up and wait, even though I'm tired. When 1 rolls around and he isn't home I text him. Just making sure you are okay.. He simply texts back "alive." I figure he's out drinking until 2 with his coworkers. I'm rarely invited, so I wait up. Like an idiot. At three I ask if he's even coming home. Three thirty, still no reply.
And that's when it hits me. I'm the biggest fucking idiot ever. He told me over and over there is no one else. He has no sex drive, he isn't interested in anyone, he loves only me and just needs space. And because I love and trust him, I believe him. Like a fucking IDIOT.
He's staying with another girl. I know he is, because he wont text me back or look at me. He's found someone else. The idea of his fucking someone else isn't the problem, though it does make me sick. It's that he lied. That I fully trusted someone for once and they don't even have enough decency to be honest with me. He dodged me and lied until I'm here sitting up and crying my eyes out at four thirty in the morning. Writing a stupid journal on FA like a dope. As if it even matters. But I have no where else to vent..

So I changed all of my status' to single. I'd been avoiding it so I wouldn't have to talk to anyone about the break up until after I moved. But I can't take it anymore. Hiding alone and crying is pathetic. I've been missing work and blowing people off, without actually telling them why. And I feel like a total jerk. I'm not ready to face this break up, but I guess I never will be. People feel this every day, I know. I'm no different. But I wish he would have held off until I moved out. Had some fucking compassion for what I am going through. I thought at least I was his friend enough.

And what's the worst part? This was all predictable. He was fucking married before he got with me. He left her alone to cry while staying out with me. He told me they had broken up and she was only living with him for a place to stay until she could move. That she was totally fine with the break up and didn't care where he was. Only later did I find out she was crushed. I told myself pretty lies to feel no shame. I told myself she must have just hid it from him, and how could he know. He knew. He's just too selfish to care. And now it's happening to me. I'm sure whoever he's with thinks I am just some loser he used to fuck. He'll say the same things about me he said about her. "I never really loved her, I just felt obligated." "We weren't that serious." "She's off with other people too." "We just had nothing in common. She never wanted to do anything I wanted to do." And so on. Which is funny because we have everything in common, and so did he and his ex wife.

That's what makes me the most sick about everything. When I was with him, and before all of this, we were the perfect couple. Sure, we fought here and there. (I'm sure he'll tell the next girl it was constant fights, because that's what he told me about his ex wife.) But really we were perfect. We both had the same interests and habits for the most part. Compatible in bed and views on life. I'll never find another person who understands me and works so perfect. I'll never find someone as beautiful and perfect to the touch ever again. Never. I know it sounds like I'm just being negative because of the break up, but I'm really just being shallow.
Sure, I'm completely bent out of shape that the person I love and trusted has let me down. But I know I can feel that again. It's the rest of it I'm really losing. The perfect body, the perfect views, the smells, the sex, the food, the interests, the trips we've taken, the memories. Not only will I never be able to match that again, every time I try to include someone in a hobby of mine from now on I'll now HE was doing it with me first. It'll make me feel guilty.

I don't need to be told it'll be okay. It'll get better. Or whatever. I just need to find a way to get out of this life.

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Chastity
2. Neon Onion
3. Chas

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE (date/month):
1. 2/22
2. 6/15
3. 6/16

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Woke up.
2. Talking to my friend on the phone about work drama.
3. Pee.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Have good times with friends.
2. Eat well.
3. Spend time on hobbies.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Three?
2. Fuck that.
3. Wishlist: http://rosiepiesc.wantsthis.com/

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Crafting
2. Internetting
3. Making parties happen.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. The filming locations of Twin Peaks I haven't already seen.
2. Shasta County, California.
3. Portland, Oregon.

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Water.
2. Grapefruit juice.
3. Strawberry soda.

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG:
1. Wallet.
2. Keys.
3. Phone.

THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
1. Pink.
2. Orange.
3. Yellow.

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
1. N/A
2. N/A
3. I don't think about this sort of thing.

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. My computer
2. My phone
3. My LLisa Lisa doll.

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. I'm bored.
2. I'm trying to kill time.
3. I am waking up.

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE:
1. Delivery driver.
2. Assistant chef.
3. Adult model.

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
1. Eureka, California.
2. Redding, California.
3. Fortuna, California.

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
1. Peanut butter and celery.
2. Udon.
3. Blueberries.

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED:
1. Dina, a cat.
2. Beanie, a rat.
3. Shin, a goldfish.

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH:
1. N/A
2. N/A
3. I don't watch sports.

You must +watch two people to enter this raffle, but it's a good raffle so it's worth it!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4862140/

1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Physical attraction is, yes.

2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes.

3. Are you a virgin?
Nope.

4. Are you in a relationship?
Not really.

5. Are you in love?
Yes.

6. Are you single this year?
Not for the majority of it I haven't been.

7. Can you commit to one person?
Yes.

8. Describe your crush:
N/A

9. Describe your perfect mate:
The guy who just dumped me.

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope.

11. Do you ever want to get married?
I don't "want" it, but I'm not against it either.

12. Do you forgive betrayal?
Usually.

13. Do you get jealous easily?
Not usually.

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nope.

15. Do you have any piercings?
Yes.

16. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.

17. Do you like kissing in public?
Sure.

20. Do you shower every day?
Nope.

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yes.

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope.

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes.

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Nope.

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Yes.

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes.

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Yup.

28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
No.

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Not seriously, no.

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? over love?
Yes/yes. Yes.

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Kinda.

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes.

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Yes.

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yup.

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes.

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Fuck yes.

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes.

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Yes.

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yes.

41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Yup.

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
I've never timed it.

43. How long was your longest relationship?
Six years.

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
8/5.

45. How many people did you kiss in 2012?
Five?

46. How many times did you have sex last year?
I have no fucking clue.

47. How old are you?
24.

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
"I'm ready to die now."

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
N/A

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Nope.

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
I have to answer no to this, even though I feel like I want to say yes.

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Yes. Many people, not bothering to go into it.

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
A little.

54. Is there someone you will never forget?
I can't tell the future.

55. Share a relationship story.
No thank you.

56. State 8 facts about your body:
1. It's sore.
2. I'm pretty pale.
3. I'm short.
4. I have tight skin.
5. It has many scars and scrapes.
6. It is currently in the sitting position.
7. It has eleven holes filled with metal.
8. It's at a comfortable body temperature right now.

57. Things you want to say to an ex:
N/A

58. What are five ways to win your heart?
1. Adore me.
2. Be nice to me.
3. Be good in bed.
4. Have similar interests and experiences.
5. Be about the same level of inelegance I am.

59. What do you look like?
http://25.media.tumblr.com/f550f14b.....0pqfo1_500.jpg

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
Two years.

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
What they look like.

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
Unknown.

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Anything that has the potential to swap an std besides mouth to mouth kissing.

64. What is your definition of cheating?
Anything that breaks a relationship rule.

65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
Kissing, loving, grinding.

66. What is your favorite roleplay?
Daddy/daughter.

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
N/A

68. What is your sexual orientation?
Pansexual.

69. What turns you off?
Put downs, mean stuff, people who don't like me, being hurt.

70. What turns you on?
Love, sexy people, doing sexy things.

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
Unknown.

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
Depends on who I'm having sex with, I guess.

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Love me.

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
N/A

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Unknown.

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
Unknown.

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
Physical age isn't important, mental age is.

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
Unknown.

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
Today. Because I'm thinking crazy talk.

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Around 2pm today.

81. Who are five people you find attractive?
Ex boyfriend, myself, Christian Bale, friend M, Friend A, Friend D.

82. Who is the last person you hugged?
Ex boyfriend.

83. Who was your first kiss with?
Unknown.

84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Unknown.

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
Yup.

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Ten!

1: I've never been this unhappy in my life. But I haven't told pretty much anyone in my "real life" what's going on because I don't want to deal with it.

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Nine!

1: <//3
2: T-T

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Eight!

1: Being in love
2: Daddy/daughter bdsm relationships
3: Being underneath someone I'm sexually attracted to.

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Seven!

1: Put downs
2: hate Speech
3: People who don't like who I am/what I do
4: Extreme selfishness

So I’m forced into moving out of my lovely home at the end of next month. It’s nothing I’ve done wrong, I’ve been assured, but I’m no longer wanted around.
Single and broken hearted I need a new space to live. So I need $1250 by the end of next month to get a new place.
Yes, this IS a lot!

If there is ANYTHING I can do for you, please let me know. I sell and adult content. Doesn't have to be furry, you just have to be over 18.

My paypal is rosiepieSC[at]yahoo.com

Thank you for your time.

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Six!

1: Myself
2: Boyfriend
3: Mother
4: Bestie A
5: Bestie S

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Five!

1: N/A
2: N/A
3: N/A
4: N/A
5: N/A
6: N/A

Follow the steps, one set of confessions a day for 10 days in a row.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

Day Four!

1: Why don't you love me?
2: Is it just me?
3: Eeee! So cuuuute!
4: I should be productive..
5: P O N I E S...
6: Wannnnt cuuute thiiiinnngs..
7: Oops. I forgot to eat again.

BASIC...
Full Name: Chastity Kawaii Tits.
Birthday: 2/22/89.
Height: Five foot nothin'.
Weight: 150ish.
Eye Color: Green.
Hair Color: Dark Brown, pretty much black.
Race: Caucasian.
Zodiac Sign: Pisces

DO YOU...
Drink?: No.
Smoke?: No.
Use Drugs?: Nope.
Cuss?: Constantly.
Play Any Instruments?: Not anymore.
Have Any Piercings?: Yup.
Have Any Tattoos?: Nope.
Like To Annoy People?: Not really.
Like Life?: Usually, yes.
Wear Make-Up?: Yes.
Dye Your Hair?: Not currently.
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: Lol no not normally.
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Sometimes.
Like Pina Coladas?: It's okay.
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: No.

ARE YOU...
Dependable?: Enough.
Trustworthy?: Enough.
Obsessive?: Sometimes.
Hyper Active?: Not usually.
Happy?: Not currently.
Content?: Not currently.
Boring?: Sometimes.
Violent?: Sometimes.
Evil?: Not really.
Hippie-Ish?: Nope.
Shy?: Not usually.
Paranoid?: Yes.
Annoying?: Depends on who you ask, I guess.
Social?: Yes.
Religious?: Nope.

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE...
TV Show?: N/A
Movie?: N/A
Band/Singer(s)?: Ween, Gorillaz.
Song?: N/A
Book/Story?: N/A
Color(s)?: Pink, orange.
Shape?: Heart.
Animal?: Raccoon.
Person(s)?: N/A
Smell?: N/A
Flower?: Buttercup.
Subject?: Math.
Word?: N/A
Quote?: N/A
Hobby?: N/A
Store?: N/A
Season?:N/A
Time Of Day?: N/A

WHATS YOUR...
Worst Fear?: Death.
Life Goal?: N/A
Greatest Accomplishment?: N/A
WHICH ONE...
Pepsi Or Coke?: I'm allergic to both.
McDonald's Or Burger King?: McDonald's
Converse Or Vans?: They are the same company.
Dogs Or Cats?: Cats.
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: N/A
Chicken Or Fish?: Chicken.
Black Or White?: White.
MTV Or FUSE?: N/A
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: iPod I guess.
Pants Or Shorts?: Shorts.

DESCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...
Day: Anything as long as I'm happy.
Room: Anything comfortable and entertaining.
Life: Anything as long as I'm happy.
World: " "
Romantic Date: Anything fun.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
God?: Nope.
Heavan & Hell?: Nope.
Angels & Demons?: Not really.
Reincarnation?: Meh.
Yourself?: Usually.
Ghosts?: Yes.
UFOs?: Yes.
Big Foot?: Meh.
Lockness Monster?: No.
A Thing Called Love?: Yes.

WOULD YOU EVER...
Kill Someone Else?: Probably.
Kill Yourself?: I could see it happening.
Beg For Money?: Yes.
Skydive?: Nope.
Bungee Jump?: Nope.
Make out in the rain?: Sure.
Run Away From Home?: Probably.
Ride A Motorcycle?: Doubtful.
Do Extreme Sports?: Doubtful.

MORE ABOUT YOU...
Do You Own A Car?: Yes.
Ever Been To Jail?: Yes.
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: Yes.
Do You Have A Job?: Yes.
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: Yes.

THATS ALL FOLKS...
Are You Lonely?: Yes.
Are You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: Nope.
Do You Feel The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: Nope.
Really?: Yes, really.
Do You Know Where That Comes From?: This got really stupid really fast.
How Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: It depends.
Is That Your Final Answer?: Nope.
Are You Sure?: Really, really stupid.
Positive?: I mean these are all pretty stupid but come on.
Glad That This Is Over?: :l