My Number 1 hate:
Procrastination.
I HATE waiting....Especially when things go past their deadline.
I cannot Express enough hatred towards it.
I become A different person when I'm left waiting with no communication. My behavior becomes almost Bipolar.
I get stressed, angry, depressed, its all i can think about.
Thinking about ways to confront the offender constantly Cycle through my mind.
I do things i shouldn't. My decision making becomes poor. My Luck Decreases and other things tend to go bad during the day.
I become a complete wreck.

Working on page 10 of tainted today  sayuncle came across a creature that blew my mind away.

Enter "The Ribbon Worm"


HOLY FUCK YOU NEED TO WATCH THIS
I never knew this existed!
I never knew this existed!
I never knew this existed!
I never knew this existed!
Its ability Perfectly mimics one of the Bal'Kars abilities I gave it
and I didn't even know it existed till now
The "Spreader Tentacles"
Do the EXACT SAME THING!
I was mesmerized by this watching it in a realistic video from a creature that ACTUALLY EXISTS THAT CAN DO THAT!!

The Bal'Kar Takes it a step further though...as Its done on a much larger scale, as they disperse, they have the ability to create structures and buildings out of this type of growth.

Holy moly......soo fucking good....i could watch this on replay all night!
BEST BAL'KAR REFERENCE EVER!!!!

just so everyone knows!

YES ive seen it!!!

http://www.vice.com/en_au/read/the-.....nside-yourself

I think ive had about 50 people link me this today XD

I'm not even exaggerating!

It must be doing its viral rounds around the internet today.

Im thinking of getting it for sure! i could have so much fun with it! Ngghhhhh!

Ok so this has happened to me on more than 1 occasion.

And i really cant believe im making a journal about this... But i really dont know how to react to it. Am i in the wrong here? or are people just taking this way too far?
Its soo unbelievably childish i cant even fathom where people get these concepts and understandings for it.

Ive Created The Bal'Kar for myself and for others to enjoy, I love sharing its concepts with everyone. Lots of people love it, Lots don't, i get that.
But some people take it to such personal extremes, as if its somehow integrated into the very fabric of real life events, or as if I myself am the embodiment of the creature ive made and designed, as if it somehow has an impact on the decisions i make in real life situations.

NO!!!!!
Just.......
NO!!!!!

Ok for example.
If i note or shout to someone saying things like *wraps tentacles around you and starts to corrupt you*
Lets say that person has a partner...or someone else that is interested in said person i have shouted to.
They then think i am encroaching on that person like im ACTUALLY going to coerce them into corruption and legit take that person away IRL.
Ok so...maybe I'm learning a lesson here...i dont know. Am i going too far in my little twerks to others that have interests in my designs?
or are they just acting so unbelievably ridiculous.

I get it people are in closed relationships and whatnot. I myself am in one. but that shouldn't stop me from relating to others should it?
Those kinds of shouts to me is just playing around, having fun with them.
I just cant see the big deal over why some people would get so worked up about it.

I am a Fishmonger in real life, i have a business, my own department, my own life i run separately from my other fantasies like the Bal'Kar or even the Furry community in general.
Bal'Kar is not on the mind 24/7......as much as i'd LIKE it to be!
that is simply just not the case.
But people think that im actually trying to Rub of some of this Bal'Kar "taint" (their nature) onto others....as if this is actually what i do in the real world

I just.....
NO!!!!!

It is sleeping within all of you
A force seldom awakened
Undiscoverable by modern science
Waiting to be awakened........

I gotta say....this game has me all kinds of exited!

Its Full of Transformation!

you guys are sick and twisted! and i like it!

Seriously though....never thought it would happen.
I never even thought i would get to 1000....but now at 3K?....WOW!

Ive never considered myself Popufur.....but thats lots of people!
But its True! im not "popufur" i go to conventions and people just walk past me like im just a normal person. Which is the way i like it.
I think in all my Time being in (im gonna say " The Australian Furry Community") i think ive only had 1 person Geek out infront of me, which is both flattering and awkward at the same time XD

I have no idea what awaits me in the USA tho...and most of my watchers are indeed from the states!

Anyway!

Thankyou to every single one of you! It makes me so happy That so many people love my kinks and ideas. and i hope i keep on Delivering in the years to come!
Maybe i am on the Verge on INFECTING YOU ALL!!!!

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Some of you might even recognize this!

Behold! Put into Human Script!: THE WILL OF THE BAL'KAR!
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You close your eyes and you just believe
Wish for the moment and you will receive
Trust in yourself and follow your heart
Miracles happen if you make a start
Make with your mind the world that you breed
Life only grows when you plant a seed
Open your eyes and see what you've done
The lust in the Magic as you become ONE!
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The Bal'Kar are more Majestic than they look
That is their Will, every Bal'Kar knows it, they take it to their grave.
This Will sort of gives you an insight to their mentality, their perception!
If you ever wonder what its like to Transform....to become Part of the Bal'kar, to know how they work, experience what they think! The Script says it all.
You become part of something whole, its like a mind conversion. You are still you...but your mentality changes....you know this! but you don't! As you transform, your mind is bombarded with the "Will of the Bal'Kar" the urge to become "ONE" and you end up deciding for yourself that this was meant to be. They're "instincts"
Your perception changes with your body. Its not really brainwashing, for example: its kinda like, putting immortal knowledge into a mortal brain.
That sounds like it could be really, really dangerous! And it is! This is What makes the Bal'Kar so powerful!

So once you have become this "creature" and you are now thinking in this new way, you might be rebellious and Question? "We'll....How is that me? I still would wanna stay ME as long as possible"
The answer is simple! It IS you! This is how you think now!
And all the while you go around infecting others, breeding, doing the whole "world domination thing" as how humans and other sentient creatures see it.
Now that you have transformed, you don't see it that way, these new instincts kick in
What people think of as the Bal'Kar taking over with Dominance, The Bal'Kar are only doing what they feel is right! They are Sharing! Making the world a better place....the need to breed in a constant spiral of lust for the benefit of all.

at first "this is a hostile takeover!" is what people think. And with damn good reason! But! when the Bal'Kar is Taking over.... as everything in the Transformation/infection takes root...the realization kicks in.
cuz...its an infection xD
its doing its job! Its changing you! You are Still you! you can think for yourself! But you are Changed!

As the Bal'Kar, you feel like Everything is possible....you share the knowledge of every other. Its times like those that define who you are as an individual beast incarnate. The Miracle of being able to hold onto your imagination as this creature, yet share it so freely with everyone else instantly...and believe whats true! That is their moment! The Will of the Bal'Kar.
Its incredibly dangerous
The most intelligent mind.
Its something wonderful
something we humans will never understand unless you truly experience their mindset.

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Did you know?
That people generally slander the Bal'kar as a slimy discusting foul creature.

But as a matter of fact! The Bal'Kars biological makeup makes it one of the cleanest creatures on the planet. Its cells constantly refresh themselves.

An average human replaces its body about 6 times in its lifetime.
The Bal'Kar ranges from 30 - 40 times per day. Making it one of the most sexually active creatures ever to exist. Alongside its insatable appetite and the need to grow.

The Bal'kar rids its old "replaced" Cells through its skin via its Bio extract, or green slime. Those old cells stay active for a while in the slime waiting for a chance to "rebirth on another host" if they come in contact with the substance.

This is why you transform if touched by it.

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PLEASE TAKE NOTE: These are MY personal ratings of artists i have had dealings with. These ratings are in no way tied to their commission information and is in no way done as a form of advertisement on their behalf. Nor is it done as way to slander artists.
Please keep this in mind

Ok so whenever i have some free time im going to spend time making up some honest reviews of artists ive had dealings with. On a scale of 0-10, 0 meaning 0 activity to a 10 which is picture perfect!
It will involve ratings on Speed, Friendliness, Communication, Style and Cost if i deem in necessary to mention. Not to mention a personal rating....all tallying up an overall total.
A link to all art With a mark indicating my favorite picture from them if there is more than 1.

The Artist i will be Reviewing today is  Tape

Art Received by Tape:
Everything Tape has done for me is absolutely all my favorite. But if i had to choose 1 to be my faveorite? it would have to be [Defiant] There is just something about seeing me in that gorgeous position that is extremely satisfying. like im ready to be your bitch! Yet! Tape has captured my expression so well. It fits Neox's Personality so well. Its like im showing that even if you use me as your toy, you will never break me....and i will always have the upper hand!

[What a Mess] FAVORITE
[Bad Moon] FAVORITE
[Bad Moon Unleashed] FAVORITE
[Restrained] FAVORITE
[The Black Beast of Change] FAVORITE
[Going Taur - Pride] FAVORITE
[Going Taur - Corruption] FAVORITE
[Defiant] FAVORITE

PERSONAL REVIEW 9/10
Honestly? Everything about her is totally awesome. She seems like such an awesome person to hang out with. Out of all artists Ive ever commissioned, Tape is definitely the number one artist Ive wanted to make friends with. Simply because she is so down to earth and friendly. She can sometimes miss call outs on streams which is...i suppose normal when you have a busy schedule and your drawing!
If she lived in Australia, she would be one of those people i order pizza for as a thank you if i was on a stream with her drawing my art ideas.

SPEED 7/10
Something Evey Commissioner wants to see in their commissions is speed. Tape can either be Quick if you catch her first in an art stream. Almost instant or within the hour. She Generally does rough sketches or speed busts and icons in her streams which are generally done on the day, if she runs out of time, its generally done the next day.
Taking bigger Commissions off her naturally takes longer, as it would with any artists, The longest time Ive had to wait is about 6 months, and that's generally at her worst. A wait that long from her came with a freebie Icon. Which was incredibly thoughtful of her. (Dont think she gives out free icons tho) She did that because I'm special and she knows it!
Overall her speed is very satisfactory!

FRIENDLINESS 10/10
Like i mentioned before, she is super friendly! even if its being greeted with i like to call the "Commissioners naggy hint" the replys are always so friendly and chill.

COMMUNICATION 8/10
I rarely had to chase her up, every month, she would keep me personally informed on whats been happening in her daily life, what she is up to and how long she expects to get around to me. Sometimes Emails would take a few weeks to get answered. Excluding streams, Very few updates on art, AKA no sketch updates/approvals, she would generally do the picture in its entirety before sending it off to me for approval. She sill happily caters to any alterations i may need too address.

STYLE 9/10
Even though her art is still somewhat amateurish, her style almost completely obliterates any of those amateur mistakes. She makes everything look so Badass! She is an artists that goes with the flow, trying new things on every image, she generally cannot repeat the same process she did on previous art, so going up to her and saying "Do this Style you did a while back" generally does not work with her. She absolutely dominates snarly and growly faces. And gives characters such a wickid glare.
If you ever want your character to look Badass... Tape is the one you need.

Overall i give Tape 8.5/10


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Unfortunately im gonna have to make you all wait 1 more week before Tainted is "SLOWLY" Uploaded.
Its my Birthday Next Saturday and Sunday, and Ive decided to make it an occasion!

I will be uploading 1 page every 3-4 days or so, that way the comic will be finished before we get to the last page.

Make Sure you Commend  sayuncle for all his hard work too, as he has had to put up with my insanity.
All the While Making this comic truly epic. He has poured all of his heart and soul into this thing.

Uuurrrmmffff!
It's true isn't it. I am the king of monsters.
My Bal'Kar form is the ultimate beast that has no equal.
you will find out first hand what dwells deep within me.

Hey everyone! Woke up this morning to try and organize arrangements for the Event "Escape of the Werewolf" being held at the Sydney Showgrounds from July 14 - 19. To My Disappointment the Whole thing has been Canceled Due to Incompetence at the Melbourne Venue in May.
Reviews say it was Poorly Executed with $2 party props, All in all being a pretty bad experience.

If anyone has Booked tickets for this event, you should start actively seeking out ways to get a refund.

A lot of their facebook pages have closed down and they are not actively sending out emails to inform everyone of the Cancellation Which is pretty pathetic. I call it a Scam.

Here is their Website: DO NOT BUY TICKETS!! http://werewolfescape.com/

Here is the Cancellation on the Sydney Showgrounds Web Page.
http://www.sydneyshowground.com.au/.....vents2014.html

I managed to find some screenshots of them Admitting they F%&^ed Up.
Save these Images as it is Evidence that will help you get a refund.
Part 1: http://i.imgur.com/DjOsRnU.jpg
Part 2: http://i.imgur.com/uffRvA4.jpg

Live Update: http://i.imgur.com/q5OtQTd.jpg

Here are a few Screenshots of Peoples Reviews on the Only night it went ahead.
http://i.imgur.com/3l6pQ4h.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/3mOxJZQ.jpg

People Are seeing Refunds come through as seen here:
http://i.imgur.com/waW0oBD.jpg

If you would like to Organize a Refund, Please email
support[at]ticketbooth.com.au
And have your Ticket ID

I am a severe user of add-blocker programs on the interwebs. But i have always made an exeption on FA for the sake of supporting the artists who advertise here on the site. I must admit that every now and then artist's advertisements piqued my curiosities at times.

Now that im seeing insurance adds, perfume adds and Jeep advertisements...stuff completely unrelated to the fandom...im really not interested in seeing them. Ok sure...its to help the site with its bills and whatnot.
but i think this move is burning 2 ends of the stick.

Im just not interested....soo....add blocker is going up. Which is unforunately going to block the old advertisements too.
if anyone possibly knows how to block the new adds and keep the old FA ones, id appreciate it.

People have been suggesting i make the Bal'Kar Kaiju (AKA Big ass motherfucking monster...Godzilla size)
Answer is....No.
One day i might do an image of that particular scene as a joke, sorta like The Bal'Kar infesting Godzilla himself! Now that's a Big ass Bal'Kar! But I'm not going to do such a thing because of a few reasons!


1: The Bal'Kar is big enough, they can grow to the size of a bus as it is. That is Technically Kaiju even now! Depending how big you like your monsters.

2: The Bal'Kar can spread their tentacles so much! they could make structures the size of skyscrapers anyway...yanno, as part of their nesting habits?...not exactly the same shape as a skyscraper, but they can get Massive! If enough Bal'Kar contribute to its construction.

3: Too mainstream. I mean...C'mon how many Giant Monsters do we have now? Lets have something a bit more Down to earth!
Not crushing Cities! But Re-purposing them!

4: The Bal'Kar cannot be as sexual towards others being that big...Swallowing and eating people that big? wont have any pleasurable satisfaction! Lets see those bulges slide down the tentacles! thets make meals slightly challenging for the Bal'Kar to injest for its own indulgement.

Lots of people seem to get my name wrong. So i thought I'd make a journal clarifying how to pronounce it properly.

Its "Knee-Ox" (Neox)

NOT "Neo-X" like in the matrix.

Monsters Can love too.

Seriously!!!! Dunno whats going on right now, but im getting about 20 new watchers a day at the moment and i cant keep up!!!

I'd Love to personally thank all of you! But THERE ARE SOOO MANY OF YOU NOW!

You guys are seriously awesome. Whatever it is you like to see from me?!?! i can Guarantee there is plenty more on its way!

Now im aware the title to this Journal is a big RED button that everyone is gonna press Despite the warnings...but again...big warning here guys. Shits about to get interestingly gross.


Well. Im almost done with my next story....and its a Doozy!

Ive had Quite a bit of fun writing it....even though its not quite my thing...Yes.....This story is messed up...even for me.

But!!! I Promised myself i wanted to Try every kind of Body part TF there is.
So...this is a Huge warning to those that are not interested.....Seriously.....im not joking....lol
This story sits in the Darkest corner of the Fandom....yanno....apart from gore.... And you will only ever see me do this, this one time.

here goes....Reverse Ass TF!!!! Taur style!
My favorite part of this story by far is the arms and Hands becoming the hind legs.
BUT!!!! With this Ass TF, this one goes further than anyone has ever gone with an Ass TF before. I'm talking the whole shebang Including Intestinal TF. and ofcourse, an ass TF would not be complete without scat... Its going to be EXTREMELY graphic!!! explaining the whole sensation of it in thorough detail. The person will be transforming into the entire lower half of the taur Their head and main conscious will be in the Rump of course. but they are also consciously working over the internal subconscious of what happens in the inside!

Anyway...its a MASSIVE story. 12,000 words plus!

Ill be Uploading it soon!

Yes this will also be an upcoming Comic
No i will not be uploading the Scat part when its finished...

Whats going on? WHY ARE SO MANY PEOPLE CALLING ME "CALAMARI NEOX?!"

STAAHHHHP!!! XD

Part of the Tainted comic.

Just a bit of a preview of inside the Factory where the Transformation takes place.

https://twitter.com/Stillen88/statu.....88965388255232

This thing was such a good idea. it has saved  sayuncle soo much time! He is capturing some really epic perspective shots throughout the virtual space.
I apologize for Teasing so much. i just want to get as many people exited for this thing as i can. So much of everything is being invested into this thing.
you should all visit Sayuncles page and give him a few shouts of confidence! Really make him proud of his talents!

The whole comic is turning out to be a true epic masterpiece.

Ok so....
SOO MUCH PAWS LATELY! and i LOVE it!

However there is a Type of paw that i have stumbled across during paw day that i have absolutely just Utterly fallen in love with.
This type of foot is not quite like your average paw!

Feet.....With fingers!!!!
Grabbypaws!!!!
Dexterous Feet!!!!

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OMFG! i dunno whats come over me in the last couple of days but I've fallen for them BIG time they are soooo fuckin sexy!...like....UGGHGHGHGHHHHHH! SOOO FUCKIN SEXY!

I SERIOUSLY WANT SOME! I'm actually thinking of giving my Taur Form those type on the front legs (Like the Chakats but even more finger-like)


If you know of some good pictures of them, id love you to show me!

I am the Feared SQUISHY!!!

Touch my SQUISHIES!

And you too will become SQUISH!

Yup...its 1am....and im goin to bed!

Phone starts going Bonkers with messages.....

-sigh-

All these American friends! I love you all! And so...i loose sleep!
stupid australia! And ur crappy location on the planet!

I actually prefer my meals....Struggling.